callbacks aren't for another week, dude.

(featuring @monikrr)

written by self discovery & monikrr
produced by self discovery
mixed & mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[self discovery]
can you give me a second again
i don't want to know everything you say you did
i don't need to know anything you think you meant
i just need you to leave me alone
can you give me a second, a minute
to gather my self confidence again
it's more than anything you ever meant
but it sounds like you weren't listening to what i said

cause i don't wanna hear about your
wasted weekends, the time you spent
the bottles, or the bends
i said "i'm over it now"
you start to choke on your smile
i know i've evened it out
now i'm sitting here wasting my spring break
you're steady looking for the things you can say you'd change
to make me look back fondly
and say "i want it"
and make me fall apart
i'm sorry, but i can't play the part
you want me to

[monikrr]
i’m done walking on eggshells
it’s just another reason you bring me hell
you said i put it all into someone else
but honestly i’d fucking kill myself
if i did this over again
i don’t care what you want
but you get to my head
spent the last few weeks tryna cut the thread
but you didn’t even listen to me when i said,

[self discovery]
that i don't wanna hear about your
wasted weekends, the time you spent
the bottles, or the bends
i said "i'm over it now"
you start to choke on your smile
i know i've evened it out
now i'm sitting here wasting my spring break
you're steady looking for the things you can say you'd change
to make me look back fondly
and say "i want it"
and make me fall apart
i'm sorry, but i can't play the part
you want me to, oh

rips in the bottom of
bridges you built
on the second worst night
i decided to live
with a shard in my hand
and a shoulder to cry for
i'm slamming my head
into patterns that we forged
to crack at my skull
as to crack at your ego
to catch both your eyes
pay attention with ears closed

cause i'm done playin' the part you want
you want me to

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s*** - take my energy [ 3mix ]

inspo: @xaev & @gingaloid
cover: @volumebaixo (tt)
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pinkpantheress ft. rema - another life (disphing flip)

drizzle.down (inspired by hayden kolb)

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cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
_________________________________

blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

basalt

I like the things that I like but I love everything.
From my album "Verdant", coming soon <3

heather.

z u y a - i took anotha shit

thank u jedwill

s/o https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999 https://soundcloud.com/brakence https://soundcloud.com/loginstrash

original: https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999/athena

art: https://soundcloud.com/sumantsagar

enjoy!

jedwill, brakence & login - athena (doug suh flip)

when i was younger, my dad took me to two train stations in specific. i was a very stereotypical autistic kid who liked planes and trains. I loved the wind as the fast ones went by. Recently, my dad took me back to those train stations for nostalgia, and i've been thinking alot about those moments when making my art or music. I have to wonder if this is where my inherent emotional attachment to trains comes from. This was made from various recordings from the main train station i used to frequent as a little kid.

trains

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