PRODRN 03: Commander (belle bieber x seko)

Written, Performed and Produced by Sarah Paradise-Brown

This track is not yet mastered.. it may be a bit quiet... will do another mix before this becomes the final version.  This song will complete my album due for release on 22nd Sept (This year!) 🤪

Sometimes I feel nobody
But a stand-in for everybody
An overachiever’s make-believer’s mind
But in truth I’m dying, dying
To be good enough for you

You know my trophies
The prizes they bring
They don’t win me love
They don’t mean a thing
Those medals will just turn to rust
What matters is I'm good enough

Not good enough for you
I can feel it's true
Got the world in my hands
But I'm losing you
Oh I'm shinning bright
But it's all out of view

Not good enough for you
What more can I do

Love me when I am only
Too old and just sad and lonely
An overachiever’s make-believer’s mind
But in truth I’m dying, dying
To be good enough for you

No matter if my world is falling down
My world is falling down
My world is falling down

You know my trophies
The prizes they bring
They don’t win me love
They don’t mean a thing
Those medals will just turn to rust
What matters is I'm good enough

Not good enough for you
I can feel it's true
Got the world in my hands
But I'm losing you
Oh I'm shinning bright
But it's all out of view

Not good enough for you
What more can I do

An overachiever’s make-believer’s mind
But in truth I’m dying, dying
To be good enough for you

Good Enough For You

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Benji’s

A Hundred Letters

[Verse 1]
I received every letter you ever sent me
Read each word, every line, felt your soul in every page
Every letter you wrote, every line I read,
Brings my heart closer to yours

[Chorus]
A hundred letters; and I’ve read them all
I read them every night
Remember every word, every sentence, every line
All hundred letters

[Verse 2]
I read them every day, every night
Sometimes I fall asleep with your words in my hands
Then I dream you’re here, reading them to me
I kiss your lips as you read, but you keep reading
A hundred letters

[Chorus]
A hundred letters, and I’ve read them all
Your voice echoes every word
All hundred letters

[Outro]
Now I’m awake, waiting at this bus station
Waiting for you
Let the rain pour, thunder roar, sea rage
I’ll sit here and wait
Until you come and hold me
So I’m waiting
I’m waiting, baby

A Hundred Letters



[Verse]
I wanna walk
To the edge of the earth
Scream your name
Till the fire's gone
From my lungs

[PreChorus]
Wanna drink till I don't feel the urge
To run back to you
And lay it down
Make me yours

[Chorus]
I can still feel your breath
All over me
Filling me
I can fuck with you for eternity
Infinity
You're the one I can't get rid of
You're the one I can't get rid of

[Verse 2]
I wanna be the one that you breathe
You think about all day
You think about all night
You think about when you lie awake at night

[Rap/Bridge]
Empty coffee cups and mail
Piled up high
Since you left me baby
I don't know why
I didn't see you go
I shoulda held you close
Never let you go
Now I'm
Missing you bad
Missing you real real bad
Missing you baby
It's driving me mad
And
Your side of the bed is cold
The sheets still smell like you
I just keep replaying
All the things we used to do
I shoulda known
Your name it rings a bell
But not a telephone
My memory is shot to hell
I should have known
What was I supposed to say
When you looked at me that way
Missed calls on my phone
Missed calls from my baby
Why do I feel so alone
Since you went away hey
I see your face in the crowd
I hear your voice in my head
I was happy then I was proud
Now I'm stuck in my bed

[Prechorus]
I shoulda held you close
Never let you go

[Chorus]
(And I can fuck with you for eternity
Infinity)
You're the one I can't get rid of
I can still feel your breath
All over me
Filling me
I can fuck with you for eternity
Infinity
You're the one I can't get rid of
You're the one I can't get rid of

[Outro]
I'm missing you babe
(When you were mine)
When you were mine
When you were mine
When you were mine

When You Were Mine

another one of my old lyric  :)



[Intro]
Baby ohh ohh
Did I?...
Did I baby did i?..

[Verse 1]
I know you
You wanna love me slow
This ain't love, no
But it can still be good to you (and your body)
Come aboard this pleasure cruise(give it to me)

Slow it down, baby, take your time
I can see the way you watch me, 
Way you stare, slowly undressin me
Come as you are (I'm ready)
Bring your pleasures, bring your kinks
Bring your scars (don't be shy baby)
Lay your head on me

[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me, do you like the way I whisper in your ear?
The way my lips, they linger when I pull you near?

