Original by OneRepublic
(Even though I did it better)

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you're saying
But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, you say

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Yeah, oh

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new, yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say sorry like the angel
Heaven let me think it was you
But I'm afraid

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa

And it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah, too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah, too late

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground

Apologize by OneRepublic Cover

Tianna's Oasis

Life Ain't a Movie

You’re not supposed to kiss while dancing with someone
But that’s exactly what you did don’t take my heart and run
And every time you turn around I think it’s said and done
What exactly do you think you’re doing walking in my life 
Just like you own the place
The other day I took a walk burst into tears
I havent been this thirsty in years
Youd think I would have learned from all the backstabbing words, in the past I was hurt by my burdened peers
There aint nowhere to live thats worse than here
Nowhere to hide from that lurking fear
Suddenly it runs as it burns and sears
A soft angelic voice whispers in my ear
It’s been a long time since Ive had this happen
Thought my passion and reality just werent compatible
I figured my body was uninhabitable
All the butterflies in my stomach went rabid, ravaged my soul
Therefore how did you know 
How to cower my lows
Tower over my woes
And balance my flow
Didn’t think this feeling couldve still been found in my soul
Better get it while its hot, cus it’s bound to get cold
I had all but given up on life and people
Enjoying the day cus the night is evil
Like an antivaxxer at the sight of needles
Kiss Lady Death’s hand every time I see her
Yet here I am drawing your face in my journal
Here I am gawking for days in my journal
Here I am jaw is agape cus you’re perfect
Seriously, how the hell in God’s name I deserve this
And even though we aren’t perfect
The way you touch me on the surface
Makes its way to my inner workings
Takes all of my pain and then cures it
The way that you play with my curls and
Kiss my hand then I see firsthand
What all those love songs and their pretty words meant
I really can’t wait till it’s our turn
Chorus
You don't know how much you do to me
How much this shit confuses me
Just how you dodging my text got me losing sleep 
How you refuse to see the obvious love story God made us so beautifully
Just two diseased souls, you and me
And he warned us of temptation, but truthfully
Attempting to resist would be done futilely
I've heard so many love songs, thought all was said on the feeling
All those  "sight of you"s, "thank God"s, and "let this be real"s
You know Can't Take my Eyes Off You? He sounded head over heels 
Kiss From a Rose few have said it better than Seal
When you’re a kid, that mushy shit’s in one ear outta the other
You just like the sound of the drums and the humming background like butter
Heard sadness this time of year is colder than summer
But now I've jumped into the pages so I no longer wonder
And even though Im not your lover, it kills me that you also suffer
It fills me with so much dread, wounds I cant just mend in my bed with my head above yours
But let me run my fingers through your hair and
Let me gently kiss the back of your scared hand
Softly skim every crease from your head to your feet see if you still feel despair then
I went from noire movie to technicolor, My Chemical Romance to best hits of the summer
You sharpen days where life couldnt be duller, if I’ve said it one time then I’ve said it hundreds
I never want this to end, but I’ll be cool if this is it
So many damn love songs, but let me add another to the list
Chorus
The anxious and the avoidant, a tale as old as time
Now I don't even know
Was it all just false hope
Did you really mean it when you said you couldn’t promise more
I want this more than anything
Your passion is my sedative 
I grow restless because
The radio don’t give a choice it crams love in your ear
Same old songs drown out the noise but it's still yours I hear
Elton John, Louis Armstrong, baby girl this is your song
All 4 One, Celine Dion
But then again maybe they were wrong
And you’re not supposed to laugh while making love
Im so fucked up, I just wanna feel normal and with you I do
Cross the River Styx just to survive you somehow swim right through 
You gave me memories I wouldnt trade for the world
Now why dont we make more
And if the answer’s no
Then I’ll hold this story close and I’ll replay it till Im old

Himalaya

Lyrics:
What’s the point
Of coming up with words to describe my feelings
If they don’t want to hear it

Bet you can’t 
Relate to me when I say things like they threw my heart in a well and sealed it
They chalk it to a red flag and they steer clear from me

I know what they say
There are billions of people there is no way that there is no one like me
So how the fuck does no one like me

The funny thing is
I know full well at this point not to trust people too much
But I still believed in you lot

Now that was it
That innocent frivolous kid who didn’t give a shit went and committed off a bridge
Now it’s all so different

Now he smokes
Now he drinks and gets soaked, he even does it when he’s with his folks, now they think he’s just a joke
Now he relates to the Strokes

Now he eats junk food when he wants
Now his chest flares up every time he talks to anyone
Now he’s just not Esteban

