this song just feels so nice the listen to and the cover remids me of fall idk why

this sounds like that one heartstopper scene where nick and charlie were playing in the snow

LYRICS:
__________

I see your eyes
They sparkle like the sunset
Across the lake of the camp that I went to
The summer my eighth grade year
(The summer my eighth grade year)
And it's a weird feeling
Guess I'm not used to
Being so close to
All of the things that I dreamt of
And you right here next to me
(You right here next to me)

There's a clarity
And a feeling of
Just enjoying how far I've come
So still through everything
And my suffering
You're really all I can think of

You're not a thousand miles away
You're only down a couple roads
Trust me when I say
"You're more than just my girlfriend,
You're my home"

And if it makes you feel better
I'll make sure I'll see you again
Like Mississippi weather
We don't know what we're doing

But it's okay
(It's okay)
It's okay
(It's okay)
We're gay
(We're gay, it's okay)
It's okay
(It's okay)

It's okay!

home ! (its okay !)

LYRICS:
____________

When everything for you
Feels like it could go wrong
And fuckin' round
Can only feel right for so long
I'd offer up another day or two
Of missing classes
Just so you could be with me
But I'm somewhere
In the middle of nowhere

I just wanna hold you
Just want you to hold me too
I just wanna hold you
Just want you to hold me too
I just wanna hold you
Just want you to hold me too
I just wanna hold you
Just want you to hold me too
I just wanna hold you
Just want you to hold me too
I just wanna hold you
Just want you to hold me too
I just wanna hold you
Just want you to hold me too
I just wanna hold you

It feels like everything I do
Always goes wrong
And all the things that I do
Won't ever last long
I'd offer up another helping hand
Or something else
That maybe could help you out
But I'm somewhere
In the middle of nowhere

no(some)where !

LYRICS:
_________________

"You're just a cocksucking, dimwitted
Chubby little fucker"
What she said right to my face
Before she went off to our mother
Just another college kid who doesn't know herself
All I really want from her is just to wish me well

You'd never waste your time with me
It's always about you
And every little thing it means
It never gets to you
Keep on saying that it's not for the attention
I hope to God I don't believe in that you'll listen
(Ay, main character syndrome)
(Ay, main character syndrome)
(Ay, the main character)
(Who's gonna tell 'em)

And it's never gonna be okay for me
All the nights I've spent awake to find relief
From everything I never wanted to do to me
From everything I never wanted for you to see
And I can't shake the thought that you hate me

"I'm just a cocksucking, dimwitted
Chubby little fucker"
What I say just to myself
Before she goes off to our mother
Just another college kid who doesn't know herself
All I really want from her is just to wish me well

You'd never waste your time with me
It's always about you
And every little thing it means
It never gets to you
Keep on saying that it's not for the attention
I hope to God I don't believe in that you'll listen
(Ay, main character syndrome)
(Ay, main character syndrome)
(Ay, the main character)
(Who's gonna tell 'em)

main character syndrome

LYRICS:
____________

(Okay, open your mouth and say "ahh")

Gimme that shit in your mouth
Plaque, enamel, root canals
Give it to me
Open that shit wide and
Let me pull 'em out
No dollar bills
No off-white walls
No satisfaction for your balls
Just want your pearly whites
All of your teeth
I want 'em all

I'll take your tongue so there's no way to lick up
All of the cream when you're sucking my dick up
Hands in the air so he called it a stick up
I took out his mouth from the teeth to maxilla
Both of my hands in your mouth like it's dentistry
Can't stand the look of this bitch sittin' next to me
I oughta whack a bitch mafia style
And take out their teeth for a chomperless smile

Teeth, teeth, teeth
I want all your
Teeth, teeth, teeth
Give me all your
Teeth, teeth, teeth
I want all your
Teeth, teeth, teeth
Give them to me

I want your teeth and
I want 'em now
Give me your teeth
Plus your wife's and your child's
I'll take the whole jaw
Even the tongue
If you feel generous
Toss me a lung
I'm not a dentist
Got kicked out of college
Don't got the license but
I got the knowledge
Don't have a nurse
But it'll be fine
Just give me your teeth
Right now 'cause they're mine

Teeth, teeth, teeth
I want all your
Teeth, teeth, teeth
Give me all your
Teeth, teeth, teeth
I want all your
Teeth, teeth, teeth
Give them to me
Teeth, teeth, teeth
I want all your
Teeth, teeth, teeth
Give me all your
Teeth, teeth, teeth
I want all your
Teeth, teeth, teeth
Give them to me now

