Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/kniveszzzz

I swear to god I have these moments when|
I dont even know how to f*ing live|
Its almost like Im walking through darkness I don’t know what it is|
Wish I had that happiness I had as a kid|
I don’t even know how to look back at it|
Its almost like I developed another bad habit|
Everytime I try to run from relapsing Its almost like my demons trip me up and that shit gets tragic|
Nobody really knows how I feel|
Doctors told me “here man just take these pills”|
“Theyll give you more time to live your life and give less of the thoughts that have been known to kill”|
But I dont think that they understand|
I dont even wanna be this man|
I just wanna live a better life somebody please just lend out your hand|

I have all these moments that I don't wanna deal with (deal with) But I don't - wanna do this on my own (my own) So please don't leave me alone

I just wanna feel the sensation of love|
But I guess sometimes thats just testing my luck|
And I dont wanna do it anymore I wanna give up|
You said you truly love me where the f*ck is the trust|
I really need the trust too|
Im not gonna say that I dont love you|
But I got demons battling angels in my mind and when it comes to happiness I gotta put myself above you|
Hearing all these real lies|
Is bringing all these real tears to my eyes|
I thought I fell for an angel but I guess you were just another demon in disguise|
I really dont wanna think about it when I do think about it, it just hurts|
Swear to God I have these moments in my life that I feel that I may have been cursed|

I have all these moments that I don't wanna deal with (deal with) But I don't - wanna do this on my own (my own) So please don't leave me alone

I have these moments that Im walking through rain in my dreams|
I may look happy but its not as it seems|
Cause life isnt always about the birds and the bees|
Sometimes I walk the dark road just to see where it leads|
Sometimes I trip out like a spasmatic|
When I get mad I start flippin like an acrobatic|
The people around me are almost mentally attackin|
When I wake up in the morning my mentality is way too enigmatic|
Sometimes, I dont wanna be alive|
The other times I dont know if Ill even survive|
The way I feel I go to therapy to get by|
I know I havent been good so let me pacify|
Im sorry for the way that I have been|
I know I havent been a good man|
But I looked up to God and repent for my sins|
So the last thing to do is to get up and make amends|

I have all these moments that I don't wanna deal with (deal with) But I don't - wanna do this on my own (my own) So please don't leave me alone (x2)

Moments Ft. KniveZzz (prod. Vino Ramaldo)

Beat - Sam Smeed
Lyrics/Verses - Myself
Hook - KniveZzzz

Hush my friend dont you cry everythings gonna be alright,
I know youre hurting, feeling like a burden, and you really dont know why,
I know it feels like life is falling apart in front of your eyes,
But its time to get up and stand proud cause you know that youre divine,

Have you ever woke up and had that feelin,
Like your life dont even matter so why you even breathin,
Then people tell you that youre here - you are here for a reason,
They say youre a soldier of god and youre the one he believes in,
But you sit there and you dont see what he believes,
Youre just a human and youre wearing your heart on your sleeves,
Every single day the pain grows and it gets harder to breathe,
Your vision starts to blur over and darkness is all you see,
I understand i know your heart is breakin,
And it feels like you getting put here was a major displacement,
Youre mind is wandering in circles so you start pacin,
You look in the mirror and see the results of a mental defacement,
I know it hurts - i know youre breakin more,
You get a choice to be happy or the opposite just pick a door,
So you gotta make your choice before the choice isnt yours,
You gotta stand up and be proud cause you know youre worth more,

Hush my friend dont you cry everythings gonna be alright,
I know youre hurting, feeling like a burden, and you really dont know why,
I know it feels like life is falling apart in front of your eyes,
But its time to get up and stand proud cause you know that youre divine,

The hours after waking up they get harder,
You start to realize the symptoms of a severe panic disorder,
Your body gets hot feels heavy like you got hit with a mortar,
Your anxiety gets worse and hits the line at the border,
I know it hurts - i know the pain is real,
You feel like a banana cause pain is like falling out the peel,
You get sick of all the bull and the same shit that you hear,
People say youll be okay but they dont know how you feel,
You shake your head cause you know you deserve more,
The ones who say they care only care when youre in the morgue,
When you need their help your face will only meet their door,
They say they love you but you know they only love the you before,
I know - it may take a bit to realize,
At least you know when you do youll have some open eyes,
Your spot here does have a reason so take off that disguise,
There's always light in the dark so pray for the sunrise,

Hush my friend dont you cry everythings gonna be alright,
I know youre hurting, feeling like a burden, and you really dont know why,
I know it feels like life is falling apart in front of your eyes,
But its time to get up and stand proud cause you know that youre divine.

