been listening since you dropped suffocate and i still come back and listen to the classics on the regular🤝

Livestream 1.11

[+] popping these pills cuz im dead inside
*produced by @scottysplash *

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LYRICS:

I just need to go get my bread
but u wanna fuck with my head, right?
Bitch I got hands, who you textin right
I want you all in my bed tonight
I wanna know what the sex is like
Poppin these pills cause I'm dead inside
Don't gotta tell me, I'm never right
I'm never right, I'm never, I'm never...

How the fuck you think I ain't notice?
Bitch I been focused on my path
and that's a fact but I know you laugh
the most when you're just really sad
that's the pain that I should have
when you're not here..
when you're not here to give it back

Tell me you want this don't wanna fuck it up uh
I wanna bitch now, I wanna bitch I could love
I don't really know who to trust now
You took my heart it's a showdown
Thinking of you on the road now,
but I really think I should go now, I should go now

Baby ion got much time left
Lemme see u in that sundress oh
Take ya time girl I'm up next
See the future... but it's all red

I keep falling, you can't keep calling me
I do this often, but you be haunting me
I wasn't ballin, now I got bands on me
I do this often, I swear she don't want me

dead inside

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dead inside (prod. scottyplash)

i keep my head down thru town
walk a straight line
cause ain’t nobody tryna see you break down
in the daytime

so im drinking in the moonlight
i might need a full glass
ain’t right, but i’d die just to go back
won’t fight, i’d lie for a whole night
don’t wanna be lonely anymore

and my imaginary friend
don’t come around and play pretend
no more, no more

someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you, i’m not so over you

fool around, you’d take me back when it was easier
now you’re gone, don’t know exactly what you see in her
smoke until i’m numb it got me floating with the meteors
gave you everything and ever since you’ve gotten greedier

i knew that it was over, started fights without a reason
if you leave you’ll take the only part of me that’s decent
i won’t admit i love to hear you call me when i’m leaving
playing with my heart and over time it seems to weaken

hold on, hard to approach me
go on, let you provoke me
dosing, fixing my mental
hoping i keep it simple
 
someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you

available everywhere

not so over u (wurlishmouk)

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

this song is about someone only seeing you as the bad guy, making you analyze everything you do. you start to compare yourself to people in different situations and realize there really are evil people in this world, including the people who paint you like the villain. are you actually the bad guy?

Lyrics

chorus:
i promise you do not know me
stop tryna make it right
put yourself below me
that'll solve it in a night
are you fucking joking
getting sick of pointless fights
promise you don't know me
get up out my life
i'm sick of waiting for the day where everything gonna change
i'm sick of spilling alcohol up on my shirt so it stains
i'm sick of making ten mistakes and saying that it's okay
i'm sick of letting girls fuck without any foreplay
i deserve better and i know it
but i can never show it
i care about emotions
prevention from overflowing
suspended like where i'm going
if it's soon then i'm settling
if i die tomorrow i regret being the better man

verse 1:
but people take advantage like it's worth it
get a girl drunk with her friend think it's perfect
homie hit the three what a flex man you earned it
now they waking up with regrets but they'll never let you see it on the surface
now it's baggage
selfish in the moment
you had to have it
now they carry it around almost all the time though
seeing vivid pictures they can't keep they eyes closed

chorus:
i promise you do not know me
stop tryna make it right
put yourself below me
that'll solve it in a night
are you fucking joking
getting sick of pointless fights
promise you don't know me
so get up out my life
i'm sick of waiting for the day where everything gonna change
i'm sick of spilling alcohol up on my shirt so it stains
i'm sick of making ten mistakes and saying that it's okay
i'm sick of letting girls fuck without any foreplay
i deserve better and i know it
but i can never show it
i care about emotions
prevention from overflowing
suspended like where i'm going
if it's soon then i'm settling
if i die tomorrow i regret being the better man

@sorrow - somehow i'm still the bad guy (prod. con)

prod. by: https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin

lyrics:
daylight shining through the windows
i sigh under the night sky
when i'm below
our time
where did all of it go?
and i sigh 
under any sky that i'm below
that i'm below

below (recyclebin)

Lyrics:
go hard all you rappers need a face lift
put in work while I'm clockin on the late shift
my demons said I ain't ever gonna make it
I'll just hack it cause I'm livin in the matrix

gettin money but it dont change what I feel inside
gettin honeys call me daddy and they wanna ride
rollin gas but every feeling that I've had has died
gettin rich I'm makin bank I never even tried

flow cold I'm just spittin all these mad bars
no slow when I pull out in a fast car
jungle roll you would think its Madagascar, way that I be physically fit I'm runnin past yall

in bed, cause I'm lost in my head
been dead, yeah you heard what I said
mislead, gettin money instead, so I'm conflicted ion even needa work for my bread

ion even gotta beg, ion even gotta pull
ion even gotta try, i just gotta make it rule
cause you know that I'm the king, ima take all yall to school
I be reppin for the boys, like you know I always do

got it all yeah but still something missin
got the house but it still got me wishin
got nuff food for the fam in the kitchen
got that purp but it ain't even hittin

