Once again I was asked to guest DJ a spot on KCUF with DJ Gene Jacket but the experience went south very fast. The recordings were a result of my on air break down. I had no control over the emcees and the result was a joyride through the hell that is KCUF 

Convalescence mix final live on KCUF Featuring Cyber Clops And Edgewyze part 1

some stupid shit I made about addiction and suffering.  I'll make something better soon. 

actual final convalescence mix (serious this time ultra mix)

from a distance i desired her, secretly admired her. 

time is not on your side.

part 2 now up

The Destruction of All Things Uncertain Part 1

A random hobo once told me, "Life isn't a bowl of cherries, it's a bowl of shit," then he tried to sell me a belt. I'm getting too old for this bowl of cherries. I miss my left eye.  

Equipment and other crap used:  Sp-404 mkII, MPC live II, Kaossilator Pro+, Arturia MicroFreak, Yamaha chord tracker app, Moises, Bitwig, Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, and of course a once settled soul left unsettled.  

Part 3 coming soon. let's see how far this takes us.  

The Destruction of All Things Uncertain Part 2

I'm done. 

machines: mpc live 2, sp 40fucking4 mk2, korg kaoss replay (it does not need a sequencer) and being bombarded by so much all at once. 

In memory of my father. Thankfully you don't have to live anymore. It's more than you gave me. 

The Destruction Of All Things Uncertain Part 3 Ending For Now

Inspiration much like misery, when it rains it pours.

The Destruction 2019 - 2024

the last 2 mixes I'm going to make for awhile. I'm tired. 

The Final Transmission from Self part 1.

The Final Transmission from Self part 2.

outtakes and all around garbage i fudged up on this horrid year

outtakes, throwaways, got aways. you decide

It's becoming a problem that won't ever be solved. This is the last one for you. 
Special thanks to Ms. Mentz for her creative guidance and support.
Machines used : MPC Live 2, SP404 MKII, Kaoss Replay, NTS3 Kaosspad, Digitakt 2, and of course the memories of a soul once settled.


Extermination of Personal Need or Desire mix

remix of a song i did with Vida Killz back in may , don't know the name look her up.

Vida Killz-Ora Corazon (Self Destruct Pacific NorthWest mix)

Created half in Boise half in San Jose my first mix in years and i'm satisfied with the outcome. Every stutter, glitch and hiccup you hear is intentional and recorded live in one session. Dedicated to all my friends overcoming their hardships without them i'd have committed sepuku a long time ago. Love to the few and hate for the rest you'll all ways know who you are. Over and out.

Self Destruct

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