Mockingbird 2023 ft. KniveZzzz (prod. Sam Smeed Music)

Beat - Panndi x itsaKaiBeat
Lyrics/Verse - Myself
Hook/Mix - KniveZzᶻ

Anxiety its Draggin me to my knees,
Lookin’ up to God beggin him please,
What the fuck do I do no I cant even breathe,
Swear Im losin’ my sight no I cant even see,

Anxiety its killin me slowly,
I look into the fucking mirror swear that i dont even know me,
I now only know myself to a certain degree,
“Like juice you wont make it past 21” thats what my mind forsees,
Im so sick of running in circles finding ways to live,
I just wanna have a life get married have a couple kids,
Ive gone through life bottling I said it is what it is,
But i know that it isnt ive seen that through my analyses,
I cant go just one day without even shakin a little,
Life tosses happiness back and forth like playing monkey in the middle,
And i dont know what to do i feel belittled,
Im opening my heart right now im hoping that you hear my transmittal,
Im dying on the inside i know you see it - it hurts you,
You wanna help me but you dont even have a clue,
Whats going on inside my mind and it makes you feel blue,
So i push forward and try my hardest so i can just make do,
Being this man that you see everyday,
Isnt the person I wanna be not even in the right way,
I wanna be the one with a genuine smile on the face,
But my mind half disappeared into blank space without a trace,
I know you wanna help but you do not understand,
The person that i am is the person that i cannot stand,
The only way to help my mind is to put me in a different body or to just let me be a different man,
I swear to god it hurts i swear its killin me,
Every day i see visions of the person that i shouldnt be,
I try to escape him but it just feels like hes engulfing me,
I see 2 different sides what the fuck am i supposed to think,
I see a road that says it leads to a better life,
A chance at a family, a bit of happiness, and a wife,
I wanna take my chance and i wanna do it right,
I get pulled away and told “opportunity doesnt knock twice”,
Who is opportunity,
Why aint they give me my chance,
They took away my fucking chance but whats the circumstance,
I wanted to chase my dreams until success but i guess the world mustve had some other fuckin plans,
Pain is the feeling that everything is falling apart,
With my anxiety i take everything said to the heart,
I get one chance at life i know this shit is state of the art,
I fucked up so many times i only pray for a fresh start

Anxiety its Draggin me to my knees,
Lookin’ up to God beggin him please,
What the fuck do I do no I cant even breathe,
Swear Im losin’ my sight no I cant even see

Anxiety - Seperar Ft. KniveZzᶻ (Prod. Panndi x itsaKaibeat)

Beat/Mastering - SamSmeedMusic
Lyrics/Vocals - Myself

Ayo listen close so u will hear my lisp 
U can call me mike tyson cuz thith ith it 
Knockout round, i go crazy to this 
Got ur ex in my bed she love the tongue and the flick 
I grab the remote, and I make it CLICK 
She got my name in her mouth just like this (click sound)
Says she loves me but I just wanna hit 
Happy hanukkah bitch, yeah im lit like wick 
Mr miyagi - wax on - wax off 
John wick with the bars im poppin off 
Hamilton with the cars - no discussion 
Can't knock the crown ur words mean nun 
Boutta find out what im about 
Imma tall man 6.1 yeah head in the clouds 
Airpod's loud she got me bumpin' now 
Rent free in her mind now she wilin out' 

Ill take u places 
Lets take this vacation 
Come see me live on stages 
With me u know u made it (x2) 

I came into the game a gamer - easy winner 
1v1 me for the prize boi - chicken dinner
Im shining like headlights 
Nice to meet you dear (deer) 
I'm glad u asked, thats my sound u hear 
Tinder goes wild when the Sep is here 
Rizz in the dm's got dates all year 
5 months in this is where im at 
The bois say “oh shit” girls say “who's that” 
We go oldschool, newschool on this track 
Freestyle sweet a punch is what I PACK 
MAN look (Pac-man)
Yeah im bringin it back 
Get the whole menu babe yeah I got the check 
No limits here thats why she love me best 
She keeps on sayin i aint like the rest 
She wearin my hoodie while we chill in bed 
But I get bored easy so who's up next? 

