peep these jawns while yurr @ it .

ANGUISH INHIBITION [PRISM x LESION]

never one single saint, we will all cinerate.
produced by @dancinginrainfall

outcast, hexen, please end me
death to all of those who envy
if yu gon shoot that gun then keep it steady
my eyes see death, im ready

dark magician, with my cards ill make yu fade away
xvi the tower, bouta rip yu out ya space
take yu down into the depths of which yu cant escape
i can feel all of my malice contorting my fuckin face
trapped inside a crystal palace, so shattered, no place is safe
all i feel now is rage, losin all of my sane
everyone act the same, no difference hind the face
never one single saint, we will all cinerate.

always on the fence, it never make sense
hexen in my head, this pain is too dense
growing ever sick of living in the past tense
i dont know how to push thru, how to mend
always on the fence it never make sense
hexen in my head, this pain will never end
i been running down the streets of my own worst regrets
yu dont know shit about me, or what goes on in my head

HEXEN | OUTCAST [PROD. MISERYPRISM]

muerte my best friend 🏴‍☠️
prod me nd @kingfelix

feel like i been losin patience, allat shit so wasted
tryna not fall to complacence, this world might be sadist
aint nun savin me, my blood gon stain that dirt nd paint it
all typsa red, lesions gonna make this canvas leak
off the top my head, yu gon watch all o that scarlet creep
down into that scarlet creek
bloodsport all i wreak
death is all i speak

legions in my fuckin brain, i could never sleep
i got leeches in my way, i know they tryna feed
they tryna rip out all the iron in my art (they take frm me)
im so tired of it, im leakin out my heart (blood, sweat nd tears)
this shit burstin thru my ears, turn up the noise til i cant hear
am i even here? am i even real?? (disassociate, associate)
disassociate til im at the gates
yea i look at myself like "what a waste"
i jus wanna unsee my face.

soulcrushing「+kingfelix」##deathcycles

wake up, same shi.
produced by @inveja w/ extra frm me

also no lyrics cuz fuck yu im not transcribin this bullshit

wht is it worth?「+inveja」

https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Dextroamphetamine

lesions @searingthrume

all i ever seem to do is stress now
too much in my system, i cant calm down
all i ever seem to do is stress now
fuck all of this shi i tried to break out
shi not strong enough, shi not strong enough
all such a waste, why the fuck do i try?
they all rob me for time, bleed me for rust
i cant take it, i cant take it

wake up wake up, mornin hits im breakin shi
i gotta get the stakes up, ion think im fried enough
ion think i died enough, funny i aint dead enough
lowkey they not fuckin with me, gon erode my trust to rust
lesions on my body, got too many scars on me
so much stress yeh it make it hard to breathe
got amphet, caffeine im splittin at the seams
fuck the way shi been goin, need some ass nd some weed
gimme yasuyuki jeans, 14 addy on my sleeve
kmrii tassels on my jacket, wearin all black japanese
me nd twin pull up, watch as we be netrunnin the scene

miseryprism @dancinginrainfall

i said too much in my system
barely breathing yeah its not enough
iv 3-HO-PCE bitch im not gone enough
hella GHB bitch im enthralled wit ur lust
cyclohexanol tranquilize me beyond rescuing
takahara boots wit dat leather print studs
walk up in that bitch im causing hell to raise up
girl ur nails in my skin feel better than drugs
snort that coke up of ur bra
now we fucking shit up
methylmethaqualone n my head 
piercing thru my skin
this pain will never end
when i recollect
4-Methylaminorex
ill never rest
up the fye if no reverence
cyclohexanol tranquilize me beyond rescuing
surround my heart
bitch js let me in
mixing klonopin
cant feel a thing, cant feel a thing
codeine, bitch im falling thru the floor
hydroxetamine , give me wisdom i cant ignore
i just need more
its a damn chore
encompass my whole body not a metaphor
amphetamine, amphetamine
in my gahdamn fucking system bitch im feeling me
bitch im fed of u
im in a trance, bitch 
2 shots in his chest
i cant fucking rest
Walk out n a damn vest
im js stuck in time
erase the fucking past
dual wield acp pull dat flash out hit em gahdamn
too many faces gotta stand down
study darkness innis bitch

