My New Album

Some More Of My Songs

These are some of the tracks off my new album. Full album available May 10th under the follwowing link:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sebastianstephan/like-its-my-last-2

Full Album

Like It's My Last (full album in the link)

This is my album Life Between Worlds.  I deal with the fact that I am torn between cultures, languages and world views.
It has some fun tracks, serious songs and story telling.

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Life Between Worlds (Deluxe)

Vocals & Lyrics: Sebastian Stephan
Beat: @sifuxmusic 
Mixing & Mastering: Matthias Gräbe | emergent-audio.com

lyrics:
Took some losses, shit's hard
When everyone seems to succeed but you got nothing to bargain
Now I'm starting from nothing
Because of narcotics consumption
Lost bunches of friends and it's been years since I talked to my cousins
Smoked blunts with the druggies
Hallucinated off the pot I been puffin
Tried talking to God but God didn't bother
Got my apartment plundered
Laptop including all the new songs people robbed it
Grand larceny charges
But no results from insurance

Things ain't going right
Bad days, sad nights
I used to have dreams too damn right
Tried to forget my mistakes
But there comes a point when every man breaks
So many bad days, sad nights
I used to have dreams too damn right
But so many things have gone wrong
I've been sick of this shit for so long
I've been taking so many losses in this life
Got lost in the drugs to feel alive

Stolen music had me deep in my feelings
Before that I hung out with people that's seedy
Gave a place to sleep to the needy
Cause I know how it feels to be cast out by society
Made some fake friends who stepped out, said goodbye to me
Soon as shit hit the fan they were gone, this is straight out my diary
Even some Christians turned their back soon as that occurred
Sometimes music is the only thing that can catapult us into a better world
This world is getting cold
I believe there’s a place in heaven where we move on paths of gold
Where we're never old
Where we can be cool forever yo
Please Lord help me pay all my bills 
Help me find time to lay and just chill
I should really talk to the alcis in my neighborhood
But sometimes I rather take a good
Sip of that bottle with them or I wait and look
We're tempted to flee 
From heaven's ideas
Pain and stress has us shedding some tears
I've been thru it as well, I know what its like even if you never tell me

Things ain't going right
Bad days, sad nights
I used to have dreams too damn right
Tried to forget my mistakes
But there comes a point when every man breaks
So many bad days, sad nights
I used to have dreams too damn right
But so many things have gone wrong
I've been sick of this shit for so long
I've been taking so many losses in this life
Got lost in the drugs to feel alive

Glad they came with a vaccine, I used to wash everything that I bought
Got tired of beer cans tastin more like soap
In the last two years so many folks stood 
Alone, isolation turned me even more into a lone wolf
I could probably delete half the contacts in my phone book
Had to find myself, but lost my mind in the process
Negative influences, a toxic routine, like a grimy old faucet
Had puppet strings all around me
The devil fooled me, the weed changed me, the people clowned me
I got manipulated so much I started to like it
Capitalism said I needed nice things so I started to buy shit
It's not just the Hip Hop culture
That's a reflection of what's in our culture
We need good friends that point out when things ain't goin right
Instead of yes-men that only show up to be smokin dro at night
The Bible says fight temptation, I lost most my fights
A book that says everything we do is wrong can't always be right
More than once I was willing to forfeit my life
To be closer to Christ
But for some reason I'm still breathin
And I wanna make the best out of this here before I'm leavin

Things ain't going right
Bad days, sad nights
I used to have dreams too damn right
Tried to forget my mistakes
But there comes a point when every man breaks
So many bad days, sad nights
I used to have dreams too damn right
But so many things have gone wrong
I've been sick of this shit for so long
I've been taking so many losses in this life
Got lost in the drugs to feel alive

Like It's My Last

Taking Losses

Taking Losses (prod. by SIFU MUSIC)

Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up

Wuddup
Turn the song up
Run the sub until the sun-up
Sight blood shut with no shut-eye
Cause you're not up
In your bed but want some cut up here instead
We can sex chat
Can I text that? Cause I meant that, does this rap enhance the chances
Lemme render that and pack that in a track and bend that sentence
Hope you feel and dig it
Bust a move, get stupid and let it
Help you thru this pandemic
When the graphs do make descent
I'll be lookin at different
Models with pleasant curves and come thru in a minute

Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up

I'm actually dope, I fit in
Not good at math but good at spittin
I have that natural loco rhythm
Not for fellows, but German women
Stone cold like a fossil, never with a nervous system
Lemme give you back the feeling you been missin, kiss your neck
Make my way down south and use my lips for that
You have me sinning how your pants are fittin
Webster couldn't give it a better definition
When you pass by, dudes peek and follow
Getcha cell and dial, you need to call in
No antagonizin but damn right you have it cummin

Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up, turn that shit way up
Turn it up, turn it up

Life Between Worlds

Turn It Up

coming to all streaming platforms on April 13th

Lyrics & Vocals: Sebastian Stephan
Beat: @sifuxmusic
Mixing & Mastering: emergent-audio.com


Call me Seebas
Let the beat clap
Like cheeks on a chick you're bendin backwards
That's my answer to people who wondered if I get explicit when I'm rapping
I had to often adapt
Talked to God but I'm not sure if He ever talked to me back
I rep Europe, ain't gotta tell you
You could probably tell by my accent when I say birthday or I say value
I switch accents in the same sentence
Cause I got many influences other than my parents
You could call that inconsistency but I don't lie
I go from wearing jerseys and fittets to dress jackets and bow ties
I go from bumpin Tupac to praising the most high
Truth hits when I talk it
I do this but never force it
Smooth shit to ride in the car with
This dude spits flows like faucets
I loved the live shows
Love what I do
I love my mic too
When we did these gigs I always used to bring this bitch
Got the technicians pissed
 
Never wanted fame
That's the shit that makes a man go insane
But money looked more attractive as a goal
When I realized I could solve half my problems if I only had more
If I only had more
But all I got is this mic in my gym bag
All I got is this mic in my gym bag
This mic in my gym bag
This mic in my gym bag

Mic in my gym bag
Life strikes me I hit back
Depression's a cycle I end that
Sick raps, cough in my wind pipe
Forced to get shit right
Hit pause and make sure that you heard right
As a youngster I felt gangsta rap cause it made me feel strong for the first time
No flows but oceans
Doors might open
I dig rap cause it talks about pain and struggle and raw emotions
I spent time in solitude
Did that even before the virus, this style is nothing new
Rhyme phenomenal
Rarer than horns of ivory
But no one signed me
Like I missed with the dispenser, I'm trying to get Cologne behind me
Time flies
Memories in my timeline
Despite writing the right lines 
I might not get five dimes
Laid pipe to like five dimes
And a few lower on the scale
But I try to find a wife
Cat so bad - gotta kill it more than 9 times till she's bow legged and frail
 
Never wanted fame
That's the shit that makes a man go insane
But money looked more attractive as a goal
When I realized I could solve half my problems if I only had more
If I only had more
But all I got is this mic in my gym bag
All I got is this mic in my gym bag
This mic in my gym bag
This mic in my gym bag
 
From dawn until sundown
I'm making songs with a fun sound
My hood is not flooded with gun sounds
But it's full of drugs, it's depressing
Homeless people and alcoholics injecting 
Some shit in their blood that's probably infested
Shit is a sad sight
Music is my first love and but it really don't love me back I'm
Responding to rejection by coming back harder to the next time
People don't care to hear what I'm doing 
I barely consider succeeding with music
All they see is my shortcomings
So, I’m song bombin
Wrote something, enough for the whole summer
I step up to the forefront and ignore frontin
Offensive words and disses
Talking 'bout the things that made me really mad
Stress had me smoking cigarettes
I'm with BLM
Attend all of the events 
A few Christian friends show me their backs
I always hoped it wouldn't be like that
But deep inside I expected it to be like that
 
Never wanted fame
That's the shit that makes a man go insane
But money looked more attractive as a goal
When I realized I could solve half my problems if I only had more
If I only had more
But all I got is this mic in my gym bag
All I got is this mic in my gym bag
This mic in my gym bag
This mic in my gym bag

Mic In My Gym Bag

Mic In My Gym Bag (prod. by SIFU MUSIC)

Beat: Sebastian Stephan & RobanDrums
Vocals & Lyrics : 1st&2nd verse & chorus: Roban Drums -https://www.instagram.com/robandrums/
Vocals & Lyrics : 3rd verse: Sebastian Stephan
Mixing & Mastering: Sebastian Stephan