So thanks for that
It doesn’t take a genius to see that the path I’m on is different to the path I’ve led
Something bad’s up ahead

Can’t even think of some deep way to describe my deep pain
To see if anybody relates
I don’t want to seem grave, nor do I want to be fake
They need to see my real face, but they get scared and leave me

Chorus
What good is a firework if the night never comes
What good is getting higher if it’s no longer fun
I can’t spend another cloudy Sunday laying on my couch 
It’s just not what life’s about

It feels like just yesterday, we were barrelling down the interstate
On our way to Noah’s house for his birthday
You were so happy I could see it in your face

We laughed and we cried but that came and went
Cus when you said you loved me, that pain wasn’t shit
The kind of “I love you” that came from within
Now I sit and watch as you do the same with him

What we had wasn’t perfect but it wasn’t this
Didn’t have to wake every morning wondering if
I’ll even see 25, or in peace will I lay, would the angels even cry like my mother did

Shit, where did all this pessimism even come from
Not too long ago, every day was a rom com
When I was a kid, negative was a swan song
Nothing could’ve gone wrong, in love with how fun it was

Now I put whatever in my lungs just to see
If the light shines underneath
Cus the sun it beats, and it covers me
But the color seems to be lost in me (sheesh)

It just hurts knowing people could’ve stopped this
Could’ve gotten help, talked it out, opened up a bit
While the darkness was a young flame, could’ve squashed it
But when I got my heart broke, you fucks all got lost quick

Heh and as I sing these words 
I don’t even have to worry if they hear this verse
All the music that I made, all the tears I’ve burst
And I got less plays than beers I purchased

For all those nights, underneath those lights 
When the moon still shone bright, to be polite
I heard all your plights, when shit was so awry
Left the party to go cry, I was right beside you

Fuck, and we didn’t even celebrate my birthday
Not even a better late than never day
You just plunged me into my worst days
With no hope of resurrection on the third day

And with no end in sight, let’s get one thing right then
This is not a swan song, I'll rise again
I’ll get back on my feet with new size 10’s
Take whatever tsunami the tide might send

You throw me to the wolves in their ice den
I’ll come back the fucking leader of the lions then
You’ll remember me better than the titans 
You almost had roped and tied but I survived it

I’ll build back up and throw my hard hat away
Suicide’s a word you’ll never hear me say
I’ll shatter this frown I use to mask my face
My heart’s still beating you can’t take that away

My heart's still beating

[Verse 1]

Let's take a train into nowhere
A ship into none

I'll stick my head out the window
And yell at no one

I know this spot on the moon where we won't be bothered
Like on Earth

When you're done filling the gas up
Only the Holy Father will observe

[Bridge] 

As we drive off into the abyss
There is no view from where our boat sits
Oh what a joy it is to exist
There's comfort in crippling loneliness

[Chorus]

And nothing lasts, so why don't we make nothing last
Going so fast, it's why all your pain is so vast
Don't rush it, everything will make sense
Some day

The silence can sing too
You can still dance

[Verse 2]

You can't stop your heart from beating
But you can stop your soul

Focus less on your full houses and more the moments you fold
Years ago, the monster you hid from underneath your blanket was just cold

Floating through space, leave all your mistakes behind
Earth is see-through in the rearview
Be back soon

In every hell lies a story you never would have known
Had you grown

Heaven's kind of overrated, it's way more fun to roam
Walk barefoot on stone
All alone

[Bridge]

The road ahead makes my heart drop, too
Sometimes the best way through isn't through
The sun won't always be there for you
But when it’s dark we still have the moon

[Chorus]

And nothing lasts, so why don't we make nothing last
All moments pass, not all have to be better than the last
And one day, you will fly off into that star-spangled sky
Then you'll be able to see anything you like
You just have to look to where there is no light
And be empty inside

Last rest stop

Original song by Gustavo Cerati

Lyrics: 

Un cactus suaviza mis yemas con su piel
Y tiene cien años, solo florece una vez

En tu nombre, en tu nombre

Y tiene un veneno, mas amargo que la hiel
Con solo invocarte, voy a convertirlo en miel

En tu nombre, en tu nombre

Y cuando te busco
No hay sitio en donde no estés

Y los médanos, serán témpanos
En el vértigo, de la eternidad
Y los pájaros, serán árboles
En lo idéntico, de la soledad

En tu nombre, en tu nombre

Y cuando te busco
No hay sitio en donde no estés

Y los médanos, serán témpanos
En el vértigo, de la eternidad
Y los pájaros, serán árboles
En lo idéntico, de la soledad

En tu nombre, en tu nombre

Cactus

Todo pasa por una razón 

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