don't even know what song this was since the hack smdh

a hyperpop playlist that i only listen to when i cry or something like that

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

Credits://
@blackwinterwells
@findwield (mastering & etc.)
@bodygaard

Notes://
last song before EP...
it will be called readtheroom...
almost done...
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bodyGaard & blackwinterwells - Memory of Love (prod. blackwinterwells & windfield)

Big bucks imma spend it when its made
Good looks now they wanna know my name
Oh god 
I cant run away
Is it safe for me?
This world wasnt made with me in mind
I need therapy
x2

Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh
Nothin really set
Fuck the name i was born with
X's on my heart
Fall in love
But i burn quick
I get sentimental 
When i drink
I just love you
Talkin all the time
Like what you think?
I just feel you
I dont wanna die
I got so many things that hold me
But i dont wanna live
If this life gets too boring

But you dont make it boring

And i dont wanna go outside
When its raining and pouring
Im getting older i know it
But i dont really feel it

And i dont really look it
I can thank the estrogen
For all the people lookin
God i feel alive
Like i just started living
Like i dont wanna die
Who the fuck was i kidding?
x2

Big bucks imma spend it when its made
Good looks now they wanna know my name
Oh god 
I cant run away
Is it safe for me?
This world wasnt made with me in mind
I need therapy
x3

its not all bad

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Butterfly Bankai [prod. ginseng]

original song got deleted because for some reason this a reupload! run up like crazy again

lovestory [prod. winter]

Spotify

winter [prod. fbk + hollow]

dont stop!!!!!!

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Dont Stop w/ David Shawty + Yungster Jack (prod. Elxnce)

𝔥8 𝔪𝔢 𝔰𝔲𝔪𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢𝔰 (ಥ_ಥ)
prod @powerdolls
mixing @blackwinterwells

skinz 〚powerdoll 𝑥 wells〛

@RealmOfSemtexx
@blackwinterwells
@ripsoldat

prod soldatt

gatewayy() +semtexx, blackwinterwells

HMU to work
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boi 1 (prod scum)

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me + jedwill
soprano vox lead : rosesleeves
verses : rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker
editors notes: this beat had a lot of renovation done to it over a while, i made almost all of these sounds myself including that cool bass :) the melody was mainly inspired by a segment in an old melodic fuckery thing i found on newgrounds i dont remember the name of, and the ending epic pad section was inspired by fka by underscores and i think the riser into it may sample it as well

lyrics:
[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[jedwill]
Ah

You know that I miss you when I call you lately
I can never talk, I’m confusing, hate me
Why do I avoid your time
Just like I avoid your eyes
But did you catch that you just might miss it
I think about you a lot but I’ve been distant
I’m sorry guess it’s just my loss
You’re precious I should count your cost
I’ve waited long
It’s all so soft
My heart was locked
You make me calm

[button maker]
Ooh I'm lost in my own headspace
(Can't help but feel like I'm losing control) 
Ooh, Always last in the race
(I've waited so many, so many lifetimes)
And I know it may never be my time
(It's so confusing, like, headache inducing)
Ooh,  even though it's always the same
(I wouldn't have it any other way)

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

headspace w/ rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker

prod me
art by 8485

spotify
https://open.spotify.com/album/01CGEly1CkrwwIBBXkrfnr?si=coXTTht5TZS95wgNhaAHKg

HEARSE +funeral

this is the way the world ends

backing vocals by @johnnascus
prod @blackwinterwells

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whimper w/ blackwinterwells

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winter [prod. fbk + hollow]

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