HOW ARE YOU ALWAYS GOING SO CRAZY, DM ME YOUR ADDRESS I HAVE THOSE PANTS FOR (IKYK) XD - r3

This is magical honestly, its infectious once i play it its on repeat <3

overstimulation brain porridge

reupload (soundcloud keep deleting the song)
download it before it's gone

Earl Stan - Nightmares

Battleground

Battleground (prod. Saba Lagrange)

Friends

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Lyrics:

always learning lessons how to live
always learning how to die right
all i know is i'm blessed to know u
always blessed to see the sky

tell me how do u know you're good
when u never embraced the bad
how do u know what's right to do 
when you've never let yourself go mad

well I think its aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all
x2

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

always learning individuality
thinking it's real like originality
when everythings in rewind and repeat
but sometimes it will still be packing heat 
yeh
it's on the preach of the screen i pray
i conform to it every day
conformity's the new alternative
I love to be irrelevant and say
well i think it's aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

STREAM + NEW MERCH

be no one

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Lyrics:

no i don't wanna think about you anymore
since i keep spending nights alone on a bathroom floor
sweet grain u satisfy u make me whole somehow
sweet grain u satisfy 
but u destroy 
u terrorise 
u plow

no i don't wanna play when ur my guiding force
spending days after with stomach pains and a throat so hoarse
sweet pain u multiply when ur over for one night
sweet pain your gone 
then you return with extra flight
sweet pain u multiply when ur over for one night

medicate
the problems within
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
x2

no i don't wanna play around u anywhere
since i keep spending nights alone on a bathroom floor
sweet santa yeh u sleigh
fulfil my innocence somehow
white nights u satisfy
but u destroy and yeh u plow

no i don't wanna play when ur my guiding force
spending days after with new fake friends
and a voice of mine i don't endorse
i don't endorse
i don't endorse
i don't endorse
sweet pain u multiply x4
multiply

medicate
the problems within
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
x2

sweet grain

https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

And I be scared
To message my friends
To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend

Like what can they say
And what can they do
I know the answer, and they know it too

Nothing can save me
Shit I am broken
I'm just a baby
Crying from motion

Shit I been fighting some thoughts
So I'm writing these bars
So I ain't end it all

I be crying
As I write this song
I be fighting
But I ain't that strong

What is right now
I know only wrong
Where did I go
I was happy once

I was happy once
I hate what I have become
I knew happiness
Now I know that pain is shit

I knew not to quit
Now I'm looking down a bridge
I knew happiness
I knew happiness

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make u come undone
Don't let the cunts make u come undone

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make you come undone
Don't let the cunts make you come undone

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

Happy

⸸ spotify ⸸

Happy w/ SEPHA (ERLAX)

BLOODSTAINS

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
--------------------

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

twitchy mf

feat. Razegod (https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96) - big love <3
prod. sepha
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Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Lyrics:

oh i don't care if u only focus
on one thing
above all other things about me

i don't care if u only focus
on one thing
above all other things about me
x2
it doesn't matter
no one recognises
anything above the first glimpse from their eyes
til u prove any nuance between their lines
everything else is always a suprise
i wanna
let them all down

people here make me act so extra tere strial
well the devils always talk and look 
so damn an ge li cal
be my outcast 
be incredible
fuck a crowd 
they make conflict hysterical
run away x5

Razegod:
i don't see whats obvious
to you to me
i'm quite blind
to reality
that might be sure
between you and me
i don't see what your looking at
(me doubt)
i feel what you spit about
and i don't mean to look this way
but u made me feel so ashamed
cut hate and fear i felt insane
like it was all on me
was i to blame?

sepha-
people here make me act so extra tere strial
well the devils always talk and look 
so damn an ge li cal
be my outcast 
be incredible
fuck a crowd 
they make conflict hysterical
run away x5

razegod - 
don't see me 
you don't see me

sepha -
(run away)

i don't see what your looking at
(me doubt)
i feel what you spit about

sepha & raze -
run away

act so e.t (feat. Razegod)

Lyrics:
every hour
every path or clue
dunno where i'm going now 
it's every hour 
every hour
every path or clue
Failure got me looking elsewhere
It’s in your grasp
Focus on the good now
Not the hollow promises
The fakes that brought you down

Why must the pain outweigh the pleasure
The good love writes the past
The numbness weeks can measure
The best feelings went too fast 
The best feelings went too fast and so I grew
and so I grew
I grew 
Just like you
Just like you
Just like you

In the absence of noise I will find a place to
Lay my head with you
Lay my head with you x3

Roll your head up like a map
And hide it in the furthest corner
Hollow trees keep reaching further
Nothing disturbs the branches murmurs
And nothing makes the roots doubt earth but
Our clocks catch up like the sun

In the absence of noise I will find a place to
Lay my head with you
Lay my head with you x3

(stimuli) every hour

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

Whata World's End (Prod. NXCTURNAL)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

wheel snaps head turns whiplash vision black
you know im doing fine, so fake I always lied
suicide on my mind won’t live to 35
am I even alive, no emotion I can’t cry

don’t feel a thing now that the nerves are gone
anxiety it spawns, feel the chills right in my spine
ash skin it burns the mental scars they hurt
you can’t kill what isn’t alive anymore

check my phone just to see you hit me up
yeah I cut you off for a reason yeah just check the dms
it always felt like you were suffocating next to me
we change give up

it’s so sad to see that you went to rehab
im glad your back but your still half-alive man
I always drive past the places that we use to love
two best friends never talk again man

cus it’s a shame that it ended up this way yeah
always hitting me up for some extra money
Like even if I gave it to you what’s the point
you just spend on drugs just to get fucked up again

hollowed cheeks not doing well i can see that
all the track marks on your arms yeah I feel that
cus I always split myself for you
like why do I put myself through this

Yeah so what is it like to wake up and not feel like your not in your own skin
well homie let me tell you something 
it feels like im a prisoner in my skull
so won’t you just break it open and just let me be free

well mental health doesn’t work like that
did you really think the drugs would put your life on track
like what did you fucking expect of me
I had to cut you off and just leave you know it killed a part of me

cus every day I regret not coming back, yeah 
Cus Every day it hurts to see your face like that
so lifeless eyes dull it’s like someone just took your soul
we both know it was the girl we both fell in love with

she was feeding drugs to make us break, I took chances and escaped
look at you compared to me, im back on track with my own dreams
cus my hands were tied when my car flipped
rearrange my mind just to find out you weren’t even a friend

It's a shame

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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xx

act so e.t (feat. Razegod)

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