[cody]
How do i load up
How do i fall down
How do i feel up
No ion fuck around
Oh i might rise
Now i'm off the high
Turn it into something
now i even might
Now i even might be me
But im feelin so weak ion kno if its me
But im feelin weak
How do i load up
How do i fall down
How do i feel up
No ion fuck around
Oh i might rise
Now i'm off the high
Turn it into something
now i even might

[poly]
ooh, i heard that nigga a bitch
762 and a glock wit a switch 
i’m loaded up with some 30 round clips
wha? ooh, ooh, she fuck wit me cus i’m him 
this ain’t yankee i leave you wit no brim 
you get left in the street like i’m lul tim 
i feel like i’m neph sayin lul tim 
i ain’t ever make a bar bout lul tim
tryna run wit the gang we like who’s him 
non binary opp like who’s them 
in the bedroom in some blankets 
don’t look at me bitch i made it
if a nigga got a problem get that glock now where his face went

[76h5]
I’m going MVP, for NPC/
Spent 1 K on C, sorry baby that’s the fee/
In a league of our own, so cool so niche/
Down with the serpent team, but I’m up with Merced/
We showing no mercy, we’re Gods you’re the clergy/
Enemies are burning, I’m amped up you heard me/

Put faith in Merced it’s in the wind/
When you’re with us you’re gonna win/

The 1 up above we the kin/
You against you will never be up again/
Shout you to all of my friends/
Air, earth, or magma it’s till the end/
Stare out from the cove/
Swallow the sight in your soul/
There will be ghost clones/
But the Merced is whole/

[cody]
How do i load up
How do i fall down
How do i feel up
No ion fuck around
Oh i might rise
Now i'm off the high
Turn it into something
now i even might

Load Up (feat. astrmani + 76h5)

Fantasia

All up in my face
Ur living u decay
I'd love if u knew my base, I'm template, I embrace

Ur living how u hate
How can u live and stay
How haven't u fallin this way
Stayed in ur place I failed
Ur human has gone stale
I feel what u can't tell
Placebo caused ur tale

u live in a different slate
thats fine ur ur own slate
ur ur own
im my own
love or hate
u cant be known

Ur living how u hate
How can u live in faith
Surprised u see my face
This template I embrace

I'm my own
Stuck in this throne
Living to know
How I get home

im living what ive felt
u cant describe urself
live differenntly thats not me
ur living life ur lucky
all up in my face
ur living u decay
i love if u felt my face
now i just embrace
ur living how u hate
how can u live and stay
surprised u haven't failed
i live in a state of pale
ur human has gone stale
now i am ur fail
im ur fail
ur in a different state
thats fine u live ur way
ur ur own
im my own
love or hate
u love it here

all up in my face
ur living u decay
i love if u felt my face
now i just embrace
ur living how u hate
how can u live in faith
surprised u see my

you live how you hate

Ik who u r

I gotta work now
Cant see who i've hurt now
I gotta turn around
And show how i turned out pretty great
Woke up this morning and i looked at my face
Look im shinin any day
It was so short now i look at the date
Being a human made me validate

Wastin all my prime years on my phone
Seeking help ion know where to go
Scrolling more and more i dont even post
I cant live knowing this is all i know
All ur ideas dont speak to me
I was 12 learning laws of university
Learned how the world worked, still entitled (love i feel in me)
Yeah i might have failed first but its a cycle

Ik who u r
I gotta work now
Cant see who i've hurt now
I gotta turn around
And show how i turned out pretty great

Tell me why u wont look in my eyes
I need ur help ion know what to find
Since 5 i was scared and i hide
Sorry mom but your son has died
Can't wait for dis transition of my life
Scared of nothing but being dehumanized
And i really fucked me over trust me ive realized

