Songs To Listen To While I Rethink My Whole Life

I know yeah, I know 
I know I ain’t perfect you ain’t gotta tell me baby 
I already know this 
All this negativity making me lose focus 
Should’ve seen the signs yeah it could’ve been avoided 
I know that 

You don’t wanna be with me cause you wanna be with him 
But can he take you places that you ain’t never been 
Yeah That you Ain’t never been 

But you gotta admit that this is bullshit 
If this is what you want then ill say okay 
Cause I don’t wanna  fight I feel so drain 
Smoke a pound a day
Hope the pain just go away but 
But it don’t 
I don’t wanna do this no more 
Living really feeling like a chore
I don’t wanna do this any more  I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this anymore 

I been skipping showers 
Thinking bout you through the hours
Circling like I’m the long hand on the clock 
You got power over 
Me and I can’t shake it 
When you still calling me baby 
Yeah you say it to my face 
And then you’re gone 

Changing places to get away with you 
You’re toxic I’m nauseous I don’t what to do 
Yeah you text me goodnight 
Right before you said your phone died
But I know you went with him to spend the night

you gotta admit that this is bullshit 
If this is what you want then ill say okay 
Cause I don’t wanna  fight I feel so drain 
Drink like every day 
Hope the pain just go away but 
But it don’t 
I don’t wanna do this no more 
Living really feeling like a chore
And I want this to work out so badly
But I know its over and done 
I don’t wanna do this any more  I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this anymore

this is bs.

Snøw, Laeland & Skinny Atlas - this is bs.

written by Lxst Boy
produced by trxxshed, allove, & towerz
mixed & mastered by Lxst Boy

[LYRICS]
Yeah,
I feel the rain it pours
don't love me anymore
you broke my heart like glass 
all scattered on the floor
all of the hoodies I gave you
are on your bed all torn
and now I write this song
cause your love's a war

ticking time bomb 
in my chest about to blow
stuck in time 
getting sick of november snow
I didn't want you to go 
but I had to watch you go
making songs from these notes 
and letters I had wrote for you
yeah
no warmth in my solitude
ok
I just wanted to start a life with you
I want another chance
probably wasting my breath
I'm crying in my bed
cause I'll never have your hand

#scfirst
#getmoreplays

november (trxxshed x allove x towerz)

amv:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwK5BnslG8s

artists:
@anthonysidoti
@iamvagrxnt

producer:
living puff

lyrics:
i always felt so numb
im never good enough for you 
i swear this all went wrong
how do i keep holding on!

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around) 

let me out
end this acheing burning inside of my chest
there's no way out
i cant find a reason to wake up and let it out

i know its not in my head
but i'm just losing my senses
it keeps coming in waves
i knew that you never meant it 
took a knife to my heart
rather gun to my head 
but i don't wanna ever see you again

you cant wait for love but i just hate myself
and all those bl**d-stained stories give you 
nothing but a taste of empathy

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around) 

do i fade away to nothing
(to nothing)
and i swear this past few years 
swear there crushing
crushing me!
i told myself id never give it all up 
but ever since i was a kid no one cared enough
now all the damage is done
and i don't wanna keep running away
run away from this, feeling tonight
and if you can't hear me its fine
i'm just a sacrifice!

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around) 

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)

SPOTIFY

anthony sidoti - when i was suicidal (ft. vagrxnt) [prod. living puff]

Buried Alive

i tried everything

i tried everything (feat. Kailee Morgue & Zaini)

new song with Lxst Boy
check him out - https://soundcloud.com/lxstboymusic

@TheMarkerFlipper x @Lxst Boy - just the two of us (prod. Con)

downpour II

leaves

Lyrics:

20:

its just all to much yeah the way she got me stressing
im out of love she aint keeping my attention
build me up now she got me second guessing
fucked me up yeah my feelings all she messed with
(x2)

lxstboy:

breaking up like bad connection
one false move leave me second guessing
leave me now no consequences
dont gotta say it but you get the message
open up then you leave me in the open
confession text and you read it leave me on read
no take backs but take back what you said
im dead again

20:

its just all to much yeah the way she got me stressing
im out of love she aint keeping my attention
build me up now she got me second guessing
fucked me up yeah my feelings all she messed with
(x2)

XELFIY:

uh all to much yeah the way she got me stressing
im outta love she aint keeping my attention
build me up now she got me second guessing
yeah my feelings all she messed with
i just wanna feel something
baby hit me up in the night tell me
something thatll mean nothing to me
baby i dont wanna be to mean but damn
theres nothing that you really could say to me
it changed my mind or my memory
who she is tonight just begging me
to stay here one more time but baby
i cant waste more lines on you
yeah coming out the dirt im feeling proud
yeah all this damage and the hurt and im so out
yeah baby wanna put me in the ground yeah

all 2 much ft. XELFIY x Lxst boy (splashgvng)

hope yous fw this one <3

ig: jackidkjack

everybody hurts

washing off the blood

i'm too busy reminiscing so don't ask me to dance...