RobanDrums

Was it fair?
When we had our first kiss 
And when we all did that night
Lead us to this 
Was it fair?
To hold you soft and tight
Pretending all was fine
When I didn‘t feel alright
Was it fair?
To go with this far
When I struggled with my thoughts
And this inner war 
Was it fair?
That I didn't talk to you
After a month I broke my silence
And I hurt you 

RobanDrums

Was it fair what I did 
Realized it was shit 
All the time we had spent
Hope you 'member good things
Was it fair what I've done
Lemme apologize in my song
If there is a chance 
To set things right, 
Please tell me how
Please tell me now

RobanDrums

It is true 
I wasn't able to speak 
It is true 
I messed it up and I feel weak
It is true 
I don't wanna lose what we had
It is true 
I miss the time in your bed so bad
I felt empty and torn for a long time now
For a long time now
It is true
You cheer me up, everyday, somehow 

RobanDrums

Was it fair what I did 
Realized it was shit 
All the time we had spent
Hope you 'member good things
Was it fair what I've done
Lemme apologize in my song
If there is a chance 
To set things right, 
Please tell me how
Please tell me now

Sebastian Stephan

Was it fair that I dragged you into this
This rushed and bad relationship
Gave you attention and time
Then tried to turn all my attention to Christ
Who's never really there in our lives
Left you stranded 
Empty handed, longing for the old me
Wish I could go back in time, I woulda told me
To first focus on myself and then take care of you 
Not cause more harm than any love can endure
I just wasn't there
To fix things but I just hope you hear
This out and found new love somewhere

RobanDrums

Was it fair what I did 
Realized it was shit 
All the time we had spent
Hope you 'member good things
Was it fair what I've done
Lemme apologize in my song
If there is a chance 
To set things right, 
Please tell me how
Please tell me now

Was It Fair?

RobanDrums - Was It Fair (feat. Sebastian Stephan)

Beat, Lyrics, Vocals, Mixing & Mastering: Sebastian Stephan
Mixing tips from emergent-audio.com

Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Aha
Whu Whu Whut

I really liked being lazy
During high school years
When I came to class blazed, eyes looked real hazy
Late to class and the first to be Swazy
That's how I fucked up my grades see
Failed math, As in English even though I talked shit like crazy
Teachers couldn't intimidate me
Met my father for one quick chat
Finished school, tried the army for a year then
Thought it would make me more of a man
All it really did was make me wanna get my hands
On some firearms
Got stomped out by young thugs that didn't like my mug
Socially I was solid, rap style unpolished
Parents left good amounts of cash in my bank account
Never got the bachelor off it
Student loans gave me a flatter wallet
That's a problem
I worked what musta been like 20 jobs but the tracks recorded
Never got me back a dollar
They told me come real
So I come really hard in a chick's face
No disgrace
I eat her up to
This is only as deep as I chose
Used to be hesitant
To flirt with girls, still wound up having sex with 'em
Affairs broke down and new ones came up
True love fades out
New song, same doubts
I still make tracks even though they do not pay off

hook
Where do I go from here?
What can I do this year?
I don't have fear
Everywhere I go I'm real
Never putting on an act, who I am is all you hear
So, I come real
So, I come real
Where do we go from here?
What can I do this year?
I don't have fear
Everywhere I go I'm real
Never puttin on an act, who I am is all you hear

Yeah
Adolescence got my tryin to be hard
Even though moms made me aspire to be smart
When I was a child, I was spoiled
Grandma cooked for me when moms was workin' hard, gettin' gwap
But they couldn't replace my father
Actors, athletes and rappers took the place of my father
Doctors say I turned crazy and what not
Maybe I was lost
But let's be real
We all got a good and a bad side, we just conceal
My whole life
I struggled, thought I would live up to my own hype
And get rich off my flows right
Even though I don't rise to riches, music got me feeling alright
Maybe I don't appeal to the crowd
But I stay real even in a drought
I love my folks, even those that doubt
Hope I'm leavin' no one out
Strangers are more interested in songs
I make than my closest friends but no reason here to pout
Got my degree and I was valedictorian
It never gets boring in
My life where I step up to create several stories in
I'm gradually forming them
And come real

hook

Yeah
Told you I would come real, listen to what I'm sayin
I paint a picture in the lyrics on these pages so picture what I'm paintin'
No time to explain myself to the narrow minded
Cats that find it
Hard to actually embrace
The fact some people don't match their clichés
Take me for what I am and not for what I'm not
Don't expect me to be someone I'm just not
I stay true to myself
Everyone's quick to judge when a lot of folks never really knew their own selves
I got failure and success both on my belt
Being real means you're about what you're about
When reach for the sky when people doubt you reach the clouds
And you stay in your lane and speak what's on your mind
Being wide open to what's real and never blind
Deep sentiments
I leave crammed within
Verses, settin' value on being genuine
Like they all suggested
Don't get condescending
That I don't talk about ballin'
Stories about gwap and braggin'
Are dull and lacking
Substance, leaving me depressed before the ending

hook

Come Real

Beat & Male Vocals & Lyrics: @SebastianStephan
Beat in part inspired by Visions Drum Midi Loop Kit
Female Vocals: @StaceyOnTheRocks
Mixing & Mastering: emergent-audio.com

Why all the pain and the suffering?
One fall and we're all set to be struggling?
With pain in our hearts
Why allow evil?
Why did we not all wake up in heaven from the start?
Why do we have to live here like it's a test that's way too hard?
With no cheat sheet in sight
Some of us are deeply deprived
Of help, we didn't ask to be alive
Why when we need you the most you never seem to show up and help?
I felt better when I did things myself
Took care of my body and stopped hating myself
The world is evil to its core
When you feel down you feel it even more
It's hard to image it was even harder for the people here before
They say heaven's nigh but let's set aside all the lovely talk
Why did you not prevent slavery, genocide and the holocaust?
Diseases, disasters, paedophiles and some awful laws?
Kid's getting tortured and raped and end up in coffins at age 10
How are you fair when you punish to the third and fourth generation?

Is it all just a myth?
Is it all just a hoax?
Should we bother with this?
Are you out there for sure?
These are my Questions to God
So much stress and it's hard
We don't wanna suffer, never no more
Is it all just a lie
To keep the people in check?
Do we live just to die?
Is it really simple as that?
I think my questions are fair
If you are there, do you really care?

Life is complicated
Hardly fair and often painful
It says you want marriage but for now it's just fornication?
Give us more time
Seems you're livid inside
If all we do is sin and yet strive
To get through the gates and win ageless life
You say you're forgiving but there's things we can never do?
My doubts may be perpetual
If fornicators don't qualify for heaven that just proves
I'm in the same boat with gays and transsexuals
For many generations
People were murdered and tortured for your name's sake
By your infinite creation
You made the planets and stars in all your greatness
But folks get born deformed, ill and disabled
Prayer's supposed to move mountains but it ain't curing me
Why when I was strong in my faith, I kept losing hair?
Losing my mind, losing faith in myself full of fear
I bent over backwards trying to hook up with a Christian girl
Guess I wasn't perfect enough
Wasn't praying, repenting, or working enough

hook 

How could you comfort us in heaven
If one of our loved ones don't get in?
God, would you step in?
And spare our lives?
Are we really strong enough not to give in to the devil's lies?
Before I lose my salvation, take me, I'd rather die
Some of my days were so fucked up it even hurts to tell
I can't imagine suffering worse in hell
After dreams and visions of it
I know one thing
I'd rather be non existent than to live in the pit
Your love I only see at times but I'm seeing some shit
That makes it easy to debunk it
There's times when all that keeps me from losing faith is fear of God and judgment
So many threats in the Bible we hear
Yet you say you're wiping our tears?
Sometimes I pray you would just make me die and disappear
Wish we didn't have to cry out to your ear
With no reply, instead you're blinding us with fear
Sometimes I wish you never woulda made me
Then at least I wouldn't fear hell and go crazy

hook

Questions To God

Questions To God ft. StaceyOnTheRocks

Vocals & lyrics: Sebastian Stephan
Beat: Sebastian Stephan
Mixing & mastering: Sebastian Stephan

Riding down the boulevard, hand out the window and 
Autumn nights with the heat still lingering
Autumn nights with that summer heat
Summer nights, autumn nights with that summer heat
Driving through town
With my sound all around
Autumn nights with that summer heat
Summer nights, autumn nights with that summer heat
Summer nights, autumn nights with that summer heat

Weekend with friends, chillin by the water, getting tanned
Playing nasty songs, should I talk to girls? It's all in my hands
But I'm feeling too broke
Need more c notes 
Then I might
Feel alright
Talk to you on sight
But for now it's just me and my peeps
By the lake with our feet on the beach
The next day I'm here to see my other friends, in the car riding solo
By the studio where my homies display their photos
Saw this girl drive by on her bike past the studio 
And she smiled at me beautifully 
In the city there's always somethin new to see
Wish I coulda stopped her on the way
I feel positive today
It's been a great week and the sun is still out
On my way back home playing songs and I'm bumping them loud
Getting some Pita at the Greek joint
Back to the crib makin beats boy
I ain't balling
But when I see these great people on the weekend it's like I'm hitting three points
I feel joy

