Air feels heavier when you're not there
I can't eat a full meal without being sick
Everyone told me I should keep my options open but I didn't
And now I'm suffering
I don't even know what I want from you
Spent money on my momma I would spoil you baby
I been in the twilight zone since I lost you
Yeah you were perfect
Wait I was distracted yeah

I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it
I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it

So you bring me up just to wring me dry
You hold me down like I don't know why
But if I'm honest and I always am
I'm so fucking exhausted I want it to end
I been focusing on me replacing memories of you
I don't think this where I should be
I don't know what the fuck to do
I feel hopeless
I feel hopeless I can't help it
I hope you don't notice

I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it
I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it

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i'm hopeless w/ love jai (p. yunny goldz)

mixed, mastered, and written by Ally Holloway
produced by wissery & yago
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it's really not meant to be,
i know..
i know..
but i get to caught up,
and i love it..
i love it,
i love it..

and yeah, he gets high,
and i know you do too.
he gets by,
and i know you dont,
and i know you dont.
(no)
seeping in, bleeding out,
do you know what i mean?
a world of pain, doesnt amount,
to what i need to learn.
yeah,
I'll do what he wants, and ill pull it back for you.
yeah,
him and her and all that fuckin bullshit,
and if i dont care, am i just a fuckin fool, man?

and yeah, he gets high,
and i know you do too.
he gets by,
and i know you dont,
and i know you dont.
(no)
seeping in, bleeding out,
do you know what i mean?
a world of pain, doesnt amount,
to what i need to learn..

Just getting by

self-prod

Rob - https://on.soundcloud.com/hgqiB
Flowrs - https://on.soundcloud.com/HKQrx

Summer's Dead w/ Robstar & sendflowrs

All of the time that i just wasted
Spending all of my days intoxicated
So isolated i need sedation 
Tryna get her out of my head is so brainless

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

I’m lyin when I say im ok 
Cuz You keep Poppin up inside of my brain
And All the shit you said don’t hold any weight
Yeah She tell me that she me love me till she just fuckin didn’t 

With the eyes like diamonds 
Mesemerizin
Youre the one I think of when I close my eyelids
Can I kill the silence I’ve been feelin lifeless
Messin with my head and my heart she a white bitch
All you do is type but the words not vibrant 
She keep pullin me in she hot like a siren
Belive me when I tell you that you help me ease my mind its 
Kinda fuckin crazy that i had you by my side bitch

But now it’s all over 
And I can’t stay sober 
I’m poppin the pain away
And thinkin of better days 

This that drive me to the grave
And our love was just a phase
You treat me like shit most days 
It’s just gonna break me

But now you’re gone 
Every thought feels wrong 
Idk what’s going on 
lately I been so jaded 

She look me in the eyes she could tell that I’m faded
Spreadin nothin but lies you petty and faceless 
I guess Her laugh was a disguise she was plotting my demise 
I can’t tell what’s wrong could you please get me right 
Good sex forgot all the shit that went wrong
I could never speak my thoughts so I put em in a song 

Next thing that I know everyone singin along
And I swear I try my best but I can’t keep holding on 
She knows she was the first that i brought up to my mom 
Try to tell you how I’m feeling but the words are all wrong 

And i miss you even more with the time spent apart 
Said that you need healing coz your thoughts been dark
But she really scared of feeling so she told me let’s part
I hope that you get better cuz youll always have my heart 

Gotta stop scrollin on the feed
Just so I can write on a beat 
But you know he gonna spit some heat
I made 4 racks just last week what you call for
Always on my phone in case it beeps
And your face so pretty in my head repeatin 
I wish i didn’t love her for all the wrong reasons 
She say she gotta go our love was just a season 

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

verse again)

this was a love story (prod. gage oakes)

idk how 2 feel (ft. Astro Boy Dez & Weepings)