Ill take u places
Lets take this vacation 
Come see me live on stages 
With me you know you made it (x3)

You Made It (Prod. Sam Smeed Music)

Speaking To God (Prod. Sleepless Beats)

Battle The Demon (prod. AGRENIUS)

Wave (Prod. TD Beats)

I DO NOT OWN COPYRIGHTS TO THIS INSTRUMENTAL!!
ALL COPYRIGHTS GO TO SHADY AFTERMATH!!!
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FLTR just hit us up on text
screenshots of you hittin on a chick for sex
youre really makin shit complex
talk shit bout us but was a part of us what the heck
you were tryna dig a hole for a mans
you only dug a hole for yourself
talk about your followers like theyre fans
tell em what you woulda done at that hotel
20 years old stuck in between
being an adult and acting like a teen
ill drag you out this bitch
since you actin like a queen
you really want the chick
but she only 14
pull out your bag of pills and pop a few while youre at it
got no bitches cause you cant be addicted to an addict
give vibes of a guy who hides kids in his attic
MGK repeat now that just tragic
wanted yo name big?
put you on the news
youre fucked lil homie go an tie the noose
how many fuckin 16s does it take to subtract 2 and say that you would like to
now im tryna figure out where you went wrong
called a dude a pedo just to become one
made one track on you, this shit was fun
zip up the bag n close the casket your careers done
i wonder what your browser history look like
probably just a buncha kids in wet tights
hold up i think i got it right
its another mike jack
dont matter if theyre black or white
houston we got a problem
i dont know how im ever gonna solve it
i gotta get him to shut his mouth
how am i gonna do that
*cough*
coffin
say you wanna diss me on an eminem beat?
i took a step in yo direction
shoulda tried to step to anyone but me
ill end your career like your life lethal injection
someone bless him
he needs the lord
get on knees, read creed cuz he impure
just cause you can make her age by adding numbers on the clock?
it dont mean she yours
EDP
i mean DEP 
you done lil homie
never step to me
ill make you see the light in the sky
talk to god
we know you need that shit cause oh my god
how many other girls you tried to hit on
or was that a MINOR part of your get off
i should take a crack at your skull like playin golf
lookin at lil girls, beef out, stroganoff
"i was set up"
get the fuck in the trunk
shut the fuck up lil punk
why you talk on our music when you sound like a wannabe lil pump
greatest upset talk about getting trumped
i dont care if you were set up
you still texted back
then invited her to a hotel
luring a minor? dude you cant get out of that
youre trapped man
you cant get out
youre stuck in the hole that you put yourself in what you gonna do now
this the killshot
you done lil bitch
they told me not to do it but i really had the itch
to kill the dude a second time
with some better rhymes
and so i could leak a few of the pics
check the shots i give
spread around and get more clicks
Separar's "How to Catch a Predator" in the biz
let the bullets spread and racket up the hits
i swear to god that im so fuckin sick of this bitch
cause when im done wit him he wont have nun left
the only reason you ever blew up is cause of death
dudes dont even want you when youre at your best
other than ones who leak shit then bug you like some pests
they wanna be like you
they must be pedos too
cause they know that youre a pedo
and they still rock wit you

DEP 445 (KILLSHOT REMIX)