TEETHTEETHTEETH

LYRICS:
___________

( self discovery )
I get worried when I take time for myself
Is it really for me or do I not like you that much?
Am I too selfish for just thinking of myself?
It's not important I think that it's time I grow up
I keep forgetting that you're better than the last ones
Is it too late to take back all of my regrets, love?
Yeah I'm okay I just not used to being unstuck
Exaggerating for attention I already have

It's all in my head, it's all
It's all in my head, it's all
It's all in my head, it's all
It's all in my head, it's all
It's all in my head, it's all
It's all in my head, it's all

( cyebug )
A little headache but it's nothing I can't shake off
A couple worries but you'll always take their place, love
Keep talking to me you don't ever need to shut up
No need to worry I will always keep you safe, love
I keep forgetting that you're better than the last ones
Is it too late to take back all of my regrets, love?
Yeah I'm okay I just not used to being unstuck
I'm falling for you every day, just say okay (woah)

It's all in my head, it's all
It's all in my head, it's all
It's all in my head, it's all

( both )
It's all in my head, it's all
It's all in my head, it's all
It's all in my head, it's all

(It's all in my head, it's all)
(It's all in my head, it's all)
(It's all in my head, it's all)
(It's all in my head, it's all)
(It's all in my head, it's all)
(It's all in my head, it's all)

allinmyhead (feat. Cyebug)

shoutout to @singin-in-the-rain for doing this with me

lyrics:
_________
staying up late
isn't good for my head
and it won't let me rest
'till i conquer my dread sooo i
so i'll lay in my bed 
and i'll just have to wait
for the night that went great to set in 
and i hate that it doesn't feel great

i wish you'd stop
stop crying when 
something of everything 
didn't go your way
and i wish you'd stop
stop lying and dodging the truth
that you're starting to decay

staying up late
isn't good for my head
and it won't let me rest
'till i conquer my dread sooo i
so i'll lay in my bed 
and i'll just have to wait
for the night that went great to set in 
and i hate that it doesn't feel great

i wish i'd send
send something to check if you're still getting caught around the bends
and if it depends
i think that i'd just want to 
meet you and tell you how it ends

stayed up too late
thoughts are pounding my head
of all the things left unsaid
it's dumb to say you ever loved yourself
scathing the names
all the things that they say
and though it only got worse
you can say you got better at managing it

i wish you'd stop
stop trying to play cool
and say that it's just what they said
and i wish you knew
knew something not nothing about
all the ways that this could end
(ways this could end)

thank you, i'm sorry, i love you, but the harder it gets to live, the harder it gets to feel.
i know that you're hurting but trust me it's a temporary state
and things will turn out great
and I can hardly wait
staying up late can't be good for my head
even if you had said i would conquer my dread, well I
well I guess this is it, and I have to admit, after all that I hid, and all that I did
I can see it through

why can't i stop
(i can't stop)
stop thinking and writing these words that cause pain
and here I go again

so now i should say
goodbye to myself 'cause the help that you need is here
(goodbye)
right here

no spoilers
you'll see how it ends

spoiler (w/ StormKloud)

🌹

update 10/9/22: thank you all so much for 10k plays this is so surreal
im so grateful for all the support ive received in the last year from the bottom of my heart

-

update 5/31/23: 1k likes and 18.6k plays thank you so much

oculi5

meme remix, cuz im bored

their socials
@moorekismet
@courtney-paige-nelson-17258398

moore kismet - see you go (feat. courtney paige nelson) (aego remix)

clique

2022 was a year.
with the rebrand and ep release and everything changing i feel like i finally found what i was meant to do.
but i didn't do it alone.

this showcase contains the weird and wonderful interactions i have with the people i held close, alongside a LOT of new music planning to be released this year :)i hope you'll enjoy listening to the party's not-so-brave adventure to a new era for aephyn <3

watermarks from:
euphorian (a lot), a.pathrose, jasko, TKA, damori, chalbert, peter griffin, noveci (he's ok), cheap thrill, (un)familiar, and more :)

tracks:
aephyn - ID
aephyn x Flixamon - ID
aephyn - ID
aephyn x euphorian - ID
aephyn - ID
aephyn x emelka - ID
aephyn x fearozzles - ID
aephyn x Crystallis - ID
aephyn - ID
aephyn - ID
aephyn x Viridity - ID
grape milk - the skateboard song (aephyn flip)
aephyn, zeff, Flixamon - ID
aephyn - so, what?
aephyn x Jasko - ID

here's to 2023.

2023 - to vessel's peak / a journey best not taken alone!

orginal -> https://soundcloud.com/kurtains/denial

art: @bubble-whale during a game of gartic phone

kurtains - denial (voka flip)

°.• the best worst show you've ever seen ! •.°

• est. 2020 •

°.• management@pinkandpastel.com •.°

home ! (its okay !)

Self Discovery

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