Proleefic

I have no more home
Lyrics:
Oh I’m tired 
I’m all I’m my own 
And I’m so afraid 
Cause I got no home 

I’m so tired 
People left me again 
And I guess it’s time 
I find comfort alone

all on my own

Lyrics:

I want you to think That i can actually change
I dont want you to think of me
As that junkie who always stays the same And cut after cut and smoke after smoke I feel my lungs go black and than my throat starts to choke
I want you to see me the way that i see you I see you made in marble and chizzled from straight out of stone
I know i promised id change but i couldnt do it again
I still pick up that fucking dirty ass was pen I swear didnt mean to relapse it just happens
But i want you to know that i will always love you my friend

Shit idk

A lovely story

Who even listens to my shitty songs?

If you like them there is something wrong with you

I don’t even right my lyrics down 

Everything I say I say it proud

Yeah I do 

I write these songs for you

In hopes you realize

How much I love your eyes 

I want you to look at me 

I want you to touch on me 

I want you know 

I see you made of gold 

I just want you to know 

How much I love you

I know these chords are familiar 

But I want you to know 

That’s these words are mine 

And only for you 

I just want you notice 

Everything that I do 

Oh I would sell my soul 

Just to see you smile 

You mean the world 

You mean everything to me

You’re my lady 

And you mean so much 

I just want you to notice 

Why I love you so much 

Why I do everything

Creepy creeper

Wrong notes but its not jazz

Lyrics:

I really liked this flower and it was so pure
But it looked so much better 
growing on its own and of that i'm sure
Sometimes i still think about that flower 
Even though i have a garden 
And with every rose i cut and tulip that i trim 
That pretty flower is still what i miss

And In my garden i plant these seeds
Trying to grow you but i just sprout weeds
I don't regret leaving you alone
But i really wish i had one of you to grow for my own

Oh how i wish i could see you grow
Your small pedals and delicate stem
I miss you and i wish that you weren't with him
I know you'll never love me because in the end 
It’s like you said
We're just friends…

Oh how i wished that you watered me too
Oh how that i could grow alongside you

a pretty flower is best left untouched

do you miss who i was?

Lyrics

My blood
Falls down
My eyes
Bleed
Cry out
Gauge
My fuckins soul
I don't
Want to live like this
Anymore
Shut the fuck up
Flowers bloom from my hands
Rip the the weeds out
Feel my skin against yours
I will not forgive your sins
I pray you will fall down
Fly too close to the sun
Your dirty wings will burn away
I will not fall down
Shut the fuck fuck up
I burn away

Flying to close to the hand who burns your flesh

Lyrics:
Did you really think that we were more than friends
Friends is all that i thought we would ever be
I like the way that you would talk to me
You should've asked me sooner 
but now it's too late for me to think of you that way
Anymore
I don't like you like i did
I'm sorry that we will never be something again
I wish that i was more true to myself
But i hate the way i look and lie all the time
I'll just drag you down 
You'll never be proud to be with me
So please 
Fall in love someone else
Someone who won't hurt you and make you proud
Someone who adores the way you smile
Someone who isn't me

Wrong person wrong time

Lyrics

Listen to this song hecause i made it for you

I want you to know everything that i think

And want you to know what i thought

Everything im gonna say is gonna be a lie

And i want you to realize 

That i wont say truth

So first lie lets gets started

I need you in my life

And i want you to be right by my side 

for whatever i do 

I love i love you i love you i love you

I need you i need you i meed you i need you

I need i want you i want you i want you

I want you in my life

Now lets get on woth the next set of lies

I guess its time

I wishbthat you wanted me

I wish that you needed me 

I wish that you thought of me all of the tome 

Yeah i do 

You can cut yourself for me

You can bruise yourself for me

You can cry your heart out and i wouldnt give a fuck

Cause you mean 

Nothing nothing nothing nothing 

nothing nothing nothing 

Nothing to me

Yeah you mean nothing 

Yeah you mean nothing 

Im gonna say one last thing

And you know 

That its gonna be another lie 

I love i love you i love you i love you

I need you i need i need you i need you

I want you i want you i want you

In my life 

I need you more

Another lie to keep you happy

Lyrics 
I hate you so much
But i can't leave you anymore 
Cause you're all i have
Why did i commit to this
Why do i pretend like i'm happy in this place
When i know that i'm not
Was it my mistake to think of you as the one and only 
That i love
Yeah im a fucking fool
I miss all my little friends 
I miss all the things i would do with them
I just wanna feel like 
My life means something again
But it means nothing
Can you touch me
Can you say it's alright
Can you tell me another lie
Can you please kiss me
Can you please love me
Can you please tell me nothings gonna change.

abcense of subtance

Lyrics:

Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say that your pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Cause i think about it all the time
Yeah i think about taking my own life
I havent felt myslef in such a long
Muthafucking time
I still wanna cut myself when im alone
I still wanna grab a rope and throw it over 
the ceiling fan
And see what happens when i hang
I think about it every fucking day
And i dont know how to cope with these feelings
So i sit in my room and i sing these silly fucking songs
Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say you are pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Though your past your prime
Do you ever think about not breathing
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Yeah i wanna fucking die

Do you ever think about not breathing

Clip my dirty wings
Because I’ll fly to high
I can’t forgive myself 
But I hope that you will 
I close my eyes and I pray
Hoping that you’ll hear me
I feel the blood on my hands 
Just like you did that day 
I think I’m losing faith
Can you give me a sign
That my guardian angel 
Is right by my side 

Clip my dirty wings
Because I’ll fly to high
I can’t forgive myself 
But I hope that you will 
I close my eyes and I pray
Hoping that you’ll hear me
But everyone i do 
I still feel the same 
I can’t control my thought 
Full of impurity’s
I hope that one day the mirror 
Can say that I see me
So give me a sign 
I know that it’s selfish
But I think of you don’t 
I’ll just end it

Clip my dirty wings

I’m feeling distant again

I don’t know what the name

Of this feeling is

I wanna feel real

But we’re falling apart

Tell me what is wrong 

What the fuck is wrong

I don’t wanna feel this way

No of these things make sense 

So what the fuck Is wrong

I really wanna know 

Why I feel this way

All this mind numbing pain 

Please make it stop

Feeling distant again

Lyrics:

I cut myself again
Did you notice?
I slit it vertically 
Just for attention
I don’t care if you wanna stop me
Because you know that I won’t listen
Yeah I won’t listen
I won’t listen to you
Or to any fucking one who tells me
How to live my life
And I’ll say 
fuck you and I’ll cut it again
I’ll cut it again 
And I don’t give a fuck if I end it
I think that it’s time for me to go
This time hopefully it’s quick not slow

i told you not to leave me alone

Lyrics:

A quiet night 
With no stars in the sky
All lit up with a giant beam
Of moonlight 
Oh why
Tell me why
Oh why
Tell me why
I thought you could change 
Into someone different 
I want to live my life
I wanna feel alive
A quiet night 
With no stars in the sky
All lit up with a gaint beam 
Of moonlight
Tell me why
Tell me why
I hate my life
Tell me why 
I haven’t been feeling 
Anything but alright

Proleefic

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