Need this on Apple Music ASAP happy to see you back brother 🫶

🩵$>SADBXYCLIQÜE♥️<🫥\./S/.B./C! </3:3:3

secret (ft. skele, sendflowrs, shinju)

biteki visuals: https://youtu.be/ohfrtOuQ9WY

so take your roses
and throw em 
felt the same since
last october
i’m a junkie 
you’re too sober
u don’t want me, girl
my heart polar 

i’m not that kid anymore 
in some ways maybe not others 
i take 2 pills hit the floor
percocets make me throw up
we don’t get on
now i’m older
you’re so wiser
and too sober 
different life so 
i can’t hold ya
she’s callin me 
i’m too fucked up for this 

*voicemail*

i’m too fucked up for this
gotta hang up the call
throw my phone in the bin 
i can’t handle it all
every time that you sin
throw my faith at the wall
got a devilish grin
not a halo involved 
in this mess that were in 
i can’t be who you want 
but i’ll try to be him
i got stones in my heart
hear it when i walk in 
burnt the rose watch it fall
as you tear off your skin
to reveal your horns
and the hell that you bring 

so take your roses
and throw em 
felt the same since
last october
i’m a junkie 
you’re too sober
u don’t want me, girl
my heart polar 
x2

polar (jolst x remghost)

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

produced by my brother wisssery 

was saving this one for an album but i need to drop more singles so here u go 


this armour has become a coffin 
i drop to my knees and hear nothing 
this great sword is holding me up
as i look down at my chest
see arrows; i’m coughing 
up blood, and i’m feeling so nauseas  
this battle was ours and we lost it 
i promise that when i return 
to the kingdom of god
i’ll be clear of my conscience 

don’t wanna see the king, i can’t save shit 
and i’m not half the man that your grace is 
so i wipe off my steel plates
plan to get away
i’ll return 
in april or may, then 

once again i’ll walk this pavement 
with my helmet in hand and impatience 
and this time i wont go away
i will face the knight
that is standing 
at those wooden gates, and 

wooden gates 
i lift my shield
and i embrace
the next 25 seconds
is the end of my fate
so i brace, mace in my hand
need a brave face 
and it’s been years 
since i held a blade
gotta vacate 
with my family’s crest on my back
and my hands cold 
i will dance with the devil
in this kingdom of coal
don’t send for me
after this
leave me alone 
in the trees 
with the animals
and the sharp thorns 

and i know i’m not the one you want
but i’ll be right here incase you want me
i’ve always been strong and can swing steel battle axes but one look from you baby 
it dropped me
i’ve spent so many nights
with just me and my horse
sat thinking of small subtle ways i could copy
the knight that you lusted so long for
will meet his match soon
god will strike that man down if it’s not me

steelplate (wisssery)

i remember on that day
the sky split open like a wound
the river spelt your name

and once the storm was done
only heaviness remained
my ribs collapsed beneath the weight
a force too strong to contemplate

i swore id find you in the space between
the waves and changing currents
of the way we know we ought to be

thought that no one wanted us
but i guess now its only me
held on tight for way too long
to broken lungs and shattered dreams

fuck, i don't want to let you go
things felt really weird wanting to live but now i know
i swear i got a taste of what this life could really be
when i saw you standing there upon the sand along the sea

fuck, i don't want to let you go
the sky opens again and now i'm drowning way too slow
that's just the way it is i know
i've been living without breathing anyway i suppose

i remember on that night
the stars burned out like cigarettes
their glow was lost in time

and in the quiet i could hear the hollow in your voice
the same as my own emptiness
the words reduced to noise

i said id find you in the space between
but every echo fades before it even ever reaches me

traced your name into the sand
the tide wont let it stay
i guess the ocean always know
the things i couldn't bare to say



i had it all figured out

Lyrics:

I could make room in the front seat
If you really want me
they ask me if i’m crazy
I don’t really know i might be
i think that she likes me
i don't even like me
i don't know no nothing
just a boy who chased a pipe dream

i'm never dipping
no i'm never leaving 
i got a feeling in my chest
i made a vow to all my friends
just like the last couple days im sleeping in again
i write a song for a mic test
i eat my feelings to crawl back
i'm always sleeping
and i'm never eating
xcept maccas and tacos in my bed

guess we're reverting the progress again
in some ways i think i could still call you a friend 
but you're still the same reason i wanna be dead
and you're still the same reason i'm fucked in the head
i'm angry the thought of you coming right back
might blow out my brains on the ceiling instead
after they're done on her new lovers bed
she'll swear me an oath with her palm on my chest

you're fucking me up been a year with you gone
are you proud of me now with the drugs that i'm off
do you act like a kid
do you act like my mom
i'm dying to know if you've grown and moved on

i cash me a check and i'm feeling my best
and i blow it on sweaters and things for my cats
might fuck around think i'll get me a tatt
got no more to say there's my thoughts in a wrap

wrap (whyke)

