this is amazing chase big proud of u comin up

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/2mnEoqD8kKU 🖤😷

Prod by @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
whyd you say that you would stay, when youd just leave anyway
im not fuckin with the way, that you always run away
you been gone since last May, and i miss you every day
swear to god im not okay, put my feelings on display

i got a hole up in my chest
i turn down everything suggest
i turn em down upon request
no you dont feel what i expressed

now youre gone, im alone, i get drunk, on my own
call me psycho, post malone, im too sad, to get stoned
got these pictures on my phone, memories that ive outgrown
im so lost, in the cold, and my heart dont got a home

i dont even got no rhymes
i just keep it to myself all the time
and if i die before i wake then baby dont cry
know you wouldnt even notice im wasting time

i just tell myself that i dont even really care
suffocating i cant catch a breath of fucking air
always said that youre around if i need you there
you could watch me self destructing but youre unaware

what a joke, what a joke, what a joke
never here, nevermore, hit your phone

Nevermore

nevermore (prod. Gaia)

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

every song
that u get
is a piece
of my health
puppet strings control me
so for them make something else
she could kill me yet again
and this corpse would only sputter
this hope turns to
waiting for the waves to pull me under

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

residuals (afterlife x jolst)

lyrics:

this is me sending a letter
jot down your name and the sender
i hope that you get this you better
the signals been fucked like forever

shout through the void if you hear this
im dodging my demons i near missed
count myself lucky im fearless
dont care anymore bout the sheer jist

of everything thats really going on
im only alright when my phone is on
the way that im thinking i know is wrong
i wish i was dead but im going strong

i hope you is too, i stare at the moon
i think bout the time by the river in june
the sound of your laugh always brighten a room
alright now you get it ill shut up real soon

hello out there, im still fine
talk in present, like youre still mine
like where are you, i cant see straight
and youre far too, and im too late

ill hold it in, cause im tough these days
i cannot sin, if theres no price to pay
im cold within, soon my mind will break
im falling in, save me from my fate

i promise im trying but i give up
it takes all my spirit just to get up
and you will not find me where ive been stuck
it will not define me it still got me fucked

hello out there, im still fine
talk in present, like youre still mine
like where are you, i cant see straight
and youre far too, and im too late

Hello Out There

hello out there

https://open.spotify.com/album/0bJh1YQSw6Rk94DK3hiNtG?si=EPAP1Mm1SuKkJY954x3qkg

https://linktr.ee/lottaheart

produced by @metlast
mastered by @jolst

lyrics:

(I know how we'd end,
right from the beginning
i waited at the bus stop,
just hoping you'd get home)

she said she was falling, i said hang tight
just hold onto me, i'll be your lifeline
i won't let you go like it's the last time
need you in my life so you cant die
[x2]

this can't be our last day
there can't be another way
i'm holding on for you to stay
don't know what i'd do,
nor would i know what to say if i,

lost you and you never could come back again
without you i don't even know what's happening
as you slip i can feel my world crashing in
i love you and you don't even know the half of it

so don't fall, hold on
i swear that i'll do everything i have to do
cause you're all that i want
and if you let go i'm jumping after you

i just needed you to know,
i won't ever let you go
i just needed you to know,
i won't let you die alone

she said she was falling, i said hang tight
just hold onto me, i'll be your lifeline
i won't let you go like it's the last time
need you in my life so you cant die
[x2]

lifeline

Fool For Love!

BANJI

watch it all fall down (prod. yunnygoldz)

this song is a work of fiction ***

prod. @cxldblxxd + mixed by me
art direction @digitalyams

lyrics:
(its just he said she said.
just another reject, there's no end and then u said
im intense its just pretend)

but bitch ur ded tbh im fr 
im the noose around ur neck
in the car, im a wreck
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its
probably for the best

say it with my chest
wouldnt settle for less
all i know is stress in my fucking head

but bitch ur ded tbh im fr im fr
if we never get together imma kill u with a sledgehammer
kiss ur naked body imma throw up when the blood splatters
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its...

