You'll Find It All

Blue

Over It

Please (Prod. Blade901)

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapexgoat
mixed by @lilskeleskrrt & @kinshii

scapegoat: 

laying down inside my coffin 
i used to never cry so often 
breaking down my body’s rotting 
watch me break down into nothing 

oh i’ve been down just not like this 
this is everything that you have missed 
i won’t be coming back cuz you’re a bitch 
i hope he makes you happy like i did 

skele:

i’m sick of the hiding tears 
on my good days 
tired of bad nights 
giving me heart ache 

i’m sick of the thoughts of you 
and my headspace 
remember the last time 
we kissed in my driveway 

i wish that i could just go away 
my mind is stuck on a better place 
so i guess i’ll hold on for better days 

oh i’ve been down just not like this 
wish that i could make you happy just for a bit 
(just for a bit) x2 
so here’s all the things you missed 

kinshii: 

i’ve watched these walls cave in fall 
blend with the ash from my menthols 
in a little city, almost as pretty 
as the girl who pushed me in this hole 

and as i stare up at this hill 
broke my crown and lost my jill
and maybe this time i could change your mind 
before the test begins to spill 

away 
i’ll be gone by the morning 
i won’t stay forever 
so good luck hope you enjoy your mistake 

scapegoat: 

oh i’ve been down just not like this 
this is everything that you have missed 
i won’t be coming back cuz your a bitch 
i hope he makes you happy like i did 

outro: 

i’ll be gone by the morning 
i won’t stay forever 
so good luck hope you enjoy your mistake

ghoul w/ skele & kinshii

Watching from far.. It's all that I know..
Watching from far.. I stay in my home ..

Tell me that I'm dead to you, was it ever meant to last?
I don't wanna die this young, 'cos my life's been a car crash.
I told her she could walk, she told me I'm the one..
I never understood why she's still with me. I don't need sympathy.

* I don't need sympathy *

Gothurted:

I don't need sympathy, I just need your love,
escaping from the apathy, I feel since you left me alone,
tell me you love me, but showing the opposite.
I see you calling, but I got no time for your shit...

Dead Broke:
Watching from far.. It's all that I know..

I see you calling, but I got no time for you..

Tell me that I'm dead to you, was it ever meant to last?
I don't wanna die this young, 'cos my life's been a car crash.
I told her she could walk, she told me I'm the one..
I never understood why she's still with me. I don't need sympathy.

Watching from far.. It's all that I know..

Sympathy ft. gothurted (prod. nate2timez / ricky ant)

this song shud explain my mumbling 
ok last one i promise next song will be more happy
prod and peformed by me

upside down

prod. by coffin

lyrics

don't talk 2 ur friends, baby talk 2 me
i'm feelin the bends, pressure come off of me
it's friday nite again, like every day this week
she said "u make me sad," i said "u make me weak"
over analyzing and overthinking every word
over losin my guts from drinkin but that's not what she heard
i don't wanna bring u a split decision, so i'll just burn
don't want u gettin hurt, gettin hurt, gettin hurt

it's all my fault
it's always all my fault again

☽ friday nite eternal ☾

Gasoline

Trechor Boy - Gasoline (Prod. ToTheGood)

lyrics:

EVERYBODY HERE IS SCARED TO DIE
EVERYBODY HERE AFRAID 
OF THAT WHILE THEY’RE ALIVE
WHAT ABOUT WHEN ALL OF US CAN FLY
ELECTRIC DANDELIONS IN THE SKY

I CAN’T BEAR THE PAIN MUCH LONGER NOW
MY BROTHERS MAKE ME STRONGER 
HOW I’D DEAL: I RIP MY BONG THE CLOUDS
THEY COVER UP MY WRONGS AND FOULS
I FEEL, BETTER OFF IN THE SUNLIGHT 
EYES, MORE SIGHT WHEN IT’S NOT BRIGHT

AND I CAN’T HATE YOU PEOPLE 
MORE THAN I CAN HATE MYSELF
KNOW THAT EVERYTHING I MAKE 
IS JUST A CRY FOR HELP

EVERYBODY HERE IS SCARED TO DIE
EVERYBODY HERE AFRAID 
OF THAT WHILE THEY’RE ALIVE
WHAT ABOUT WHEN ALL OF US CAN FLY
ELECTRIC DANDELIONS IN THE SKY

lljw

ELECTRIC DANDELIONS (PROD. 19AKIRA/TSUYUNOSHI/DARKIE)

choke

a really really rough song i worked on while hella in my feels. sorry for disappearing for along time, I promise it'll be worth it.

( LYRICS )
"i just need somebody
someone who loves me
somebody far from perfect
'flawed-on-the-surface' boo

i'm searching for no one
cuz no one is perfect
at least i know no one
would love me like i do

so should the termites break my mask
baby don't bother calling back 
cuz i'll be fine
don't waste your time

and when this pain hits it's max
oh please don't bother texting back
think i'll be fine
don't waste your precious time

(now if she would only know..)"

flawed surface.

flawed surface. (just a little throwaway..)

prod. hisohkah
mixed by @powfu & @scapexgoat


powfu: 

felt so magical 
you look so beautiful 
when i held your hand 
when you wore my coat 

we could’ve been permanent 
but then things turned to shit 
and you slit my throat 
when you wore my coat 

fell asleep on the sofa 
in my dream you appeared as a cobra 
faintly smell your aroma 
will my eyes stay shut forever 

i keep on falling down 
i’m falling 
i keep on falling down 
i’m falling 

scapegoat: 

tell me is it real 
i can’t feel the pain no more 
i just need to heal 
searching for my way back home

 tell me is it real 
i can’t feel the pain no more 
i just need to heal 
searching for my way back home 

i found my way i don’t wanna stay 
maybe we’re better off this way 
so many objects in my way 
yeah, yeah 

you don’t know the half of this at all
if i go down you’ll break my fall 
i’m sorry i missed your call 
yeah

When you wore my coat (Feat. Powfu)

mix/master - jamison2
@reservv
@basic_shapes

1-10 ft. reserv

little*stars

forget—me—not! (feat. Instupendo)

Angel Numbers

mess 🛏️

prod. me

lyrics:
cant admit ive been abandoned
maybe im gone
havent seen the sun
in a month

tell me what has rly happend
knowing its wrong
tell me its wrong
in ur vvoice

in a way 
im moving past it
driving at dawn
miss it when its gone
u and i

shine a light 
on all our habits
forming into one
dying in the sun
u and i

have gone missing
the pattern broke
our stupid jokes
have all

gone missing 
the words u spoke
i see in a new light

things went better
than i planned it
even tho ur gone
writing these songs 
all nite long

wonder when ull understand
whats right and whats wrong
will u put it in a song
or on my phone

5ever (shitty demo version)

gone missing (lost version)

ok i shudve made it longer 

lyrics:
still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest

cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

i find it funny that u tell me that im wrong
when u know im fuckin right u jus a stub inside a thorn
u always talkin shit yea i can hear u in my room
id love 2 tell u both to shut ur mouths u stupid fuckin fools

but i try my best everytime but its not good enough
why why why do i keep fuckin up
tell me what ur problem is
tell me whats the issue
tell me what the problem is cuz im still 

still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest


cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

sc

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