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

im sorry ifi  let anyone down. 

lyrics:

how can i love u?
when u keep pushing me away..
and i dont know what im supposed to say
its not my fault but i always feel to blame
cause you just push me, u just push me away..

dont know. if u noticed
inside im dying im soulless
outside
i put mysmile on
get kicked awhile im down
go and write a song, still
i hope that you listen
my words your thoughts submission
i dont think that im rly a bad guy
but u kill me so i guess ima flatline

how can i love u?
when u keep pushing me away..
and i dont know what im supposed to say
its not my fault but i always feel that way

how can i love u?
when u keep pushing me away..
and i dont know what im supposed to say
its not my fault but i always feel to blame
cause you just push me, u just push me away..

push me away

lyrics<3

girl you tore up that apartment
when we started growing cold

someones daughter, needs a father
but he left her all alone

left the bar when i was carded
wasent 21 years old

took my heart, now its discarded
whyd you use it as your own?

last ditch, i rest my eyes in a parked car
so sick i left my wine on ur bar cart
time ticks and love will leave u with a dark scar
words slip and i think you just took it too far

where do we go?
im stuck on the outside
been losing control
been losing my damn mind
but you’ll never kmow
our loves on a faultline
turn me to stone
when im gazing at ur green eyes

baby i think thats toxic
maybe you think im all wrong
one word and im changing the topic
suprised myself that im moving on

yet u coiodnt care less
7 days same clothes got a loose neck
i was down on my own like a reject
pardon my problems i feel like a nuisance

last month i saw your mom in that walmart
on lunch i shed some tears on my carhartt
as kids we measured heights and left a door mark
we grew quick it’s such a shane we didn’t go far

fault line [jacob vallen]

"i can't go on like this..."
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https://www.youtube.com/@YungLuci

Tired (ft. Drowzyyy)

4u (ft. Dippers)

spotify version:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6UZk8amMQGkHHd9mtfwwZr

lyrics:
@mis4ortune
it's been 20 days since you left
i've been try to find you out, but you're not there
try my best to hold you close like before
find these memories' are locked in the upstairs
i can't help myself for now
i'm hiding myself in the crowd
kllin myself for you now
my heartbeat so low and it can kill me
i finally can set me free.

@victxrw
and every single day its not enough
for you
so tell me what the fuck do you want
or do
anything that makes it all fine
i think im losing my mind again
i think im wasting my time again
can we make it up maybe we can be friends
just tell me that its over, tell me its the end
is it the end?

(face of an angel i cant explain
shes got the devil inside of her brain
so its do or die
heaven or hell)

@mis4ortune
it's been 20 days since you left
i've been try to find you out, but you're not there
try my best to hold you close like before
find these memories' are locked in the upstairs
i can't help myself for now
i'm hiding myself in the crowd
kllin myself for you now
my heartbeat so low and it can kill me
i finally can set me free.

@victxrw (w/ @mis4ortune vocal)
wow im finding myself in the ground
digging a grave for myself
i tried to scream but nobody helped
im trynna find anything.

SPOTIFY

kyozaku & cli - twenty days (ft. mis4ortune & victxrw)

lyrics:

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

Another story of a boy who never grew old
How’d that truck taste
That shit was aiming for him
He said in the worst way
I will see you on road
Tell that fuck face
That im waiting for him
Play the tape back
Look at me im love struck 
I just want that back
Look what we had
Waves touch gaff
Just look at me im sea sick
I dont have sea legs
I cant swim back
Just look at my hands
The ropes burned holes in
The legs of my pants
With the force of cannon
I am no man
I was tucked down
In the bowels of the ship
In a selfish abandoned
As the weights laid
I will stay back
Sure my worst fate remains in my head
For Next birthday
I will eat cake
Sure my ship mates ive hurt are all dead
I cant believe my luck
If u could call it that but really ur just war shy
Next time I sober up
Ill face a battle that gets harder every next time

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

hudson bay floater (xlhc x fantasy camp)

coffin

(@glitterfreakk)
am i not enough?
oh..am i not enough for you now?
oh..you wanna lay it all down,
wear me all down, toss me around,
pull up baby you turn my heart around.
never thought id find this love, (find this love)
maybe youll be the one, (i dont know)
your voice is haunting me.
the emptyness is killing me.
wishing to, forget you..
i promise you will miss me
fragile girl...harmful world.
your not in love....youre just in lust.
am i enough just give me your trust.
(am i enough) enough to make me run?
i gave it all up, for you and for us.

(?)
you left me out on the road.
i dont know where my home is,
im just stuck in the cold.
i dont know what i wanted.
bandages and broken bones,
im too high dont know where phone is.
fallen too deep all alone. 
please just come save my soul.
tired of broken promises, 
trying to figure out the motive.
whats going on at home,
why'd you leave me alone?
dont try to walk away friend, 
i dont want this to end.
all in my mind,
im not too fine,
die with the blade in my hand.




beauty

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@burnoutarchive


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