Beat - ZetherCore
Sub to him here https://www.youtube.com/@ZetherCore
Vocals/Mix - Myself
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i feel like Jesus, lord
cause they leave me bored
ambidextrous pen in both hands
but i still open up the door
put my foot in
now they askin for more
but they crossin me
like moses did from shore to shore
you a bad apple
rotten to the core
dont know what that means?
youre just missin the lore
so i fill my cup up
and its more than halfway
full
of the shit from day to day
bull
give you the rope you can
pull
think im dumb but i only see
gull
oh mah god
gullibility be tragic
make you disappear like magic
gimme the id 
and ill sea
treat your head like glass get to crackin
king of the hill imma monsta
shoutout eminem and rihanna
shawty call me daddy, call me papa
vocals real crisp, gonna rock ya
curtains aint closed, aint gon stop bruh
they just tryna pose, yeah they not us
bitches wanna eat my dick like its pasta
brothas want smoke like a rasta-
farian
im a guardian
of the rap game
yeah im part of it
watch the monster spit
on godzilla shit
gonna flame the whole game watch the indu-
stry disappear
for real
feed pill like bill
i dont just shoot shots
bitch i shoot to kill
how the boosters feel
you lose the deal
i ended one career now whos the meal
sick of the bullshit
really need a full clip
banana style
gorillas peelin right through it
such a nuisance
who sent
you
aint nobody ever asked for your 2 sense
so done with all the fuckin wack shit
actin like youre good walkin right past it
im the master
of all trades like jack
ill make you go bat shit
runnin in wit a gat, mask, and sword
hit it from the back til that ass get sore
all on her knees she prayin to me like im the lord
give her the heat
im the son of the devil
no point steppin to me im on anotha level
all the motherfuckers wanna level the lever
can they do it like EZ?
hell no
never
all the motherfuckers think they doin something
on the low they doin nothin
stop yo shit you ain even trumpin
specially when im pipin yo hoe and she screamin like a trumpet
majority of gen z wit some pumped kicks
shootin up schools thinkin that they really the shit
well i got news for you
shootin up a school
lowkey makes you a bitch
fuck a fuckin hook i dont need none
i dont need none
i dont need none
no

No Hooks (Prod. ZetherCore)

Like Me (Prod. PERCY)

Stuck Pt. 2 (Prod. Frankie Vibes)

Stuck Pt. 1 (Prod. Abyss)

Still (Prod. Jxsie Beats)

Check out Toxik on Spotify -
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1ozfuBPIZwGIzDNULGAqTF?si=PX_pwAIhT3OFkBmzIAz6iA
Check out my Spotify -
https://open.spotify.com/artist/52egxs2MO9RwJdHbXyCAKH?si=YK0F9gtAS8y-E_XhI1w4-Q

Still Ft. ToxikMelodies (Prod. Jxsie Beats)

Goodbye For Now.

I just hit up my plug
But on your grandmother i just pulled it
Bitch must’ve had Alztheimers cause fuck
She was clueless
Bad timing for flatlining
Dying, i couldnt help but lose it
Choking on her last breath and changing colors just like a rubiks (x2)

Yeah Yeah
Imma kill you and your whole family tree
Stuck wit you til you gone just like a chronic disease
Imma pull a Hitler on ‘em all i think im in charge
Ill just watch your families bodies float away with the breeze

P-p-pistol whip
Sep comin through justa flip the script
Hi-hi-hi-hi-hit the trick
You n me is a juxtaposi-
Tion
Im on my mi-
Ssion
All black suit, im on fye like im wick
N
Totin on a gun ill have you cri-
Ppin

I just hit up my plug
But on your grandmother i just pulled it
Bitch must’ve had Alztheimers cause fuck
She was clueless
Bad timing for flatlining
Dying, i couldnt help but lose it
Choking on her last breath and changing colors just like a rubiks (x2)

Plug (prod. Kirigaya)

GOOFY BITCH Feat. Mickey Mouse (prod. RedLuke X Deshun X Dommyboi X Gateway)

Fuck Cancel Culture (Prod. LethalNeedle) [FREESTYLE]

in my car for my daily morning drive
driving down main,  to see lights an clear mind
4am but i dont care about the time
what a way to be a man, than to lie and say youre fine
yeah, i guess im fine
cause im alive
losin my inner self, my thoughts are deprived
got an inner voice tellin me that i wont survive
see reflection in the mirror, hate that look inside my eyes

i look over to the passenger seat
very first thing i see is my demon staring back at me
i start playing my whole life on repeat
i didnt even notice there was a kid in the street

so i hit the brake and swerve
anxiety flooding nerve
im glad i looked up or the kid woulda got hurt
i swear to God this life left me cursed
and the last thing i wanna see is a kid up in a hearse

so i get outta the car
i need to make sure that the kid is okay
im really fuckin worried i got this vision of death up inside and it keeps replayin in my brain