probably for the best
say it with my chest                                                       2x
wouldnt settle for less
all i know is stress in my fucking head

in the closet maybe underneath the bed
im the nail in ur step when ur foot turns red
in the car, im a wreck
im the noose around ur neck
fucking love you, its
probably for the best, say it with my chest

but bitch ur ded tbh im fr im fr
im the noose around ur neck
in the car, im a wreck
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its
probably for the best

im the monster in the closet maybe underneath the bed
im the nail in ur step when ur foot turns red
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its
probably for the best

spotify

bitch ur ded tbh im fr [prod. cxld blxxd]

produced by F4iRY

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3sg1aqLsJU

---------------------------------------


gfx by @imtarnished

lyrics

————————


i been takin too many benzos
& i been drinkin way way too much
will all these drugs be my downfall
will i die feeling numb

i cannot take it
feel like im racing to my death
this aint no fake shit
this is my life & its such a mess
filled w/ dread & the constant stress
it eats me alive
i lay in my bed i cant help by cry
is it all in my head, i think its my time
& i gotta let go

i tried to figure it out
by nightfall, im bleeding out
on the floor
close the door
what more could u want
no i dont wanna talk anymore

pushing away everything that i love
if i keep this up
i’ll be gone forever
please stay away from me
i’ve had enough
i’m too far gone
& i’ll be lost forever

my life is a dark abyss 
i just want out of it
my mind keeps wandering 

i became everything i hated
what a shame
i cnt take it

produced by F4iRY

i've become everything i hate [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION/BIO]

[+] i'm only getting better.
* featuring @pinkcig * produced by @yagoproduces *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus: seejayxo]
I've been trying my hardest
I've been getting away from this
Ive been trying my hardest
Ive been trying my hardest, know this

[verse 1: seejayxo]
That I don't really care what they think of me
I be smoking a blunt while I fuck on the beat
Getting high on my own
No friends in the cut
It just keep me in the zone
I fuck her alone, but it feel like there's a ghost
Prada on my neck, I be geeked up on the go
I still keep a pole, he be talking shit
I put like 7 in his dome

[hook maybe idk: seejayxo]
They be on my dick
I stg they jock my shit
I would never trust
A mother fucka
Who a snitch
He be on my line
He know I'm fuckin on his bih
Know I'm fucking on his bih

[verse 2: pink cig]
i say jump they say how hi
sippin this wokhart aint thought id be that high
i know you, you from my past life
died long ago i forgot about that guy 
so long ago aint nun the same
got lost i was tryna go n numb the pain
every time im pullin up they go insane 
i know what that bullet want i want the same
have a long talk w the pistol 
wont be that long it depend tho 
i keep my shit to myself its a shame that he cant say the same bout his bitch tho 
i never let no one get close
knew id get rich from the get go 
look at me sideways im fittin as shit know the shoes i got on you cant get

trying my hardest

trying my hardest (feat. pink cig)

[prod. Diamoon] @diamoonofnhg
ft. @emofruits

COLD BONES, HEART FROZE 
 🥶💀🦴🧊💔💙

Lyrics:

FRVR -
My lips are numb
My body cold
Your gone im done
Stare at my phone

i found someone
They took my soul
Im good at finding pain
But not letting go 

Cold bones
Heart froze, off the cocaine
Geeked out, all alone
And im in the rain

I dont want these fucking hoes, its just not the same
So i put it in my nose
Dying its okay

Emo Fruits -
fucked up 
blue pill
put it on your tongue 
prada jacket 
hide the scars that are on your heart
and its okay 
we are the same
just get me high
just to numb the pain
u tell me u hate it
the pain never leave
and i know it gets hard on u 
im barely alive 
and this life is a bitch 
and i know that she fucked me too
i swear i aint shit 
but they swear that they love me 
but i dont know what i do
im crying and dying 
im just gettin fucked up inside of my cold dark room

FRVR -
My lips are numb
My body cold
Your gone im done
Stare at my phone

i found someone
They took my soul
Im good at finding pain
But not letting go 

Cold bones
Heart froze, off the cocaine
Geeked out, all alone
And im in the rain

I dont want these fucking hoes, its just not the same
So i put it in my nose
Dying its okay

DYING (its okay) ft. Emo Fruits - Prod. Diamoon

i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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trying my hardest (feat. pink cig)

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