prod. by @prodmichael

I didn’t know that my heart would break
I never knew how long that it would take
But now I don’t wanna hesitate 
Cause we waste time just to get by
And there was something about that day
It came about in such a subtle way
Everything changes but stays same
Now we waste time just to get by
These endless winter nights
They keep me up despite
All the weight on my soul
I feel it taking a toll
And standing in the snow
didn’t even feel as cold
As it does when I'm alone
Oh god I need your hand to hold

Spending days on repeat
Tried to change but its not that easy
I'm in hell and its freezing
Cause I feel like no one else sees me
It only takes a glance
There's no way that I ever stood any chance
Consumed by the darkness
Defrost this heart inside my chest
And I did what I could to hold out in this ghost town
But there's no doubt that I'm so down
Snowflakes on my face as I'm bawling
All my tears turn to ice as they're falling

endless winter nights

fijiplus - Smoke Alone (prod. filkie)

etai s0 x .win23 - ilysm (prod. xipho)

[ #HVN_GNG XCLUSIVE ] Mega-Mane (prod. fbg)

really shitty poorly written demo I made
I tried doing a vocal track but my nasally ass voice can't do that so here's the awful lyrics, try not to cringe, kek:

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I'm sorry I don't know what to say
It looks to me like you feel the same way
but what if I'm wrong
what if you hate me

Why do you still look at me
Is it curiosity?
Or is it hate
Could you ever feel the same way?

x2
Could you feel the same way?
I would do anything

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or at least they would go something like that idk

was going for a Still Life kinda vibe, maybe a little Cap'n Jazz insp lol


sorry K ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

iwoulddoanythingforyou - february 13th (demo)

prod. archipelago

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oxycontin that’s straight 2 the face
i made so many mistakes
i thought that we were gon b okay
i was wrong wtf can i say

chorus:

know my eyes always open can’t sleep in the night
yeah, my heart colder than the ice
i guess i wasted 2 years of my life 
still blame myself fucked it up in a night
now i’m offa the drugs flying just like a kite
got me fuckin w chemicals all in my mind
rarely ever b thinking when i should think twice
potion in my cup just spilled on the nikes
i got clean of the pills now i’m losing my mind

yeah think about takin my life
family only thing changing my mind
everything upside down don’t feel alright
said it once i feel dead bitch i won’t say twice
but i guess what i just said was kind of a lie
cos practically all of my songs have that line
what else can I say when I feel like I’m…
I won’t say it again I’ll just look for the light
but that shit seems like it’s just too hard to find
i stopped taking them pills that were all self prescribed 
2 months w no anxiety was nice

yeah
when i stopped taking them it put me in bed for like a week
i was withdrawing I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t eat
now my anxiety stay at the peak
i need a break from this shit need some weed
yeah, i need to collect all the trees🍃
panic attack I can’t breathe 
yeah, spilling my drink on my sleeve
my hands are shaking I just wanna leave!
told u I just wanna leave yeah
told you that I can’t compete with this
told you that I feel deafeated
i was screaming i cannot believe this

(chorus)

and the words that you said cut so deep like a knife 
suppressing my thoughts but you still in my mind
somehow u still in my mind but u ain’t in my life i got no love 
sometimes it feels like i got no one
got no one to turn to got no trust
coldhearted so numb
all u did was just tell me to grow up

u made it so clear u had no love
u wouldn’t even look me in my eyes
u just called me on my phone n u ended my life as it was
I’m so fucked up n lost
i been fuckin distraught
bitch I was numb
yeah, I’m done w this life I won’t lie
I don’t wanna waste time
I needa plan an escape from inside of my mind

hate being stuck I need another line
I been fucked up been high
cut so deep, bleeding out
just noclipped through the ground
I’m recording this track in the backrooms 
n I’m constantly in a bad mood
double drop, just took 2
really I was never good for u

(chorus)

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endless winter nights

self in exile

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