Lotus Eater

sleep demo (prod. GILLA, HYESUNG, whoosh)

LUVAGAIN demo 091923

@gillatrack
@oceanfromtheblue
@vvetterthanvvater

life ain’t the same 
without you baby
but that don’t mean I can’t
live without you lately
care to call me by my name
we ain’t nothing but a thing
past the time, past the time

I'm not an item
I'm nothing special
I know you’ll get used to the temporary pain
staying in my lane

OCEAN (@oceanfromtheblue)

해뜨기전에 별들을 세어보기
아무고민 없이 잠자리 들기
세수할때 인상쓰지 말고 웃기
내가없이도 잘 지키고 있는지

궁금해

그게 아니라면 나는 대체 너의 어디에 살았던거야

RNMK (@vvetterthanvvater)

난 여전히 밤을 비워둬 
아니 널 채운 채 안 비워져 
너도 날 그릴 때 
이 새벽을 칠해줘 
네가 내리는 매일에 
흠뻑 젖어있는 채인게
창문을 닫아도 
널 들여다보는 걸 
baby 왜 넌 내게 이런 
비싼걸 쉽게 줘 
어린애들처럼 
모든 게 다 장난인 거처럼 
특별하다는 게 없다면 
똑같은 것도 없지 
늘 똑같은 네 마음 덕에 
이게 특별한 걸 알지 
어떻게 해야 이 맘이 
너에게까지 닿을지 
네 꿈속에라도

OCEAN

해뜨기전에 별들을 세어보기
아무고민 없이 잠자리 들기
세수할때 인상쓰지 말고 웃기
내가없이도 잘 지키고 있는지

궁금해

그게 아니라면 나는 대체 너의 어디에 살았던거야

SLCHLD, OCEAN

when I leave
when I leave
how'd you feel

when I leave
when I leave

OCEAN

해뜨기전에 별들을 세어보기
아무고민 없이 잠자리 들기
세수할때 인상쓰지 말고 웃기
내가없이도 잘 지키고 있는지

궁금해

그게 아니라면 나는 대체 너의 어디에 살았던거야

EMOTIONS

Spotify

when I leave (feat. oceanfromtheblue, KU HYUN) [prod. GILLA]

DA￦N ft J.Yung-Memory Fragment

Rainy Day - Dizzy Blue ft. CIKI, Rheehab (prod. Bin Boy)

Lyrics:

Warmth in the darkness
 I’m slipping away in the shadows  don’t know what the time is, no oh oh
 The seconds, the minutes, they beckon my way 
Staggering closer but colors, they die into grey
 Silhouettes are whispering, reminding me my injuries 
 I don’t feel the pain, no I don’t feel no pain
 I am my own enemy, lying is my therapy 
Blame it all on me, just blame it all on me 

(Don't blame it on me yeah)
I just need a light for another cigarette
Father forgive me, all my sins I repent
Consumed by the notion that lasting emotion
Can carry me out of the dark
Cuz I got these premonitions, can’t tell time and space apart
Cuz I’m 

Alone in the darkness
구름을휘져어더이상알아볼수없게
Wont you be my peace
대상없는울림의설렘
Don’t know where my mind is 
내가돌아갈때그곳에있어줄래
천천히그려볼게온전히알수있게
따뜻함속에어두움
내어두움속에그온기
I just wanna be

Listen on Spotify

Dark Warm (feat. Sway Bleu & Jimmy Brown)

04. Charcoal - I Need U

@seoulchild
Produced by softy @softy_soo
Lyrics by slchld @seoulchild
mastered by GILLA @gillatrack
Artwork by Ykn0t @76ho7bovzmxh

girl, you still wasted?
I was just waiting
until I got a call back from you know who

but on the real
you need to choose
it's him or me I know by the end of the day

girl I tried just once to harm you
but to my defence, you were trying to contain
it ain't too healthy to contain that much anger
so I took yours as my own, and here's what I got

I know when you stare at your walls
you lost your touch and it broke you
you said that you wanted something else
maybe on the way we'll get help

911? Is that help?
I don't know if I can trust these men with guns in my room
I didn't forget
the promise we made
but I'll break this promise
girl I'm worried about you

I know when you stare at your walls
you lost your touch and it broke you
you said that you wanted something else
maybe on the way we'll get help

or maybe we'll head back

I took it up a notch and now you won't
ever say I love you, I've been wrong

I'm too afraid to tell you that I'm the same

love come and goes, like the wind
I'm sorry
for everything

I know when you stare at your walls
you lost your touch and it broke you
you said that you wanted something else
maybe on the way we'll get help

or maybe we'll head back

Losing Touch (w/ slchld)

<3

special thanks to these amazing people
@noeldac & @geo_1022


Don’t wanna fall in love again 
Just wanna stay 
Right where we lay 
Never wanna fall in love again
 If I wasn’t by you 
Don’ t wanna be in love again

Its insane how you dance around my mind 
the smell of your breeze 
How you move so freely
So bizzarre
 Everything that I see 
makes me feel like I’m dreaming all day

1004 conversations
 everything brought expectations down
You make it all a sensation 
Every moment a vacation now

Don’t wanna fall in love again 
Just wanna stay 
Right where we lay 
Never wanna fall in love again
 If I wasn’t by you 
Don’ t wanna be in love again

Its that
Back and forth never knowing what I need
Patience getting vacant I’ve been losing time to breathe
Reminiscing when I’d wear my heart on my sleeve
Loving with ease all was simple till you took out my knees
I fell down
Reaching for an angel when I never knew how
Tryna reach the sky but it left me on the ground
The difference in your presence gave me leverage 
And your smile gave me hope when I was down
But I’m down now cause of you
My everything took my everything
Our future plans turned to broken rings
Morphing my trust into lust for your selfish gains
It’s no wonder you won’t tell me things
Had to make me cuss for the truth now its you
The reason why I’m scared of moving on
Should’ve listened to my friends all along
I can’t believe I tried proving em wrong 
I want my time back

Don’t wanna fall in love again 
Just wanna stay 
Right where we lay 
Never wanna fall in love again
 If I wasn’t by you 
Don’ t wanna be in love again

sleep demo (prod. GILLA, HYESUNG, whoosh)

slchld

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