prod me

been awake for ths whole damn week
these problems keep on pilin all on me
i feel like im doomed when ur not w me
i find it so cruude. I Grit my Teeth.
put my life on the line so its a start
they told me i wont get far
they told me what i should do
now im counting bands ya no thanks due 2 u

i did it by myself
dont need no cunts help
gettin in my bag im comin out my shell
step out bb w the tinas i feel like im ona runway
gotta keep the door clear boy u fkn up th feng shui
i been goin hard
n icant stooppp
j dropped like 2 bags in queen st mall
feel like im on tour
dont flash shit at tha door
i j walk in
watch ur bitch she stalkin me

its j another day
when u live ts way
i gotta nod if i want my head straight
gotta cut em off, they droppin like dead weight
now bitch we goin uuP

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grit my teeth

<3
prod @prod_promise

lyrics:

you're what regulates my heart
i hope that

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

i feel like ive gone too far
i dont know where you are
lets just take it to the start
i know we could do this differently
the hindsight made that clear to see
dont think ill ever understand
how it felt when i would hold your hand
to do that all again
to do it all again
its too cold when you're not here
cant hold on, all i feel is fear
wont you appear again for me
for me

ill find my way back to you
(back to you)
i dont care what i have to do
(ill do anything)

you're what regulates my heart
i hope that

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

chemical

chemical (promise)

huge thanks to @1akura and @hartfxlt they are really the goats no cap
produced by @aerelin

recorded in feb 2024 
spotify next week 
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me:
you could have leave but i still have feelings for you
you said you wanna be together but who would have knew
guess that how the story ends
wish our paths will cross again
it was love at the first sight
was it fate? yeah
wish i could rewind the time to the day we met
to try again and try again
just to make things work

@1akura:
can you listen to my heart?
all the words are just tearing me apart
every single day i just wonder where you are
every single day im just looking at the stars
every single day ye its getting kinda hard
wonder where you are, i wonder where u go
baby wheres the love, i swear it never shows
listen to my heart
i wanna hold you close
i don't know where you are
i want you to come home

@hartfxlt:
thinking thru my choices
I regret letting you go
hear your voice and 
turn around, its nothing but snow
I can't avoid it
all these thoughts keeping me cold
its so annoying because I tried letting you know 
so run home, back to me 
I lost control, whats happening
all the things I hate is what ill be 
thought of you today, have you thought of me?

me: 
you could have leave but i still have feelings for you
you said you wanna be together but who would have knew
guess that how the story ends
wish our paths will cross again
it was love at the first sight
was it fate? yeah
wish i could rewind the time to the day we met
to try again and try again
just to make things work

art by www.pixiv.net/en/users/81852718

try again + akura & hartfxlt (aerelin)

baby tell me what you wanna
so just let it go
Baby tell me that you need me
so just let it show
Gotta let go x5

Baby would you see it thru?
what you tell me girl is nothing new
everything i want, everything i do is all for you
ask me if i see this lasting, girl thats in the past
why didnt you say something back then, guess that was my bad

tell me why are you so silent, 
tell me why have you stopped trying
i dont like when you start lying
why are you not replying
told me i speak so violent
Baby im tired of fighting 
sick of the tensions rising 
cus baby you know i am

all in 
bouta fall in
tell me you love me
tell me that you wanted me 
baby tell me what you wanna
so just let it go
Baby tell me that you need me
so just let it show
Gotta let go x5