They Know

they know

je te tieandrai dans mon coeur jusqu'à ce que je puisse te tenir dans mes bras.

lyrics:

shiki
I see why you left, this is awful
I don't wanna die anymore, I just want you
Kiss me while I'm dying inside of this bottle
Fall in love with strangers, now my heart is a hostel

Left my love on the east coast
But I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone, no
And you can text me good morning, but we're in different time zones
And I know that you don't care like I do
I'll find another one just like you
I'll find a new one, call her your name
Black my eyes and paint my face a new shade of grey
I ran away, in East LA where none of my love can get in the way
And baby, I don't think that you could save me
But thank you for trying

I hope you don't know it's about you when you hear this
But I knew you'd listen, only reason I wrote this
And I would bleed for you if I thought you would notice

I'm too scared to dream since I saw you
I told you I would move to New York and write a novel
But I'm still in my mom's house
The one that you warned me about
The one you said was haunted
I'm nauseous, I can't stop heaving
Who would want this? I'm still bleeding
Hide my ribs like, yeah I'm eating
Come save me, this room is freezing

skele:
I know why you left, this is terrible
As I was writing this, I wanted to let you know
It's getting really hard to let you go
I wanted five more minutes baby, just so I could hear you talk
Cuz everything I knew just fucking fell apart
You never really cared, you just played the part
And now you're gone, it's all my fault

hostel w/ skele (love,matt x chris marek)

Mistakes [P. Aarya, Vik & Jxcques]

One In A Million

Home (prod. Ryini)

OUT ON SPOTIFY

dead and gone w/ sleye (prod. metlast)

Cold Play (prod. Jakkyboi)

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

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LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

artery (feat. lil skele)

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artery (feat. skele)

be you x

Prod. by POPPA

Lyrics: IVOXYGEN & brandon rabbitskin

Follow IVOXYGEN:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6RUnPaFp5x31-kIrAnrVfA
instagram.com/iv.oxy.gen

I wish I had a home (Prod. POPPA)

https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru
^ Show him some love

Lyrics:
walking in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, take that belt off I sweared
I was done with this, come back for you baby I'm a masochist
running so damn fast from this
cause baby you the catalyst
alcohol the agonist
pain I cannot manage it.
kiss your glowing lips again
aware that you're a basilisk

now it's 9 am at the station
in my chest I feel no breathe the space is vacant
got no recollection on how I awakened
on this bench said fuck that wench I cannot take this
why I always find myself
downing all the shelf
going 85 inside the residential belt
walking home alone again, I'm talking to myself
I can't find no home until I'm greeted by the 

BLINDING LIGHTS
GLOW SO BRIGHT
I FLY UP HIGH
I TOUCH THE SKY AGAIN
*
coming down
she never come around
I just wander and I ponder If I'm better drowned
leave my body in the lake
I live my life and I'm half baked
and I just wonder If she faked each day she said we're bound

running the in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, as I belt over snares
rip out my hair
everything I came to know was fucking lies
anxious as a mother fucker, rather die
missing every touch and every fucking lie
now I now the truth behind each every line

Street Lights [prod. shinpuru]

Prod. @nate2timezz

Lyrics:
I dont wanna fight through time today 
Demons inside my fuckin brain
Wake up, everything is still the same
Go to bed when im in a daze

Fill my room with a haze 
In my mind not okay
Watch the past burn away
On this blunt take it straight to the face
Yeah

Pour it up
Numb my core yuh
Walking corpse yuh
My life fucked
I need more yeah
Dont close the door yeah


Sad boy, leave it all in the past 
Yeah
Watch it burn watch it turn into ash yeah
Leave me in the dark
Bad girl wanna rip me in half

Yeah i lost my heart
These drugs are all i have

3am with these thoughts in my head
Ive been gone, think that im better off dead 
I can't ever seem to get out of this mess
I just want to hold you close, but i bled 
X2

I dont wanna fight through time today 
Demons inside my fuckin brain
Wake up, everything is still the same
Go to bed when im in a daze

Fill my room with a haze 
In my mind not okay
Watch the past burn away
On this blunt take it straight to the face
Yeah

Pour it up
Numb my core yuh
Walking corpse yuh
My life fucked
I need more yeah
Dont close the door yeah



Its gets dark
So i make it spark 
Fall in love, find the one 
Just to fall apart yeah

Lifetime in the dark
With a couple of scars
Put ice on a broken heart
Think im in a crashing car
I dont really know who you are


Every part of me i'm losing every part
Gonna cry, gonna die, restart
Look up and i see the stars
I just want to make it far

Still the Same [prod. nate2timez]

i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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