Riding down the boulevard, hand out the window and 
Autumn nights with the heat still lingering
Autumn nights with that summer heat
Summer nights, autumn nights with that summer heat
Driving through town
With my sound all around
Autumn nights with that summer heat
Summer nights, autumn nights with that summer heat
Summer nights, autumn nights with that summer heat

It's been a while
Since I've seen your pretty smile
Or with your tongue out the side
With your cheeky smirk 
Pics of your butt up in my files
WhatsApp for the dial
We talked and said goodbye 
It just leaves us hurt
I want to go and lay the wood
Staying in the house
Stroke the kitty good and make her say meow
But we can talk and and just chill
Feel like I'm walking uphill
Can't find the one to build a life with
Only the ones I feel alive with
At least we're having a damn good time
You show me what's beneath the panty line
Tell me what you want to do and we'll do it
We should just pump the music get stupid 
Windows down with the sun beaming down
Wasn't feeling the summer, it was nothing but clouds
But I feel it now
I might just drive somewhere by myself
Enjoy the heat somewhere else
Maybe save up for a trip, fly to a beach somewhere else
Sometimes I need someone else
So, I go through my phone, and ring your cell
Let's make some stories that later on we can tell

Riding down the boulevard, hand out the window and 
Autumn nights with the heat still lingering
Autumn nights with that summer heat
Summer nights, autumn nights with that summer heat
Driving through town
With my sound all around
Autumn nights with that summer heat
Summer nights, autumn nights with that summer heat
Summer nights, autumn nights with that summer heat

summer nights, autumn nights

Follow Me

Script Frenzy (2009)

Aha (prod. by Daneja)

Aha (prod. by Daneja)(2008)

Script Frenzy

Illusions (prod. by WYZ/Synth God)

Illusions (prod. by WYZ aka Synth God)(2008)

Music: Maze420
Lyrics & Vocals: @sebastianstephan

© 2023 MAZAKI Music

Future Is Now (feat. Sebastian Stephan)

Beat: Sebastian Stephan
Vocals: Sebastian Stephan
Mixing & Mastering: Sebastian Stephan

My mom always used to fight for me
She tried to be
Both parents, but my family tree makes me wanna cry and weep
Grandpa probably used to fight blitzkrieg
I don't wanna see my ancestry
Bonhoeffer was an idol to me
Malcolm and Martin inspired me
Hope the past can give us sight to see
The world needs to change entirely
It was built on racism
School taught me about colonies barely mentioning slaves in it
Rap educated me more than the history courses
All they ever taught was French revolution from different sources
We need to correct
Errors that are deeply attached
To Western culture - original art displayed Jesus as black
Then they made everyone look white cause whites were feeling mismatched
Some even use the bible to defend slavery
God didn't end slavery
It took hundreds of years and countless deaths
And in 2020 some cops still wanna stop the breath
Of the brown and black

Pac said there will never be peace
Are we destined to grieve over loved ones left dead in the streets
It takes a second to see
We ain't doing well and we never may be
Are we destined to grieve
Indefinitely
Will there ever be justice, will there ever be peace?
Will there ever be a day where we all can stand together
Seems like dictators wanna fight over land forever

When Mike Brown's blood was getting shed
The justice department let their own folks run the trial, not cross examining
A cop who fired his gun at least ten times when he killed
An unarmed man with it
That's foul they let him off
Changed the regular procedure of the trial to let the killer walk
Still the cops
Don't get a charge
Police is still killing blacks
They seem to feel a thrill in that, get a gat, shoot and ask questions later
Step by step we fail and
Move steady to the lowest point like an escalator
MLK the third said not to only look at the ones who rage in darkness
But look at the ones who create the darkness
Back when
I worked at a hostel I was a coward, only half man
The cook outright said hey
So, what if Mike Brown was shot, he was a black man
I stared at him shocked at what he said then
But too scared to report him, fearing for my own job
That still puts me to shame I had to grow balls

Pac said there will never be peace
Are we destined to grieve over loved ones left dead in the streets
It takes a second to see
We ain't doing well and we never may be
Are we destined to grieve
Indefinitely
Will there ever be justice, will there ever be peace?
Will there ever be a day where we all can stand together
Seems like dictators wanna fight over land forever

I can't shut up anymore when someone crosses the nazi line
That's good trouble, I'll be fine
Some wanna dispute racism, that's some delirious shit
Whites have been privileged to never directly experience it
We need to let people eat in our country
People flee from war and try to reach our country
Then we make them feel like we better them cause we're rich in our country
We let the army shoot people at the European coast and feel pride
For claiming the Nobel Peace Prize
Bombs drop nonstop in foreign countries
While most of us sit at home watching
Power back to the people!
We need to educate ourselves so we don't act just as evil
People get punished and killed unjustly
At least watch when things get ugly
Fuck this war
Just move all the fucking troops back to Russian soil
It's lock and load if the goddamn war
Don't stop at our fuckin door
Putin lost his mind
Over greed, racism and hate
People need to take over his place

Pac said there will never be peace
Are we destined to grieve over loved ones left dead in the streets
It takes a second to see
We ain't doing well and we never may be
Are we destined to grieve
Indefinitely
Will there ever be justice, will there ever be peace?
Will there ever be a day where we all can stand together
Seems like dictators wanna fight over land forever

Will There Ever Be Peace

Vocals: Sebastian Stephan
Beat: Tristan for Shadowville Productions
Vocals Mixing & Mastering: Sebastian Stephan


Glasses to the sky
Yeah yeah yeah yeah 
Yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah  yeah yeah 
Glasses to the sky
Glasses to the sky

Let the bass roar
Vibrate and bang hard 
Don't know if they’re buying my record
I don’t rhyme about weapons
But put those hands high to the ceiling
Glasses to the sky, sky's the limit
You can make things happen that others haven't yet
Discover talents and train to make the doubters pay respect
Show you got some intellect
When you make that doe and you're starting to invest
Don't lose track of what made you when you walked with baby steps

Do your dance, do your thing
Get creative with that shit
Move your hands, move your hips
We ain’t faking, this is it
Do your dance, do your thing
Get creative with that shit
Move your hands, move your hips
We ain’t faking, this is it
Good vibes, let ‘em stare
This tune’s right, let ‘em hear
Good vibes, let ‘em stare
This tune’s right, let ‘em hear
Let ‘em hear
Glasses to the sky

We got no time to be fake, we just stay real
Make our money and go
I got no time to be fake I just stay real
And have fun with the flow
On my Kurt Cobain thing
Come as you are don't fake, don't front, take a note
Now that's what I call dope
That's what I call dope
No time to be fake, just stay real
Make your money and go
Just make your money and go

I don’t need a fanfare to get to the spot
I came to dance here, show the party some love
We cannot just stand still
Don’t care if the men stare
I do my thing, never could fake, walk the walk
Went through some things, had some poor days, got back up
You might think that I should break, but I toughened up
I like to club hard
And every once in a while, chug down a bottle
But I'm here to change the game like when the flood lights get cut off

Do your dance, do your thing
Get creative with that shit
Move your hands, move your hips
We ain’t faking, this is it
Do your dance, do your thing
Get creative with that shit
Move your hands, move your hips
We ain’t faking, this is it
Good vibes, let ‘em stare
This tune’s right, let ‘em hear
Good vibes, let ‘em stare
This tune’s right, let ‘em hear
Let ‘em hear
Glasses to the sky

We got no time to be fake, we just stay real
Make our money and go
I got no time to be fake I just stay real
And have fun with the flow
On my Kurt Cobain thing
Come as you are don't fake, don't front, take a note
Now that's what I call dope
That's what I call dope
No time to be fake, just stay real
Make your money and go
Just make your money and go

I like records like raw coke
To get the club in motion
Quality is the best form of promotion
Get the word across the ocean
Let the USA listen, too
I stay with the truth
Trying to get paid, shit is way overdue
But I rhyme cause I love it
Trying to stand out like signs on some luggage
I like diamonds but my content rises above it
I’m not out to be fake
I kick that real shit so the crowd can relate
Kick that real shit

Do your dance, do your thing
Get creative with that shit
Move your hands, move your hips
We ain’t faking, this is it
Do your dance, do your thing
Get creative with that shit
Move your hands, move your hips
We ain’t faking, this is it
Good vibes, let ‘em stare
This tune’s right, let ‘em hear
Good vibes, let ‘em stare
This tune’s right, let ‘em hear
Let ‘em hear