shit.
maybe im insane
i get back to the spot and dont see anything
but i dont understand
it was such a scary thing
maybe im hallucinating because of my pain

in my car for my daily morning drive
driving down main,  to see lights an clear mind
4am but i dont care about the time
what a way to be a man, than to lie and say youre fine
yeah, i guess im fine
cause im alive
losin my inner self, my thoughts are deprived
got an inner voice tellin me that i wont survive
see reflection in the mirror, hate that look inside my eyes

in my car for my daily morning drive
driving down main,  to see lights an clear mind
6am but i dont care about the time
what a way to be a man, than to lie and say youre fine
yeah, i guess im fine
cause im alive
losin my inner self, my thoughts are deprived
got an inner voice tellin me that i wont survive
see reflection in the mirror, hate that look inside my eyes

so i picked up the phone to call the doc
i need to talk i hit a mental block
felt this way since 4 o'clock
cant do it alone
it never stops
suicide ain on the table so i give me props
they uppin dosage again
it feels as if these pills my only friends
theyll be there to the end
always tryna help me win
doc said "its either these or them"
now i started hearing voices again.
damn.

in my car for my daily morning drive
driving down main,  to see lights an clear mind
8am but i dont care about the time
what a way to be a man, than to lie and say youre fine
yeah, i guess im fine
cause im alive
losin my inner self, my thoughts are deprived
got an inner voice tellin me that i wont survive
see reflection in the mirror, hate that look inside my eyes

in my car for my daily morning drive
driving down main,  to see lights an clear mind
8am but i dont care about the time
what a way to be a man, than to lie and say youre fine
yeah, i guess im fine
cause im alive
losin my inner self, my thoughts are deprived
got an inner voice tellin me that i wont survive
see reflection in the mirror, hate that look inside my eyes

Morning Drive (Prod. LethalNeedle)

1/15/24 ON YOUTUBE

KniveZzᶻ -
https://soundcloud.com/kniveszzzz

DapTrix -
https://soundcloud.com/daptrix

PrettyBoyQ -
https://soundcloud.com/prettyboyq

Dirty Mondo -
https://soundcloud.com/dirtymondo

Separar YouTube Cypher Feat. KniveZzᶻ, DapTrix, PrettyBoyQ, DirtyMondo (Prod. Andrs 2x)

Prod. APC

I feel alone
I feel like i dont know where i am goin
I am stuck with all these societal norms
Step by step
Keep my pace throughout the storm
I feel alone

Im stuck with the heartbreak
Im stuck with the pain
Im stuck with the loneliness
Im stuck with the rain
I see the darkness on the other side
All I wanna do is see the light

Somebody break me out this spell
I dont wanna live in this hell
Im losing everything i once was
I dont wanna give up

I feel alone
I feel like i dont know where i am goin
I am stuck with all these societal norms
Step by step
Keep my pace throughout the storm
I feel alone

Alone

Prod. Pendo46

Spiraling out my mind
Drag my feet across the line
Face these demons cause theyre mine
Oh my

Hey God
I got a problem
I dont know how im ever gonna solve it
Spiral outta my mind
I feel im wastin my time
But the demons up there are evolvin
Its all cause of what im involved in
A bunch of pain what i am causin
I already broke the trust
With the ones i love
I mean if thats what you call it?
Face another measure
Face another lecture
I am not a diamond and i really hate this pressure
They always say "Itll be okay if just keep your head up"
BUT IM REALLY FED UP

The voices are killing me "Sep get up"
They wanna get rid of me "Sep get up"
Im really fucking losin it
I think that i see an illusion of me "Sep get up"

Spiraling out my mind
Drag my feet across the line
Face these demons cause theyre mine
Oh my

I feel alone
Got nobody in my corner i dont feel at home
Nobody will even hit up my phone
Oh my god I shouldve known

The voices are killing me "Sep get up"
They wanna get rid of me "Sep get up"
Im really fucking losin it
I think that i see an illusion of me "Sep get up"

Spiraling out my mind
Drag my feet across the line
Face these demons cause theyre mine
Oh my

Spiral

Prod., Vocals, and Mastering all me
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Sometimes you wanna be happy
But you just fall face down
You feel in life you're lacking?
You just cant figure it out (x2)

