This life means nothing anymore
This life means nothing anymore
This life means nothing anymore
This life means nothing anymore

Why try what’s the point, say I don’t need your hand
But I know I am lost, you know I’m not okay
Burn inside, where's my mind, I don’t know what to say
But you still reach inside, in the fires I’ve made

What i wanna feel inside Ill never feel pain
My eyes left the sight of God I’ll only feel shame
Tell me am i worth saving, can I find your grace, Tell me when I break in will i leave these chains
Tell me am i worth saving, can I find your grace, Tell me when I break in will i leave these chains

This life means nothing anymore
This life means nothing anymore
This life means nothing anymore
This life means nothing anymore

The Nothingness

Death to the faithless
Judgment is coming
So why fight the one that will set you free
So feel the wrath, the only way to feel peace
Cant see but hes real
No hell can break your seal
What is my worst enemy
I am bleeding endlessly
Finally, your judgment is here
Fall with the life that you live
Or repent of your greed

Can't find the light I reach
I plummet down and deeper in here
Despise the weight i keep
Into my arms but it's holding me
DOWN!
Into my arms but it's holding me
DOWN!
Into my arms but it's holding me
This weight is holding me
Torture until I see
The world is not so gray after all it seems
Im learning how to hate and it keeps me from peace
Its dragging me down till i sit and weep
For sure, I hate it here
I steer away from faith and the things I need
Im chasing my desire, its broken me
Im playing with the fire, its burning me
OUT!

Locusts come, break me down
So much fun, I bleed out
Im worth none, without you
Lift me up, save me now
Locusts come, break me down
So much fun, I bleed out
Im worth none, without you
Lift me up, save me now

5 months of pain
Die in the flames
5 months of pain
Die in the flames
Slave to none
Send locusts
You will fight lust
And not give up

You cant hide
You cant side
With both sides
It takes a bite

Go away, you don't deserve to live around me at all
Grab the hand, that pulls you up on your feet so you stand tall
I would wait till the righteous of God
I will take your arms and pull you into the light

Locusts

What is life without peace of mind
Endless cycle of life
Do the same thing until i die
But im falling deeper into my demise
Every single day its harder to reach
Is loving worth the wait or should I just leave
It’s like another hole that i dug too deep
If I give you my heart will I know how to feel

Lost hope in love, an endless suicycle
Give you my heart, so please keep it safe this time
Give it my all, will you break the cycle
Suicide hearts, get lost in my mind

Twist my words and make it to your own worth
2 years I said Im going solo
I learned that love isnt zero
Under gods hands but i carry a gun
Thinking should i end it but the battle isnt done
Only felt hate, i thought that i was gone
Until i found your arms, I need some time to trust

Lost hope in love, an endless suicycle
Give you my heart, so please keep it safe this time
Give it my all, will you break the cycle
Suicide hearts, get lost in my mind

God please give me your arms
I will be standing tall for you
I will give you my heart
I know you hear my calls
God please give me your arms
I will be standing tall for you
I will give you my heart
I know you hear my calls

Suicide Hearts

Take my hand cause we are one
Free my curse as I have fell
Look at what I have become
Bring me down let’s burn in hell

Were my words just enough
To get you on your feet and do what’s worth
My face is drowned in guilt
Regret of what I made
Pick me up, I'm losing touch
In the flames is where I love to be
Can’t climb back I need your lift
Wipe me from the man I made

Take my hand cause we are one
Free my curse as I have fell
Look at what I have become
Bring me down let’s burn in hell

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time
Cant find myself in the hell i’m inside
I’m crumbling, i have nowhere to hide
Seeing your face as i fall in the fire

I will see you one day
But for now i will suffer today

Take my hand cause we are one
Free my curse as I have fell
Look at what I have become
Bring me down let’s burn in hell

Let's Burn In Hell

Look into my eyes
Before I fall from sight
Broke out of my deadly mind
I wont fall from suicide
I know Im not right
So lord give me time
While I am still alive
I will fight until i die out
I come so far ill break out of this shell that holds me down
I cannot give up on you, I am bound to you

Lord i need your light
And everything i want to feel inside
Is stored inside your heart so please me mine
I spill the bloody wine, so say you are mine
Lord i need your light
And everything i want to feel inside
Is stored inside your heart so please me mine
I spill the bloody wine, so say you are mine

Look back, life full of blasphemy
Demons fall they are dead to me
Detached, but you come back to me
Im crawling back to find peace
Look at me i haven't given up
I am me i am a slave to none
What I need, is you and only you
With you i cannot lose

I cannot lose
I will fall down for nobody
I don't know what else to do
When i see you before me
I won't give up on you
I found the light in you