RUSTLETTING 🩸 w/ MISERYPRISM

am i evn makin sense now?? :/
prod w/ @dancinginrainfall nd @kutliss

lesions @searingthrume

posted up in hell, im fallin down em rings
devil may cry, devil may sing
i been losin top my head, im goin hellsing
screamin til my whole head ring
feel like dante, half yall i cant fckn claim
barin fangs up out ya face, naw we'll never be the same
aint shit gon work out.. i know what yu on, get out.
all i ever do is sit arnd nd bleed out, lesions all over my skin
all i ever knew is rage, all i know now..
am i even makin sense now??
fuck allat shi, rather sleep on my floor
green bills, blue pills
want it all, need it more
my chems so fucked, what i adore

miseryprism @dancinginrainfall

???

down em rings「+miseryprism nd kutliss」

yur so fₐ𝓾𝔵 [faux chemists]

gotta crawl my way out somehow :/
prod @dancinginrainfall w/ extra frm me

whole brain fucked up, drowned in woes
lurkin on my proxy, feelin like a ghost
ill wield my heretics, gon crawl out of these rags
research chems up in my bag i got that ??? das a straftat
tryna crawl my way out, they dont get what im tryn do.
im tryna crawl my way out, get it? they dont get it..
they not fuckin wit heretical law... they said fuck the proxy.
feel like vincent, none these folk gon stop til they done got me
tryn kill me off like bitch, who yu think yu are? das rich
talkin like yu fuckin own me? ill leave yu in a ditch
they been talkin so much shi 
now they tryna follow in my footsteps like they above me im so done
got so much rust buildup on my mental
gonna give me tetanus if yu aint careful
been bleedin from my head for way2 long
its leakin on my hands, yea its leakin on my hands

bouta start breakin errything in my vision i hate it all, yea i hate it all
took a couple addys, hope it stop the breakdown
still losin control, gotta fight now
autotune fuckin up like why now??
all my chemical compounds, they breakin down
i'm fallin2 pieces :///

heretical law「+miseryprism」##hexen4ever

@dancinginrainfall
@enemyism

tired of tryna push thru
head hurt, i cant get it thru [get to yu]
those words yu spoke so cursed 
i cant fckn take it
i miss ur skin so baddd
im so cracked nd i cant take it
my mind been so gone, i cant fake it

look at my face, dont know what to say.. 
i watched me break :/
dont even think for a fckn second we the same
shufflin in silence cuz im privy to ur games
wander round my fckn room wit apathy, i'll break like errythang
goddamn, im so brain damned
sick nd tired of like fckn errythang
goddamn, im so brain damned
nd i dont think theres a way outta this mess

brain damned </3「+miseryprism」[hosted by dj enzara 🤹]

nevrr gon fold.
prod me, @inveja nd @dancinginrainfall

wake up, hurt like hell
rlly struggln 2tryna feel well
it dont feel possible at all
falln down em rings, i cant see a thing
head hurts so bad, but we nevr gon fold
hurts so bad, tryn get up out this place
the world is so decrepit nd im pale in the face
woes been burnin, "what a wasteee"
this fall is gon be the death4 usss
feel like im in hell, theres no savin usss
nevr feel well, can i salvage usss???
fucked up frame of headspace, i cant kill meeee
dont even say yu do cuz yu could nevr feel meeeee

turnt²dust [hurt like hell]「+inveja nd miseryprism」

result of tha damage
prod @yuracual

been tryn crawl out since day1, said fukit all
tryn feel sumn but i cant, yea im fucked up
only thing i seem to be good at is damage
named myself lesions after all tha damage
king of self sabotage :/
nd they always gon move weird nd get gone
trust me when i say it, i dont wantchu gone
dont evn know if i care if this sounds off

worried bout typa distance, tha dopamine
cant tell who been real or fake, do yu evn feel me?
bout a dozen mssgs nd they left on seen
isolation neuropathy yea theres blood on my sink
blood leakin on my sink. .
"wht tha fuck is wrong wit yu?" what do yu think?
millis upon millis in my system, i been breakin on things
i hate that i notice errything, i hate i see tha distance

erry1 arnd me so distant, so distant(2x)

[need]all tha damage [prod yuracual]

new + old research snippets w/ friends :)

wisdom | research | evolution @avexacortexa

[I] chev chelios +@dancinginrainfall

[II] GABAA-rho +@dancinginrainfall

[III] qbittorrent [solo]
[ https://soundcloud.com/searingthrume/catalyzed ]

[IV] turnt2dust +@inveja nd @dancinginrainfall
[ https://soundcloud.com/searingthrume/hurt-like-hell ]