Glasses to the sky 
Glasses to the sky
Glasses to the sky

I see through the facades
Don’t need to be a superstar
We grind for our fam, do it hard, do it smart
Hard times made you who you are
Glasses to the sky 

We got no time to be fake, we just stay real
Make our money and go
I got no time to be fake I just stay real
And have fun with the flow
On my Kurt Cobain thing
Come as you are don't fake, don't front, take a note
Now that's what I call dope
That's what I call dope
No time to be fake, just stay real
Make your money and go
Just make your money and go

As u R

As U R (prod. by Tristan)

Beat: Sebastian Stephan
Vocals: Sebastian Stephan
Mixing & Mastering: Sebastian Stephan

Hope I got the right things to say
How you doing?
Can I brighten up your day?
Can I talk to you? I ain't the same
As these other dudes
When I discovered you
You put a smile on my face
And you smiled too
Even if I had God's tools, I couldn't design you
Let's get more acquainted
Promise I won't do the same shit
That these other guys do when they hit it off
Yeah, I like to kiss and touch
But if we vibe I promise I ain't running off
I'm not with the fake shit and the blunt remarks
But I ain't soft either lady
If you feel what I'm saying, I could call you up later
You're a different type, let's dance, take my hand
When you're at ease to take a chance then hit send
Don’t get tense
Loosen up and play with a friend
You're classy and educated and with the goods
Can't help but look
Dudes sneak glances, whenever they could
But I hope you're ready to romance in my neck of the woods
 
Girl, you're killing me
I want you as my life's melo melody
Pack your things, we'll go where it's sunny
And where we've never been
Just leave everything behind how you found it
Whisper in my ear, I like how that sounded
Girl, you're killing me
I want you as my life's melo melody
Pack your things, we'll go where it's sunny
And where we've never been
Just leave everything behind how you found it
Whisper in my ear, I like how that sounded
 
She said island girls have the rhythm in their skin 
But I got the rhythm too
Let you know I'm feeling you
Kick a rhyme just for you 
I'd like to ask if I could chill with you
We should hang out in Paris
There is 
No question you got style
I got rhymes, so I flow for you a bit
Ask what's on my mind, you know that you are it!
And your body
On and off the record we should get naughty
I'd like to get to know you a little bit better
I can tell you a trend setter
I love it when you come up with your own style
And go wild from time to time
Pants all humpy
Hit the dancefloor honey
Stretch out on the beach whenever it gets more sunny
Can't wait to see her again
More than a treat or a friend
Gotta get lucky like Pharrell
Whatever happens tonight, trust me I won't tell
Get in touch via a mail
Or I hit you up on the phone
You don't have to spend your time all grumpy and alone
 
Girl, you're killing me
I want you as my life's melo melody
Pack your things, we'll go where it's sunny
And where we've never been
Just leave everything behind how you found it
Whisper in my ear, I like how that sounded
Girl, you're killing me
I want you as my life's melo melody
Pack your things, we'll go where it's sunny
And where we've never been
Just leave everything behind how you found it
Whisper in my ear, I like how that sounded

Melo Melody

Beat: Sebastian Stephan
Vocals: Sebastian Stephan
Mixing & Mastering: Sebastian Stephan

Yeah, I include some new horns in my beats to make some cool songs
Hope you hear the nuance in my new ones
I knew once who wants beef just like some lions on their gnu hunts
Canceled spitting to do
Battle rap due to the fact it's mostly doodoo
I used to do it too
But diss tracks are watering down like morning dew would do
Some say I speak black
But I picked up my diction over time, did nobody really teach that
I give credit where it's due
To every rapper in the booth that I ever listened to
Copying one style is selfish shit and rude 
But something new out of several is cool
That's how I was growing to be
You don't have to be Samoan to see
Time's better spent at the beach I want to spend some more in the sea
I met some girls, some hoeing to see
Some dough in their jeans
Not only do their clothes pull at the seams
They're ready to swallow the genes
Of a rich man, won't tell him to pull out it seems
 
Volume knob
Stuck at the top
Let them know, let them know you got love for Hip Hop
They though it was a phase but it's been proven to stay here
And after all this time there's still new music for your ear
Don't give up
If you're stuck
Get back up
And stay at it till things get better
We try to brighten up our lives 
As if the storms and clouds and the wind didn't matter

You're getting paid that's great
This is the day today
To get a date at eight
But if you ain't, chicks say they may but really, they will hate
Not many I feel who may relate
Don't think I'll marry, but I may real late
First I need more dough to take a girl out
In dire straits only large amounts can take a girl out
Some cook dope to push the work out
But they could get worked and murked if it don't work out
I did my work out
And stay summer fit
New music, here's some of it
Some love it
Count on it
Hear the sum of it rhyme spontaneously
The sound's so sick it'll make you smile and flinch simultaneously
Lines hot and unscalable 
While these lines run the same old course
Their definition's hidden in plain sight like the equator was
This song is satirical and still also lyrical
And yet unexpectedly cool like South South America
 
Volume knob
Stuck at the top
Let them know, let them know you got love for Hip Hop
They though it was a phase but it's been proven to stay here
And after all this time there's still new music for your ear
Don't give up
If you're stuck
Get back up
And stay at it till things get better
We try to brighten up our lives 
As if the storms and clouds and the wind didn't matter

As if the wind didn't matter
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Seebas on the track

Subleties

Verse 1
Chillin at the park
Where they don´t wait for it to get dim or even dark
To sell their bags of weed for heads to spark
All while I´m tryin to convince them
That the pot messes with them within an instant
Dude is like since when
He´s taking his chances
I quit that mess a long while ago, try making amends and
I find it kinda hard writing lyrics for making a dance to
Cause life´s struggles ain´t making me hang loose
Chillin at the college
Tryin to fill my head with knowledge
And later on get bills up in my wallet
Gobblin up different varieties 
Of texts and lectures on the ills of this society
Things that will inspire me
To make a change of profession
And quit the old rappin
I´m tryin to tell my peeps rap is not only battlin
But writing your thoughts on a pad and then
Memorizing and gathering with your homies at the park and then sharing them



hook
The sun shines and the light leads me
God holds me in His hands, yet I still feel free
Blessing be upon my loved ones
Too much bliss to put in one song                           2x

Thank you Lord for my life so far
Please lead me on my way before I might depart














verse 2
God put the moon and the earth in its place
He made the oceans and the rivers and gave birth to the lakes
And though we keep sinnin, He made us worthy by faith
Every grain of sand on the beach He properly places them
Arranges them by the power of the waves that land
On top of rocks
I don´t believe in luck but I
Believe the Lord knows my next step before I take it
Many times when I walked through traffic on the pavement
Jesus saved my neck so I didn't break it
But I got close a couple of times
And I got Him to thank for making cars stop just in time
He intervenes, God is divine
That means He runs this
We need nothing
But His grace cause blessings follow
People can disappoint you but lessons follow
I know sometimes it makes you wanna holler
But get up when you fall
Even if you think you can't go far
So you can say you're givin it your all



verse 3
My city, my hometown/
We spent our childhood there, our first gigs used to go down/
And though I live in a new town/
It´s just a 30 minute drive away/
With it´s plenty ponds and lakes/
Where we chill on holidays/
With our family and school friends who´ve been with us from day one/
We used to kick it and play ball/
Wish I could put your names in the lyrics of this song/
But your names don´t rhyme with these English words/
But I will affirm you still can turn/
To me, I got your backs, and I know that you got ours/
I had a different verse how growin up with no paps made me feel alone and without power/
But my homie said it´s too negative so I made a new flow in a hot hour/
To thank the ones who where there to hold me down from the start/
That´s from the ground of my heart/
Y´all the reason why I coalesce my parts never folded up my cards/


Things I See (prod. By Cammi D)

lyrics and vocals: Sebastian Stephan
Beat: @toxz-beats

Somehow
Somehow, I got to make that money man
Somehow
Somehow, I got to make some money man
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Somehow, I got to make some more money man
And if my music won’t
Then I’ll be a working man till I’m super old
Till I’m super old
Till I’m super old
This is how my prayer goes

Hook
This is what I love Lord, please help me do this
I want to make music
I want to make music
Lately I been stressing like I'm about to lose it
Please walk me through this
Please walk me through this
This is what I love Lord, please help me do this
I want to make music
I want to make music
Lately I been stressing like I'm about to lose it
Please walk me through this
Please walk me through this
 