Scrolling Through Myself

Oh my, i might want to hide
Go out at night
Oh my high
Start goes nice
And i'm in such a circle (time flies by)
And i'm in such a circle (i wish u were here to fly)
I might feel whole (Everything i know)
Everything i know
Everything proves dead to me (i know i'm whole)
How could u stem to me (why arent u dead to me)
How could u stim to me
I know I'm not augh (can you be alive again?)
I know it hurts me

i love seaohdeewhy
i love seaohdeewhy
i love seaohdeewhy
i love seaohdeewhy
seaohdeewhy
And i'm stuck in this circle
And i'm stuck in this circle
That one dream is all i can think
That one dream is all i can think
And it's haunting me turning me pink
It's the best but worst ever thing 
i love seaohdeewhy, seaohdeewhy
seaohdeewhy, seaohdeewhy
(i'm a fool, i don't wanna die)
My heart, my heart, my heart
Bring me back to normal?
Take me back to normal!
(I might go without my heart)
Bring me back
I'm stuck i might go on my own route

I dont stay how u have me to be
I can cross, but ill never be free
I dont lose to people like me
Being neutrid that is unlike me
U need to learn ur lesson it takes time
Im alr dont worry bout the sky
dont worry bout the sky
dont worry bout the sky

All day everyday, all day everyday for the past 3 days
I wanna go away (every second wanna change)
I wanna go away
(make your word, find a way)

Oh my, i might want to hide
Go out at night
Oh my high
Start goes nice
And i'm in such a circle (time flies by)
And i'm in such a circle (i wish u were here to fly)
I might feel whole (Everything i know)
Everything i know
Everything proves dead to me (i know i'm whole)
How could u stem to me (why arent u dead to me)
How could u stim to me
I know I'm not augh (can you be alive again?)
I know it hurts me

U need to learn ur lesson it takes time
Im alr dont worry bout the sky
dont worry bout the sky
dont worry bout the sky

Ima go where i want to
I might go without u
And it's on me but its my art, what i finna do?

Pink + Yellow Checker Pattern

ik that it hurts
I got blood all on my words
I wish i could be up first
I work more den i earn
y u livin in a fantasy?
its not hard for me to see
u can’t grow from enemies
and ik cause its me
ik that it hurts
I got blood all on my words
I wish i could be up first
I work more den i earn
y u livin in a fantasy?
its not hard for me to see
u can’t grow from enemies
and ik cause its me

I'd love if u accepted me
I'd love if u jus took one peek

U know you'd be fine
So y did u decline?
I wish u were here to see me shine

Thought id fall another way
In a place where i have more pain
I thought i liked it when i hate
Every view is fine but i don't even relate

I been up for a century
But i been down for a while
Again i thought u were an enemy
But u led me straight to smile

ik that it hurts
I got blood all on my words
I wish i could be up first
I work more den i earn
y u livin in a fantasy?
its not hard for me to see
u can’t grow from enemies
and ik cause its me

I been up for a century
But i been down for a while
Again i thought u were an enemy
But u led me straight to smile

ik that it hurts
I got blood all on my words
I wish i could be up first
I work more den i earn
y u livin in a fantasy?
its not hard for me to see
u can’t grow from enemies
and ik cause its me

Did you drink enough water today?
Cause i sure did
I think i had a lil too much
But i'm just making sure
Just making sure makes me right
U dont think I'm wrong, do u?
Cause if so ion know what id do
Prolly make sure ion ended up like u 
 
Unlike water i rlly hate u
But thats fine cause who knew?
Actually i knew
So stop complaining

ik that it hurts
I got blood all on my words
I wish i could be up first
I work more den i earn
y u livin in a fantasy?
its not hard for me to see
u can’t grow from enemies
and ik cause its me

Unlike Water

It's not the same, without u in my way
In a place where i stay, feel afraid of today
Today i hide

Without u in my way
It's not the same
I can't concentrate
Ion know if it's right

It don't matter today or any other day
Cause following my feelings i'm right
I know i'm entitled for the night
What is ur place to tell me if i'm high

It's not the same, without u in my way
In a place where i stay, feel afraid of today
Today i hide

Im ur messenger right from the sky
Here To tell u in the middle of the night
That ur loved ones are here right by ur side
But swear to god you can't mess up one time