[V] mothership +@ihatejugo nd @kutliss

[VI] bathed in mercury +@kutliss nd @dancinginrainfall

[VII] feel so anemic [solo]

[VIII] phytochemicals +@chewy

[IX] hell2pay +@gr0lth

[X] cybermancy +@chewy
[ https://soundcloud.com/997s/cybermancy ]

[XI] feel so baddd [solo]

[XII] faux +@alongthewalls

[XIII] anhedoniac +@kutliss

april research showcase | 5-HT2A full agonist [283.4 gmol] ##avexacortexa

feel stuck in this place
prod @dancinginrainfall s/o twin

this anhedonia is breakn my brain
tired of this ion wanna be awake
swear i wake up it always been the same shi
ion know nuthin else jus remember this
cant rest when i sleep i see they faces
hate how the game go yea its fuck this
brain always erodin im tired of it
hate feelin like this but yu learn2 love it
hate how im always so self-destructive
all i do now is sedate2 mitigate
walkin round for so long ion know my place
so inane so i been losin my way
shawty come2 me if yu feel lost we'll find a way
yea i swear2 god i'll help yu yea i'll find a way

i swear it's gotta work somehow
not gon let it fall now
gon make a way somehow

i got problems wit it
way yu[majority] look at me it's
fuckin wit my head nd
ion wanna feel this
do yu feel my lesions?
trauma time intention
always emotional rut
dwell on the gutter so done
hate like errything when i wake up i wish i was gone
dont need another death cycle no nooo
i dont need another death cycle no nooooo
i cant keep killin my egoooo.. :/

Sedate My Corrosion [prod Miseryprism]

down2 self-dissonancy
prod @dancinginrainfall w/ extra frm me

@searingthrume
ima carve my own way out
dont evn try2 doubt me, it wont work, no.
sinkin in this room, i feel like im on death row
sick of feelin like this, yea, ima choke.
fuck tha world, hate it all, tryna find a moat
all in tha distance now, like what happened??
feel so detached from like errything its maddening
[french]femme belle, why do this to me??
yur jus what i need
dont tell me that yur wary of me now???
im tired of breaking down.. :/
yea i feel so worthless as im spillin my guts
i aint fuckin wit it, no. im not fuckin wit it.
its fuckin wit my motions, ruin nervous system
realization set in.. so done, so done...

@sinefelt
everything's breaking apart
u been all up on my buttons
like ur tryna whip a damn push 2start
u been playin w my heart
can't tell if u mean harm
either way u cld keep ur mouth shut
bitch shut the fuck up
don't play that card
can't tell what i shouldn't be taking
u know that shit 2 n use it
i shoulda known tho, that's my fault
u waved plenty flags ur putrid

i know i'm not the only one
discounted me, we're done
i just wanna sit down
roll up quick
n nvr go see the sun

damn
i think that i might b losing it
i wonder if u felt the same
if u did i couldn't imagine it
u wouldn't be playing these games

at least i don't think so
can't let me miss your ringtone
if i do it's game over
if i do then u won
bitch pls shut the fuck up
stop lying u don't worry bout me tons

always spills out「+sinefelt nd miseryprism」

.. so much4 that .
prod me nd @dancinginrainfall

i swear2 gawd
yea i cant keep goin on like this
before i met yu i aint feel a thing
carbon bond baby tell me if yu feel that
wasnt lyin when i said i think i need that
yu agonize my bonds, its that magic
turnin my head2 soup
seepin in my heart, chains gettn cut thru
feel yu get me the depth is insanity
2:2 swear her mind feel so close2 me
pull me out the fuckery, pull me outta errything
rlly hope yu feel the same wayyy
way we talk like erryday does sumn2 my brain
hope yu get what the fuk i been sayinnn
swear it b that magic k, yea that magic k

agonize my heart
agonize my bonds
agonize me
tell me whatchu want
nevr want yu gone
love what yu do to my chemistry
only one that i want
think yur jus what i need
see all these other folks?
they could never get me

agonize my bonds.. ♡♡「+miseryprism」##1:1

feel sumn again nd she's my catalyst
produced by me.

head hurt, brain hurt, pain stackin up
i got lesser bandwidth in my system :/
said no more, told me no more.
yea this feelin so inane, i feel so forlorn
so damn bored erryday nd i dont know how to gauge it
nd im not the fckn type to fake it
i need yu so bad(3x)
tryna crawl out, i been slippn onnem rocks
so damn worried ima fall down
too damn droned nd im worried ima fall out
too worried bout how ima crash down
too worried bout none of this evn makin sense
dont evn think it did before, jus look inside my head
runnin round in hexen, it dont evn make sense(2x)