This is what I love to do
Sometimes I feel like it's the only thing I'm supposed to do
Cause at my job my bosses say I work too slow
I want to get my bachelor’s
But at the college I couldn't make it through economics classes
I guess that's why when I fly, I'm still sitting in economy classes
I want to be rapping
But the money I'm stacking
Doesn't come from my passion but from hard work it feels like I'm hustling backwards
Right now, the sun is shining
But I'm mad as fuck cause when I walk around on this island
It seems that everyone is doing well and I'm the janitor that's clocking just minor
Figures and on top of that y'all
I had a shitload of money to pay back when I went back to college this fall
So, I could really use some cash of my raps
Hope I'll pass all the tests 
But if I don’t I know at least I get some…after class

Hook

My job got me stressed out
Thinking bout college got me messed up
Cause I don't know how I'ma come up with the money for the next semesters
So, Lord please send me some answers
I'm down here struggling and I don't want to think about selling drugs again
I never did it but it sure crosses my mind often man
I ain't bullshitting I was about to get a foot in the business
Me and the homie had all the growing equipment
Weed plants like 6 feet high growing in my attic
It was a miracle the cops ain't noticed the grow lights glowing like a nuclear reaction
I had to put cardboard layers up against the window
Ventilation system on crescendo, everything on our own expense yo
I don't know if I should be mad or thankful
That when I left town to work my man neglected the gardening
And when I came back all the plants were dry as shit
Don't know if we would’ve got paid or locked up if we could’ve harvested

hook

I know I got off topic talking about pot 
But I'm talking about profit
Trying to come sick like Big Daddy Kane, coughing twice
When I'm dead they gon’ have to put me in the coffin twice
Cause my rhymes come back to life
I know I got carried away on the last verse
But this is all part of my life and this is how I want my raps heard
I make sure it's real-life shit even if talking about the past hurts
I want to think about what the future holds
Somehow, I got to make that money and if my music won't 
Then I'll be a working man till I'm super old
But I won't give my dream up
I feel love whenever I hit the stage - believe me dawg 
I stay mellow, I let these thugs go and mean mug
My main concern is the next rhyme reason enough for you to palm my CD for
When the music's from the heart it don't feel forced 
So never underestimate me cause I'm making real songs

Hook

Yeah
Got to make that money
Till I’m getting it
Until I’m getting it
I’ll be worrying about getting rich
I’ll be worrying about getting rich and
Trying to get a bigger crib for me and my girl
Got to make some more money man

Music

Download/Stream

Music (prod. By Toxz)

Listen on Spotify and all the other music platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sebastianstephan/life---after-classes

vocals & lyrics: Sebastian Stephan
prod. by Sebastian Stephan

My objective of delivery has gone
From diary entries to findin out the limits of my lung
EP similar to none
I wanna hear the record spin until it’s done
I’m spittin cause it’s fun
Sometimes I’m brittle so I run to finishing a song
No more a gigolo I’ve come
A long way from livin in a middle class home, livin with my mom
To and even something similar to slums
Now I’m not looking to buy precious jewels
I only buy a selected few
CDs and vinyls that match the true
Feeling with rhymes that will wreck the booth really

Rap’s the reason why I’m confident with words
God’s the reason why I’m walking on this earth
Since ’99 I’ve been rap-immersed
And I’ll never quit writin all these tracks and sparkin up a verse

Here’s a reference to literature
Like William Blake my sentences
Are given you the mind forged manacles
Instrumentals send ‘em thru I finish two
Don’t underestimate or understate the fundamental runs I make
To undertake risks like stopping the clock at the stock exchange
I want records you never fast forward
Attack the black market with a free EP, attempt to last long and
Make haters mad and act awkward
Creativity is in my genes like Red Monkey at cha back pockets
I grew up with cassettes not next gen smart phones
I wanna be heard but I don’t have to attain stardom

Rap’s the reason why I’m confident with words
God’s the reason why I’m walking on this earth
Since ’99 I’ve been rap-immersed
And I’ll never quit writin all these tracks and sparkin up a verse

Extradiegetic scripts, stressed to write better things
Invest in my rhetoric, let the rhymes settle it
Dress fly, never quit
Unfortunate perfectionist
Memorized every script that got you getting hectic like infected by pestilence
Name your favorites, if you don’t honor the legends you better dissect the list
Popped off in this game
With fire from my lungs like arsonists blaze
I walked thru a maze
Locked doors in my way
I’m ignorin the pain till life’s offerin change

Rap’s the reason why I’m confident with words
God’s the reason why I’m walking on this earth
Since ’99 I’ve been rap-immersed
And I’ll never quit writin all these tracks and sparkin up a verse

Life - After Classes

The Reason

Spotify/itunes/Amazon

Listen on Spotify and all the other music platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sebastianstephan/life---after-classes

vocals & lyrics: Sebastian Stephan
prod. by Ippolit
Beat: https://soundcloud.com/paulwindofficial

Well you know, sometimes you gotta get some things off your chest
Paul Wind (Ippolit) on the beat

All my dad really taught me is doin my thing when I was growin up
Cause he sure enough did his thing never showin up
It made me soft as a child but my losses made me tough
When I went psychotic and I was flowin to my beats 
Another crazy dude said I had skills but my my flow was off beat
That made me go extra hard
Cause if a man that's out his mind is givin me tips I take the lesson on
Craziness can do magic for a rapper dawg
I used to do a lot of work on my body
Tryin to compensate my lack of confidence with firmer muscles
Now I got back to rhymin for hours memorizing my verses for parties
I want this to be my work not my hobby 
So, I come prepared when I show up on stage cause this is personal for me
I can’t stand derogatory rhymes
And raps that wanna cut you down a size
I know I once used some in mine but the Bible taught me I was blind

Let me vent
Get this mess off my chest
Let me vent
And tell you things that cause stress in my head
I won't find rest till I'm dead
Even if my rap's in the press
Only God can take this stress out my head
Let me vent
Get this mess off my chest
Let me vent
And tell you things that cause stress in my head
I won't find rest till I'm dead
Even if my rap's in the press
Only God can take this stress out my head

It's crazy how some think
They gotta correct me when I tell 'em my middle name
As if they knew a better way 
To pronounce it so they say it different
As if they ain't listenin
I can't stand it when they expect you to smile all the time
I won't flinch a muscle to fake nothin I'm genuine all the time
In my rhymes I don't lie
It’s hard to deal with buzzkills
People that’ll look for anything to complain about just to start ish
And I hate it when you can't come real
Even a dime ain't worth it if the drama outweighs her appeal
So I'm a say what I feel
If you ain't real
Listen truth ain't always pretty but I rather have you rude than two faced
I rather have you rude than two faced
Cause the truth is always gonna come to the surface 
So come unmasked like a bald dude without a toupee
Or a businessman without a suit on just to prove wealth

Let me vent
Get this mess off my chest
Let me vent
And tell you things that cause stress in my head
I won't find rest till I'm dead
Even if my rap's in the press
Only God can take this stress out my head
Let me vent
Get this mess off my chest
Let me vent
And tell you things that cause stress in my head
I won't find rest till I'm dead
Even if my rap's in the press
Only God can take this stress out my head

Some people probably get me messed up
Thinkin I live the fabulous life since one of my EP’s called
Island Life but I was just there for a temp job
I got to hear backbitin 
And racist remarks like Mike Brown ain't white and
So it don't really matter he got killed but I ain't smilin
A lot of my bosses took advantage of their position
Pickin on every little thing I didn’t do right like they've been waitin to give me lib and 
Some hate me cause I finished
High School and they ain't so they livid
I ain’t poor so when I'm grocerie shoppin
And I currently ain't broke then I'm coppin
A whole bunch of stuff and
Yet I still feel broke cause when I looked at a fly swat
I didn't see the price on I simply left it in the isle dawg
That's somethin that makes me laugh but dang
No master in college but I mastered stress
And now I wanna stack some cash

hook

Let me Vent (prod. by Paul Wind)

Let Me Vent (prod. by Ippolit)

vocals & lyrics: Sebastian Stephan
prod. by Sebastian Stephan

verse 1
Shades on, crusin in my ride
The summer sun is playin tricks with my mind
The sweltering heat reflects off the streets
Finally I get to rest at the end of the week
Or drive to the lake with my peeps
Everbody’s chillin, shieldin their eyes from the sun
Lookin for that summer flirt, tryin to get sum
Summer vibes make me smile cause I’m havin fun
It’s been a while since my last girl
But that chick over there makes my eyes light up like a lantern
She could be fun for the summer or she could be my last flirt
If we wanna keep it really Christian now
I don’t wanna feel like missin out
Can I hit you up?
You make me drive real slow with the windows down and the system up
At night me and my dudes go to cities clubs
But first we cruise down the boulevard with this shit to bump

hook
Vibe to the track
Just recline and kick back
Time to relax
Hop in the ride youre a dime that's a fact
Let’s make a stop when the sun’ll set
Corona with a lime in the bottle neck
You’re fine and you got me sprung in your summer dress
Makes me wanna spend the night outside for some summer sex
For some summer sex
For some summer sex

