Sat on the train 
Stirring out the window 
The trees go past in a blur 
Like the dust the blows through the air 
Flow like raindrops the thoughts disappear 
A lonesome journey 
Of silent recollection 
Life goes by as I reflect 
On my memories collection 
And visions of the future 
I see myself going far 
Like a train on the line speeding past the cars 
I have to remind myself to take it in 
The best part of life is right now 
so take it in 
I know I'll make it 
The lifestyle I'll elevate my situation 
Not before my music leaves the game shaking 
I walk the path so all it takes is patients 
I wonder if it everybody has these aspirations? 
No one around me seems to want to take it 
Fuck accepting my predicament 
The day to day improves with increments 
Each step I take closer to my goal 
The deeper down I can see the hole 
What if i fall? 
Faster than then the trees that blur past the window
What If i fail? 
It's not an option I'll pick my self up from the bottom 
Keep climbing out this pit 
Like I already did 
Mark my words forged from blood and spit 
You will never catch me standing still 
Im on my quest to return to my consciousness 
Clouds in the sky float above the drama 
The peace I see in them is attainable 
First control the breath a steady mind becomes sustainable 
Outside the window life goes by 
Inside my head I'm climbing high 
The road to diamonds shinning bright 
If I can take the pressure then I'll survive 
No regrets in this life I'm ready for the next 
When the journey ends my energy will ressurect 
I'm a child of the universe for I know I'm blessed 

I'll keep making you proud until this body lays to rest
I Love you, God Bless. 


TALKING TO MYSELF ALL DAY 
IM IN LOVE WITH THE PAGE
I HOPE YOU HEAR WHAT I SAY
AND IT HELPS YOU EASE THE PAIN 
LOST INSIDE MY HEAD ALL DAY 
SLOWLY TRYNA FIND MY WAY 
I REALLU HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND 
THIS IS HOW I EASE MY PAIN 


xxx

TALKING 2 MYSELF

A compilation of beats I have made and hoarded, I am now letting go of, and will continue to make sharing my work a habit

Wasting Time Bumpin This Tune.2 BEAT TAPE 1 Iultstf

WALK IT  BEAT TAPE 1 Iultstf

ULTIMATE WEIRDO - 113 BEAT TAPE 1 Iultstf

Sweet Dreams- V2 Intrumental BEAT TAPE 1 Iultstf

SUPER - I CAN FLY BEAT TAPE 1 Iultstf

Put The DRIP In The BOX BEAT TAPE 1 Iultstf

Miss My B - Vocals (83bpm?) BEAT TAPE 1 Iultstf

DREAMS.2 BEAT TAPE 1 Iultstf

Dope Ass Beat Makes The Wizard Happy BEAT TAPE 1 Iultstf

Long Night

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Original beat I made: https://soundcloud.com/sedgisunking/l-o-n-g-w-a-y-f-r-o-m-h-o-m-e

Video edited by: Nandead Studios (Joe Baxter)

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