Sixth song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: HeyLee Manzeron
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ x HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
it feels like you dont want me again
kinda reminds me of the days with my ex
we fight all day, and at night i cry in bed
wondering when youll decide that its our end

as the days go on, my bones break and bend
u make make me hate myself so much, could u just quit
i still remember the day that we met
i hold it close to my heart as we near severed ends

[Verse: HeyLee Manzeron]
It is just like it seems, no, a breakups never clean
And it's always gonna break your heart
You were my final fantasy like out of an RPG
But the raid is gonna leave you charred
These empty words won't heal my scars
Look at just how cruel you are
Find new ways to tear my heart apart again
A manniquin for you to drench
In gasoline, set fire to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
it feels like you dont want me again
kinda reminds me of the days with my ex
we fight all day, and at night i cry in bed
wondering when youll decide that its our end

as the days go on, my bones break and bend
u make make me hate myself so much, could u just quit
i still remember the day that we met
i hold it close to my heart as we near severed ends

Days With My Ex (w/ HeyLee Manzeron) [Prod. Crizzy White]

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[chorus]
i know you feel like a bitch, baby you are one
you say im the worst, but i dont feel nun
i think im already dead cuz i just feel numb
these voices in my head, they feed my ego

this pretty bitch aint even my main thing
when they jealous of me, they just love to hate
i think id stab them for fun to watch the blood drain
skinwalker boy sippin red drank

[verse]
everybody talk but they dont know the half of it
keep my name out your fucking mouth and put my cock in it
white tee, shining so bright like my eyes gleam
shawty said she wanna fuck me bc she like me

i say go ahead bitch, i get lost in my head bitch
rolling kush on my desk bitch, i been feeling dead bitch
money what i want, i wont die till im dead rich
money what i want, i dont have time to rest quick

[chorus]
i know you feel like a bitch, baby you are one
you say im the worst, but i dont feel nun
i think im already dead cuz i just feel numb
these voices in my head, they feed my ego

this pretty bitch aint even my main thing
when they jealous of me, they just love to hate
i think id stab them for fun to watch the blood drain
skinwalker boy sippin red drank

Love To Hate

satellites, blow up lights in the sky 
i see them, all outside my window in the night
im making lots of racks, working grave sites, i dont mind
the fear of fuckin dying churns my stomach but i kina like it

uh, saying goodnight
walking out the door, in the middle of the night
yeah im working for the life i wanna live, dont you call me such a prick
im doing all this shit for me and you, stop throwing all these fits

go put on ur pj's and get some fuckin rest now
i dont have the time for this
*nah*
i got things to do
so dont get me in a mood
staring at the moon
think of me and you

why you always fuckin horny, want a guy to just consume you
baby are you with me, or you gone to someone new?
think about the days, where it was just me and you
looking at the stars, in the distance, never knew

that it'd end like this
uh
watching where i step 
uh
you made such a mess
uh
perkys in ur pants
uh
but you dont wear no pants
no
gotta find a pencil
erase, all the things, and the memoires we been through

satellites, blow up lights in the sky 
i see them, all outside my window in the night
im making lots of racks, working grave sites, i dont mind
the fear of fuckin dying churns my stomach but i kina like it

uh, saying goodnight
walking out the door, in the middle of the night
yeah im working for the life i wanna live, dont you call me such a prick
im doing all this shit for me and you, stop throwing all these fits

its a danger zone
stepping in this shit with someone else
waking up
in the morning, im all by myself

tryna feed myself
but i got so much to do, i cant do anything else

open up ur mind to something new
channel that energy to things you love to do
i got nothing else to do, so ima work until im blue
turn the process into cash flow, with everything consumed

i dont wanna die all alone in this bedroom
i wont be forever broke, ill make it work and find myself
i wont be discouraged, im already there, and fix my health
ima be the better man ive wanted for my life instill

all my knowledge
in my pocket
keep it locked in
i wont stop this
full my pockets
to fill my stomach
i dont wanna suffer i have never liked this

idk how 2 feel (ft. Astro Boy Dez & Weepings)

Sebi

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