I'm glad I can listen to this before starting my day. I need the motivation

lyrics:

tears that you would drink up
coated in your makeup
its sad, not really, its okay
youre listening so i guess youll hear me say

i wanted this to be a breakup song
you dont wanna hear it, i could be wrong
i just wanna know my baby's being strong

I know you'd hate to see me teary eyed
but now im on pills and my brain is fried

I wanted nothing from you and somehow I took it all

but you said you loved me through and through
so ill take the bullet
and hate myself for you
its the least that i could do
now theres no me 'n' you

hatemyself4u

im such an autist retard
i wish i wasnt alive
i really hate my life
i really want to die

i hate my fucking body
why i am so fucking skinny
now wonder girls dont like me
i look so pathetic

i cant wait to get a gun
and paint the room with my blood
i look so fucking ugly
no wonder no one likes me

to people im just a clown
they really like to tease me
and it hurts so bad
i can never fit in

im such an autist retard
i wish i wasnt alive x??

all i ever wanted
was to be the man
be tall and strong basically a chad
but i am a fucking framelet

genetics fucked me over
so i hate staying sober
but i dont have any money
to buy more booze its funny

all the people around me
i just want them to die
im so done with this place
my brains so fried

i have a plan in my head
it will take some time
but i hope ill make it
plan called murder suicide

im such an autist retard
i wish i wasnt alive x??

autist retard

#emo #rock #emorock #altrock


She saw my weakness
I made it obvious 
To see her love for me
Fall  asleep 

I’m on my way now
To get drugs out
To erase this thing call
Memories

It’s all good now
But it hurts
Even if there’s a second
I wouldn’t wanna be with you ever again

I’m drinking, and thinking
I’m so stupid, I hate myself
I’m dreamin, and crying
I hope she goes and kill herself 
I hope she isn’t here
How can I go on like this
I don’t even want her anymore
I guess I seen this happened before
I can’t concentrate, don’t even wanna skate 
Don’t even wanna skate

mycurrentpain

Blank pages (demo)

i h8 my life
i wanna die
cant go a day without thoughts of suicide

got no job
got no friends
my life has come to an end

i cut you off
and all your friends
i hope you all forget my name
its like i can never have fun
my brain is fried i wanna die

it makes me feel like its raining outside
and when the storms gone i wanna slit my wrists and cry
i know im not that guy
who will live a happy life
i just wanted a girlfriedn but now im too scared to try

fml
hate my guts
i try to fight it
i give up
women and society
its all too much for me

wasting time
in my room
hikkikomori
wish i could
but i have to find a job
they dont know how much my life sucks

it makes me feel like its raining outside
and when the storms gone i wanna slit my wrists and cry
i know im not that guy
who will live a happy life
i just wanted a girlfriedn but now im too scared to try

leave me
bleeding
i dont want your help
let me
end it
ill see u in hell

slit my wrists and cry

DETH demo (7/9/21)

im so ugly... lucky :)

They say that being scared
Is part of growing up 
But even if I was all alone
I'd still be throwing up

No one seems to hear me
No matter how much I've said it
Every step's a mistake
On the path I am headed

Someone please take the wheel
I think I'm too young to drive
When things are getting a way too real
I wonder if I'm too young to die

Cuz I

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

I cry and say I feel bad
When I run from my problems
Because if I didn't do that
Then I'd have to try and solve them

I'm not strong enough to change
And I'm too lazy to care
I reach out for a friend
But I know no one is there

We feel things for each other
But every man dies alone
There ain't no future for me now
But that's something I've always known

This planet's filled with despair
And loneliness everlasting
So I'll pray for a world
A world as empty as me

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

No Guts (I Got)

lyrics
owoooowoooo x8
I just cant stop thinking about you
when I see your face I just cant look away 
you probably think I am lame 
its all the same
and ive been feeling worse and worse now
when I see your face I just cant close my eyes 
I have no chance
I realize 
I wanna buy

I’ll buy your spit
Owoooowoooo x4

everyday im thinking about you
when I see your face I just cant look away 
you probably think I am lame 
its all the same
and ive been feeling worse and worse now
when I see your face I just cant close my eyes 
I have no chance
I realize 
I wanna die

Yeahhh yeahhh
ill buy your spit
fuck-ing spit
nah nah nah nah nah nah nah x4
I just cant close my eyes I have no chance I realize I wanna die
(ill buy your spit)

egirl spit

greg on guitar, bess on electric mandolin and vox

http://soundcloud.com/suggesting-rhythm

dalepilled (cameron phlodge cover) ft. kudzu farm

Singer: 420Cheeser

Written by Popkill and Cameron Phlodge

Feeling Cold

He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal

Blank pages (demo)

sensou

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