lyrics:

I MADE THIS WITH MY THOUGHTS
I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT
KEEP WHAT YOU GOT 
I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT

ELIMINATE ALL OF THE SPOTS
I DECONSTRUCT THE PATTERS OF YOUR RATIONAL THOUGHTS
I LIKE TO ROLL THE DICE INSTEAD OF PICKING A LOCK
I LIKE TO MAKE A SILLY FACE AND MISMATCH MY SOCKS

SPARKY

WHATEVER I WANT

DL + STREAM!!!

~

it's been a crazy year. 

flutter was the first piece i wrote after moving out , assisted by the lovely soundcloud.com/achorda. since then, i've had to deal with a lot of transition, but i think finally i can say i've found my home here. this song has stuck with me since i got here. despite it not sounding entirely like what i make anymore, i think i can finally let it shine before we get into whatever my next era as aephyn is <3

thank you for the neverending support during this journey. i hope that the future will only be brighter :)

~

follow achorda:
https://soundcloud.com/achorda
https://linktr.ee/achorda

follow me:
https://linktr.ee/heyaephyn

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flutter + achorda

*on a good day.

written, produced, mixed & mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

am i late
to catch the high tide
i'm afraid that i just missed it
the sea's so inclined to seize peace of mind for the day
it's a crying shame you've never been
yeah, i'm okay
still had a full course on my plate
action was needed
i'll stare at the clock
while my mind keeps a log of the day
and dreams a place i've never lived

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
anymore

well give me a break !
it's not the first mistake i've made with you
i'll gesture towards the trauma
but don't expect me to write my stories of you
what can i say ?
it's far from the first time i've "berated you"
when you stirred up the drama
the sorry you sent
to my messages
it never came through

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault

you're sending messages across the room
i'm sending messages across the sea
i swear its nothing in particular
but the atlantic's just too large for me
i'm sending letters off to someone new
you're leaving messages to get to me
don't think it's anything specifically
but the pacific's far too wide for me

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
i took the train of my hypotheses
thought maybe you won't bother me
you did, i wasn't scared to tell you off
you took a hike to get alone with me
now you'll never get along with me
and i don't give a shit that it's my fault
anymore

anymore

stream !

6.7mb/s* !

(p. @clwdytunes)
mastered by me

STREAM/DL -
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https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/searchingsearching

SOCIALS/LINKS
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---- (lyrics)----
yea i'm searching for a reason why i should care because i don't
if you think me acting callous does pertain you then it wont 
if you took it up with me then ill be sure to make it home
i'll make it right just hold me,  i make the nights move slowly

yea i'm sifting out the heathens, purities refine the stone
all the things i did this season that i know i can't atone
i know i screwed it up but i don't want to face this shit alone
i'll make it right just hold me, i make the nights move slowly

don't raise your voice, i got it the first time
you said you don't want me to get into your head
i cloud your conscious and you wanted me dead
but instead, you seem to come around 

you'd stick to it like your fate is bound
and you would come to your senses while it boils down
but there's no way i would back down
we'd converse but cant recall what we just said now

patience, its no invitation
without hesitation, i would've wanted more
i'm naked to your regulations
no collaborations, i would've wanted more

yea im searching for a reason why i should care because i dont
if you think me acting callous does pertain you then it wont
if you took it up with me then ill be sure to make it home
i'll make it right just hold me, i make the nights move slowly

yea im sifting out the heathens, purities refine the stone
all the things i did this season that i know i can't atone
i know i screwed it up but i don't want to face this shit alone
i'll make it right just hold me, i make the nights move slowly

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searchingsearching (clwdy)

@penis-label

check out the breakdown https://youtu.be/2LWC5RWqfzA

ihtasiaw. (PMC VOL.15)

https://sxthsns.gumroad.com/l/sxthsnskitvol2

demos in order:

@viridityedm
@heyaephyn
@moorekismet
@mopearound
@swazyhq
@gasmaskatl
@gen4sound
@wood_lands (kai aspen)
@selasii
@feelingdesensitized (hostile)
@latersleeperr
@prodkbl
@saephbass
@unfamiliartunes
@iluvkami
@xylamusic
@axistwelve
@anem0s

sxth sns sound kit vol. 2 DEMO REEL

del mar county fair 2008 (lillybug cover)

inspo: @xaev & @gingaloid
cover: @volumebaixo (tt)
we back

spectrum

funeral-burglary (syzy 2ndF-house-edit)

I like the things that I like but I love everything.
From my album "Verdant", coming soon <3

heather.

the clock is on a new face every night
i wake up with the same things on my mind
i stay here but i don't quite know why
i haven't felt alive in a long time

and i guess it's all to show
what matters to me
cause people come and go
but i never will leave

i wonder if the future's pretty nice
i only have the past cause it's undenied
the present is a passing streetlight
fading out into the inkwell of the night

and i guess it's all to show
what matters to me
cause people come and go
but i never will leave

song about jimmie

°.• the best worst show you've ever seen ! •.°

• est. 2020 •

°.• management@pinkandpastel.com •.°

6.7mb/s* !

Self Discovery

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