Well it’s been a long time
Since I’ve seen your face 
You still haunt my dreams
You won’t go away

Some nights I hate you
The days say the same
Some nights are frozen in time
like nothing has changed

I’m sure you’ve moved on now
Wish I could do the same
I wish I could talk to you
But I have nothing to say 

You’d tell me it’s all my fault now 
You’d lie right to my  face
I should stop blaming myself
When we both knew this was always our fate

My heart stays feeling heavy
Watch It sinks like a weight
It hurt when you left me
It’d hurt more if you stayed

I’m glad that you’re gone now
At least for today
Im not in a hurry
Tomorrow can wait

Well it’s been a long time
Since I’ve seen your face 
You still haunt my dreams
You won’t go away

Some nights I hate you
The days say the same
Some nights are frozen in time
like nothing has changed

I’m sure you’ve moved on now
Wish I could do the same
I wish I could talk to you
But I have nothing to say

You’d probably tell me it’s all my fault
You’d lie right to my fucking face
I should stop blaming myself
When we both knew this was always our fate

My heart stays feeling heavy
Watch It sinks like a weight
It hurt when you left me
It’d hurt more if you stayed

I’m glad that you’re gone now
At least for today
Im not in a hurry
Tomorrow can wait

tomorrow can wait

Sense Of Gravity

BEYOND TRUTH

Why Did You Tho?

Stronger Everyday

demos

Champagne

Kiss

It's been a long time. I shouldn't have left you, left you. Bad joke. How naive of me to expect you to wait this long. Rome wasn't built in a day, but neither are paper planes. Plus, I like paper planes and Rome fell kinda hard... Still, I'd be lying if I said I wish I spent less time on this. I wish I spent more time. Originally I made this really weird intro but I ended up scrapping it bc it was probably too far left of a starting point. Would have loved to make that work. Oozaru is by far the oldest record, has like 7 different versions, and I still am not in love with the final. (no slight to Kev or Ralph they both killed that shit) I wanted to put some more drums at the end of Usual Suspects... I wanted to re-record some of the vox on Fatality. I can go on for twice the length of this letter about all of the things I wish I could change.. fix.. make better. I guess that's life? Maybe for some. For me "life" consists of working and nothing else. I lost a lot during the process of making this project, and as a result I have spent a lot of time alone. I pushed relationships with close family into a corner I don't enjoy approaching. I've let friendships dwindle. I've lost feelings of romance and affection that at one point seemed to be the only thing keeping my head on straight. I watched my past rear its head and interrupt any peace I was seeking. I became more and more familiar with death, through my own close encounters as well as losing some very good friends. I started questioning existence, and I still am. Also while creating the majority of this project I made attempts at celibacy that were both torturing and unsuccessful. I damn near don't recommend that shit lol. I never really feel comfortable enough to talk about these kinds of things so I write songs instead. Music has always been the only constant pushing me to keep going... that, and the unwavering support of my friends, family, and fans that will honestly make me cry if I think too much about it. I love them a lot. If you contributed to this project I cannot thank you enough, whether it made the final cut or not. Long story long, I said all of that to say.. We appreciate your patience :)

SQUARE DANCE 2 Ft. UG Vavy & Average Bo (Prod. Saba & LEGIT)

This is just a intro to something I probably will never finish. I lack creativity. 

Bears

Tracklist:
0:00- Art Blakey & The Jazz Messengers- The Freedom Rider
4:16- Eddie Gale- Song Of Will
6:19- Tony Allen- On Fire
8:08- Dianne Reeves- Dreams
12:31- Charles Mingus- Myself When I'm Real
16:20- Miles Davis- Fat Time
24:00- Duke Ellington- Money Jungle
26:56- Bill Evans- Peace Piece
33:30- John Coltrane & Johnny Hartman- My One And Only Love
36:18- Charles Mingus- II BS
40:50- Bob Dorough- Dog
44:12- Herbie Hancock- Tell Me A Bedtime Story
49:12- Bill Evans Trio & Herb Geller- Quarter Tone Experiments

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prod by. Tony Piazza & Colin Mulhern.

mix- Colin Mulhern.

master- Jeremy Chereskin

Shonen Jump (feat. LEGIT)

previews drafts rough mixes

produced, performed, recorded, and mixed by sensmems

BEYOND TRUTH

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