We gon rue the day it happened
Its pretty sad that we the ones that had passion
Parents beat us black n blue, just like the magic
It just feels like none of us can be happy
Where the hell are the people that care when you need em?
They tell you they care, and you believe em
Why you claim loyalty you dont know the meanin
Everybody always changing up just like the seasons

Sometimes you wanna be happy
But you just fall face down
You feel in life you're lacking?
You just cant figure it out

Yeah its true
Patience is a virtue
Somethins holdin you back man
Who hurt you?
Pain dont just go away you gotta learn to
Cope wit it, i understand cause i hurt too
I know its hard to live when it feels like youre dyin
But dont forget man that pressure makes diamonds
I been thinkin, its in my mind spiralin
If we hold people, whos to hold us when we start crying?

Sometimes you wanna be happy
But you just fall face down
You feel in life you're lacking?
You just cant figure it out (x2)

Be Happy

Diss on the Homie Poly LMAOOOOO (Prod.Young Troubador)

Prod. Myself
Vocals/Mix - Myself

Breaking down with a passion
Losin my mind need Escitalopram
I dont mind all the madness
Im goin full speed and im crashin
Breaking down with a passion
Losin my mind need Escitalopram
I dont mind all the madness
Im goin full speed and im crashin

Startin' to feel I wanna overdose
Fluoxetine I need 2 of dose
Minds spinning
Think im stuck up in the cosmos
Shakin' hands wit the devil like I'm sellin my soul
Startin to feel like im tailor made
I ain made for no bitch
But i ain made the same
God had ta make me different
Im a different grain
Bitches always playin games
Those are different games
Why am i always breaking down
Why are you always watching me fall
I dont wanna go
But i dont wanna be here no more

Breaking down with a passion
Losin my mind need Escitalopram
I dont mind all the madness
Im goin full speed and im crashin
Breaking down with a passion
Losin my mind need Escitalopram
I dont mind all the madness
Im goin full speed and im crashin

Where does it go
Where does it lead
God please you got me on my knees
Come save me
All it see is me
Breaking down
Stuck inside a cage and i cant break out
Take a few steps
Im fallin through the ground
I guess hell is where i live now

Breaking down with a passion
Losin my mind need Escitalopram
I dont mind all the madness
Im goin full speed and im crashin
Breaking down with a passion
Losin my mind need Escitalopram
I dont mind all the madness
Im goin full speed and im crashin

Breaking Down

Need You Bad (Prod. Red)

First I got a question
How you even Walkin' still
Feelin like you're blessed man
Pleading for me to take the video down
Bitch there ain no deal
If you had a trial wit the Twitch court
You would see that there ain no appeal
Calm it lil homie be a good sport
You a shitty ass creator
An Im just being real
Ain nobody give a fuck about your content
Wanna make sum good?
Well watch this
Lil boy get that pussy out ya pocket
"There's a sex addict on the loose"
Ah shit

You ain Eva make hard shit
You ain Eva gonna win the race
Ill turn you to a target
When I take it off your leg and tat it on your face
Now we got a problem
And we better fix it fast
I see why your name is similar to EDP's
Cause you wanna see if a lil girl will gag
You a nasty little bitch
Really boutta tweak the trigger fast
My bad
I had the itch to come back again
And put this dirty little bitch on blast

First I got a question
How you even Walkin' still
Feelin like you're blessed man
Pleading for me to take the video down
Bitch there ain no deal
If you had a trial wit the Twitch court
You would see that there ain no appeal
Calm it lil homie be a good sport
You a shitty ass creator
An Im just being real
Ain nobody give a fuck about your content
Wanna make sum good?
Well watch this
Lil boy get that pussy out ya pocket
"There's a sex addict on the loose"
Ah shit (x2)

How You Still Walkin'  (Prod. Fortune Beats)

BBL Drizzy Freestyle (Prod. Metro Boomin) #drakediss

Spit Fire (Prod. Khronos Beats) | 1 Hour Challenge with Pretty Boy Q

never gonna finish this, take a snip

Lost in Utopia (Prod. SOBY)

Hey everyone, after careful consideration. I have decided to rebrand. I have had a lot going on in my life as of recent, and I feel best to start anew.

My name is now Vedael

And I will be known.

I will thrive.

I will be the next best thing.

I will be.

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