i have to go back on here cause its not on spotify 💀

I'm new listening to your songs and they are too beautiful ✨

feat @oceanfromtheblue
prod @aricogle
master @hennycoke

Baby if you
Tell me what's up
A lot going on
Baby I already know

About the drug you've been on
The Molly that you're dancing to
A kiss is all I want tonight baby

I won't give up
Frankly I've been sober all my days without you
I hope you've been good

Although We can see each other
I can’t see the light in you

Baby

OCEAN (@oceanfromtheblue)

넌 왜 그렇게 사랑스럽게 
날카로운 가실 내게 삼키라 해 

다 할 수 있어 다 할 수 있어 
넌 나를 위해 해줄 수 없는 것들까지도

미안해하지 마
너니까 괜찮아
흉이 져도 괜찮아
어긋나지만 않으면 돼 나는 나는

미칠 듯 아파도 돼 죽어 널 못 보는 것만 아니라면
이것만 허락해줘 너를 사랑해

If we...

Spotify

If we... (feat. oceanfromtheblue)

a song for my grandma :)

mastered by @gillatrack

did I put you down
it was an accident I swear
이젠 어딨나요
가지마세요 아직은
다가오는 아픔을 참아요
가지말아요 because you're my one and only

girl

더 이상 말 안해줘도 돼
내가 먼저 앞서갈게
please don't say you're letting go

girl

it's hard to understand
the steps I can't fulfill
만약에 가면 어디로
그 손이 무너진다면
가벼워 진다면 이 공간이

who to trust I don't know anymore
that's what she said, oh that's what she said
her body is hurting
but I can't do nothing but watch

I'm so sorry
미안하다고
나같은 나약한 놈을 사랑해줘서
버리지 마
매번 그런 눈빛으로 쳐다본 널

보내야만 했는지
사랑했어야만 하는지
꼭 가고싶어 했는지
보내야만 하는지

as long as you're okay

I'd be sad if you were gone (prod. GILLA)

@rookr0ok
@nathaniahuii
@gillatrack
@ykn0t

it's the end of summer and I feel
don't wanna remember but I will

don't forget me when I leave,
don't forget me when I cry,
don't forget me

please
don't forget me

I won't let you go
because I know for sure
that I won't be back till next year

and if you're not here

heaven or hell whatever's waiting for me
lonely days screaming, "fuck this life!"
guess I still gotta do somethin'
do you feel love, because I feel nothin'
from the bottom of your heart, it's empty

it's the end of summer and I feel
don't wanna remember but I will

it's the end of summer and I feel
don't wanna remember but I will

don't forget me when I leave,
don't forget me when I cry,
don't forget me

please
don't forget me

please
don't forget me
you said "please don't forget me"
I said "who's gonna do that?"
these words i'm saying will not make you stay 

I'll wait for you anyways
so don't go thinking that i will change
my feelings for you
i won't

look at anyone until next year
when you're back next to my side
lonely days forgotten
'cus you're on my mind

I won't forget you so come to me
you may say that my heart's empty
but i can't give it all to you
when you're hardly here

it's the end of summer and I feel
don't wanna remember but I will
it’s the end of summer and I feel

end of summer (feat. nathania)

mastered by @gillatrack
artwork by ykn0t

my insecurities, not yours EP out on March 1st. Stream it on Spotify, Apple Music, Google Play.

1. because I don't wanna know (feat. Rheehab)
2. she likes spring, I prefer winter
3. my insecurities, not yours
4. twenty four hours

Lyrics

how I lose
track of you
my troubles going forth

매번 나를
찾아주는 것만도
고맙게 느껴져

so easy to fall in love
with someone like you

만약에
내 안 좋은 습관들이
너를 멀리가게 한다면

I'd be broken all over again

don't introduce me to your friends
you know I ain't too social
how was I supposed to know
was it rude of me
그렇다면 미안해
더 잘해볼게

someone like you
would you understand me?
I'm used to being alone
I'd be depressed if you were gone