[Chorus]
Did I turn you on? (Yeah)
Did I turn you on? (Uh-huh)
Did I turn you on?
Did I make you crave me all along?
Did I make you go in your zone?
Tell me, baby, did I turn you on?

[Verse 2]
I know we settin’ off alarms
When I’m hittin’ the floor
Got you wrapped in my arms
Baby, ohh baby, gimme more
Say the word, and I’ll take my time
Got you hypnotized in the heat of my design

Losin’ all our self-control
Neighbors knockin’ on the door
On the sofa, table,  kitchen floor
Never have I felt this before
Feel me quiver, feel me tremble
Ohh baby, my body, all yours to explore

[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me, do you like it when I say ("go deeper" )in your ear?
The way my hips shudder when you pull my hair?

[Chorus]
Did I turn you on? (Yeah)
Did I turn you on? (Uh-huh)
Baby, did I?
Did I turn you on? (Uh-huh)
Did I turn you on?
Did I make you yearn for me so strong?
Make you feel like, 
You could go all night long (Ohhh)
So tell me (tell me), baby, 
Did I turn you on?

[Bridge]
Ayy
I got you turned on
Got you hangin' on
Feel the tension, feel the need
Say the word, I’ll take the lead
Don’t pretend, just let it go
Surrender to the way it flows

[Outro]
Did I turn you on? (Mmm, tell me)
Did I make you feel somethin’ strong?
I see the way you look at me, baby
Tell me, baby, did I turn you on?
Ohhh did I...(turn you on)

Did I Turn You On?

[Verse 1]
We met at the corner, heartbeat after Nine,
Post lights glow up; love at first sight.
First date, green light, racing through the lane,
Laughing at nothing, both a little insane.
But somewhere down the avenue, yellow lights come up
You hesitate, I overthink, we both move slow.
Red at the crosswalk, now we’re standing still,
Lost in the quiet, frozen against our will.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every love’s got a rhythm,
Every heart’s got a sign,
We’re all just hoping for the signal,
Not another warning line.

[Chorus]
Red means wait, green means go, 
Yellow means ,don’t let me go slow.
In this city of stops and starts,
We’re just traffic lights for each other’s hearts.
Sometimes we’re speeding, sometimes we stall,
Sometimes we’re both not moving at all.
Green means yes, red means goodbye,
Yellow means ,give us one more try.

[Verse 2]
Horn sounds in the distance, people pass us by,
We talk in headlights, but we never say why.
Crosswalk love story, midnight turns to dawn,
I want to run to you, but the light’s never on.
Brake lights in your eyes, shadows in mine,
Lost at an intersection, running out of time.
We chase the green, but there’s always a sign,
Love’s just a detour, waiting in line.

[Bridge]
Flash of a taxi, rain on the street,
Wipers like memories, can’t hit repeat.
Waiting for the moment, the light to turn bright,
Wishing on a dream, loving through the night.

[Chorus]
Red means wait, green means go,
Yellow means don’t let me go slow.
Big city dreaming, little town fights,
Every love is made of traffic lights.

[Outro]
So let’s take the journey, no matter the sign,
If we get a red, we’ll just wait in line.
If it’s green, let’s fly, let the city know
With you by my side,
I’m ready to go.

Traffic Lights

[Verse]
I wouldn't blame you if you went behind my back
'Cause I used to cheat, I admit that
I went through some rough shit, yeah
And you might, uh, do me just like them, oh, yeah
I felt how it feels when you love, that's why I'm scared
I keep tryna turn back, but there's fire back there
So just hold me

[Chorus]
(Hey, ha, hey)
Why do old goodbyes still hurt? (Hey, ha, hey)
I'm too nervous to go back to how it was (Hey, ha, hey)
Who told me anyone was perfect? (Hey, ha, hey)
Afraid to love you 'cause I feel like you could (Hey, ha, hey)
Oh, you could hurt me, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
Boo, you could hurt me, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
She said "me too," oh (Hey, ha, hey)
(Ay, ay, oh)
Me too (Hey, ha, hey)
Me too (Hey, ha, hey)
Could hurt me too (Hey, ha, hey)
(Me)
Me (Hey, ha, hey)
And we all fell down (Hey, aye)
But I did my- I know how to (Hey, ah, hey)
But I did my- (Hey, ha, hey)
Old goodbyes still hurt me (Hey, ha, hey)
But I did my best to unlearn

