They said I was a fraud,
They said I was a sham
They said things that gnawed away and
made me feel like less of a man
They said I was a let down
They said I was a phoney
They said I only had to ask
Anyone who knows me
They said they'd eat their hats
They said to save my breath
They said the day I see success
Will be the day the sun rises in the west
They said I just don't measure up
They said I won't amount to much
They said i'd never cut the mustard
and my best just isn't good enough
They said in comparison I pale, may aswell not even try
you'll only feel embarassed when you fail
They said nothing when I fell, 
when I travailed to pick myself up
They said all they could to knock the wind out of my sails
They said I ruin everything I touch
They said they hate the way I talk
They hate the way I walk, 
They hate the way I look,
When I felt like I was on the up and up,
They said i'd struck a bit of luck 
it won't be long before i'm stuck back in a rut
And I believed what they said naively
the seeds of doubt they sowed 
had wrapped around my mind like vines
when i turned the other cheek
They laughed and said that I was weak
And when I took the bait
They said that i was a disgrace
A lost cause, a hopeless case
They said somebody would oust me
Only nobody cares enough about me
They even said this world would be better off without me
But when they said that
I said I have to answer back!

Chorus:
Sow your seeds of doubt,
say I won't, say I can't
say I don't stand a chance in hell
I must be mad, there's something I must lack
But now it's time to act yeah yeah yeah
I will answer back
Oh it's time to act yeah yeah yeah,
You'll see me answer back

I said I am flawed
But proudly tall I stand
and despite all the things They said 
I know exactly who I am
I said I am authentic
Look how They mirror me so closely
And none of them come close to me
So it's no wonder that They loathe me
I said They'll eat their words
I'll make them hard to digest
So long as I just give my best
I am guaranteed success
I said I am a tour-DE-force
That's just par for the course
Even if i'm holding court with no support
I do this of my own accord
I said in the crucible of doubt
is where my strength of mind was forged
let those words keep spewing from their mouths,
all They said lit a fire underneath me
and now there's nothing They can do or say
to douse that fire out
I said it's like i have a Midas touch
How I turn shit to sugar, lead into gold a minus to a plus
I strive for greatness now im on the cusp
holding a straight flush I made my own luck
i'll leave them in the dust
I mean every word I say, believe me
the seeds of doubt they sowed 
began to wither and untwine
when They said the chips were down
I said i'd turn this ship around
when They said to call it quits 
I said i'll give my all to this
the dark horse in first place
the nerve of them to even doubt me
wouldn't even have a voice without me
but wait now i'm speaking way too proudly
cause all the things They said
were the doubts in my own head

Chorus repeat

Look how they mirror me so closely
Lyrics by Paul Alwright.
Vocals performed by Paul Alwright. 
Drums by Benjamin Garrett.
Keys by David Prendergast.
Produced by David Prendergast. 
Mixed & mastered by Aidan Cunningham at The Forbidden Zone studio.

Seeds Of Doubt

Verse 1 (Paul Alwright)
Love is more than just chemistry
more than just a drug, more than just feelings and intrusive thoughts
It's more than just dependency
more than just symptoms of withdrawal we experience through a loss
It's unpredictable, irrefutable, immovable
a way of tryna deny our own decay
It's a kiss upon the face - an amorous embrace
tryna hold on tight as time ticks away
Love is a bond, above and beyond
to be loved is to belong 
but most of all love is blind
love finds, it can't be found
it can narrow down the whole world, 
place it into anothers eyes
love is the feeling of oneness one gets
seeing the sunset beneath the ocean
its a way to freeze time, 
a way to dissolve the self
and merge together for a fleeting moment..
But in a world that shuns depth
and loves shallowness
its no wonder that we're chronically dissatisfied
and why we suicide - we were taught to take pride
in concealing whats inside, what a pack of lies
Stone faced with a cold heart, 
the price to pay for false pride is to feel alone
but only love is real
let it free your mind from fear and make this cold world feel like home
 
Chorus (Maverick Sabre)
And I just keep it all love
And I just keep it all love, in my head
And I just keep it all love
And I just keep it all love, in my head
And I just keep it all x3

Verse 2 (Paul Alwright)
Self love isn't based upon possessions
it doesn't change according to wealth or means
it doesn't feel insecure or threatened
it doesn't depend on someone else for self-esteem
it doesn't need constant validation
a seal of approval or an applauding audience
it provides its own affirmations
with no need for wreaths, garlands or people lauding it
Self love needs no religion, it's stoic wisdom
It's having full bodily autonomy
It's feeling fully content in being left on your own
though just preferring not to be
and though love may come from somebody else
embrace it but treat it as a traveler treats an inn 
cause self love precedes loving another
cause nothing stands strong for long if it is weak within..
Understand that dark is just a lack of light
understand that hate is just a lack of love
understand it lies within your own heart
not in the hands of some invisible man above
give yourself the type of love you'd love to give
and I promise you'll never fear to be alone
Cause only love is real,
let it free your mind from fear and make this cold world feel like home

Chorus repeat (Maverick Sabre)

Lyrics by Paul Alwright & Maverick Sabre.
Vocals performed by Paul Alwright & Maverick Sabre. 
Bass by Twiggy.
Drums by Benjamin Garrett.
Keys by David Prendergast.
Produced by David Prendergast. 
Mixed & mastered by Aidan Cunningham at The Forbidden Zone studio.

All Love ft. Maverick Sabre

The length of this weeks pod is directly proportional to the number of fixtures, upsets, red cards and media training opportunities spurned by our studio guest Trevor Croly. Fresh from victory at the Dublin Derby and defeat in Derry, the Bohs number 2 talks about the 'Peoples Club', fixture congestion, Keith Long's recruitment and an underappreciated dress sense. Johnny takes up for an under fire Stephen Bradley and continues to miss goals, literally, at Bray and spends a windswept and interesting few minutes with Cork City’s Conor McCormack. King Kenny Shiels is on the phone from Derry because we won't pay his travel expenses and Dan is on the naughty step for using curse words at Bray. All this bookended by the best sig tune in all of Christendom!

LOI Weekly S02E10 with Trevor Croly, Kenny Shiels & Conor McCormack

Recording of Andrew Weatherall's set at Dekmantel Festival 2019.

Dekmantel Festival 2019

Andrew Weatherall at Dekmantel Festival 2019

DanceDiscoveries052 - Oisin
@oisin-meehan-874464397
Genre: Groove
Release Date: 27th Jan 2019
Artwork: @hauers

A genre blending, sultry downtempo mix by London based selector Oisin.

DanceDiscoveries052 - Oisin

Written by Lethal Dialect
Additional vocals by Eva-Jane Gaffney
Produced by Irah Cane
Mixed & Mastered by New Machine
Taken from the forthcoming LD50 Part 3 LP

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