Lyrics: 

(Chorus 1)

Lately I been doing fine all on my own staying to myself cuz everybody do me wrong I said that I’m okay can you just leave me all alone 

(Chorus 2)

baby please leave me alone mama please don’t hit my phone 

(Chorus 3)

ima be alright fight my demons every night 

ima be alright fight my demons every night 

ima be alright fight my demons every night girl I told you ima be alright

(Verse 1)

Dreamin every night and they lucid sick of you acting like I’m stupid saying that you love me but baby I’m not Cupid baby I’m not Cupid I don’t wanna do this dam I fucking knew it you was never different same shit different bitch think bout how we started with the cuts up in yo wrist girl I tried stay strong never mattered all along

(Chorus 1) 

Lately I been doing fine all on my own staying to myself cuz everybody do me wrong I said that I’m okay can you just leave me all alone 

(Chorus 2)

baby please leave me alone mama please don’t hit my phone 

(Chorus 3) 

ima be alright fight my demons every night 

ima be alright fight my demons every night 

ima be alright fight my demons every night girl I told you ima be alright

(Verse 2) 

Staying by my lonely nobody ever known me mentally I’m fucked up fuck these fakes and fuck love time I’m running out of feels like I’m at the end everybody that I know is just somebody that I know cuz nobody my friend we was never meant to be please baby don’t pretend as the years are going by I really start to wonder why I got nobody by my side 

(Verse 2 part 2)

I thought that I told you come here lemme hold you tell you I’m okay really ain’t no fucking way it’s hard for me to keep it real and  tell you how I really feel keep shit to myself baby this the way I fucking deal i know that you miss me but baby it’s all over I was left all in the dark now this shit takin over it hurt me just to say it to you but this shit need to end so it’s over 

(Chorus 1)

Lately I been doing fine all on my own staying to myself cuz everybody do me wrong said that I’m okay can you just leave me all alone 

(Chorus 2)

baby please leave me alone mama please don’t hit my phone 

(End chorus)

ima be alright fight my demons every night 

ima be alright fight my demons  every night 

ima be alright fight my demons every night girl I told you ima be alright

imabealright  (Prod. Fantom)

(Hook verse 1) Drowning in my thoughts and I’m drownin in my sorrow everytime we fought had me drinking till tomorrow drink the pain away till I can’t feel my fucking face never was okay always felt I’m outta place  

(Hook verse 2)Darkness takin me baby let it be 
Darkness takin me baby let it be 
Darkness takin me baby let it be 
Harmless suicide but nobody’s letting me (harmless suicide but nobody’s letting me) 

(Verse 1) Don’t know how much longer I can stay holdin on pistol by my side while I’m writing down this song music is my way out but it can only help for so long 

Wish that I could be real and I wish that I was happy miss the way that it had felt to really fucking smile I ain’t where I wanna be not even by a mile got no one to blame but me myself and I 

think I wanna die never get no sleep cuz every night I fucking cry never ask for help cuz I do shit by myself missed calls from my mama cuz she worried bout my health 

(Hook verse 1) Drowning in my thoughts and I’m drownin in my sorrow everytime we fought had me drinking till tomorrow drink the pain away till I can’t feel my fucking face never was okay always felt I’m outta place  

(Hook verse 2)
Darkness takin me baby let it be 
Darkness takin me baby let it be 
Darkness takin me baby let it be 
Harmless suicide but nobody’s letting me (harmless suicide but nobody’s letting me 

(Verse 2) mama please don’t worry fucked up vision blurry wish that I was better but the truth is I could never thinking bout the bottle so me and bro could be together wish I could say music plays ease the pain but even that don’t matter the pain don’t ever ease the devil don’t let up no matter how much I beg him please baby please don’t leave baby please don’t leave 

think that bitch is evil got some tricks right up her sleeve fell into her trap and now the darkness takin me save me from myself I got some fucked up mental health but nobody else can help can somebody fucking help

looking in the mirror I see demons staring back the day I started poppin pills my soul turned straight to black baby I’m a sinner heart cold like it’s winter ain’t loved no one before breakin hearts is easy cuz I’m numb down to the core guess this how it be that bitch gave me nothing and I gave her all of me honestly fuck these people wanting honesty miserable in life if we talking honesty

idontwannabehereanymore (prod. boyfifty)

SHOUTOUT MY ENGINEER <I3ackTxlk

this song was made because the emotions you feel for people are strong and there can be multiple at one time which translates into you changing as a person as well as getting involved in a very "toxic" relationship where you don't know why you still feel for the person but you cant control it therefor you tend to feel mad, happy and sad towards that person or relationship.

