jj core (jedag jedug core)

[Chorus]
Wear my glasses and black suit now im staring at the sky
Smoking cigarettes and cryin' when i heard my friends are dead
Now i realized i'll be lonely cause no one on my side
Maybe i'll commit suicide
Or maybe i'll do it tonight
I'm smokin' blunt for my broken heart (for my broken heart)
I'll find a way to fix this broken part (fix this broken part)
I can't continue this hard life, and i think i'll be better with gun in my head

[VERSE]
Just say it if you hate me and wanna me to go from you
Fuck it, i don't care if someone hurt me cause i never take it too much in my heart and i'll forget it all yeah i will forget it all
I used to be lonely when nobody were here
I'm crying with my friends cause i know they'll disappear
Back to home with pain again and i'm tryna hold my tears
I'm sleeping in my bed, hope i'll die in my sleep
And i'm not sure, now i'm in my dilemma
Should i die? or should i still alive?
How can i still alive with the pain inside?
I can't go on yeah i can't go on

[Chorus]
Wear my glasses and black suit now im staring at the sky
Smoking cigarettes and cryin' when i heard my friends are dead
Now i realized i'll be lonely cause no one on my side
Maybe i'll commit suicide
Or maybe i'll do it tonight
I'm smokin' blunt for my broken heart (for my broken heart)
I'll find a way to fix this broken part (fix this broken part)
I can't continue this hard life, and i think i'll be better with gun in my head

commit suixide

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@drunken.marshal

Terimakasih sudah selalu ada - Lil $ilit (cover)

ilusi feat. stains (prod.skesh)

@txqiio
@prodarisu
@hazedivision

ku ingin kamu
ku hanya ingin kamu
hanya kamu yang bisa
obati semua luka 2x

terjatuh dan ku terjatuh lagi
tak pernah lelah tuk coba lagi
meskipun ku tahu bagaimana akhirnya
ujung - ujungnya pasti aku yang terluka
kau mulai hiraukan chat ku lagi
takkan ada facetime sampai pagi
ku coba bertahan namun aku tak bisa
ku harap kau bahagia walau ku tersiksa

hanya kamu yang bisa (prod. qiio x arisu x skesh)

@hildan-logic
@hazedivision

[HildanLogic]
selalu aku yang salah
kau tak pernah berubah
ku sendiri berjuang
engkau tak pernah ada
engkau tak berusaha
banyak yang engkau mau
tapi mana effortmu

mana effortmu oh
apa kau serius
sudah lelah
berjuang untukmu
walaupun begitu
ku setia menunggu
walau begitu

ku setia menunggu
kabar darimu
kadang engkau tak suka
saat ku tanya, kau sedang dimana
dimana 
dimana
dimana
dimana effortmu
dimana effortmu

mana effortmu oh
apa kau serius
sudah lelah
berjuang untukmu
walaupun begitu
ku setia menunggu
walau begitu

[skesh]
ku tak tau apa kau serius
jangan siakan effort ku yang tulus
meski hanya ku sendiri yang berjuang terus
ku tak mau hubungan kita putus

kamu takkan mengerti
perasaan ku ini
saat kau memilih pergi dengan yang lain
dan kini ku sendiri 
ku coba lewati hari
girl u broke my heart and now i just feel the pain

ku sudah lelah a a a a
tak ingin coba lagi i i i
ku sudah trauma a a a a
dengan semua ini i i i i

hildanlogic  + skesh - effort (skesh)

@1nuji
@hazedivision

(skesh)
ku lakukan yang ku bisa
namun semua sama saja
kau pergi dengannya
sungguh ku tak menduga
jujur saja ku tak bisa
tuk lupakan semua
disini ku tersiksa dan disana kau bahagia

(nuzzi)
kau tak rasa 
apa yang ku rasa
tanpa kau ku x semangat
tuk teruskan hidup
di dunia ini
kita kena tenang saja
(goyang galau sampai malam)

kau tak perlu rasa takut
aku disini menunggu mu
because i know
that you will be there when I need
unlike nobody else

kau tak rasa 
apa yang ku rasa
tanpa kau ku x semangat
tuk teruskan hidup ini

cuekerzz ft NUZZi (skesh)

Alfaro Shawty - Yasudah (Wisnands Remix)

Hopeidie..

I recorded this song on my bday and it’s about me turning 18 and the life I have

Raw Gosz (feat. BigBabyGucci)

Hurt Heart (Prod. Discent)

fill the cup again
feeling like im dead
run it thru my head yeah baby i feel sad
never been sober
should be dead sooner
really hope that u would bring me some flowers
hey its me again
talking bout my pain
i feel like im drowning could u lend me both ur hands
i used to feel the numb
cause im dead inside
i swear that i love u but i couldnt fit the right time

i couldn’t find the right time
im sorry for the lite brite
i never wanna lose ya
make me feel the warm ya

i dont wanna be alone again i know how much i love the end but she just like to paste her way into my heart i cant resist

so i start the conversation just to get rid my depression damn i love the way she look at me i knew that this was heaven oh no

like a stone im always drowning
but her smile struck like a lightning
i swear i wont stop living
for she would never stop breathing
eat my heart
drown my soul
im all yours
dont let go
facing all my fears
drowning in my tears
she just got to be
the one that always haunts me

hey it's me again (prod. pure anxiety)

Bad Eight18teen,Oz the Oddz,99Blessed - Lonely

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Cover Art by Alicia Ankarström
Produced by Oz the Oddz & Jason Latuasan
Mixed and Mastered by Oz the Oddz
Written by Oz the Oddz
Recorded at CHXMBER66, Bali

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