metamorphosis v2

GHO$TBOY- i Feel Dead (Ft.AXG Karmah)

(lyrics)

It's 4 a.m., but I'mma push it to 5 Lookin' dead, baby, but I'm feelin' too damn
alive Baby, give me some time and I'mma change
our lives they Ain't fuckin' with it now, but baby, give

them some time Every day, every week, nothin' new, no sleep
4 Am lookin' at the mirror Just a sad boy with some eyes of a killer
What you sad for, baby, I can't remember What she mad for, I'm always right here with
her Teen lovin', just some teens fuckin', baby

They say it means nothin', but baby, it means everything
Baby, keep it comin', that's just that teen shit I'm still a teen, bitch
Screamin' fuck the world, comin' off a little mean shit
Fuck the world, the world mean, bitch I ain't stoppin' till my mama wip foreign

I ain't stoppin' till I hate this shit and it start to get boring
I ain't stoppin' till the music dead and got me mournin
It's 4 a.m., but I'mma push it to 5 Lookin' dead, baby, but I'm feelin' too damn
alive Baby, give me some time and I'mma change

our lives they Ain't fuckin' with it now, but baby, give
on them some time Every day, every week, nothin' new, no sleep
4 Am I'm lookin' at the mirror Just a sad boy with some eyes of a killer
What you sad for, baby, I can't remember What she mad for, I'm always right here with her

GHO$TBOY- 4:AM *prd.soprettyanxiety*

Produced by R3DQX & discent

Lyrics

You won't remember me when I'm a memory
I'm so in love with you, you're a facade cause you act and you only pretend to be
Thought I'd be better by now but I'm not, I was sick and I only was withering
You'll never know what you meant to me, you'll never know what you did to me
I can't let go and it's sickening

I can't get you out of my head
Maybe I will when I'm dead
Maybe I won't, then maybe I'll haunt
That bitch until she finds death

9mm of metal inside of my skeleton
Wish I could say that the state that I'm in
Is better than the one that you left me in

But I won't cause I can't
I only wish I could hold you
I feel the wall on my back
If it was cap, wouldn't of told you

That I love you more than anything inside of this world that we're in
I'm in a hole, can't get out of

memory.

Produced by kewan x jaysset

Lyrics

Wanna heal but I can't
I mean I prolly could but I won't
What I feel isn't black
It gets darker than you'll ever know
I could talk but I won't
I can't ever let nobody know
What I have in my head
I won't ever be the one you hold
When it's cold, when it's dark
When I feel like I'm falling apart
This shit is old, wake up everyday
And I do the same shit and I play the same part
And I'm getting so tired of all the emotions
I keep to myself that are hurting my heart
Why the fuck did you let me get over you
Just to reach out to me? Now I'm back under you
Can't get you out of me

Leave me alone, I'm fine
I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't know why I try
I don't even have anymore hope
I'm a fraud, I'm a lie
Cause I know that I told you I'm fine
But I'm really not cause I know if I was
I wouldn't have to say that I am every time
I don't cry anymore, I used to a lot but I just got bored
I used to fall to the floor, screaming at God "Why the fuck was I born?"
Wanted to die, I tried but I failed, do I still go to Hell?
I barely care about my own life, you really think I care bout someone else?

DADDY

Seaweed for Lil