This song makes me soul leave my body dance and come back 

Still listening to it after 3 years and it still give me goosebumps!!

This is a collection of all the favourite tunes I've had the pleasure of listening to.



Clown's Favourites

https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
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COMMUNITY, Vol. 1

worse than usual

seejayxo - worse than usual (ft. kais & lullabyboy)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

bitch get out my head </3

https://soundcloud.com/zenimoe
https://soundcloud.com/icytearsbwoi

Red Bottoms ft. icy tears

luv is 2 hard </3
.
.
.

i dont wanna fall in love 
cuz love is too hard 
i dont wanna drink too much 
cuz the drugs been too strong
i dont wanna fall in love 
cuz the drop is too far
u dont wanna fall in love 
cuz love is too hard
tell me what u want now 
tell me what u need
i think my heart stopped now 
but it still bleeds
 
dont tell me u still love me 
im not who i use to be
and my cup is extra muddy 
all my demons help me lean 
i been dying in the dark now
can u hear me 
i been dying from the start now 
the thoughts never leave

i dont wanna fall in love 
cuz love is too hard 
i dont wanna drink too much 
cuz the drugs been too strong
i dont wanna fall in love 
cuz the drop is too far
u dont wanna fall in love 
cuz love is too hard
tell me what u want now 
tell me what u need
i think my heart stopped now 
but it still bleeds
.
.

<3

-emo fruits aka EP IN JANURARARYYRYRYRrrYYY

LUV IS 2 HARD (prod. luffysome)

BRAND NEW STORY BY LVPOSEIDON & VAILS 
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Brand New Story (Vails x Lvposeidon)

prod. glazer
lyrics @breakingtemptations
mixed/mastered @jhnybkwd

future flow

My real life.

prod by taylor king 💘

LYRICS:
you my best friend 
and my enemy
i pop one then i pop five 
you my remedy
and i don't know what 
what comes over me
i get fucked up 
my soul ebony

only dream off a bean ya
tryna be up in the scene ya 
(aye) clips limousine ya
why she callin me a feen ya ya
sad faces 
i aint got no heart
cold cases 
i ain't never gettin caught
ya she too basic 
i could never love a thot yuh
too shameless
i aint never give a fuck no

the pillies is silly
but i cannot quit it
woke up in the pital
my demons is winnin
why i'm always sinnin
downin this liquor
drownding myself in this venom 
ya ya ya

(the sample i used is from skins :)

My Best Friend

Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WnVrAKSaV8
Spotify: https://lnk.to/ends-beginnings

Artist:
@kingtheta

Lyrics:
Used to getting frostbite
Frigid air bite my tongue
When silence fills my lungs
Always been an outcast
You told me to bide my time
I’ll purify my vibe

But I’ll push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to
(Keep my eyes shut)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to

Bottle of Bacardi
Sitting on the bedside table
Where you used to leave your keys
(Keep my eyes shut, like I need to)
Lock my door
But still wish you’d give me more
I can’t let you in
The cavern of my chest’s a dangerous thing

Push you away
Cause I don’t wanna hurt you
I’m a chemical you don’t wanna turn to
Fentanyl lace my virtue
(Keep my eyes shut)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to

I’m not gonna be a black hole forever
Draining all the love, man I gotta be better
I’m not gonna be a black hole forever
Draining all the love
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
(I’m not gonna be a black hole forever)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
(I’m not gonna be a black hole forever)

King Theta - Bacardi 151

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

artery (feat. lil skele)

follow skele

artery (feat. skele)

[+] Focus on the positive and you'll lose some sight of the negative
* produced by @lilbiscuitbeats + @yagoproduces *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
they try to ride on my wave
I swear to god they afraid
nothing can save me im bleeding out
I feel alone around people now

[hook:]
and I hate that shit
so fucking much
you fuck me up
I hate your guts
im feeling numb

[verse: 1]
but that don't even change shit
I still keep my heart locked up in the basement
I still fall apart at the basic shit
while you play this shit
I be fading in
I be fading out
Wonder what you even gotta say now?
do I even wanna hear?

[hook:]
and I hate this shit
so fucking much
you fuck me up
I hate your guts
im feeling numb

[verse: 2]
kept your arms right behind your back
do I even wanna ask?
I can feel it in my heart when you're sad
do I even wanna take you back?
(I don't know now)

Cuz I be hitting shots, no lag
Thirties on me, bitch you know I keep a strap
I just had to take a step back 
realize who I am, then I realized what I have
Cuz I done did this shit with my fans
They done held me down now I feel like I'm the man
I be making hits no band
I just copped a flight be in LA when I land

[outro:]
ye be in LA when I land
I be smoking thrax
Shawty pull up in the AM
ye I don't need no friends
I be counting racks
they goin love me in the end

<3

Guts

spotify + apple music

guts (prod. lil biscuit + yago)