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Spotify

dance (feat. ben beal)

GET THIS MAN THE ATTENTION HE DESERVES @itok999
https://soundcloud.com/itok999
https://soundcloud.com/itok999
https://soundcloud.com/itok999
Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/2jJ10eI3h4av1jY9poMAmN?si=695f72d0246f4d05

Lyircs:
 It's been forever since you told me that you love yea
yea I miss the times when you would show me that you want me ye
Yea all those x's and o's and the times you'd hit my phone 
I didn't want all that to go but you just let it go back home

everything was going so damn well 
until i fucked it up*
and i just wanna go home but i miss your touch

and im feeling so sick to my stomach 
ive been feeling like this for the longest time 
ive been craving your kiss 
just bit, 
now youre nothing to me nobody youre just a bitch 

now i got new shawty
she whip bugattis 
she got money through bag
no cap 

she gota body like carti 
she kinda naughty 
but she makes me feel so damn bad 

so baby 
dont tell me
you love me 
dont send me xs and os why you on my phone
 
dont hit me up dont love me 
dont tell me that you want me 
dont tell me shit 
cus baby 

It's been forever since you told me that you love yea
yea I miss the times when you would show me that you want me ye
Yea all those x's and o's and the times you'd hit my phone 
I didn't want all that to go but you just let it go back home

Itok x Kiano - XoXo (dercept x maxflynn)

( prod. @splashgvng x @Kazba)
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztfIVGw-g0w
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cap.kylesc/

// LYRICS \\

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow, it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
You're running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
Your yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like Hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time

yeah
I'm walking down the streets
Wearing my hoodie
Flash back i'ma freeze

[BRIDGE]
I'm so cold down here
(Pass me a jacket)

I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe, you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
Your running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
You're yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time
yeah
I'm walking down the streets
I'm wearing my hoodie
Flashback i'ma freeze

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn
 
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[OUTRO]
I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

The snow will catch me. (prod. Splashgvng x Kazba)MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

@akumuh x @3am - sad face sippin' (prod. sundwn & sensei)

twice

MEXICO

produced by trxxshed
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
nonprofit :)

november, Pt. 2 w/ Trxxshed

vocals mixed by the v talented @luvjools - hope ya'll like it :))

ig: jackidkjack

in my head ft luvjools (prod.wocho)

hope you guys fw this one 

lyrics:

I’m still in my bed i said fuck school 
you in my head damn i hate you
so im writing this song like im over you
another sad love song
 thats nothing new

driving 90 up the coast
smoking cigarettes and my dope
you loved my neck
you loved to choke
you loved me though i was always broke

driving in your car
with you i aways fall too hard
singing lost, lost in the heat of it all
lost lost with you girl i 

but you don’t know what u want
you always putting on a front 
and act like you don’t know what you want
and lust is fine but it’s not enough
for me, for you
i’m always in my room
thinking, thinking about bout you

I’m still in my bed i said fuck school 
you in my head damn i hate you
so im writing this song like im over you
another sad love song
 thats nothing new

driving 90 up the coast
smoking cigarettes and my dope
you loved my neck
you loved to choke
you loved me though i was always broke

driving in your car
with you i aways fall too hard
singing lost, lost in the heat of it all
lost lost with you girl i fall

your gone girl call me nick dunn
running away cus the pressure’s too much
running from love because it’s all that you want
and now that its done i can smoke till I’m gone
but with you in my head girl it aint no fun
i know I’m young i know I’m dumb but tell me why does love suck so fucking much

I’m still in my bed i said fuck school 
you in my head damn i hate you
so im writing this song like im over you
another sad love song
thats nothing new

another love song ft ylm shwty (prod. kimj)

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Just hold me... 

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Lyrics: 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

Baby to tell you the truth, I’m doing not well 
Pains draping all over my body like felt 
And my colors so pale, it’s matching pastel
Been drawing myself, and it’s way out of line with my mind 
Repelling away, the people who love me, I find
I'm deep into hell and I still wonder why 
I never break down and cry 
I wish that I could but I can’t and I tried, I swear
My tears taped shut, since you came in my life I’m aware 
That I lost my sight, and I’m not alright with this 20/160 
Can’t even see if there’s somebody with me, I feel so alone to be honest
The scars that you left me are weighing down deep on my conscious
Tired of nonsense, I don’t need comments
I’m sad and I know it, you set me in motion
And now I don’t know if I’ll recover from blocking emotions I don’t wanna feel, pull up the covers and hide away
Somebody help me find my way
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
Somebody hold me 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

I don’t wanna live anymore, I’m not happy about it 
But feelings so dark in my brain, can’t be ignored 
I’m at war with myself and I’m losing
There is no picking and choosing 
The shooters keep shooting no matter the pain
Tempted to drink all my problems away 
Just fade away into dusk
I feel incapable of being loved
so I substituted with taking some drugs
Weed and the booze and the pills, I tried it all and still I don’t feel any better, it’s hailing on me, can’t predict all the weather
What’s new, I thought that I knew, everything that I needed 
And now I’m just broken and toking depleted of any emotion
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody

I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 

You don’t wanna be mine?
Well that’s I guess fine
Besides, I’m too inside of mind 
To give you the time that you need
But baby, just please
Please hold me
One more time 
Just for me
That’s all I need
Baby, please hold me
One more time
That’s all I need, baby 

I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

Songs To Listen To While I Rethink My Whole Life

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