a compilation of singles i released about a girl

silent heaven

[+] popping these pills cuz im dead inside
*produced by @scottysplash *

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LYRICS:

I just need to go get my bread
but u wanna fuck with my head, right?
Bitch I got hands, who you textin right
I want you all in my bed tonight
I wanna know what the sex is like
Poppin these pills cause I'm dead inside
Don't gotta tell me, I'm never right
I'm never right, I'm never, I'm never...

How the fuck you think I ain't notice?
Bitch I been focused on my path
and that's a fact but I know you laugh
the most when you're just really sad
that's the pain that I should have
when you're not here..
when you're not here to give it back

Tell me you want this don't wanna fuck it up uh
I wanna bitch now, I wanna bitch I could love
I don't really know who to trust now
You took my heart it's a showdown
Thinking of you on the road now,
but I really think I should go now, I should go now

Baby ion got much time left
Lemme see u in that sundress oh
Take ya time girl I'm up next
See the future... but it's all red

I keep falling, you can't keep calling me
I do this often, but you be haunting me
I wasn't ballin, now I got bands on me
I do this often, I swear she don't want me

dead inside

+ spotify

dead inside (prod. scottyplash)

[+] I miss the way you taste, when your skin is on mine
*produced by @sobernap *

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LYRICS:

When your skin is on mine i cant hide how i feel

I miss the way you taste
When your skin is on mine
I cant hide
How i feel
There must be something wrongg wit me
I could really use ur company
Swear u love to fuck w me
I just gotta know

Who you are inside your soul
U goin have 2 let me know
If you really wanna glow w me
Can you hold the beat
I been in my zone 4 weeks
I seen the coldest me
I make waves like oceans
And they still copy
Notice how its sloppy
But I go kamikaze
 Thats just cuz im better
Sike i can i never get her out my head
Now

I miss the way u taste
When ur skin is on mine
I cant hide how i feel
There must b sum wrong w me
I could really use your company
Swear you love to fuck w me
I just gotta know


Yeah i gotta know
Yeah i gotta know oh oh 
With a heart of gold
I still feel alone oh oh
Yeah

skin

skin (prod. sobernap**)

[+] but I think I'm a no one, im just getting by
*produced by @sobernap *

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LYRICS:

[hook:]
bitch im on them drugs cuz ion sleep at night
shawty said she love me I don't feel it right
god damn im a legend in my fans eyes
but I think im a no one im just getting by (2x)

[verse: 1]
I know that ill fall on my face soon
who the fuck you talking to? I made you
I don't even know why I hate you
baby let me know if he play you
ima pull up with them 30s in the backseat
we goin pick him up like a taxi
reminisce reminisce when you had me
I just pop them xans ion sip lean

[hook:]

[verse: 2]
how the fuck u play me like a fool?
I just want them bands who are you
sipping on it straight, no juice
if he start to talk he meet the tool
im bullet proof
stepping stone, I gotta go
he don't know
what I know yeah
what I know yeah
what I know yeah

getting by

getting by (prod. sobernap)

[+] when I die tell me you'll remember me... remember me.
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

I feel my heart break, pick it up
move on, yea thats just love
can you tell that I feel numb?
is it true that I wasn't enough?
blonde hair blue eyes
I wanna keep u in my life
take a look at the sky
do you hear me when I call in the night?
bad bitch you could cut my insides
leave me here blood drip on your knife
still can feel the fucking chill down my spine
im alive but im seeing a light
ill be fine, why you even worried 
I cant have you by my side
so even if you wanted me
you'll never get it right...
and I could pop a pill but I don't wanna relapse
now you're all choked up, I could see that
got me out here im just standing at your doormat
like a @lilskeleskrrrt I don't even breathe
you broke my heart and im still begging on my knees
I gave you all that I could give what else u need?
hes in your head but im still plotting on your jeans
give me a sign baby girl don't intervene
before I die tell me you'll remember me... remember me

remember me

remember me (prod. thersx)

[+] so close, so far, this just isn't fair
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

you were right there
so close, so far this just isn't fair
heart cold, I know
I don't even care
I just wanna be with you but im too scared
you were right there 3x
I just wanna love you but im too aware

you were right there

you were right there (feat. skele)

[+] big city, big lights
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

I dont feel a thing yeah im soulless
I be in your dreams like a omen
Thinkin bout the days u were hopeless
I just make her scream now she chokin
Bitch i got my weed so i be floatin
Make a couple g’s now im glowin
She dont wanna feen and she know it
But she still want my dick and she show it
Yeah i keep a beam with a red sight
I wont throw no hands i dont wanna fight
I could fuck your bitch any day or night
This shit been the same all my fuckin life

Pourin up the drank and im smokin on that gas
U just hit a stain on my heart and then u dashed
Idek how you could do that!
Know i had shakin when u cum yea 

Bands on me now
Big city big lights
Couldnt hold me down
So Now you gotta pay the price
Ima be on stage with my gang thats on life
I dont wanna fuck wit but then again i might
I just hit the walk on them and i aint talkin sprite
Said he got a lot guys but i think that he lyin
Boy ima have to get u bodied ya 
Damn....

soulless

soulless (prod. thersx)

