made a repetitive song to somehow figure out my thoughts. 

alone

short sweet 1

it’s boiled in you 
my sweet one 
it’s watching over me
till my legs shake
my sweet one 
tell them how my body moves
my sweet one 
it’s what you want
and what i cant take 

carry me on your way out
you dont need to
but tell them how i need you
how i sing and bleed 
all over your sheets
my sweet one 
i’ll be what you need 
it’s ok

i wanna see you
holding me at edge
we’ll lie again 
and ill sit and wait around for this

sweet 1

short 1 in an hr in my dorm goodbye

you're just right
ill learn how to hold my breath next time 
it's your turn 
to figure out how to say my name right

ill leave till a better day 
fill my heart n pick up pace 
ripen me for goodbye 
ill wait until my tongue’s dry

just right

im bored

here r lyrics:
i will be the one
to clean the sheets when you are done
i will be the dog
i'm learning how to bite my tongue 

tell me what to say
im losing sight of being right
and if you learn to stay
would that be alright
and if i learn to wait
would that make me humanlike 

it's getting less fun
watching you lose sight of me
do you like how i think out loud
i will meet you there
can we go to your house
do you like how
i love you now

we'll start the process of keeping this clean
watch your step
what's the point
if this is what you mean by leaving
keep your fingernails clean 
and then we'll see

clean

DRAFT!!!!!!!

give me my gift 
and sweep me to the right 
i would’ve stayed there forever
keep you down and prove i was right 
kissing the edges will only bruise our lips
let me prove i’m right 

we’ve been driving since five 
no more time to pick a fight
promise to say it out loud
but please try to keep it down
stretch your tongue out
but please try to keep it down
it’s starting to get loud

tell me do you notice 
that i am losing my voice
keeping up the bark 
saying this is it
is this it
you’ve been feeling sicker
are you through 
will you pull the trigger
are you through

out loud DRAFT!

i got caught up watching you run
follow me at a still pace
a sterile room 
i wait for you
we built a garden for two 

i got caught up keeping quiet
you're a good talker 
send you through the night
i'll meet you at the sunrise
i'll sit quiet

can't find enough to take from me
i've seen you drain
the performance you want me to be

you drank it up
make me win the game
sinking further
make me win the game

sit me on the pedestal 
i'll look at you all pretty
follow my eyes
and we'll reach the ceiling 

we built a garden for two 
we built the garden for you

garden

sink

im learning how to keep my body still 
keeping up the race, lets go again 
hold me down with the palm of your hand 
i know that you cared you still do 
shouldn’t that have been enough 

im quick to spoil the trick 
being caught in the clear are you here
learning how to keep up quick 
i still care about the way you needed me 
i still care about being there

and you taught me how i wanted to care
is it clear 
am i in the clear 
and you showed me how i could use my own voice 
is it clear 
am i in the clear 
im learning how to show i care about you 
is this different
i think it's just the same

care

here is a song that is boring and that i dont like . blah blbah blah blah lyrics.

and if there was a time
wouldn’t it have been then 
swollen sore from a concrete fall 
i couldn’t leave you then 
i needed a squeeze on the back 
and words that you meant 
a sign this was right
wasn’t it
but if there was a time
it wouldn’t be now 
i thought i knew better than this
i shouldnt be missing you like this

i want to be where you are
a real crowd pleaser
telling me about your dreams 
a close call 
id let my will down in one move
why shouldn’t i 
i know im better than this 
waving my own fists

and if there was a time 
wouldn’t it have been then 
swollen sore from a concrete fall
i couldn’t leave you then   
watch me leave without goodbye
kicking up fast dust 
i wrote you a letter
like the last one 
and if there was a time
it wouldn’t be now 
i thought i knew better than this 
i could be better than this

better

wanted

will this make sense if i say it one more time
you taught me how to care
i know it was all mine 

swinging keys in parking lots you held me down i felt rough 
said i had a secret you said to hold you hand till the next stop
breathing deep keeping quiet you told me that this feels right
said you had a secret i said to keep it down till the next stop

i'll tell you what i think

will this make sense if i dont talk this time 
you taught me how to care 
even if you weren’t there
i wanna feel your arms around my back 
squeezing tight now im full 
will this be like the last time

next stop

caught off guard
say bye next time you leave
ill move slow
cant make room for one more
start over
before anything begins
take what you need from me 


watching you run
kicking up fast dust 
got boiled in you
but you’re acting like the nice guy 
and it’s all for you 
breathing at your pace
it’s all for you   

but now i know
what i need to do
keeping still
and quiet for myself
this takes time
throwing  rocks at the shore 
let it ripple off of me 
and onto you

watching demoo

I’m not so tough 
I don’t know what I’m here for 
But I like your hands 
How they press into my back 
And the quiet you give me 
I’ll forget all I have to do 
And the pressure on my tongue 
Can we stay here
Can we stay here

I’m learning 
I don’t know what I’m here for 
But I like your voice
How you sing while we’re walking
And the embrace you give me
I’ll forget all I have to do 
And the pressure down my spine
Can we stay here
Can we stay here
 

Ill learn myself again before I get back  
Through every sheet stitch and
sounds from my bedroom window 
The stacks of old heirlooms
I’m breathing onto you 
Oh look what I can do

Sela

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