(verse 2)
I feel blessed, live in the moment
Thank God for how good things were going
I’m still drawn between church and clubs
Lookin for a chick to hang out for the summer cause I got a thirst for love
Drawn between nice curves and words being preached
Flirt tendencies
Cause that kinda smile will urge me to speak
So let’s just chill at the lake
And sip lemonade
I'm feelin so great
When we kiss in the shade
I kiss your neck and all the way to where the sun don’t shine
That rhyme is unrefined but the underline
Is I wanna treat you to a night that will linger in your mind
You make me wanna sing because your smile gives me that tingle in my spine
No need to wonder
I tell you like this, I need your number
So I can take you out, take in this summer
Amazing features word up
You make me wanna Wake the neighbors like when I got the speakers turned up

Hook

(verse 3)
I’d rather hear a no than not
Knowin if you might have said yes I know what I want
I show what I want
She’s smoldering hot I let her know that’s what’s up
Callin her up
Let’s go have some fun
The heat is meltin us
It’s like 90 out there, that’s more than 30 degrees Celsius
Melt with us,
Me and my dudes cool off in the water
Bring your friends girl, you’ll all get tossed in the water
We can hang out at the park later
You wanna roll up and get smoked up, I’m no hater
But I won't blaze up
I used to light up with force til my voice sounded like Darth Vader
But I rather sip on some Henny and beer
You got me so excited the way you’re standing right here
Lend me your ear
Let’s enjoy these August nights when the stars are out and it’s still warm out
I know work has you feel worn out
But let’s have some fun, you can let the stress you got built up out
hook

Life - Between Worlds

Summer (prod. By Sebastian Stephan)

Summer Sex

vocals & lyrics: Sebastian Stephan
prod. by Sebastian Stephan

Listen to the song on Spotify and all the other music platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sebastianstephan/growth-3

They want a Ferarri, Porsche or a Mercedes Benz
Don't know if they know about struggle and the pain my friend
Some people got it made for them
But can they claim for themselves that they faced the wind?
When life gets real we all stumble man
But I'ma stand
I’ma stand out without trying so I don’t sweat it, just try to stay humble man
I got a bunch of friends
That had my back when I was in a corner, facing the trouble
My faith had me up in
Crazy situations but I ain't tryin to blame it on God, He saved me from fallin
I took a break from my songs to get some paper in my account
I wanna have my name up in people’s mouths
For the right reasons
But you talk down on me, I won’t answer back man, I’m leavin 

Grindin to get it, that's all I know
My heart’s in these lyrics, I'm tryin to grow
Get my wallet to bulge, and just let it grow
Study and work, that's all I know
I got a long resume and it's gon' grow
The money I make though I just might blow
So every day I’m grindin to get some more

Sometimes I need the pressure to excel
You can definitely tell that I'm destined to rebel
My father left me to myself
My whole life I saw him less than 5 times, He ain't even answerin my mails
I want love and respect from others
Cause that's what I never used to get from my father
Up on stage, doin my raps without anyone cuttin a check with dollars
I want others to feel me
So I give 'em the real me
I reached doors that seem to lead nowhere
Goin right in
These bars are C4, improve as I can
I'ma cause explosions when walls are closing in
It’s hard copin when doors won’t open and my heart got frozen in 
Life’s storms with the coldest wind
Harsh sounds, know I spit ‘em, goin all out, no doubt, notice it

Grindin to get it, that's all I know
My heart’s in these lyrics, I'm tryin to grow
Get my wallet to bulge, and just let it grow
Study and work, that's all I know
I got a long resume and it's gon' grow
The money I make though I just might blow
So every day I’m grindin to get some more

Some friends wrote me off
They don't expect me to go this hard
So I grind till I’m blowin up
We’re all prone to doubt
What´s really real, what´s a hoax, what´s false
People hear you out if you don´t leave your emotions out
I'm dozin off
When you work 10 hours plus
You're like dang that's enough
But I know what don't kill me is makin me tough
I made some loot and I’m restin
Hopin for the day I can say my time wasn’t poorly invested
Truly I'm blessed since
I ain't lost my mind – that's what they surely expected
They’re clueless, my music has 'em losin track of what I do on each record
I’ve grown like wild flowers in the field
Understand my hunger don't get sour when u see
Me devouring my meal

Grindin to get it, that's all I know
My heart’s in these lyrics, I'm tryin to grow
Get my wallet to bulge, and just let it grow
Study and work, that's all I know
I got a long resume and it's gon' grow
The money I make though I just might blow
So every day I’m grindin to get some more

Growth (prod. by Sebastian Stephan)

Growth

lyrics, vocals and beat: Sebastian Stephan
Drums by Roban Cremer (Roban Drums IG https://www.instagram.com/robandrums/

lyrics

 You're crossing my mind all over again
How to begin
How have you been
I’ve been trying to get you outta my head
Tried hard to forget
The good times that we had
I tried having peace but after the last time that you met me
I cried, something inside me died when you left me
Watching me now is a sad scene
I try to be composed
When you were sleepin I was
Lookin at you for minutes just thinkin about how pretty you was
Now the image lies in a mist
I still remember the last time that we kissed
It makes me smile when I reminisce
No one compares to your smile and to your eyes
Could put on a smile and act like everything's alright but I would lie
why would I?

I wish we coulda met you at another point but we could not
I never like to say goodbye
But this time it's for good right?
So, I just want you to hear me out one last time, play the song and then good night

Memories come to mind vividly
How you came by to chill with me
You got class and sex appeal at the same time you’re killin me
We spend so much time in bed
We did it so wild that your face turned bright red
You gave me some of my best days and my nights
You’re a part of me till the last day of my life

I guess I’m a hopeless romantic
I loved your fragrance; it gives me flashbacks to a time before it all ended
You made my fantasies come to life
You were the woman I had plans to be my wife
You cared for me, my tracks, my beats, my rhymes
And you actually could read what I write
Cause your English skills were on point
You gave me a high much stronger than the strongest weed in a joint
You gave me the strongest feeling of joy
Some of my best days we were together
Sometimes I wish the time woulda lasted forever
The times replay in my mind
Chillin with you at the lake till the night
Those are the moments that make me alive
You're a part of me until the last day of my life

I wish we coulda met you at another point but we could not
I never like to say goodbye
But this time it's for good right?
So, I just want you to hear me out one last time, play the song and then good night

Memories come to mind vividly
How you came by to chill with me
You got class and sex appeal at the same time you’re killin me
We spend so much time in bed
We did it so wild that your face turned bright red
You gave me some of my best days and my nights
You’re a part of me till the last day of my life

Every once in a while, I wonder how you’re doin
What’s new in your life, what kinda things you’re pursuing
Hope you kept your sense of humor, and your love for music
Do you have an ear for the tunes I sing? 
Heard you got a good job now; I knew you would do your thing
You’re the realest chick I know, I still choose to think
About the places we’ve been, the moments we shared
Those are still clear
Your voice is still known to my ear
As if I still sleep beside you
Your body turned me on so much I still remember being deep inside you
You inspire many of the beats I rhyme to
This is strictly for you
I'm missin you boo
And every time I hear a beat like this, I'm thinkin 'bout you

I wish we coulda met you at another point but we could not
I never like to say goodbye
But this time it's for good right?
So, I just want you to hear me out one last time, play the song and then good night

Memories come to mind vividly
How you came by to chill with me
You got class and sex appeal at the same time you’re killin me
We spend so much time in bed
We did it so wild that your face turned bright red
You gave me some of my best days and my nights
You’re a part of me till the last day of my life

Behind The Waterfall

lyrics, vocals, beat & production: Sebastian Stephan

Soon available on Spotify, Apple Music etc.