Let Go (jayysoul X Zan X Kuriyai)

break my heart its not ovr
i cant ever stay sober
break my heart its not ovr
im so scared to fall in love now
im so scared of being a let down
theres blood up in my eyez
im terrfied of the night
you fill me up with liez
why does yo luv feel like a dam drug?
i wear my heart on my shoulder
she told its gets better when im older:/
come around come around
break me down break me down
movin arund like a heartbroke soldier
i barely wanna know her
move up to the city you so pretty
leave my life and i cant have you w me
pull up into the cluub
i just wanna feel the looove
no love and i feel abit down
so scared but i never hurt you now
touch to the skin it made me cooolder
put me away leaf bloweer
terin off my pedals like a four leaf clover
that biitch i jus hardly know heer
slide in w the gang and i roll in w the glock
bulid me up with some buliding blocks
suspect shit on yo phone
ima get the audio logs to know
(oh no oh no)
ruin my life like a fuckin game over

(@nferior)
end his life game over
i b drinkin marble soda
stakkin bandz meet da quota
y she treat me like i know her
dont fall
youll regret
everything
u did
walk into dis
ion rlly gaf
n im feelin rlly mean
i might take ur stuff
prints aint clean
diggin thru da mud
u cant see
when i run up

im so scared to fall in love now
im so scared of being a let down
theres blood up in my eyez
im terrfied of the night
you fill me up with liez
why does yo luv feel like a dam drug?
i wear my heart on my shoulder
she told me it gets better when im older:/

BLOODEYEZ W/NFERIOR(AT5KJORDAN)

prod @rewind214

@injurie
get up, done with counting my losses
no point in stopping
i think i dropped the ball
i had that shit n then i done lost it
hated on me now they show me love
its making no sense
all i ever really want was love
u left me rotting

got ur call, i hang up
i need some backup, im losing track of
the pieces that u tore from me
its hard for me to stitch up
sting right to the touch bitch im a thistle
dont say that u need me
cuz we both know that ur incapable.. of love

thats why u left me outside js to rot
been getting anxious bout my drops
like will it flop?
cuz its the only chance i got to prove to myself i got purpose
yea i feel worthless
my whole my body is hurting, aching
convinced myself i need somebody else to save me
and thats the shit im trying to tell u
but ull never understand so i just put it in my bottle

for cat, i miss you every day

incapable (rewind)

w/ @tores prod me

Lyrics:

I feel like I’m calling out to the dark
I’m way too far
I can’t reach you

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

our love will never last, time will never wait
i'm scared i'll forget everything you ever said yeah
i'm so sad yeah, i'm scared i will forget you
oh baby close your eyes, let me hold your hand
let's just run away, to the fairy land 
every night in my dreams i see you
that's the most beautiful view

your love it was all pretend
got me crying in my room again
again and again, again
time will pass, love will stop
memories fade away into the dark
i know you know, i want you back
i wish i could just see you one more time

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

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choking w/ tores (me)

"the words that never came out" produced by me
Performed/Written by @counterxo & @h3artch3rades

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT

the words that never came out

the words that never came out w/ h3artch3rades (counter)

prod.
@yuikase

notes:
ty @rewind214 n @heroz2299
i js kno that im in love...

//

[shiro]
wake up and i know that its u,
always on my mind n its something i cant undo,
so im always done, always on the run,
from the feelings that i kept under the rug,
so im movin on,
i cant explain it but i think that its love,
this feeling in my stomach that js wouldnt go,
am i sick? idk,
i js kno that im in love,
the only that i want,
is something that u have,

i know im so cautious
tryna not to mess things up because im so jealous,
that ur not, seeing me,
i know that its hard, to notice me,
when im fallin down so gracefully,
tried my best but i fail so miserably,
dont think i got this love thing so easily,   
want u so bad but do u want me thats the thing,
thinkin so anxiously,

when i look at u my heart turns so easily,
wish i could get the courage to say  would u be, (my girlfriend)
yh i cant finish that,
maybe when im stronger i can replay that...

(wake up and i know that its u
always on my mind n its something i cant undo
so im always done, always on the run
from the feelings that i kept under the rug)

[hook]

//

repressed love『asagao』

cant lose love now (prod leaf)

esta melodía está bajando un poco más mi estres

beat @beatsbynextacy.

Let Go (jayysoul X Zan X Kuriyai)

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