[Verse 2]
My boo,  this still scares me
And I barely knew her
Said she have my back daily
But ain't call, ain't mentioned oh ya
As the lies and the tears show
Got me thinkin' my approach wrong
Got me hurtin from a heartbreak song
Shits been hard for me to move on 

[Pre-Chorus]
Hurt from something, knew it from the start
She say that she want me, got me playin the part
Down for the moment, down to play her cards
I know when I open, that's when it start
And now it scares me
(Why does it scares me)

[Chorus]
(Hey, ha, hey)
Why do old goodbyes still hurt? (Hey, ha, hey)
I'm too nervous to go back to how it was (Hey, ha, hey)
Who told me anyone was perfect? (Hey, ha, hey)
Afraid to love you 'cause I feel like you could (Hey, ha, hey)
Oh, you could hurt me, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
My boo, you could hurt me, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
She said "me too," oh (Hey, ha, hey)
(Ay, ay, oh)

[Outro]
(Hey, ha, hey)
Maybe love ain't supposed to be easy (Hey, ha, hey)
Maybe we just learn as we go (Hey, ha, hey)
What if all the pain just means we’re healing? (Hey, ha, hey)
What if letting go means getting close?
(Hey, ha, hey)
So don’t run, don’t run, don’t run (Hey, ha, hey)
I know it hurts, but we ain't done (Hey, ha, hey)
I know it hurts, but we ain't done (Hey, ha, hey)
If you stay, then I’ll stay too (Hey, ha, hey)
If you break, I’ll break with you
(Hey, ha, hey)
Oh, you could hurt me, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
But maybe I could love you, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
She said "me too," oh (Hey, ha, hey)
(Ay, ay, oh)

Old Goodbyes Hurt

Sax At My Place

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Mmm, ohh, talk to me
Step into my bedroom
Come closer
Come closer
Step into my bedroom
Yeah

[Verse 1]
Do you remember
Those nights we spent just holding each other?
How much it meant?
You swore forever
Said we’d never drift apart
But you left me
Tore my world in half
I tried to play cool
But you played me fast
Foolish pride, oh, it cut so deep
Girl, your name’s in every dream I keep
Ohhh baby, hear me when I speak

[Chorus]
Can we lay down for old times’ sake?
I remember girl the love we used to make
You were mine before he came along
Bring it back, bring it back, bring it back

[Verse 2]
As I sit here, tears in my eyes
I replay the moments, asking why
What went wrong, where did we break?
Why our love just slipped away
You point fingers, I blame too
But deep down, girl, I needed you
If we had stopped to talk it through
Maybe we’d still be me and you
Now you belong to someone new
But I can’t stop my heart from missing you
Guess I was blind to let you go
Now every night I just need you to know

[Chorus]
Can we lay down for old times’ sake?
I remember girl the love we used to make
You were mine before he came along
Bring it back, bring it back, bring it back

[Outro]
He don’t love you right
He don’t hold you through the night
Girl, I know just what you like
Ohhh yeah..
Can we make love?
Can we make love?
Can we make love?
Come on, come on

For Old Times Sake

[Verse 1]
Every morning I rise, I can feel the blessing near
Through the battles, through the storms, you kept me standing here
To my love, spirits, to the ones who never fade (mmm)
To the world that shaped my journey, I give thanks for every day

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve seen the highs, I’ve felt the lows
But love and grace still overflow
And when I doubted who I am
You lifted me, you held my hand 

[Chorus]
Thank you 
Thank you for what you do 
Thank you for life 
For making me shine like a star 
For making me win all that 

[Verse 2]
To my queen who rides with me, never leaving through the fight
To the power in the unseen, guiding me 
To the ones who pray for me, even when I didn’t know 
Every seed of faith you planted is the reason I still grow

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve walked through fire, I’ve walked through rain
But you gave me strength to rise again
And every victory, every scar 
Has brought me closer to who we are

[Chorus]
Thank you
Thank you for what you do 
Thank you for life 
For making me shine like a star 
For making me win all that 

[Bridge]
Gratitude in every breath I take
Every blessing, every move I make
To the love that always pulls me through
I give my heart, my soul to you

[Final Chorus]
Thank you 
Thank you for what you do 
Thank you for life 
For making me shine like a star 
For making me win all that 
Thank you..ohhh I say thank you

Thank You

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