All beats produced by dXl
All lyrics written and performed by Des Brennan

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i was yours

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 big thanks to mystic elder maikis for being on the track 

- Destiny

LYRICS BELOW

(Electra)
I ain’t open with my girl like I need to be though 
Self-harm been killin’ me because I read too deep though 
I feel like I’m failin’ cuz I'm comin’ off as jealous 
But fuck it nigga I'll just use this lasso as a necklace
I hope that my reckless tendencies'll get me breathless lettin’ rotten flesh fester while my niggas smokin section
I never had a dad that shit is deadened
My past is drowned in gas and matches, burn it all in seconds 
Turn it all to ashes, that chemical change 
Like my mental imbalance with pistols and rage 
I’m pulling out my hair til I’m rippin’ my brain 
And I cease to exist on the physical plane 

Hopin’ that I reach my fuckin folks because I feel a lot of distance in between those I’m close with 
Copin’ with depressive waves, smokin on the Mary Jane 
Scared of myself so i never fuckin meditate 
Ever

Hold up, gotta get my shit right
Stayin up past midnight 
Hold up, gotta get my shit right 
'Cause I know I don't live right 
Hold up, gotta get my shit right 
'Cause i know that I ain’t right 
Hold up, can we talk past midnight 
I just need to get my mind right 

I’m so
Suicidal with the wheel
Nothing left but sadness to feel 
Homicidal with the wheel
I hopped out with the clip, then I 

(mystic elder maikis.)
On the couch looking for some copper coins, fuck the coppers though 
Hope my ex stepped on a lego block when I blocked her though 
Misery loves company so I’d rather walk alone
The man in the mirror trippin’, we gone have a talk at home
Lately he been making moves cuz he finished waiting 
But his bullshit shield been disintegratin’
Tryna tell him shit’s real but he been evadin’
He know he a legend in the makin’
Tryna 
Shine in the dark future that the kids are facin’
Spend his time rhymin’ so his time isn’t wasted
Until he fine dinin’ with a woman he can say is
His, forevermore during dinner dates then
Go back to their crib that they built from the basis
White picket fence with a nice lil basement 
He call his man-cave saying “dang it’s amazing 
i wonder how my peers doing chillin’ on that slave ship”

(Electra and mystic elder maikis.) 
I’m
Valentine with the whip
Ivy Valentine with the whip
India Jones with the whip
Simon Belmont with the whip
It’s a trip
Every single minute there’s a trip
And they want you to slip, put the curse in the box tryna call it a gift  

I been smoking on the doja 
Thinkin bout the shit I be doing 
Feeling stupid  but I can't blame my emotions 
I think that I'm not enough 
You see that I'm trying but why does it feel worthless to me?

Midnight (ft. mystic elder maikis)

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Thanks for listening <3

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Tracklist: 

Clario - Flamin Hot Cheetos
Michael Seyer -Pretty Girls
Zach Villere - Window Fog [Demo]
Zach Villere -believe N luv
Clairo - sum1 else
Joji - unsaved info

mix: i talked to her again, now i feel even more depressed

sorry for my absence, i started therapy a month ago and i got diagnosed with Persistent Depressive Disorder so i'm on medication and i'm feeling better, so here some new music <3

boy you know you gotta take them pills
(i dont wanna take em)
why you dont wanna take pills?
(i dont wanna change up)
the doctor say it's safe to take pills
(but i dont really trust her)
boy i gotta take these pills

my doctor say this gonna work for me
right now im scared cause i don't feel anything
i don't feel happy or sad
i don't feel scared or mad
thats what makes me 'me' all day
im just afraid this SSRI make my brain all change
im a scared lil dog
i don't know what im doing here at all.

boy you know you gotta take them pills
(i dont wanna take em)
why you dont wanna take pills?
(i dont wanna change up)
the doctor say it's safe to take pills
(but i dont really trust her)
i dont wanna take these pills

i was yours

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