Self-Centered

Take Me Home

(Lyrics below.)
(If you want the mp3 email me at info@whmusic.org).

Self-centered is a song that originated during quarantine in October 2020. It was quarantine ordered based on the covid positivity. 

The restriction of my travel only to the area of my room and my room only for a week just amplified and exposed my self-centeredness which I would be earlier able to dissipate with my runaways anywhere in the horizontal direction. The song puts my self-centeredness in contrast with the apostles who went through both - comfort (in welcoming church) and discomfort in persecution (far beyond "discomfort"). It is partially my confession and decision that I do not want to whine to discomfort but seek steadiness and practice unbreakable hope in the eternal rest after the well fought fight of life.

Lyrics:

Tired, I get so tired of being self-centered, it's all that I know.
Feel like in prison, like running in circles and oh I don't know

Where's the line between the health and comfort
line between "to keep", "to let go",
line between the lines between the lines
ooh and

I've got the Apostles on my  mind
they were never thirsty never cried
keeping hopes unbroken all the time
ooh, ooh,

and look at me, when I get bored I
guess I'll watch next episode of 
TV show that goes beyond that goes beyond
the human evil.

(verse and chorus repeats)

(instrumental)

I've got the Apostles on my  mind
they were never thirsty never cried
keeping hopes unbroken all the time
ooh, ooh,

and look at me, when I get bored I
guess I'll watch next episode of 
TV show that goes beyond that goes beyond
the human evil.

Self-centered (home made)

The word self centered is typically used in a negative light. That is not the definition behind these 5 guys, who came together as friends in 2008 and have nothing to hide when it comes to their music. They are centered within themselves and are on a one way track to winning over your hearts and souls with the style they have created. The members of Self Centered include Blake on lead vocals and screams, Ellis on guitar and screams, Jimi on guitar, Ron on bass, and James on drums. 

Self Centered is influenced by many well known artists such as; Senses Fail, A Day to Remember, Atreyu, Story of The Year, and Green Day. Combining the talents of brothers James and Blake, the writing process seemed to flow and the lyrics all told a story. The hope of the band is that people can relate to what they sing about, and know they aren’t alone. When it came time to record, Self Centered was ready with 10 original songs. They went into Hollywood North Studios in Roseville, California and begin to make history with producer Colby Wedgeworth. The mastering of producer/engineer Jack Trammel at Fat Cat Studios only helped the CD reach its full potential. Less than a year from their first show, and Self Centered released a CD in October 2009. 

In 2009 they were finalists in 98 Rock’s Rockallotapuss, and shared the stages with such artists like Shiny Toy Guns and Korn at Halo’s N Horns. In 2010 they placed 3rd in Your Music Magazine and 2nd at the Sierra College Battle of The Bands, and 1st Place at the Tuscan Ridge 2012 Battle Of The Bands. You can hear them played on 98 Rock’s Local Licks with Mark Gilmore and they are always looking to play venues and meet fellow bands. They were chosen as 98 Rock’s Local Artist of the Month for August 2010 and they are honored to be featured. 

The band reached a huge turning point in January 2011 when they booked their first national tour with platinum selling artist Hawthorne Heights. After being confirmed for the United Scenes of America Tour, Self Centered hit the studio to record their self titled EP. It was released on March 25, 2011, just days before leaving for the tour. 

In the fall of 2011, the band said goodbye to founding member Ellis White as well as Ron Lewis, who both left due to personal reasons. Self Centered wishes them the best of luck in their future endeavors. 

It didn't take long for ambitious new members to join the lineup. With Levi Kieny on bass and Jake Lugenbeel on guitar, their new lineup was set and the band was ready for a new adventure. 

The guys in this band aren’t looking to become the next millionaires. They just want to make music, and have fun doing it. Over the last few years they have made many strides in the local music scene, and have shown to everyone the power behind their passion. 

It is evident Self Centered has no desire to hang up the mic anytime soon. The music not only speaks for itself but it also will speak to you. Keep an eye out for upcoming shows and more music from this promising team of talent.

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Young singer-songwriter based in Ceske Budejovice ;)