I don‘t know what’s going on
Because of you I wrote this song

I don‘t know what’s going on
Because of you I wrote this song
And you’re the reason for the last one I’ve written
We barely know each other but you really got my attention
We had an honest talk and you were surprised at
My age I didn’t lie, I had to be real, I can’t hide that
When we first met you were real young, I didn’t think of you like that
Now three years have passed and you’re a real woman now
As it shows in your photos now
But apart from your smile and your “aura” now
It’s really your heart and your attitude I’ve been focused on
I see how you serve the Lord
That’s something I’m workin on
I was workin for the other side for way too long
Past relationships - they broke down
Cause of my faith in God
My exes didn’t like how I played those songs
With Gospel lyrics and gave my heart
To Christ, still I made the same mistake twice
Lookin for a woman in this world to try to make my wife
 
I don’t know your mind
I don’t know your feelings
Just keep your love for Christ
Let ‘em know it’s real and
Don’t you let ‘em take that beautiful smile from you
You deserve love, you deserve a man that takes time for you
If it was me, I would only have eyes for you
If it was me, I would die for you
I don’t know your mind
I don’t know your feelings
Just keep your love for Christ
Let ‘em know it’s real and
Don’t you let ‘em take that beautiful smile from you
You deserve love, you deserve a man that takes time for you
If it was me, I would only have eyes for you
If it was me, I would die for you

I thought I knew love but in the past it just wasn’t a match
It made me fed up with love, that was cause and effect
Proverbs-31-woman, you’re as close as it gets
I don’t really feel worthy of that
I used to party with folks
Drink Bacardi and toke on that marihuana smoke
But I deaded that
In 2012, better yet
Jesus settled it
I’m not sayin I’m perfect for you
But if you only gave me chance to get to know you
I’d be ready to show you
I’m real about it, I don’t just compose art
I’m would love my wife like Christ loves His church and give her my whole heart
If we dated now
I would let you live in strength and dignity so you can laugh at the days to come
I’m bitin bible verses but I mean every word I’m sayin now
Take your time
And if you ever gave me a chance, I’d do anything I could to make you smile
And even if you say no, I’ll keep you in my prayers now
Take your time
And if you ever gave me a chance, I’d do anything I could to make you smile

hook

I kinda gave up on tryin to find a Christian girl
That made me write worldly songs tryin to get the world
To listen and feel me, understand the struggle I’m facin
When you’re out there datin
There’s really no one out there patient
Waitin to make love
But I really didn’t have sex since my last break up
Couldn’t face myself in the mirror if I went for that fake love
That ain’t how it’s supposed to be
I wanna lead a family in faith, have them knowin Christ thru knowing me
You got me so intrigued
Come on and roll with me
Relationships ain’t always easy but just quote this here
I would give my love with all my mind and soul in me
Your smile is poetry
God’s consoling me
Even if I get swayed left and right, this world is not controlling me
He can’t be touched, He won’t be seen
But God’s watchin over me
No need to clutch a rosary
He’s watchin over you, hope that you accomplish all your dreams
He can’t be touched, He won’t be seen
But God’s watchin over me

 
hook

Eyes 4 U

Beat: "Will He" by Trap Beats (https://soundcloud.com/trapbeats-sc)
 
Lyrics & Vocals: Sebastian Stephan

Back to square one
Back to what I've done
Back to another song
I kissed you
You kissed me baby
We went to another room you amazed me
I enjoyed the thrill people could have came in
I miss how the sex feels
Do you miss me? You keep textin 
My heart got shattered plenty of times
I wrote plenty of rhymes
About lost love
I don't believe in love no more
Thought God loved me but there's no love no more
Can't count the times God left me all alone
 
I don’t know what you doin to me
Your voice in my ear is like music to me
Imagine all the things I do to a beat
Let’s meet up, make love and screw up the sheets
I don’t know what you doin to me
I can’t wait to see you move to the beat
I wanna make you moan, make you scream
And make you feel hot from your dome to your feet
 
You’re killin me with your eyes that glisten 
You have my permission
To do what you want around me
Let all the stress out around me
I can really relate
Sit on my face 
Tell me what you wanna do, let's get freaky and play
You told me bout the things you been through
I can sense you
Have a hard time lettin go of the past
I'ma show up real fast
If you ask me to come over
We can jump on the sofa
The type of chick that makes me wanna pull over
And ask for your number
But you gave it to me on your own accord
I wouldn’t mind gettin nasty, hope it doesn’t throw you off
 
I don’t know what you doin to me
Your voice in my ear is like music to me
Imagine all the things I do to a beat
Let’s meet up, make love and screw up the sheets
I don’t know what you doin to me
I can’t wait to see you move to the beat
I wanna make you moan, make you scream
And make you feel hot from your dome to your feet
 
How you been, how you been, how you doin girl
What’s new in your world
How’s your son doin?
Hope he loves music
I know you do
You got my songs on replay
That I love to hear bay
This songs for you
Make sure you text me when you around and wanna see me
I want you to
Revive the memories
The vibe you’re sendin me
Makes me want you around
I wrote you a song
Get a dose of it now
Get closer get down
Girl you wanna hang?
You gave me words I could sing
Shakespeare? Girl thats my thing
Your curves could make me sin
The firstlings of my heart shall be the firstlings of my hand
 
I don’t know what you doin to me
Your voice in my ear is like music to me
Imagine all the things I do to a beat
Let’s meet up, make love and screw up the sheets
I don’t know what you doin to me
I can’t wait to see you move to the beat
I wanna make you moan, make you scream
And make you feel hot from your dome to your feet

Like Music (Beat: Trap Beats - Will He)

Beat: Toxz
Lyrics & Vocals: Sebastian Stephan

hook
I wasn't born in the hood, wasn't raised there but I lived there though
I know how it is there though
I know how it is there though

I know how it is to be broke
I know how it is to be broke
I know how it is when you got skills but they think that you don't

My momma tried giving me the silver spoon
But after college I learned how it is to live on your own
How it is when they think that you're no good
How it is when your own folks wanna shit on your notebook

verse 1
Stuck in traffic on the Bus
I probably wouldn't be faster in a car
But it weighs heavy on my heart
That I still gotta walk, I guess my priorities are fucked
But insurance in Germany ain't no joke
Plus Gas seems to be the same value as Gold
Let me vent more
Last night I did my thing on the stage but damn
The dj wasn't gonna let me spit at First, after I did he wanted to shake my Hand 
I guess since everybody and their momma's Raps I understand
That it's gotta be a little new and hot
With more spice than chinese chicken soup in pots
I see kids that prove they got no skills but cruise in cars
I'm tryin to get it til I got enough bills to own a club
So I can make sure the bouncers that dissed me never get up in the spot
They hate me when I'm down, when I'm up they wanna catch Alzheimer’s
I'll be lenient when their brain reacts
So I write short lines
Cause there’s a thin line between a genius and a maniac
Yeah
Shit could be a little bit over your head
But it's doper than a dosage of meds or a bolder of crack
When I'm holdin the mic it makes me feel like I'm holdin a gat
It puts the power in my hand
I'm out to get that bread
I'm a about to have to spend crazy amounts on gettin that 
Degree but no doubt I'll make it back
No doubt I'll make it back
I need God up in plans 
So I can make sure the haters and the doubters understand

hook

verse 2
No question
The flow's matchin
A chick that's caressin her spot till the cum's splashin
Or a tsunami at the coast crashin boats makin folks panic
That shit's so bad when this rap is filmed it has to be closed captioned
I used to smoke drough with a passion even before classes
From back when I was a sophomore
In high school
People voted me first to have my head up in the clouds and be thoughful
They knew music was the only thing I really cared for
From the point a stroke killed my grandma
I stopped believin there's God
But I had close friends standin by me
My crew rapped beside me
I even had a offer from a label to sign me
But I didn't wanna move at a young age, too bad bout the timing
Now I gotta find ways to attract audiences
And when I do they can't remember my name, 
They say there goes the rapper, I hate when they calllin me this
They want my raps to be German but that song don't exist
My slang's foreign to them
Some don't get a single word I'm sayin and I gotta act normal to them
I scratched some of the things
I was gonna release 
It was mostly about how God changed me and made me a better man
But if I'm honest I fell in the same patters when
Me and my dame went our separate ways
And I got my hands on some cheddar man
I hate havin to settle man
And I would hate to have to take what they ain't givin me man

verse 3
I'm always well with critics
I throw ‘em down a well now they ‘well positioned’
Tie ‘em to a chair, now that’s a compelling listen
Take a listen here when I lace this shit for free
I eat up 16 bars like a raging Snickers fiend
I know I have that focused glance, ready to tear shit up like a doberman
Expect nothing but strive to achieve the whole shebang
You couldn’t fuck with this with three nymphos
If your words are weapons, I break your spear in two
I don’t need bronze alloy to make you hear symbols

hook

Life - New Curriculum

I Know How It Is (prod. by Toxz)

I Know How It Is (prod. By Toxz)

lyrics & vocals: Sebastian Stephan

Beat, mixing & mastering by Zycon
Follow: Zycon  https://soundcloud.com/zyconhouse

Credits: AOA Music Library for the sample used
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCTyM--JF40N9TgKAAtyxLSQ

lyrics:

