prod by @fembrained + @makemeapromise

#Trilogy
pretty sure this was made dec 2021 😭😭

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Jestrr 「tasha、surgeon」

0:00 w/ https://soundcloud.com/jjaholics
0:56 solo
1:52 w/ https://soundcloud.com/jjaholics
2:34 w/ https://soundcloud.com/prodjayysoul & https://soundcloud.com/prodmelik
3:30 w/ https://soundcloud.com/prod-rioxion
4:22 w/ https://soundcloud.com/pw4prez
5:35 w/ https://soundcloud.com/grimgar-dx
6:32 solo
7:28 solo
8:20 w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kizuu

Thx to y'all especially EC

Bday Clips 18 (jj.aholics, jayysoul, melik, sochi, grimgar, rioxion, kizuu)

@akayaiog
@v4nity
@neohnq
[akayai]
why do i always feel like a outsider
my life was starting to get brighter
i heard my heart crack i think it shattered
bloods pouring out its all splattered
please don’t scream i’ll be okay
fighting my heart and my mind i got a headache
i struggle to know whats wrong and whats right thats a mistake
plastics getting to real I couldn’t tell that you was fake
[v4nity]
losin my mind and im feelin like im always so alone,
wonder why i never fit in,
aye,
yea i know that im an,
an outsider maybe just a loser,
no one talkin to me everything turn to a snoozer,
beatin like a bruiser i get flashbacks now,
like what did i do,
to feel like such an outsider,
heartbroken i cant feel a thing,
watch it shatter,
tears in my eyes but i still sing,
im still a loner,
hopin i can find someone to care,
ima goner,
i reach out but theres nobody there,
[akayai]
why do i always feel like a outsider
my life was starting to get brighter
i heard my heart crack i think it shattered
bloods pouring out its all splattered
please don’t scream i’ll be okay
fighting my heart and my mind i got a headache
i struggle to know whats wrong and whats right thats a mistake
plastics getting to real I couldn’t tell that you was fake

akayai, v4nity - outsider (neohn)

@1giib @caswhale @anti-light <3

prod me :)

Lyrics:
============================================
me:

I don't get what I did to hurt you
Feeding me lies like it's the truth
Please come home, I really miss you
Please give me closure right before you GO!

I trusted you with my heart
All you did was tear me apart
Playing with my feelings like you don't care
Your life is such a despair

You don't gotta keep pretending you like me
Just say it to my face I don't really give a shit
I'm just so sick of apologizing
When you're the one who should be sorry

giib:

(I'm sorry)
You broke me down (I'm sorry)
You left me alone and now
I wish for a better person
I know that nobody's perfect

Ever single time you left me all alone (all alone)
Broken and you hit to my core (to my core)
You're not the same person anymore
And I pray that you leave me alone

(Left me alone)
(Left me all alone)
(And you hurt me to my core)
(Yeah to my core)

@caswhale:

I said I missed you but you never said it back
You're so heartless, I can't get that time back
And you know this, I know you noticed
And I don't feel the same about nothing
Remember when you held me down, but now I'm on my own
How could I feel alone I'm rockin' Bape clothes
Fendi crossbag and it's filled with the xan script
I just popped a 1/2 and it's already startin' to kick in
I been layin' low and my friends start to miss me
Like I mismatch I been kickin' it with Hikari
When you been on your ass and down bad,
Only way to go is up up up
So I'm never givin' up up up

@anti-light:

I don’t wanna leave 
This cloud of lies that I've been floating on
Can’t find the power to let go
Yea I've been holding on
You made me feel so alive
Now it’s so quiet
Been listening for your voice all night
To fill this silence

Break us apart
What you mean we got issues?
Why don’t we restart
Promise I can fix you
They tell me I should forget
But I don’t miss you
So inconsistent I know
I just can’t stick to

Anything in my life
It’s all so hard for me
Whenever I meet someone like you
I lose the harmony
Every time I open up
They always put my heart to sleep
Clogging my arteries
It’s getting hard to breathe

============================================

tear me apart w/ giib, caswhale & anti-light『 attachxd  』

@prod_death
@akayaiog
@digipak
@4rrant
[death]
tell me where you goin?
feelin like is snowin
cuz you’ve been so cold to me
and idek if 
i’m still in your list
of things you want but
had to shift my focus 
and i think that you know this
that i wouldn’t notice but girl i know you
it’s getting harder to keep up with the truth
would it be crazy if i said i love you ?
pls say i love you 
[akayai]
i loved her first but sadly,
i wasn't the one to keep her 
blood all over the wall,
and, my guts falling onto the bleachers
you think that i don't know you sadly i do
i wish i no longer loved you but sadly i do
you don't want me dead but sadly i do
can't get into my head it reminds me of you
[death]
tell me where you goin?
feelin like is snowin
cuz you’ve been so cold to me
and idek if 
i’m still in your list
of things you want but
had to shift my focus 
and i think that you know this
that i wouldn’t notice but girl i know you
it’s getting harder to keep up with the truth
would it be crazy if i said i love you ?
pls say i love you

death + akayai - say ily (digipak x arrant)

w/ @ilyst4y - prod. @alfiesnapped & @ace4our-731329899

[vilse]
why you complain that you broke?
boy get your bucks up
i know that she think im the one
because she lovestruck
why he stuck up?
he a fuck up
like bitch you fucked up
if i need a pick me up, im calling the plug up
think imma stay to myself, cause i cannot deal with a hoe
i need some time to myself, cause i hit the lowest of lowest of lowest of lows
i know that you wanna talk but i cant be bothered to pick up my phone
girl i need space i swear to god if i stay with you im bound to explode