Its Not The Same

---------------- Settlement [half of the drums by prod. velorium @prod-vel]
I know
lost in the settlement
my cords have leaked again
I'm lost with my friends 
ig this how it ends

damn I'm stuck
stuck in what
lost in a rut
off the scale it's not important
I been drowning that is my resortment 
hate where I'm from
thousand blocks away
ion know whats the sum
but I'll learn it anyway

Missing / Settlement

Sky Poster

[cody]
I see what u did to me
Don't run or hide cause it's all a screen
Ur behind a screen?
Flash LED

Ur not tricking anyone
Into thinking ur right
I didn't harm anyone
U can ask the night
Im alone in your dreams
I can try if i wanted to
I can do anything, my mind too
I can do anything without you

Im behind my head
I'm losing track of focus
i know what i've said
And i don't regret any of it

Ur not tricking anyone
Into thinking ur right
I didn't harm anyone
U can ask the night

[jay]

[t18]
Shoot that boy thru the phone I call it a screenshot
I stomped that boy out in my Reeboks
Got big ass choppas they hot like a teapot
You niggas some faggots y'all all wearing kneesocks
I hate all these niggas I feel like J.W
If you ain't supporting me, nigga, it's fuck you
Stop texting me, ho, I'm just tryna duck you
I don't fuck with feds so bitch I can't cuff you
Creep in his trap and I do it with stealth
Thinking life is a game, went and lost all his health
My Frank in her Ocean, it smell like Chanel
That boy a comedian, no SNL
These niggas be clowns like "Ha ha ha"
I laugh to the bank like "Ha ha ha"
I got yo bitch sucking my cock
Run in a nigga house and you know I'm bringing chops

[cody]
I see what u did to me
Don't run or hide cause it's all a screen
Ur behind a screen?
Flash LED

Ur not tricking anyone
Into thinking ur right
I didn't harm anyone
U can ask the night
Im alone in your dreams
I can try if i wanted to
I can do anything, my mind too
I can do anything without you

Screenshot (feat. Jay3R + T18)

I still admire my life
I still desire my life
Why cant u see ur eyes
And i still feel my light

U gotta hold me down faster
U gotta hold me down faster
U gotta hold me down faster

U cant break me down
U cant bring me down if u tried
U cant bring me down
That's why i love my life
My life
I, I, I
U see me know
U see me in my skin
I feel it now
I finally feel u from within
From my skin
I wish
U could tell me how u been
I don't want
I don't want anything to destroy me

Hold Me Up

In my bedroom without blankets on my side
But that's alr cause i'm here for night
I'm alright, u should check up on ur friends right by ur side
I might win myself today, i might do anything i'm afraid
I might die, felt like ending my pain
I might slide in my house with my rights

In my fantasy i see what i believe
I support everything around me
I don't ask i deserve to be free
And ik cause u’ll never be me

How could u be free without luck?
How can u not breathe, what the fuck
I was save myself from all your hate
And it coulda been better anyway

And i could free myself from this side
I was here before ur suicide
And my music will be here for the night
Ur intolerant but that makes up my site

Before u weren't here for me
Now u want my sympathy
U must have some sanity
And i wasn't for u
And if i wasn't for u dont act like how i do

U have no empathy
U actin like ur only waek
And HA ik ur free
I wont stay how u want me to act
That's not bad thats -

In my bedroom without blankets on my side
But that's alr cause i'm here for night
I'm alright, u should check up on ur friends right by ur side
I might win myself today, i might do anything i'm afraid
I might die, felt like ending my pain
I might slide in my house with my rights

Freezing Until Shattered

Fantasia Carpet Suprise Party

Ugh (feat. T18)

I'm in now
I'm in now

you can't compare how I sea
can't compare I reflect
you on me
how I sleep
how I breathe
how I leave
how I am in my best
how I go inside, learn a couple times
I feel in my waiting time

it's a beautiful day

I know my value once in a while
bring me down that's a hell of a style
I found in my work
write it down I did it first
do it first 
feel my worth
I feel at worst
at worst

you can't compare how I see
can't compare I reflect
you on me
how I sleep
how I breathe
how I leave
how I am in my best
how I go inside, learn a couple times
I feel in my waiting time

its a beautiful day

Yesterday I was gone
I've been 111
and there I was
spinning around the sun
spin around
been around

stuck In This cloud forever
and I might but im staying close forever
even felt like I'm alive
falling for my life
I might fall but I'm welcome
and you're so weird
I might have to do smth
I might have to do smth but I go through it
in this state I'm lucid
come on I might lose it
where are you
might fall back into two
know it's not that hostile
you're acting like I'm only vile
stuck In This cloud forever
and I might but im staying close forever
even felt like I'm alive
falling for my life

why won't you take advantage
I've been wrapped around my head with a bandage
And I don't break less I mean I will damage
it's a beautiful day B damn it