가면을 벗기엔
너무 두려운데

can I be where I'm comfortable
next to you

you might be
the one to break my shell
there must be a reason
잘 모르겠지만, 나는 믿어

someone like you
would you understand me?
I'm used to being alone
I'd be depressed if you were gone

가면을 벗기엔
너무 두려운데

can I be where I'm comfortable
next to you

you might be
the one to break my shell
there must be a reason
잘 모르겠지만, 나는 믿어

how I lose
track of you
my troubles going forth

매번 나를
찾아주는 것만도
고맙게 느껴져

so easy to fall in love
with someone like you

만약에
내 안 좋은 습관들이
너를 멀리가게 한다면

I'd be broken all over again
be broken all over again
I'd be broken all over again

my insecurities, not yours

my insecurities, not yours (prod. voisic)

produced by Noden of Mixtape Seoul
master by @gillatrack

nobody told me
you were leaving us behind
what about our love baby
tell me what you're looking for 
I'll put my life on the line for you

I know you hate fuckin' losing baby
you've been looking down lately
but under the moon
you were the only one that's shining brightly
all the doubt in your head's going to make you crazy

so baby don't worry
I'll be right here for you
sorry for making you worry
I'm on my way to you

are you still down for me?
girl we haven't talked in some time
girl are you still down for me?
don't say you forgot my face

girl I still need you
girl I still need you
girl I still need you

you're the only one I'll take
girl under these shining stars
you're the brightest of them all
let me find you a new home

you're the only one I'll take
girl under these shining stars
you're the brightest of them all
let me find you a new home

I've been too blind to see
just how bright you can be

what I wanna say is, I love you
baby I don't wanna be apart
but it ain't up to me, it's up to you
baby it's all on you

are you still down for me?
girl we haven't talked in some time
are you still down for me?
don't say you forgot my face

girl I still need you
girl I still need you
girl I still need you

you're the only one I'll take
girl under these shining stars
you're the brightest of them all
let me find you a new home

you're the only one I'll take
girl under these shining stars
you're the brightest of them all
let me find you a new home

my stargirl

04. Charcoal - I Need U

produced by @eyelovebrandon
mastered by @gillatrack

free my mind and soul tonight
내 안에 있는 모든걸 보여주고 싶은데
baby I know you better
되돌려 얘기를 하려하지마
I'm into you
넌 아마 못 느낄수도 있어
but I'll show you
비록 지금 난 아무것도 없지만
baby I
자신있진 않아도 곁에 너를 위해서
I know that I am selfish

I know I'm a fool
I know I'm a fool
I know I'm a fool
I know I'm a fool baby

fool
baby
fool
I know that I'm a fool
fool
I know that I'm a fool

girl I'm not easy
but I know you can tell
아직 어려운걸
girl I'm not easy
girl you should be the same
I know that I am selfish

I know I'm a fool
I know I'm a fool
I know I'm a fool
I know I'm a fool baby

somewhere we can rest more easily
생각을 덜 하고싶어 난 baby
everyday 걱정에 지쳐있어 매일
넌 어때 right now
treat me like I matter to you baby
if anything's a problem tell me baby

baby, baby

I know I'm a fool
I know I'm a fool
I know I'm a fool
I know I'm a fool baby

fool

produced mixed & mastered by yy

its actually supposed to be a sad song but i tried to be as happy as i can i dunnooooo

Lyrics:
I wanna get close to you
But I’ll just end up hurting you
If I let you get close to me
We’d probably always disagree

Too many times that I’ve been used
regardless of my honesty
before I end up loving you
I’d rather be the worst of me and leave 

Call me the one that broke your heart
its true I let us fall apart
Even if you rewind the tape
I’ll be the one you’ll always hate
call me the one 
the one that broke your heart
I’ll be the one 
the one you’ll always 