Yeah
Yeah

Hope everyone’s holdin up alright
In these dark Corona times
These times are crazy
I got love for everyone strugglin and isolated
Every dude not sitting beside a lady
And every girl lonely thinkin they might contract this virus datin
I got love for all the rhyme spitters and even the dope peddlers
We flow high as Mount Everest
No doubt clever as Einstein in his prime
Delivery quick as Amazon prime
Solid as Optimus Prime
Check my record brother
Any record I wreck it brother
I don't recon you checked it brother
Otherwise you wouldn't doubt I'm the real deal
It's the the real deal, ya feel me
With metaphors I blind em like the sun do
Kick rhymes like Kung Fu
Faster than a gun do
No test needed I’m sick with it hatchu
I got you
I'ma be livin it
The good life that is
Kicking it with a good wife and kids
Once we get through this crisis
 
We’re doin our thing, even when the world is shut down
This the music I sing
For every person on lock down
Doin they thing
This the music I sing
Couldn’t do what they do, so we're doin our thing
 
I got love for all the ghettos and all the streets
Love for all my fans and for my peeps
With respectable rhymes for any open ear
Known to peddle the lines like some coke to fiends
Dope, I let ‘em get mine, get a dose of me
We will persevere, I'm in my feelings still
But someone said tough times don't last, tough people will
We’ll get through this mess where everyone gets infected everywhere
Where this virus gets spread within the air
And people pack intensive care
God if this is a test, this isn’t fair
Everybody keep your head up, stay in touch with the ones your close to
Givin up is something we don’t do
People hustle even from home in tough times like they're supposed to
In 2020 life has been a disaster no doubt
But time won’t speed fast when we pout
Give a smile to people you pass when you’re out
They’re goin through the same fight and feel beset with dark clouds
We hope for the better
Even when we’re apart we move closer together
 
Yeah
Yeah

We’re doin our thing, even when the world is shut down
This the music I sing
For every person on lock down
Doin they thing
This the music I sing
Couldn’t do what they do, so we're doin our thing

Music On Lockdown

Zycon

Music On Lockdown (prod. by Zycon)

Lyrics & Vocals: Sebastian Stephan
Beat:  @jonnsn
Mix & Master: Sebastian Stephan


Every day’s a new start, new chance, new spark
Tomorrow’s never promised so every day you should prove that you got true heart
Never lose touch
Never lose touch
Every day’s a new start, new chance, new spark
Tomorrow’s never promised so every day you gotta prove that you got true heart
Never lose touch
Never lose touch

I think English but I have to speak German
Had to put both worlds together, guess I’m still learnin
Wrote this verse back in 08 I had to reword it
All about the scripts like a director
This is at best a preview, my life like snapshot that just got captured
I do it for the show, do it for the flow
Never did it for the doe from the start
I knew that I could grow, knew it would be so
Rhetoric is supposed to be smart
Not much money in the bank but a whole lotta heart
Small town grown but it wasn’t like a stroll through the park
Sometimes I was fed up
Not static but dynamic, eyes straight ahead I
Love being on the move, day and night never settled
Always strived for the better
Rhyme metaphoric
Music is a sunrise in the morning
It feels fresh and outshines what is boring
To them I might sound foreign when I write my story
So, you might not be able to put me in the right category

Yeah
Between worlds
I’m livin in between worlds
I ain’t wealthy but I still splurge
Yeah
Between states, I'm livin in between states
My state of mind can't be changed
Yeah
There are really two worlds I'm in
I’m Christian but I can't help but flirt with sin
Two worlds
Can we move together though?
Our differences – can we chose to let ‘em go
Yeah
Between worlds
I’m livin in between worlds
In the middle in between worlds

Between Worlds

Between Worlds (prod. by JonnyJnsn)

Beat:  @onbeatmusic

lyrics & vocals: Sebastian Stephan


I chose not to fear
When this virus had appeared
I won’t catch it here
In my protective gear
Ordered bandanas and gloves for every occasion
I got love for every patient
That will catch this contagion
Hopin people stop the spread and start chasin
Burn it up
With flamethrowers full of disinfectant
Let’s get corrected
What the governments misdirected
Go tell that “Covid 19”
We’re sick of it, know what I mean
On Beat had the dopest idea
When I wrote my focus was clear like I dove in visine
Burn it up, turn it up
Sure enough I heard enough
Tell the germs to stop
I’m German but my words come out, I rehearse nonstop
Let’s put this virus in a hearse or some...
Tell that “Covid 19”
Get up off of theses streets
And suddenly leave
Let’s go back to how it was in 2020 b.C.

Burn This Thing

Burn This Thing Challenge (prod. by On Beat)

Vocals& Lyrics: Sebastian Stephan
Beat: @Waldemar-Spielmann

I've been dating, trying to find the right lady
If my friends had asked, I would have said it's all gravy
But I'm sorta hurting today
It's easy to flirt and get laid, but it's hard to find a woman of virtue and faith
And to be honest there's some dirt on my name
I've made my share of mistakes
Superficial love with girls, I barely cared for their names
I bet they're quick to air out I'm fake
And glare at my faith
I guess I need to bear all the blame
I wish God could spare me from shame

And flare up the flame
Of the love I got inside
Stored up for a wife and family too
For love and good times when everything's cool
But thru struggle and strife and calamity, too
Understand that I do
Long for more than a fun night and some quick memories
That's why I write this song while I sip Hennessy
More than a fun night and some quick memories
That's why I write this song while I sip Hennessy

True love, I mean the real thing
When things fall apart you don't move out, you just fix things
That true love
True love, I mean the real thing
When things fall apart you don't move out, you just fix things
That true love

I know heartbreak
I know how it feels
But I know God saves
What is broken He heals
So, I found myself falling to my knees
Asking for help, asking for hope that's for real
Cause I've had fake hope promised to me from multiple sides
TV and music and quotable lines
But they couldn't define
What it means to actually love
That love that perseveres even when it gets hard
Cause it's there's decision that your basing it on

I got love inside
Stored up for a wife and family too
For love and good times when everything's cool
But thru struggle and strife and calamity, too
Understand that I do
Long for more than a fun night and some quick memories
That's why I write this song while I sip Hennessy
I long for more than a fun night and some quick memories
That's why I write this song while I sip Hennessy

True love, I mean the real thing
When things fall apart you don't move out, you just fix things
That true love
True love, I mean the real thing
When things fall apart you don't move out, you just fix things
That true love

You've been runnin thru my head
Thought I was done with love, that's the dumbest thing I said
I'm done with being sad, I'm thinking positive instead
I want a rendezvous, with emotions that are true
I wrote this here for you
You're tip to toe fly, my focus is on you
Hope you listen to
My good songs and not just the songs I wrote to attract attention
Or get some mentions
I'm not good but I don't have bad intentions
God set the standards we won't match until we rest in heaven

But I got love inside
Stored up for a wife and family too
For love and good times when everything's cool
But thru struggle and strife and calamity, too
Understand that I do
Long for more than a fun night and some quick memories
I long for a bond, I commit steadily
I long for more than a fun night and some quick memories
I long for a bond, I commit steadily
To that

True love, I mean the real thing
When things fall apart you don't move out, you just fix things
That true love
True love, I mean the real thing
When things fall apart you don't move out, you just fix things
That true love

True Love

True Love (prod. By Waldemar Spielmann)

Rap, R&B and Trap Music
Real-life stories, including happy, sad, thoughtful and uplifting songs
New album 'Like It's My Last' out now

God first.
Caustic Yellz(@derbeckar)
hundreds of mixtape tracks with mostly used beats, that's why they don't appear online.
Me and my group performed live at several small to medium sized venues in Germany, mostly local gigs.
In 2014, I first worked with licensed beats & became more familiar with making beats by myself or with the help of friends. Influences range from DITC, Eminem, Canibus, Nas, Tupac, Dr. Dre, J Cole, Dj Premier, J Cole, Lecrae, Trip Lee, AraabMuzik..........................
I lived in Kassel (Germany), St. Louis (USA), Amsterdam (Netherlands), on the island Sylt and currently I reside near Cologne, Germany. Soon to move to NYC and then LA.

Discography

Before 2015
Various Mixtapes Solo
Various Mixtapes with Caustic Yellz (@derbeckar)
2015
Island Life – Between Classes EP
2016
Life – New Curriculum
2016
Life After Classes
2020
Life Between Worlds (Deluxe)
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sebastianstephan/life-between-worlds-deluxe
2023 
Like It’s My Last
2023....
Future Projects
-Lost Beats Collection
-Reflexions Ad Infinitum
-Restart Capability
-Welcome Yo Paradise


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