madsadandupset

For entertainment purposes 

Engineer: <I3acktxlk

blackedout (prod. prodigal)

FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY

my first mix :)

semiautoflow (prod $leeper)

entertainment purposes only 

mixed and master by me.

not my image lol

ignant

ignant (prod. by YGcezar)

Window Shoppin

Lyrics: 

I be wide awake but I feel like I'm asleep
Dig myself a grave counting one too many sheep
Dam perks got me dizzy 
Bitches stay pretty 
So much of the money got me feeling like I'm Diddy
Hold up 
She call me daddy but but don't gotta daughter 
Dirty in the cup and I sip it like water 
Ain't nothing to me 
Bitch tryna flatter like she sum to me 
Dam 
That bitch ain't nothing to me 
Sit back and smoke on this tree 
Disrespect me 
I diss his bitch
Hit that shit once and I dip on that bitch
Huh 
Dam 
I'm getting rich 
Diamonds so wet I might slip
She got good brain so I call her scientist 
pour up some mo and I feel like I'm rick

Yuh 
I fuck on yo daughter 
I buss in yo daughter
Yea I'm fuckin yo daughter 
One tappin yo daughter
Yea I slaughter that pussy its a murder scene
Huh
Then I dip on that pussy that's past tense (Hensworth)
Me and my n***** we grindin for this mothafuckin money
These n***** they hatin they junkey ass n***** they tryna stop the grind 
Huh that's crazy cuz
I hope you pussy n***** know I will never resign
Look at my fit bitch I'm wearin designer
Man I'm feeling so bored i might fuck around and book a trip 
To china
Hold up I really cant think straight I'm really fucked up off the rock
Tuh
Bitch my name is backtalk
And no I don't ever listen 

Dont feel emotion and my heart is broken 
Dam 
Drugs in my system and I keep a pistol
Cant trust nobody and that shit official
Hold up huh huh
Feds on my dick 
Fuck off my dick 
Run hella quick 
Op getting silly like my name was V.I.C

My name is V.I.C
My name is V.I.C
Bitch I really hope you don't think you slick
I really dont know a n**** wit the name of V.I.C
Tuh
And fuck the politics
Fuck the Trump supporters
Hold up I might fuck around and go on a slaughter spree 
Fuck around and give the order
Dam this is torture
Me and my n**** in poverty 
Is there such thing as equality?

asleepfreestyle (prod. POPPA)

SHOUTOUT MY ENGENEER
BackTxlk

Lyrics:

(Singing) weakened so badly thought it would never last) I loved you but I’m not stuck in the past so badly so badly 

(Hook verse 1) Didn’t really think that this pain would ever last all the great times that we had and the memories we made need to put em back in the past always loved you but you never loved me back

(Hook verse 2) remembering them days way back we were happy little did I know there would be a big finale to this day dont know why it had to end so sadly (end so sadly)

 (Verse 1) still don’t know why I want you so badly everyday I wait for the sound of you blowin up my phone never fuckin feel like picking up the phone fucking hella bitches but I still feel alone  wake up feeling lonely no one by my side so I do it by lonely changed so much even I don’t fuckin know me pillies in my system and they got me moving slowly man fuck that bitch I thought she my one and only I can’t even focus cuz she got me fucked up voices in my head and they won’t shut the fuck up wake up every morning never feel like getting up don’t know why I’m missin you wishin that you miss me too but I know you don’t and baby that’s fine I just really hope it gets better overtime (better overtime) 

(Hook verse 1) Didn’t really think that this pain would ever last all the great times that we had and the memories we made need to put em back in the past always loved you but you never loved me back

(Hook verse 2) remembering them days way back we were happy little did I know there would be a big finale to this day dont know why it had to end so sadly (end so sadly) 

(Verse 2) I thought we were good girl I thought we were great looking back now wish I knew the shit was fake bitch you hella fake you really took my heart and you broke it now I’m fuckin broken cover up my pain wit this weed that I’m smokin mentally exhausted feelings hold me hostage got me going psycho need a diagnostic for the thoughts and depression this is my confession sorry to my mama didn’t mean to put you in my psychodrama but Ill turn out just fine ima be alright I just need some time don’t believe me when I say I’m doing fine my emotions dead fuck love and these thoughts in my head stabbed me in the back and you laughin while I bled missin yo lips and yo fragrance in my bed memories and love have me wishing that I’m dead

(Hook verse 1) Didn’t really think that this pain would ever last all the great times that we had and the memories we made need to put em back in the past always loved you but you never loved me back

(Hook verse 2) remembering them days way back we were happy little did I know there would be a big finale to this day dont know why it had to end so sadly end so sadly

fakelove (Prod. Poppa)

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