Sorry that I lied to you
only did it for the best of you
won’t be mad if you tell truth 
That I ripped part of your healthy youth

its easy for me less insecure that way
Distance has never been forgiving anyways

Call me the one that broke your heart
its true I let us fall apart
Even if you rewind the tape
I’ll be the one you’ll always hate
I’ll be the one the one you’ll always hate
I’ll be the one the one you’ll always

Stream <3

u hate me

@seoulchild
Produced by softy @softy_soo
Lyrics by slchld @seoulchild
mastered by GILLA @gillatrack
Artwork by Ykn0t @76ho7bovzmxh

girl, you still wasted?
I was just waiting
until I got a call back from you know who

but on the real
you need to choose
it's him or me I know by the end of the day

girl I tried just once to harm you
but to my defence, you were trying to contain
it ain't too healthy to contain that much anger
so I took yours as my own, and here's what I got

I know when you stare at your walls
you lost your touch and it broke you
you said that you wanted something else
maybe on the way we'll get help

911? Is that help?
I don't know if I can trust these men with guns in my room
I didn't forget
the promise we made
but I'll break this promise
girl I'm worried about you

I know when you stare at your walls
you lost your touch and it broke you
you said that you wanted something else
maybe on the way we'll get help

or maybe we'll head back

I took it up a notch and now you won't
ever say I love you, I've been wrong

I'm too afraid to tell you that I'm the same

love come and goes, like the wind
I'm sorry
for everything

I know when you stare at your walls
you lost your touch and it broke you
you said that you wanted something else
maybe on the way we'll get help

or maybe we'll head back

Losing Touch (w/ slchld)

produced by pdubcookin
mastered by @gillatrack

who I hang out with lately you don't gotta know
you don't have the right to care anymore

some nights I'm in too deep
I can't pull myself out

she was a friend in need
I was mistaken girl I'm sorry but

now
we're both strangers to each other now
now
I find it awkward just to say hello
I don't want to lose my happiness
girl we're playing a game you're meant to lose

I find that time goes way too fast
I might as well wait for the next one
I need some self-care
don't look for me

I told you girl I'm now
we're both strangers to each other now
now
I find it awkward just to say hello
I don't want to lose my happiness
girl we're playing a game you're meant to lose

wait just a minute
before you go insane
I won't be your ride
don't be afraid to fail

now
we're both strangers to each other now
now
I find it awkward just to say hello
I don't want to lose my happiness
girl we're playing a game you're meant to lose

don't look for me

<3

special thanks to these amazing people
@noeldac & @geo_1022


Don’t wanna fall in love again 
Just wanna stay 
Right where we lay 
Never wanna fall in love again
 If I wasn’t by you 
Don’ t wanna be in love again

Its insane how you dance around my mind 
the smell of your breeze 
How you move so freely
So bizzarre
 Everything that I see 
makes me feel like I’m dreaming all day

1004 conversations
 everything brought expectations down
You make it all a sensation 
Every moment a vacation now

Don’t wanna fall in love again 
Just wanna stay 
Right where we lay 
Never wanna fall in love again
 If I wasn’t by you 
Don’ t wanna be in love again

Its that
Back and forth never knowing what I need
Patience getting vacant I’ve been losing time to breathe
Reminiscing when I’d wear my heart on my sleeve
Loving with ease all was simple till you took out my knees
I fell down
Reaching for an angel when I never knew how
Tryna reach the sky but it left me on the ground
The difference in your presence gave me leverage 
And your smile gave me hope when I was down
But I’m down now cause of you
My everything took my everything
Our future plans turned to broken rings
Morphing my trust into lust for your selfish gains
It’s no wonder you won’t tell me things
Had to make me cuss for the truth now its you
The reason why I’m scared of moving on
Should’ve listened to my friends all along
I can’t believe I tried proving em wrong 
I want my time back

Don’t wanna fall in love again 
Just wanna stay 
Right where we lay 
Never wanna fall in love again
 If I wasn’t by you 
Don’ t wanna be in love again

don't look for me

slchld

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Vini\\0094

perfect

lonely linlin

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