mix and beat w/ @blurxy

u tell me to scream
but i dont want to shout
got my head spinning
and the voice
is getting loud
and i cant take it
cant take anymore
i cant take it no more

october lies with u - i cant take it

prod me

swear the album is coming just give me a few more weeks <3

somebody save me
oh im trying trying trying
but this mess
do you hate me?
oh i love you love you love you
ill clear my head
im going crazy
these women
break me break me break me
in my own bed
i wanna clear up all this mess
talk to the thoughts inside my head

id rather talk to you instead
you're the only one who understand
im crazy
you're crazy
were crazy

apology to the kid that i was once was

i dont really talk a lot

cuz all I want is u
u are my flower that blooms


I think ur so fine (i do)
and I cant get you
out of my mind
(My mind)
and I dont wanna pretend
i wanna show u all that I can do for you
If you let me thru
If you let me try
thats all I want alright

and uh
It depends on you
(Its all about u)

tell will you let me thru
and I dont wanna pretend
ill love uou into the end
And Ik things will happen to us
Thats okay with me
but I will try to understand 
and be betta for you
Cuz ur all that I want
Bc all I want is you 
you are my flower that blooms

Sped up

ur my flower that blooms

https://open.spotify.com/track/3e1YhZampUODo1E2sAKRei?si=4b1ced859d6e4277
@yrui
oh well, its all well
i tried to seem okay
oh well, its all well
im just so lost in my brain
@stolemyfirstname
everything i do just doesn’t sit right
every time they see me theyre like hey is it that guy
every minute and every time you feel someone’s embrace
while i have to be alone sitting in the cold rain
i think i had enough everyday my life sucks
all you do is complain idk whats right and wrong

oh well with #36#

https://open.spotify.com/track/1JrbGVD4coE3VE82QUpaUn
prod @prodpishogue


maybe its all fine by me
my anxiety crawling and crawling
maybe its all my fault 

:L

my last attempted

i swear that i’m not a fag
so please just don’t pick me last
someone needs to take me back
so that i can realize that
i am such a loser but it doesn’t seem to hurt
it’s the life that i prefer
honestly it could be worse
scratch my arms bruise my legs i am not just like the rest
shh! they don’t know my secrets
AND YET THEY STILL SOMEHOW SPREAD

im a loser but its alright (prod. casper)

I fucking hate your love
such deseaster
treating me like a mutt
if I hurl all away
but I can't let it go

mutt

prod me // julia brown cover

touch my blood with your tongue
and kiss me like you should
we could be better than we ever thought
and i could be better than i ever thought that i could be

and how would you know if i love, love you
if i couldn't do the things I wanna do
for you

taste my blood with your tongue
and touch it with your fingers
blood, blood, blood everywhere
red, red, red like your hair used to be

and how would you know if i love, love you
if i couldn't do the things I wanna do
for you

blood (julia brown cover)

Im not un retired im just like posting on this account sometimes when im bored OK???? DONT GET IT TWISTED Shoutout harley poe this is basically a cover

u dont understand where my mental is
dug up all the dead to find where heaven is
girl you're way too shattered to be sensitive
its numbing me
its all a dream
its all a dream

oh look at you
sitting there all alone
no reason to exist
girl now ur bleeding on ur wrists  
oh look at you
sitting there all alone
no reason to exist
girl now ur bleeding on ur wrists

Um um um um No reason at all Really

i had a dream it wasn't what it seemed like
maybe we're just better off as strangers
just look at what we become everytime we touch
my life feels like a shitty fucking monologue

this life is going no where
act like you didn't know her
then bottle it all up then do it all again

mutt

seasonwinter

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