[stay!]
don't say it i already know
can't break cause it's already cold
call bro then he lettin it blow
you never cared and you lettin it show
pockets got big and my wallet don't fold
thought you were different felt that in my soul
paid everything that i already owed
i done climbed out from the lowest of lows
push up talking hot then you finding him cold
fuck what he sayin that boy is a joke
smoking so much i'm better when i float
say i aint shit bitch i think that's a cope
say you a dog but you showed you a hoe
wouldn't help with the rain; you want help in the snow?
knowing im right cause i'm paid and you broke
racks got so fat that the bread turned to loaves

how you complain but you broke?
just get your bucks up
don't want a hand so she calling me stuck up
they always there so it's drugs that i'm stuck on
kill em kindness
up on this chop n that boy getting lovestruck
if i run out then i'm calling the plugg up
if i want top then i'm calling your bitch up
don't wanna call i ain't picking my phone up

lowest of lows +stay! (alfiesnapped x ace4our)

cover art by @2clapped on IG
@ilyt4z
@v4nity
@prodjayysoul
@grimgardx

We stay totin mp5s,
Any problem we gone slide,
Know a bitch who think im emo cause my doors be suicide,
How the hell is you gone quit when you aint even fuckin try,
If you ever try to cross me we gone take you fuckin life,
VVS's on my neck and wrist that diamonds on me twice,
Told that bitch to shut her fuckin mouth cause I aint tryna fight,
EC be my M.O.B,
I blacked out my G63,
Brand new gun shoot 223's,
Aint no one I'm tryna please,
How that bitch don't know my name but she still gettin on her knees,
Why that money keep on fallin fallin off the money tree,
Why that money keep on fallin fallin off the money tree,
Some my niggas throwin C's but most my niggas throwin B's,
My make one call and it's on,
I might put that shit on,
How you say fuck with me but you kee treatin me wrong,
It's on,
Swear to god that it's on,
You keep talkin like you tuff but you can still get shit on,
We stay totin mp5s,
Any problem we gone slide,
Know a bitch who think im emo cause my doors be suicide,
How the hell is you gone quit when you aint even fuckin try,
If you ever try to cross me we gone take you fuckin life,
VVS's on my neck and wrist that diamonds on me twice,
Told that bitch to shut her fuckin mouth cause I aint tryna fight,
EC be my M.O.B,
I blacked out my G63,
Brand new gun shoot 223's,
Aint no one I'm tryna please,
How that bitch don't know my name but she still gettin on her knees,
Why that money keep on fallin fallin off the money tree,
Why that money keep on fallin fallin off the money tree,
Some my niggas throwin C's but most my niggas throwin B's,

T4Z - Suicide Doors Ft. v4nity (Grimgar & Jayysoul)

Sorry i been like so busy yuh
do not have to come vist yuh 
what has been wrong, you been like so pissy yuh
Told her i would leave everyhting walk away
like it is no biggie yuh 
She be like "baby lets run away run away!"
like, This is no kizzy (cus i never lie obv :3)

She said that I am in love with you
Why is it that you're in love with me?
She told me "baby, you showed me love is true."
I told her "baby can you just think it through?"
Back to the basics
Can we face it?
you gave me love and i cannot replace it
Lets embrace it
no retracing 
no replaying 
let me say it

huh yuh huh yuh

Lets embrace it
no retracing 
no replaying 
let me say it

She said that i am in love with you
I told her "baby can you just think it through?"

Sorry i been like so busy yuh
do not have to come vist yuh 
what has been wrong, you been like so pissy yuh
Told her i would leave everyhting walk away
like it is no biggie yuh 
She be like "baby lets run away run away!"
like, This is no kizzy yuh.

#RunAway W T4Z (jayysoul x rioxion)

#orchestra 🎸 pakK dec2k23

https://soundcloud.com/ilyst4y
prod by me and https://soundcloud.com/ripwarheart

[stay!]

You mad at me cause I’m pouring up 
Old nigga mad cause I’m grown up 
They remember they was close to us 
You remember how they changed on us? 

Headshot make it painless
Pussy got his fit from payless
40 make a nigga laid back 
Lend him one then I need two back 

Brodie went and bought me three back 
Smoke my mind clouded 
Money I’m drowning 
She in my privates

Drugs on my close friends
Your circle too big 
You throw up deuces 
I pour two deuces 

Want beef it’s Ruth Chris! 
All of my niggas they ready to go cause they ruthless 
That nigga talk on my brother then we leave him toothless 
Pull up with choppers and cutters I bet they do him 

Knots in my jeans pockets too thick 

Talk on my brother gon shoot shit 
Can tell you ain’t shit by your damn fit 
I hang with niggas who dress rich 
Broke then you don’t speak my language!

stay! - Close Friends (Alfie Snapped + warheart)

every single day im pushing you away
while ur tryna pull me in
me and you yeah thats over, its over
leave you in the past like last october

i hate when our paths cross
when you touched my heart it didnt get warmer
when you touched my heart yeah it frosts over
and its over

tell my brudda's im gonna bounce back
gonna be a better man
gonna wipe my tears with these benjamin's
so much guap on me she call me benji man

if you play with me imma beat yo ass for tha free
missin my brudda how is he doin
nowadays everyone treats me like a villain

free my lil brudda goon till its backwards
and i dont wanna be here without my brudda

#RunAway W T4Z (jayysoul x rioxion)

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