+] i don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UltKzzm-gjc

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LYRICS:

hook:
I can't let you go, even if I wanted
I gotta let you know, my love ain't good for nothing

verse:
I just wanna make ur heart beat a lil faster
take you to the stars ill get anything you after
this aint no facade I could put you on saturn
I don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter
I could feel your pain baby we goin be aight
I just hope you know that im always goin be in sight
be in reach, when you speak to me,
ima hear the things, that you tell me

hook:
I cant let you go, even if I wanted
I gotta let you know, my love aint good for nothing

outro:
I just wanna make ur heart beat a lil faster
take you to the stars ill get anything you after
this aint no facade I could put you on saturn
I don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter

I can't let you go

i can't let you go (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

[+] fuck los angeles
* produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:
Before you let me go
I gotta call you out
For all the shit you did
When I just held you down
Look who fallin now
Look who callin now
Like how I’m supposed save you
If i cant save you
I wanna play you, like you played me
I rock a halo, but im no angel
I just copped a coupe im in these streets 
I gotta lay low
Tell me what you want from me
You say love me then you cut me to the artery
I fall asleep just wondering why you be harming me
Can hardly breathe, cause every time I think of you it’s like a part of me, a part of me.. fuck..
Yeah I’m too much, and I’m never enough
Yeah I give up, it’s too much, yeah I want love
Is it really that hard just to want me around
Do you think of me now?
Baby i been in doubt but i want you now
Yeah i want you now
Same shit dif day i could hardly face-
All these thoughts up in my brain, i could feel the hate
They just wanna see me fall and they can barely wait, im barely phased
You wanna love me? Yeah thats great
I could lay you down and eat you right off my damn plate
Bitch i heard what you could say
And now ill never feel okay
She dont wanna die alone
Well im in pain
Ima slave to this shit
Im ashamed of shit
Im just layin in this bitch
Just the blade in her wrist
Now she bleedin out
I look around i dont see no one else

city of angels

city of angels (prod. thersx)

[+] people change, but they don't change much
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=86Ij9Qf31sg

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LYRICS:

[intro:]
like how am I the bad one?
said that I could always have ya
now look into my eyes tell me what you see
I know im not real but I still bleed

[hook:]
baby u the one, u the one for me
you could tell the truth its a hard thing
I don't wanna feel, do you feel me?
but I still need your love, play my heart strings 2x

[verse: 1]
running thru my head
im startin to think there's something wrong with me
she done took my energy and cut me to the artery
I cant tell If this is real or just a fantasy
I been thinking of you girl but do you think of me
do you think of me, 10 toes down now you really wanna speak to me
I don't got peace in me, I been fucked up so much
there aint no stopping me....
I know u hear me when im speaking on the beat
I let it ride when I need.....
but you the one I need, one I need yea

[hook:]
baby u the one, u the one for me
you could tell the truth its a hard thing
I don't wanna feel, do you feel me?
but I still need your love, play my heart strings 2x

[outro:]
people change, but they don't change much
she just wanna hit me when im up
I stg I had enough
you don't even know how much it took to give u up
I still feel the pain baby even with your love

I don't wanna feel, do you feel me

i don't wanna feel, do you feel me? (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

[+] do you love me, do you hate me? I can't tell
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFN_OlKU7m8

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LYRICS:

do you love me do you hate me I can't tell
I been tryna find your face lately im in hell
baby I need help yea

do you love me do you hate me I can't tell
I been tryna find your face lately im in hell
baby I need help yea

every time I see your eyes wanna die a little less
im still tripping off the shit last week that you said
was it something that I said damn
you know you hurt me think I might need surgery
you on a burglary might just let you murder me
ok
cuz I don't wanna live that much
and I just wanna feel like im loved

yea used to pop them pills just for fun
now im two months sober this shit dumb
I just miss the feeling when im numb
I just miss the feeling of your love

(repeat)

love me, hate me

+ music video

love me, hate me (+ music video)

[+] see the pain on your face and it never lie
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PROalPDWfhA

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LYRICS:

[verse 1:]
she been trippin on me, better stay the night
I be sauced when I walk im just getting by
see the pain on your face and it never lie
ill be gone by tomorrow I could catch a flight
thats what you mean to me, don't know what you see in me
I want it all, no rush, just believe in me
I hate when you talk like you leaving me
and if I had to do it twice then I would probably b&e
run up on the scene then flee

[hook:]
now we riding in the west and im looking in your eyes
tell me that it's fine, yeah I know ill be alright
but I never see the light til its right in front my face (2x)

[bridge:]
tell me what you want from me, cause now I got it
you aint wanna fuck with me, but now im poppin yeah
I be going crazy, and now I run it yeah
they cant even stop me, cause I keep coming yeah

[verse 2:]
run up in my city I got Z's up
pop out wit my biddy yeah I glee'd up
ran up on that check, boy I could see ya
and if you want that smoke then we could greet ya
hold onto my side or ima walk out
if you really wanted me then we could talk it out
I don't wanna die but I could see it now
I don't trust a soul thats why I hold it down

[hook:]

tell me that it's fine

tell me that it's fine (+ music video)

[chorus:]
i cant help but think bout callin u
i dont know where i went wrong with u
dont know why i follow U
cuz when i see your face yeah my heart breaks
and u know what to say just when i cave

verse:
maybe i should find a new bitch
or i could fall right inside your trap like im stupid
fucking useless, i dont wanna do this
i knew all along he was your man
i still act clueless when im fucking u
tell me is he loving u?
i just want the best 4 u
but othertimes i hope u feel my pain
so baby tell me if this is a game

hook:

outro:
i cant help but think bout callin u
i dont know why i still bother u 
now im up on top of you
you grabbin on my waist
im not easy to replace

calling you (prod. thersx)

i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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