green man - (Demo 2021) @jonah bru

folie (i/ii) - migraine - (Demo 2021) from folie a deux ep prod. @anticøn

folie (ii/ii) - deep down 溺れ込む  - (Demo 2021) from folie a deux ep prod. @saint mike

sick - (Demo 2021) @dan darmawan

cut - (Demo 2021) @dan darwaman

jay - (Demo 2021) @waves

dreaming - (Demo 2021) @anticxn

(i/ii) - depersionalization - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

(ii/ii) - derealization - (Demo 2022) @pekarot

starshine - (Demo 2022) @grayskies

atoms - (Demo 2022) @grayskies

elephant in the room - dirt of shame - (Demo 2022) @saint mike

dumb - (Demo 2022) @capsized

wanked - she said to her friends - (Demo 2022) @irby

knurd (Demo 2022) - @genos

shroom trip 2001 - (Demo 2022) @bloom

the eager sound of depression - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

whitie - (Demo 2022) @bloom

your cloudy skies - (Demo 2022) @genos

lyrics - time machine ☥*+.
(chorus)
Feels like my eye pops out
Feels like my head spins around
Do you even care

You said you wish you had a time machine
i couldn't figure out
do you still love me

(verse)
oh, and i understand
that i cant take it back
and i apologize 

(bridge)
and i regret, every single second
she’ll forget no, no
she will never forget

(chorus)
Feels like my eye pops out
Feels like my head spins around
Do you even care

You said you wish you had a time machine
i couldn't figure out
do you still love me

(do you still love me)

timemachine ☥*+. (Demo 2022) @anticøn

lyrics - dead?
(chorus)
am i dead
in my head 
in my head
am i dead
am i dead
in my head 
in my head

(verse)
cut me open until nothings left
let me dead
on the ground i might find peace

(bridge)
peace by being dead
defeated
i dont feel, anything
am i dead or am i dead

(chorus)
am i dead
am i dead
in my head 
in my head
am i dead
am i dead
in my head 
in my head

dead? 𖤐* (Demo 2022) @anticøn

Lyrics - Drown ♱ ♱ ♱
(chorus)
watch me drown 
in my own sorrow
will be forgotten
rotting in my coffin
watch me drown

(verse)
so watch me drown
watch me sink to the buttom
of the deep dark ocean of blood

(bridge)
so watch me sink
watch me fall apart
watch me suffocate
watch me breathe my last breath
watch me drown

(chorus)
watch me drown 
in my own sorrow
will be forgotten
rotting in my coffin
watch me drown

(chorus)
watch me drown (so watch me)
in my own sorrow (sorrow)
will be forgotten
rotting in my coffin (coffin)
watch me drown

drown ♱ ♱ ♱ (Demo 2022) @anticøn

lyrics - high

(sample): 
and welcome to the high life

(chorus)
high, high
feel so high, high
i am high, high
so damn high, high
feel so high

(bridge)
high, up in the sky
(high up in the sky)

(instrumental)

(sample):
welcome to my garage, today we're gonna try something little fucked off. first time ever trying to do this. i know it's not packed all the way, but i'll hope that'll help with ignition. this is, self lighting joint. well, time to be about it. 

(chorus)
high, high
feel so high, high
i am high, high
so damn high, high
feel so high

(Instrumental)

(chorus)
high, high
feel so high, high
i am high, high
so damn high, high
feel so high

high ❂ - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

lyrics - wind

(chorus)
i, am (i am)
in the sky (in the sky)
(i am)

my head spins
the blow winds
will i 
will i ever be


(bridge/sample)

Welcome to the Selfhatred EP
Now playing, track 01


(chorus)
i, am (i am)
in the sky (in the sky)
(i am)

my head spins
the blow winds
will i 
will i ever be

wind⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

lyrics - hotel celestial ✧༺ .❆. ༻✧

(chorus)
open the door
hand me the key 
let me in 
just let me in
hotel celestial
hotel celestial
please just let me in
just let me in
 
(verse):
i wanna be free
let me in on the other side
i dont wanna live on this planet anymore
just let me in 
just let me in

(bridge):
let me in 
hand me the key 
its just me
just let me in
just let me go

(chorus):
open the door
hand me the key 
let me in 
just let me in
hotel celestial
hotel celestial
please just let me in
just let me in

(Reversed chorus)

(Reversed chorus/bridge)

(Reversed chorus)

✧༺ .❆. ༻✧ hotel celestial - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

lyrics - static
(is there), is there
(out there)
my eyes feel shut

my vision in a blur

the static
the static
(is there)
the bliss

can you hear me? , someone
can you feel me?
cus' i can you hear you
just return back

stati.c° - (Demo 2022) @anticøn

high ❂ - 3000ug version (bonus) @anticøn

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･[]300823 - slowed - [自己嫌悪 - 社会]

ׂׂૢ་༘࿐ []2209-23 - slowed [自己嫌悪 - 社会]

Whirr - Leave (selfhatred Archives Mix)

digital 00’ Japan inspired cloudgaze/alternative music
[2021-2023] †
Sh Archives (Selfhatred Archives) is a persona of this more innocent but creative soul while also speaking on themes such as selfhate, suicide and self harm in a very joyfull, catchy & symbolic way. 
It started as a 16 year old wanting to express himself in something deeper than drawings. 
With inspirations as Eyedress and other synth pop artists he created the Jiko ken'o - ep. (2022)
Later on Selfhatred continued doing more of the so called Cloudgaze genre he himself labled it.
With "Cloud" coming from Soundcloud, the cheap digital sound with minimal recording gear and the youthfull energy.
And the "Gaze" coming from the genre Shoegaze that peaked back in the 90’s all the way to the 10’s.

Selfhatred is a statement in itself to express your every negative emotion in a fun matter. Selfhated is a critisism to your own self on how to improve, gain experience, skills, assets etc. 
Selfhatred is a personal path on becoming someone who is ten times better than who you were yesterday, with that continuing eternally. 

Selfhatred Archives is currently in the works of being remastered, getting leaced instrumentals etc. 
Expect Selfhatred to sound polished to it’s core in about a year or two. 
With being on every platform and accessable for anyone. 

Peace & Love, 
Selfhatred

꧁SELFHATRED༒ARCHIVES꧂

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