Yesterday I was gone
I've been 111
and there I was
spinning around the sun
spin around
been around

living in the clouds

I came across something cool 
it was me swimming in my pool
A bright pretty mask
A colorful sky
This might be my last but I won't make it try
I
It was raining outside
It was raining in my eyes

And to myself swimming in peace to myself swimming slowly

Now watch me live for Infinity

at the end of the day

cause i always make profit

Envy (feat. Mysckeld)

my eternal rest
will never side away from me
i would stay for the innocence of clash but i dont breath 
my internal bliss, will never side away from me
why would this happen to anyone else but free
has the light shattered across the skin
has the light shattered across the skin
i never doubted what u could become
for someday
and i checked all my ciriculum
i never stayed for the game

eternal rest

open the door to the rest of the house
stories never continued through silence
too bad
concentration never startled me as a kid
overtime test me a with
my strategies harmed me as a kid
open the door to the rest of the house
traffic lights wouldnt stop for me
too bad
welcome where the traffic lights stop
open the door to the rest of the house

secret house

just a lil more time to grow
watching far from home
my ultra stone

ultra stone

gravel

i thought i kept ur soul
keeping me built indoors
making me whole
i might watch my floors
see what i stand on
see what i support
what what i drag on
see if i want more
depends what im on
see me through your eyes
transparent in diguise
follow me where I
go and find my new
all while i see u
drag on in the water
go on till its noon

the sound of silence
what is the point if theres no melody
where does it crosses from

whats the point in u
whats the point in us
following right through
depends what im on
i fall
i go through the pond
whats the problem if i never experience
what is my deliriant
u know what has happened
and if itll continue

the sound of silence
what is the point if theres no melody
where does it crosses from

melody

2 w/ nau caleb

sleeponaut w/ mysckeld + lavenderaura

eulogy

level one
stay with the sun
dragging on
hold me back a ton
what's the room
this ill keep
feel my burden
underneath 

can't live, for now
the sleep of town
may rest my peace
i love your sound
the upper level
upper dream
curate thoughts
curate sleep

shine on my stay
ladder i obey
don't hurry pace
cause each second won't waste

give me light cause when its burning its so bright
i dont lose all of my focus in a night
i cant challenge u if u not on da fight
i been waiting nd i do it every night

(take a break i lost my breath
upper level
upper level
in my level)

(i just lost my own time
i just lost my own
i just lost my own time
i just lost my own
i just lost my own time
i just lost my own
i just lost my own time
i just lost my own)

can't live, for now
the sleep of town
may rest my peace
i love your sound
the upper level
upper dream
curate thoughts
curate sleep

Essential Trade-in / Factory Has Unified Chapter 2

The Upper Level of My Dreams Is Where I Stay When Curating Ideas

(bg, background, backyard, in town
i walk, space out, we up, so how?
bg, background, backyard, in town
i walk, space out, we up, so how?)

u ignore all the backgrounds
i crash nd it go around
but i saw with another round
but my backyard is full now
whats the batter dat u shine on me?
whats the ladder that u cross for me?
its the color dat i see
know its color factory

gleam of batter across the surface of my backyard

ask who, ask who, me, ask who, me, ask who, we
across me
what it could, what deserves

said, spent more time
building walls
looking, find
cross
build us
we are known
for us

spent some time world
u cant tell me better
in da service of
keep my haiku
waste of time
tell me breathe
over hills ways
all on waste

satellites, bring shine, bring light, for our, eyes, our eyes

i said what i know
what i mean?
what i show
all i need
all i need
bring my life
feel me simply
wheres the backyard
when i go far
deep in my heart
a sky
i balance
my town
for me

gleam of batter across the surface of my backyard
satellites, bring shine, bring light, for our, eyes, our eyes