CATALYZED 🤹‍♀️

racket onn racket o(TヘTo)
prod by @jvckrxid nd @tommy7 
+++xtra frm moi .

ion fuckn need yu, if yu on mah nerves, get back
always tryn talk smack, its racket on racket
funny how yu talkin, yu aint on shit, step back
talkin on me? bitch, yu in tha loser bracket
so much to say, guess we aint the same
invadin my space, get out of my brain ho
think yu knowin pain? lesion gonna show yo
fuck yu think me talkin bout skinnin folk is? it aint fo show

i got rocks in my pocket, aim it at ya temple
i got blades on my hands, yea we scrapin metal
i got rocks in my pocket, aim it at ya temple
i got blades on my hands, bitch im scrapin metal

upp in my way? ima stomp ya shi
milwaukee boots, blood streaked sin
get ya skull crushed, i dont feel a thing
bloodlust, brainfucked, burnin cords singe.

[ bullshit outro whtvrr ]

POCKET ROCKZz 🪨🩸 [Prod Jv nd Tommy7]

my nerves are but a stepping stone .
produced by @1812922

ion got time4 how yu move
i don't got time4 how yu move, jus go.
nd the way that i been livin.. it been gettn old.
turnt up like shi, i'ma turn up, throw a fit.
bump it up, turn it up til i can't hear a thing
i don't wanna hear shit, i don't wanna feel shit
i don't feel a thing, i don't feel a thing
i don't feel a thing, i don't feel a thing

way too much fuckn stress
don't know how2 handle that
'member where i put the meds?
my head is such a mess
somethin yu cannot comprehend
nothing on server, contraband
network lurker, my fucking plan?
to suffocate, digi sand-
gon kill me, my head
gon thrill me, my head
gon thrill me, my head
gon kill me, my head-

Passion For Dejection [Prod. Blank Body] ##AvexaCortexa

Avexa Cortexa [ Wisdom Research Evolution ] 1:1

netrunner @dancinginrainfall

i cant even feel
need your body i cant fucking lie
too much i cant heal
in that bitch im walking hella nice
netrun in that bitch 
i cant feel a damn thing anymore
got no reason to be living on this earth i dont adore
my blood gone pour
hold on to me that boy getting switched
always fully clipped
cant name one emotion i felt since a kid
goddamn
goddamn
i cant follow bitch i cant
sedate me, till i cant breath
no one even cares
bitch i cannot stand
bitch im fucking worthless
everyday is torment
feel like im stuck in orbit
556 in my mouth take my organs
got no purpose
gahdamn

all your messages bitch im ignoring
trapped in my head, i just feel so dormant

bitch i cannot feel
yeah yeah
no no
fully carbon on me
bitch walk in like own that bitch, yeah
korshunova on that runway bitch i walk in
put that stick up make that boy body hiccup
told that bitch suck that dick up
tell me you need more i cant get enough
i cant even feel shit but
all of these drugs n i still feel so bland 

i cant cope with this pain that i bare
i swear, feel like my brain is fucking broken
i cannot see no end
feel like dying in the end
isolation, solitude, im entangled up with sin
it never ends, it never ends
bitch i need more drugs getting fucked up in the head
bitch i pop too much till i cannot feel a thing
my body filled with MXPCP
lying on the floor i cannot feel a thing

lesions @searingthrume

stress buildin up, i can't feel nun
rust covered temple, 'roded water run
issa flood up in ya sector, yu can't return2 sender
yo bitch want me2 bend her, i'm good off rendered failure
ion play that bullshit, i'll really get yu severed up
grind yu down fo kicks 2dust
netrunnin innis jawn, type yo shit in, clickn run
makin money off the proxy, avx gon have yu done

so much pressure, inhibition, this my agony
cut a bitch off if she lie bout she been feelin me
pure anguish up in the plaza, das the fuckn team
fuck yu mean? talkin down on us, we stickin yu wit beams
chemmies in my upper seams, only this high in yo dreams
stupid lil kiddies innat bubble, they wan be like prism, be like me
fuck a scene, woadie not no menace, rob his fuckin green
skin his body blank luh ho, gon make him bleed

netrunner lesions - pure anguish | inhibition

[🝎] covered in lesions #deathcycles
architect @avexacortexa⠀╮
⠀+ +@inverseinterpolate⠀╯

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