Lyrics:
i need someone to cut me down, when im high feelin good while im off in the clouds, cause i know
i been living a lie so far and i know it dont change the way things really are

got a summer hoodie on, cause im hiding my scars
shawty say she wanna see em, wanna know who you are
yeah but you dont wanna know, just wanna hear my guitar
say she wanna hear my voice, while we fuck in her car

im on the fence boutta end it all
im too alone and i drown in the dark
im just a ghost watch me fade away
i don't exist unless you tell me that ill be okay
x2

ill rest in peace when i get off the phone
ill rest in peace when you leave me alone
ill rest in peace when i pay off that loan, or maybe ill just fuckin die and leave it all for my soul

ill rest in peace cause i know that you happy
ill rest in peace shoutout all of my family
i know i said, please dont get me a grave, i wish i saw my funeral i know it musta been great

i ain got no friends (i ain got no friends)
i just got these meds (i jus got these meds)
i only love my bed (only love my bed)
like im drake but im worse im finna go on a bend

cause im bleeding from my wrist and people think im absurd
if they hear my thoughts i know they hear shit they never heard

im on the fence boutta end it all
im too alone and i drown in the dark
im just a ghost watch me fade away
i don't exist unless you tell me that ill be okay
x2

ill rest in peace cause i know that you happy
ill rest in peace shoutout all of my family
i know i said, please dont get me a grave, i wish i saw my funeral i know it musta been great

Summer Hoodie

summerhoodie

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

Follow me <3

BREATHE (prod. curtains x taxpurposes)

Enemy

enemy

[+] A one take performance by @seejayxo

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/CD351Cxy6SQ

Support the creators:

Vocals by @seejayxo
Visuals by @eyebshootin
Edit by @prodfranse
Produced by @thersx

Keep up to date with us:
IG: www.instagram.com/burnoutarchive
TW: www.twitter.com/burnoutarchive
SITE: www.burnoutarchive.com
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

They don't know what's wrong with me
I roll up that sticky , smoke it honorably
thats just how we living baby, gotta be
I just need someone that hold it down 4 me
she act like she know me , shawty
you just know a part of me
she done took my heart it cut an artery
I was making plays way b4 they even saw in me
how im supposed to do this shit honestly?
every time we fuck you just leave another scar on me
I had that I never sleep, hardly
even if I make it will they love me? nah prolly
golly, I pop pills like a party
but im just in my room throwing up til the morning
baby girl you so damn gorgeous
I just wanna love you but I really cant afford it
boring, what's this life without a story
I don't want the fame, or the money, or the glory
she done took my heart it cut an artery
I was making plays way b4 they even saw in me
how im supposed to do this shit honestly?
every time we fuck you just leave another scar on me
I had that I never sleep, hardly
even if I make it will they love me? yea prolly
golly, I pop pills like a party
but im just in my room throwing up til the morning
I wish you could just be honest
I don't wanna hate you but I swear that you flaunt it
im just tryna be what you want bih
now my stomach hurting and im getting real
nautious
space ship launch and im on it
take what you want ion got it
my love for you is elongate
I be on them drugs and I know you won't stop it

Throwin Up

+ VISUALS

seejayxo - "throwin up" (+ visuals)

https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru
^ Show him some love

Lyrics:
walking in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, take that belt off I sweared
I was done with this, come back for you baby I'm a masochist
running so damn fast from this
cause baby you the catalyst
alcohol the agonist
pain I cannot manage it.
kiss your glowing lips again
aware that you're a basilisk

now it's 9 am at the station
in my chest I feel no breathe the space is vacant
got no recollection on how I awakened
on this bench said fuck that wench I cannot take this
why I always find myself
downing all the shelf
going 85 inside the residential belt
walking home alone again, I'm talking to myself
I can't find no home until I'm greeted by the 

BLINDING LIGHTS
GLOW SO BRIGHT
I FLY UP HIGH
I TOUCH THE SKY AGAIN
*
coming down
she never come around
I just wander and I ponder If I'm better drowned
leave my body in the lake
I live my life and I'm half baked
and I just wonder If she faked each day she said we're bound

running the in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, as I belt over snares
rip out my hair
everything I came to know was fucking lies
anxious as a mother fucker, rather die
missing every touch and every fucking lie
now I now the truth behind each every line

Street Lights [prod. shinpuru]

trying something a little different
tysm for 500 followers & 100k total plays
i love y'all thank u for supporting me

produced by @hellahaunted and @jolst <3

lyrics:
bottles on my desk so i don’t look back
think i got the symptoms of a heart attack
fuckin up my system so i write that
put all of my pieces in a notepad

i can’t see the road everything is gray
i can feel my heart drop, how the times change
memories in my pocket feel like our remains
i thought i was good now, what a shame
tell me you love me, then leave on the daily
im fuckin exhausted, im swimming in saline
what is the difference, if you fuckin hate me
between what is lost and whats goin to save me

im losing it
i melt into your touch and then im bruised and it hurts
im scared of fucking up cuz then i’ll be at my worst
i’ll fade into the grass and let u keep all my shirts
cuz i know you still care
and i know you’ll be tattered
i cant fucking leave
but my mind has been scattered
im all over the place now
just wait for the breakdown
not scared to be face down
i’ve been there before 
i’ve been there before 

bottles on my desk so i don’t look back
think i got the symptoms of a heart attack
fuckin up my system so i write that
put all of my pieces in a notepad

i can’t see the road everything is gray
i can feel my heart drop, how the times change
memories in my pocket feel like our remains
i thought i was good now, what a shame
tell me you love me, then leave on the daily
im fuckin exhausted, im swimming in saline
what is the difference, if you fuckin hate me
between what is lost and whats goin to save me

saline [p. caspr x jolst]

spotify!

saline [caves x jolst]

Music producer & the soundest clown you'll ever meet.


inquiries: SoundClownBeats@gmail.com
IG: https://www.instagram.com/the_sound_clown/

i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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