Gleam of Batter Across The Surface of My Backyard

long indevour
i pick daily
i remember 
what i barely
view, all news
its too
damn soon
to be 
all new
what i knew
is proof
of me
and you 

i suborrow, im the wind?
am i ready, for my wish
i sucsessed at what i did
constant struggle, hand me dish

-

i ended up back in the hallway
verse 13 i saw that i say
said, or past, breathe the tense
i lived for now, but auctions when
whats ur canvas whats ur sign
dignity u dont have like mine
wheres the poster, wheres the shine
u cant breathe inside my line

dont ask for much cause i stay little
u can breathe but not my candle
where location, at the scandle
i was in jus too many hallways
fall in the ground ion care what the moss says
to much practice, not enough mistakes
for my birthday ion need a cake

proud of what?
im not gonna die
hide my cords
come over here
i deem
to be
my lord

come back in, i feel the same way
loser wont get any 'my way'
come back in i know what i say
loser wont get up what i weigh

sorry, do u not see me too?
cause i know, dat u see me as u
i see the truth
whats the issue

long indevour
i pick daily
i remember 
what i barely
view, all news
its too
damn soon
to be 
all new
what i knew
is proof
of me
and you 

i suborrow, im the wind?
am i ready, for my wish
i sucsessed at what i did
constant struggle, hand me dish

-

say, whats the deal
waste of time
feel?
my time, time, time, time
go slow
for mine
field mine
feel my time, time, time, time
go slow
for mine

tell me where, have i been
have i searched
whats the word
feel my worth, i was breathing to much
couldnt see the other side, breathing through the touch
sign again
sign in again
my earth, my walk, of us
where was friends
in the end

sign again
sign in again

do u mean
u have lost touch
wheres my cords now

sign again
sign in again

send it back now
wheres the end
wheres the friends
wheres the 'when'
wheres the words

theres no reason for the words
u cant tell me, we should end

- 

longnitude
where ive been
where i see
love my den
longnitude
where ive been
i can see
lattitide
my den
my field
go again
never wrong
never since
latitude
see my end

Coordinates of Where I Deem To Be

correction of time
overflow sublimed
in liminal whys?
the space slow-sized
crisis averted
over im urban
suffer, i learned it
sober, dependent

elementry wasnt for me
didnt bring back the cover
elementry wasnt for me
if so, what was ever?

sit back, back
farther
attacked
get sent, get send
far back

build up, dont crash
crash
i build
attach
i will
detach

theres no hope, if logics lost
i dont a cost, bring me back, from god

correction of time
overflow sublimed
in liminal whys?
the space slow-sized
crisis averted
over im urban
suffer, i learned it
sober, dependent

definition, definition dont matter
dont matter
definition
wheres my ladder?
(elementry wasnt for me
didnt bring back the cover
elementry wasnt for me
if so, what was ever?)

-

watch out
send out
wash out
bleed in doubt

stay back
for greed

whats it even need?
what?
send back in here
me?
i stay away
from here
i climb
i watch
i build, do it here

watch out
send out
wash out
bleed in doubt

feel like light
for the week
feel my lightning, im weak
my lightning bleeds
get back
back
dont attach
dont attack
im back
i will detach
get back

correction of time
overflow sublimed
in liminal whys?
the space slow-sized
crisis averted
over im urban
suffer, i learned it
sober, dependent

elementry wasnt for me
didnt bring back the cover
elementry wasnt for me
if so, what was ever?

sit back, back
farther
attacked
get sent, get send
far back

build up, dont crash
crash
i build
attach
i will
detach

scared dont mean scared
apparently im scared
i fall around here
next place to steer
next way i guide
over hill slide
i face my time
beyond what i like

