im sick u kno i got some problems n i hate the way i always solve em

i dont wanna fall in love and waste our time

seejay bro this hit deep such a good song man

will u runaway when i show u what's inside...

🩵$>SADBXYCLIQÜE♥️<🫥\./S/.B./C! </3:3:3

co produced w @speedlmt

lyric

i don't wanna die but i don't wanna try
when your not here w me i get a teary eye
my dreams are lucid, they gonna get you 
how can i prove it, that your the issue 

i got these tissues, oh fuck i miss u
will you be here soon so i can kiss u
i can't stop shaking im forever breaking
i know you like that, its never changing::(

decomposing in the mirror posing 
spooky black my father:3 stop diagnosing 
why do i bother, im controlling, im the victim. forever rolling;

a sob sandwich its kinda adequate
let me swallow it, these my bandages
songs just foru cos i said it is !
of grams not sedatives, dont know what day it is:(
pop another sedative?

i got these tissues, oh fuck i miss u
will you be here soon so i can kiss u
i can't stop shaking im forever breaking
i know you like that, its never changing::(

I DON'T WANNA DIE BUT I DON'T WANNA TRY
WHEN YOUR NOT HERE W ME I GET A TEARY EYE
MY DREAMS ARE LUCID, THEY GONNA GET YOU 
HOW CAN I PROVE IT, THAT YOUR THE ISSUE 
I GOT THESE TISSUES, OH FUCK I MISS U
WILL YOU BE HERE SOON SO I CAN KISS U
I CAN'T STOP SHAKING IM FOREVER BREAKING
I KNOW YOU LIKE THAT, ITS NEVER CHANGING

pine

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

enjoy!
check out drmabeats!!!

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWWtDH0eoTaT3yUcdT3k7YQ

Lyrics:
I 
Just hitched a ride 
And found my way back into you life 
I’ve 
Been told a million times 
This won’t work out but I still try 
And that I do, it’s too often agin 
I think I’m addictive to you till the end 
This might be a problem or so they say 
Is it true what they claim 
You’re really here to erase 

wait!
If you’re hearing this it’s not to late 
How long was I out? Cause when I opened my eyes
Nothing here looked the same 
You know I’m just like you at time, a little scared of a change 
I don’t feel too safe 
So What happened to our home 
Just answer the question then I’m back on the road 
Does the story end with me making it out 
Or i forever haunt the ruins of this house 

should’ve just packed it all up and just ran when I could 
But I stay for the tragic part, it’s always here the books 
Your the queen and I’m the character that’s overlooked
But it’s your realm, don’t worry I’ll be good 
Until it’s so
And I’m the man here in distress 
I thought 
I’d be cool
But I’m not, I’d doesn’t make any sense 
Cause I really tried my best 
I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you and this mess 

But one wrong step and I’m forever lost 
And I’ll be dammed if I admit you’re the cause 
Well I can’t lie cause the more that I think 
It wouldn’t be so bad,someone blamed that’s not me 
guilty trait in my veins, a Disease 
I’ll watch you hurt and burn and repeat 
Till I’m satisfied and I find my peace  
Then I’ll hitch my ride right back to your feet 

wait!
If you’re hearing this it’s not to late 
How long was I out? Cause when I opened my eyes
Nothing here looked the same 
You know I’m just like you at time, a little scared of a change 
I don’t feel too safe 
So What happened to our home 
Just answer the question then I’m back on the road 
Does the story end with me making it out 
Or i forever haunt the ruins of this house 

For know it’s good bye 
I’d rather watch this all alone 
From the tattered ruins of your thrown 
That we once loved and considered a home

or so they say (prod.drmabeats x mcx)

Full Quality

uploaded it 1st

https://www.youtube.com/@wtfimcrying/videos

residential. - remember me (unreleased)

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

switch it up 
you always say same the shit
and it’s boring 

and i 
think it’s love 
or is it simply just this feelin i’m ignoring

pick me up
i’ve been down
on this floor
i’m probably better off here

and it’s enough 
a simple text from somebody 
i feel better off 

i see red, i see red 
i see cops here 
kicked out the party
i’m the only one that’s lost here
calling u again and again 
ur just toxic 
leave me on read
once again, sleep on concrete

and i’ve been down before
but this is just a whole another level and

i feel rough 
i’ll miss your dog
i guess i’ll see u on the stairway to heaven 

and i guess that’s how it goes (it goes)
when you’re 25 years old (years old) 
and i don’t mind sharing 
i feel dead it’s the weed n these drugs that i’m dependent on 
x2

switch it up 
you always say same the shit
and it’s boring 

and i 
think it’s love 
or is it simply just this feelin i’m ignoring

pick me up
i’ve been down
on this floor
i’m probably better off here

and it’s enough 
a simple text from somebody 
i feel better off

watching sam sulek wbu (branwen + nevrfall)

linktr.ee/lottaheart

produced by metlast & jolst

@lottaheart:
i can never let go
if you wanna talk we can talk, let me know
you were everything i ever known
you're the one who made me feel whole

now im just half what i was that day
i get too attached to the things you say
but i wouldn't take it back,
no i won't, no way
want is so bad cause you know i cant wait
yeah you know i can't wait