I can see your signs
I want you to be mine, give me some of your time
I spill the bloody wine for you to turn into life
I can’t see a disguise am i in luck this time
I am alive but born to die

God wait for me
Done with suffering
I know I can’t believe
But you’re next to me
This love can’t be real

Lord i need your light
And everything i want to feel inside
Is stored inside your heart so please me mine
I spill the bloody wine, so say you are mine
Lord i need your light
And everything i want to feel inside
Is stored inside your heart so please me mine
I spill the bloody wine, so say you are mine

Bloody Wine

We all live to die
We all live to die
We all live to die

Make this time last eternally
Leave this Earth then I'll live in peace
Give my heart when our two souls meet
You must die, memento mori
Fall in love hope it will find peace
Ill protect you have faith in me
But I am not perfect I am not a deity
I hope when the time comes that you trust in me

Life is memento mori
Don't forget that you will leave
Dig the graves and make a deal
Don't let your life end deceived

Did I make my life worthwhile
Will you take me as im dying
Promise that I made is dire
Hope i fulfilled entirely
Did I make my life worthwhile
Will you take me as im dying
Promise that I made is dire
Hope i fulfilled entirely

I will die
Tell me why

Tell me what i see
Memento mori
I dont need no sleep
If this world im gonna leave
I just wanna live in violence i just wanna bleed
Hurting myself in the worst ways till i finally reach

Memento Mori

Will I feel your arms again
Save from the curse I made
Begging just to die today
But I'll come back
That month december hit
I knew that things would change
Don't know how i could live
Didn’t know what to say

Im getting paranoid dont let go
Cause everyday im losing my own grip of hope
I know i get attached but we all hit lows
And i am at the bottom dont know how to get back
I get assured but i think i need more
I know its not the best need to live on my own
And god, I haven’t been the best I know
Im living with regret theres so much that i owe

I felt so empty out of place
I'm stuck with nowhere else to stay
God please just end this now, don’t want nomisery
God please just take me now and just erase me

God your open arms will save me one day
Im nothing but a burden, all I'll be, throw me away
Regret the things ive said, i want your peace today
And all those pages I wrote, what if i ended up going through

Do you see what i become
How could someone forgive this
I am falling with no grip sight
How could I ever doubt your will
How could I ever just sit still
I'll be damned if I let go
Im hitting a new low

Im hopeless, that’s the truth
Im worthless but i wont lose

I want to end this now
So why am i still alive
Am i worth more something please
Just tell me please

Erase Me

All I see, is jealousy inside of me
The ones that live a life of peace
And pray they crumble down
Blasphemy, come and sing and dance with me
Till our hearts no longer reach
Our love is falling out

Haunting our minds cursed by a bloody knife
Lets see inside my heart, its emptiness inside
I almost lost to suicide
But I know I’m not ready to die
I know the Devil’s already real
So there must be light inside

I know the Devil’s already real
So there must be light inside
I know the Devil’s already real
So there must be light inside

All I see, is jealousy inside of me
The ones that live a life of peace
And pray they crumble down
Blasphemy, come and sing and dance with me
Till our hearts no longer reach
Our love is falling out

Haunt us all with your lies
Your love is suicide (repeat)

All I see, is jealousy inside of me
The ones that live a life of peace
And pray they crumble down
Blasphemy, come and sing and dance with me
Till our hearts no longer reach
Our love is falling out


I will leave behind my worth
Lie to me when our souls merge
I will leave behind my worth
Lie to me when our souls merge
I will leave behind my worth
Lie to me when our souls merge
I will leave behind my worth
Lie to me when our souls merge

I promise eternity
If you listen to me
I will not let you leave

Love is more than what it seems
Why do I shed these tears
I know I have a reason

Haunted

Run
Fore it all
Goes crashing down
And takes you out

To end with a gun
The temptation runs
The world was dead and gone
When the devil took his spot
My head spills out blood
To life that we run
There ain't nothing in love
If you end up in the deadly star

Get on your knees and break your arms
No longer need them but you're doomed to fall
Now bow your head, loyalty to none
You passive scum, time to bring the flood

Drown
Innocence love
Will leave you in doubt
Believing in none
I’m spiraling down

Spiraling down
Sacrificed by deadly star
I’ve broken down
Nothing left, but fragile arms
Spiraling down
Sacrificed by deadly star
I’ve broken down
Nothing left, but fragile arms

Falling, drowning, hopelessness
Loving, praying, faithlessness

Spiraling down
Sacrificed by deadly star
I’ve broken down
Nothing left, but fragile arms
Spiraling down
Sacrificed by deadly star
I’ve broken down
Nothing left, but fragile arms

Eternal Strings

Just call me Sean

I make all kinds of music, but metal is the most prominent here. I want to better my music overtime, and I hope y'all enjoy the things I make <3

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