---

try, try
golden inside
i saw ur mind
i dine
fully escape
my my my

save more
energy

when with me

cannot like u
whats lost in ur grief
get caught up inda screen

broken back in peices
fallen back, i need this
see my angel

going back on da floor
dont need ur
dont need a

breacking up flooring
for time
first
open door/mind
push, break
whats time
open door

save more
energy

when with me
cannot like u
whats lost in ur grief
i get caught up ina week

caught up ina screen
ion focus on what need
ion care whats needed
u gon scream if u need it

breacking flooring
i dont breack in a seocnd
breack in ur message
going out

save more
energy

when with me
cannot like u
whats lost in a week
get caught up witout grief

Definition of Elementary

same, same
ion want much, i wanted reign
saw my life to be the same
thinkin to much ion need u to watch me
u live in the bath, all u do is wash me

i dont, i dont, i dont, my idols?
i dont, i dont, i dont, i dont
i dont, i dont, i dont, my idols?
i dont, i dont, i dont, i dont

say do u need me? uon need me anyways
pay attention, im greatest, no?
pay attention, whats 'alone'?

-

say whats my time frame
i crow my frame
im da god of my state
i say, what u need
ion fall on my knees
i slither the trees
i am what i breathe
u say what u need
i say what u need
i know, i know

i was thinking to much, do u want me?
im not long, ion want u to hold me
exponent hiddin, trampo lovely
i know, what u saw of me
I love honesty
do u wish me
i know u heal me
i know u saw me
i was thinking to much, do u want me?
im not long, ion want u to hold me
exponent hiddin, trampo lovely

-

thats the way
thats the way
thats the way
i dont mind
of my fate
goes away
thats the way
i dont mind
of my fate
goes away

(where u see, i dont mind)
(where u see)

any mind, any time, u couldnt see me
i stay wrong, exponent trampline
i dont care on how u see me
i dont take anything i say seriously?
i know the insights capture me

-

same, same
ion want much, i wanted reign
saw my life to be the same
thinkin to much ion need u to watch me
u live in the bath, all u do is wash me

i dont, i dont, i dont, my idols?
i dont, i dont, i dont, i dont
i dont, i dont, i dont, my idols?
i dont, i dont, i dont, i dont

say do u need me? uon need me anyways
pay attention, im greatest, no?
pay attention, whats 'alone'?

i was thinking to much, do u want me?
im not long, ion want u to hold me
exponent hiddin, trampo lovely
i know, what u saw of me
I love honesty
do u wish me
i know u heal me
i know u saw me
i was thinking to much, do u want me?
im not long, ion want u to hold me
exponent hiddin, trampo lovely

i was thinking to much, do u want me?
im not long, ion want u to hold me
exponent hiddin, trampo lovely

-

how often do we think about why we do things?

i was thinking to much, now u want me
i go in, its full on lucky
i dont care, cuz do u want me

i went in i know how u feel me
i went in ion kno how u see me
i dont know if i want u to wash me

move back
back
move back
exponent trampoline

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same, same
ion want much, i wanted reign
saw my life to be the same
thinkin to much ion need u to watch me
u live in the bath, all u do is wash me

i dont, i dont, i dont, my idols?
i dont, i dont, i dont, i dont
i dont, i dont, i dont, my idols?
i dont, i dont, i dont, i dont

say do u need me? uon need me anyways
pay attention, im greatest, no?
pay attention, whats 'alone'?

i was thinking to much, do u want me?
im not long, ion want u to hold me
exponent hiddin, trampo lovely
i know, what u saw of me (tired, tired, what does tired even mean?)
I love honesty
do u wish me
i know u heal me
i know u saw me
i was thinking to much, do u want me?
im not long, ion want u to hold me
exponent hiddin, trampo lovely

i was thinking to much, do u want me?
im not long, ion want u to hold me

Exponent Trampoline

May 8th, 2018 - February 4th, 2024

because of soundcloud upload limit my other three projects (psylimin, smile, and tomorrow is a new day) are on @seaohdeewhyy

psylimin (mixtape)
smile (mixtape)
tomorrow is a new day (mixtape)
in the bedroom covered in blankets (album)
underscore (mixtape)
its nice outside today (mixtape)
dream house (mixtape)
essential trade-in (album)

SeaOhDeeWhy

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