LYRICS

We've been through this over
a hundred times.
You leave me in the dust,
and I make my way to the back of the line.

I won't fall victim again,
you had your chance im over it.
I forgot those things you said,
the things we did it was all bullshit.

You can call me on your phone,
you always do when you're alone.
It's the only way I know you're home
for a week before you up and go

Friendhsip is toxic.
And love just won't work for me.
You say you want this.
I'd rather you just leave me be.
You say you can't sleep and you think of me,
but then the next day you're down on your knees.
and I
I can't fathom knowing you.
Your lies transparent, your motives see through. 

So here we go again, another hour.
Blowing up my phone like you have the power
to change what I think of this girl I knew.
To change what I really think of you.

I'm lost in your peristence.
But I'm just an "x" on your fucking hit list.
Maybe you should think before you speak my name.
Because every time, it always ends the same. 

Don't fucking call me on my phone
you always do when you're alone
You really think I care you're home?
for a week before you up and go

Friendhsip is toxic.
And love just won't work for me.
You say you want this.
I'd rather you just leave me be.
You say you can't sleep and you think of me,
but then the next day you're down on your knees.
and I
I can't fathom knowing you.
Your lies transparent, your motives see through. 

You're crazy to think that I'll ever love you
after all the shit you put me through.
I run away as fast as I can.
Forget your face, your name everything.
To Hell with this, iI'm over it.

Friendhsip is toxic.
And love just won't work for me.
You say you want this.
I'd rather you just leave me be.
You say you can't sleep and you think of me,
but then the next day you're down on your knees.
and I
I can't fathom knowing you.
Your lies transparent, your motives see through. 

















The First of May - Ex Princess

When I make songs with garage band on my iPhone my inner blink 182 shines through. :p

I decided to play a bunch of blink songs on my acoustic. Which ones did I use!?

New song intro

The First Of May - Where You Belong

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The First Of May - A Passionate Rebuttal

Panic At The Disco - Build God, Then We'll Talk - Cover By The First Of May

The First Of May - The Shape Of You

She's beautiful, But she's history 
Just another girl I'd push away
I'm stubborn, But I'm moving on 
I'm sure I'll get it right someday 
But for now

I'll beat myself up
And for the first time I'll admit
This is all my fault
I'm a work in progress 
"She's a girl who deserves much better than this"

take it back, take it back to the start
to the way it was, before we fell apart.
the mistakes i made, then left you in the dark,
its like a chronic pain, i fucking hate this rut.

so heres a stupid song, about the things i learned,
like how love is blind, and trust is earned
if i could take it back i probably would
but its too far gone, and thats understood.

she's patient, but she's wasting her time
on / someone who will never / be here in the long run
i'm sorry, i never meant to hurt you
i wish i could go back to / when we first met
and start over again

I'll beat myself up
And for the first time I'll admit
This is all my fault
I'm a work in progress 
"She's a girl who deserves much better than this"

take it back, take it back to the start
to the way it was, before we fell apart.
the mistakes i made, then left you  in the dark,
its like a chronic pain, i fucking hate this rut.

so heres a stupid song, about the things i learned,
like how love is blind, and trust is earned
if i could take it back i probably would
but its too far gone, and thats understood.

Sean VanDeusen

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