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This song is based on an unfortunately true story. I did a search for someone I knew in college and I found out that she had passed quite young. I gave this song a happier ending, but it still chokes me up a bit.

LYRICS
(C)2025 Ggreg Snyder

[Intro]
I can still see her leaning on the window ledge in the dorm,
Laughing at my bad jokes,
Her notebooks full of doodles, stars and arrows,
Coffee always in her hand.
Been thirty years… and tonight I just wondered—
Where’d she end up?

[Verse 1]
I typed her middle name, the one she never used,
An age to match my own, a little trail of clues.
No picture, just a town she might’ve passed through,
I sat there chasing shadows in the screen’s blue glow.

[Chorus]
I searched for her,
With a heart full of old refrains.
I searched for her,
Through the wires and the windowpanes.

[Verse 2]
An obituary popped up, with the letters all the same,
And my chest went hollow at the weight of her name.
Thought she’d left the world a few years back,
I whispered it softly, the screen faded black.

[Chorus]
I searched for her,
And I thought I had found the end.
I searched for her,
Like a fool looking back again.

[Bridge]
But the years didn’t line up, the town was all wrong,
She never lived there, not where she belonged.
Funny how the heart can break in a minute,
Over somebody’s story with a stranger in it.

[Verse 3]
Then another page opened, a clearer trail,
Oregon skies and a wedding veil.
Two kids in the picture, smiling wide,
Her husband standing steady at her side.

[Verse 4]
And I leaned back quiet, let the silence fall,
Grateful she’d made it through it all.
Not mine to keep, but good to see,
She’s happy where she’s meant to be.

[Chorus – Reprise]
I searched for her,
Through the years and the miles that fly.
I searched for her,
And I finally found her life.

I Searched For Her

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lyrics
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I don’t wanna tell you
But if I did that would be useful
While you’re crying in your bedroom
I would do the same too
And I have

I’m calling 
You crazy
But maybe
I’m staying
In the right-wing 
Parts of crazy
I’m staying 
Cuz I think you need some help
I can tell
By the way that we both fell
We need some help
Cuz I sure do

It’s just another day
Inside the place that I fucking hate
Inside of my head
With all of my friends
Alone and so depressed
I need some rest

Well yeah I’m still in bed
I’m a 10 out of fucking 10
And ever since 2010
I haven’t had that much rest
I need someone to tuck me into bed

It’s just another day
Inside the place that I fucking hate
Inside of my head
With all of my friends
Alone and so depressed
Well yeah I’m still in bed
I’m a 10 out of fucking 10
And ever since 2010
I haven’t had that much rest
I need someone to tuck me into bed
I need some rest

Are you lying to your therapist
About being sober again
Yes

Are You Lying To Your Therapist About Being Sober Again? Yes.

Motherwell

Understood

Searows, aka Alec Duckart (he/him), is a singer-songwriter and guitarist based in Portland, OR. 

New EP 'flush' out now: https://searows.lnk.to/flush

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