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fun song prod @bothhappyandsad
with @fabs4k and @sensuku

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

@fabs4k

i don't know what's right
cause i'm still finding myself
i put my thoughts on a shelf
because i need some better health
i don't want you anymore
you put my heart on the floor
can't make me feel like that anymore
what was there isn't there
and you still want more

@sensuku

i still want more from you, for us
a back n forth, you break my heart
ive seen it all, ive seen it all
forget, forgive, its all a loss
whats the issue? let me know-
all pain cos i miss u
put aside my voice till im with u
stare the sky for days till i see through

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

here we go again! + fabs & sensuku (wallflower)

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr/

@wintress13
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i swear that these days bae ur words hurt
u put it all onto me
i wish that youd ask me how
you know that you drag me down
and i have no one to drag me out

how do you expect to see me
i have these marks all on my body
girl im bleeding

i cut my name into you
im telling the truth
if you cant be by me
then what will i do

if i really wonder
what else could be after
everythings been terrible
ever since we shattered

pick me up and go on my own
i wish u could know
go on my own 
i wish u could know....

i wish u could know (wintress13)

prod @okmax

@haunted_sad
im a winner not a loser what u fuckin did
left me in the past yeah ill damn admit
yeah ur love in my brain was like poison 
im tryingtillidie but i think its #pointless
gun to my head wish i cld forget it all
all the times baby that u fkn did me wrong
think im ##hollow2thecore and all the words u said
put a bullet thru my head im wishin i was dead

yeah all the words tht u said to me
ringing in my head like a neverending melody 
im hollow2thecore like a ##shinigami baby
pop a pill when i crash so i jus frget u


@6cainhearts
and i saw them
seeds of my despair
takin root cz ur not there
guess u dnt care ..
so take care
lets forget abt tht time on ur rooftop
and its my bad
i shld js go
meant 2 b apart, we're not on the same road
it js never showed
i had enough of my heart
whippin out the SiG Sauer
lets try again
get a different start

@haunted_sad
i jus wanted love yeah that shit ill admit
u hurt my heart bby left me feelin low like shit
inhaling smoke in my lungs i think immaquit
i jus wanna try i jus wanna die.
without u bby by my side
i be cryin in my head another night
i jus want tht ##payback I WANNA TRY
lookin back 2 u when i could call u mine

u left me hollow baby to the core
see if i cared abt u anymore
i be low lately like evrynight
EVERYDAY I WANTED TO DIE

imhollow2thecore w/cainhearts (okmax + hazel)

@rewind214
@lilsadboiiudig

i melt when i see your face
when you're not here i'll decay
what do you want me to say?
theres nowhere else you should stay
why is it so hard to see
that you're so precious to me
what do you want me to be?
i’ll be whatever you need

late nights when i think about you
you’re the only thing that i can’t afford to lose
in my daydreams when theres nothing else to do
if i tell you how i feel, you should know its all true
i’m going crazy, baby do you hate me?
when i’m feeling down, can you come and save me?
its too late theres no way that you could erase me
everything we did together yeah it changed me

my heart it didnt notice
now i cant stop losing focus
my feelings went unspoken
now i cant move i’m frozen

spotify

melt (rewind & 1sadboii)

+++making music is much more fun with others:DD
thx sm 2 all my amazing friends who carried these beats:
0:00_--"july" w/ @sourcewho
1:22_--"flora" w/ @lintukoto
2:44_--"shoujo" w/ @rewind214
4:04_--"flutter" w/ @lintukoto

:D

-july clips+++(w/ anka, rewind, pool:)

⋆˙ stay alive (─‿‿─) @kyoakyo

song with @akura1 next on @afterstoryx
@decago

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ill be dead by the morning
i hope that u find me,,
the dismembered pieces 
& parts of my body,,,,

u say that u cut me
i think that u scarred me
i want u to need me
i want u to want me!!!!

tell me did i cut too deep?
or cut too slow...
the bonds i break
are the bonds i know,,,,

tell me if u wear my skin
or breathe my soul
my heartstrings beat
and my blood runs cold

and its death till we parted
all that i see is all that i wanted

know u hate when i leave 
but u love when im walkin

its a murder to meee
got ur heart in a locket

did i cut too deep,,? (decago)

tongue tied w/ akura (dinosaur)

Thanka Anka for the amazing Beanka 
@lintukoto 
@r1yy

Baby you lied
You lied to my face
You lied to me all the time
I thought that you changed
But baby you never tried

Baby you lie
All the time
'till my head starts spinning
My mind and my body
They can't deal with this
I find it kind of funny how much my heart is still missing
-you, but you don't care
Who the fuck am I kidding?

Who the fuck am I kidding?
I sit in this boat all alone
And it's sinking
I can feel the weight of the ocean thicken
Everytime I speak
It's like nobody listens

I wanted to die
And I wanted it fast
Look at my life
Baby it's just a mess
You're the one I turned to whenever I'm upset
I just need some rest (baby I can't catch a breath)

baby you lied (anka + riy)

https://open.spotify.com/album/5FY5H5aisyVm7jaGks6zF3?si=umwvBahnRxmvwqTM_BcRPw

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