@xobroken:
i can't wait to see your pretty face
i feel high when you step into my space
i mean it when i say you cant be replaced
where you wanna go?
yeah, i'll take you any place
money don't mean shit to me
i'll bust open the safe
dinero, by me fuego
everywhere we go is safe
stack this shit like legos,
count it all another day
i can never let go
of this feeling oh wait

@lottaheart:
it feels like i dont wanna wait
how much fuckin longer is it gonna take?
if i could take it all away,
i would do anything to make it all okay

yeah you i can't wait
im impatient
waited all day
i can't take this
wanna get away
back to the basics

i can never let go
if you wanna talk we can talk, let me know
you were everything i ever known
you're the one who made me feel whole

now im just half what i was that day
i get too attached to the things you say
but i would take it back,
no i won't, no way
want is so bad cause you know i cant wait
yeah, you know i can't wait

can't wait w/xobroken

took everything in me to release this .. enjoy

lyrics:

scared to say too much
cause i just really want u to think that im cool
i just want a chance to show you what i can do
baby is that too fast? 
said we could be friends but i dont do that
riding around the city like wya?
if i had a chance i almost blew that...

cause she look like an angel
its how i know that im still alive
shit can get painful...
and i dont wanna be the reason that you cry
i dont wanna fall in love and waste our time
will you run away when i show you whats inside?

im sick you know i got some problems
and i hate the way i always solve em
self-destruct a tendency im stuck with
why the fuck am i so selfish?
dont look too close you'll see my flaws
its hard to hide behind these walls
built em up so god damn high
and tell you im doing fine...

she looks like an angel

Lyrics:

I could make room in the front seat
If you really want me
they ask me if i’m crazy
I don’t really know i might be
i think that she likes me
i don't even like me
i don't know no nothing
just a boy who chased a pipe dream

i'm never dipping
no i'm never leaving 
i got a feeling in my chest
i made a vow to all my friends
just like the last couple days im sleeping in again
i write a song for a mic test
i eat my feelings to crawl back
i'm always sleeping
and i'm never eating
xcept maccas and tacos in my bed

guess we're reverting the progress again
in some ways i think i could still call you a friend 
but you're still the same reason i wanna be dead
and you're still the same reason i'm fucked in the head
i'm angry the thought of you coming right back
might blow out my brains on the ceiling instead
after they're done on her new lovers bed
she'll swear me an oath with her palm on my chest

you're fucking me up been a year with you gone
are you proud of me now with the drugs that i'm off
do you act like a kid
do you act like my mom
i'm dying to know if you've grown and moved on

i cash me a check and i'm feeling my best
and i blow it on sweaters and things for my cats
might fuck around think i'll get me a tatt
got no more to say there's my thoughts in a wrap

wrap (whyke)

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

"i can't go on like this..."
☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆
https://lilcounterspell.beatstars.com/
https://www.instagram.com/willoflight
https://www.youtube.com/@YungLuci

Tired (ft. Drowzyyy)

4u (ft. Dippers)

spotify version:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6UZk8amMQGkHHd9mtfwwZr

lyrics:
@mis4ortune
it's been 20 days since you left
i've been try to find you out, but you're not there
try my best to hold you close like before
find these memories' are locked in the upstairs
i can't help myself for now
i'm hiding myself in the crowd
kllin myself for you now
my heartbeat so low and it can kill me
i finally can set me free.

@victxrw
and every single day its not enough
for you
so tell me what the fuck do you want
or do
anything that makes it all fine
i think im losing my mind again
i think im wasting my time again
can we make it up maybe we can be friends
just tell me that its over, tell me its the end
is it the end?

(face of an angel i cant explain
shes got the devil inside of her brain
so its do or die
heaven or hell)

@mis4ortune
it's been 20 days since you left
i've been try to find you out, but you're not there
try my best to hold you close like before
find these memories' are locked in the upstairs
i can't help myself for now
i'm hiding myself in the crowd
kllin myself for you now
my heartbeat so low and it can kill me
i finally can set me free.

@victxrw (w/ @mis4ortune vocal)
wow im finding myself in the ground
digging a grave for myself
i tried to scream but nobody helped
im trynna find anything.

SPOTIFY

kyozaku & cli - twenty days (ft. mis4ortune & victxrw)

lyrics:

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

Another story of a boy who never grew old
How’d that truck taste
That shit was aiming for him
He said in the worst way
I will see you on road
Tell that fuck face
That im waiting for him
Play the tape back
Look at me im love struck 
I just want that back
Look what we had
Waves touch gaff
Just look at me im sea sick
I dont have sea legs
I cant swim back
Just look at my hands
The ropes burned holes in
The legs of my pants
With the force of cannon
I am no man
I was tucked down
In the bowels of the ship
In a selfish abandoned
As the weights laid
I will stay back
Sure my worst fate remains in my head
For Next birthday
I will eat cake
Sure my ship mates ive hurt are all dead
I cant believe my luck
If u could call it that but really ur just war shy
Next time I sober up
Ill face a battle that gets harder every next time

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

hudson bay floater (xlhc x fantasy camp)

runnup my bag

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baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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she looks like an angel

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