disgrace parades

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Social -
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics:
6am
get up
feel doubt
shake it off
walk about
while the sleeping sky is teasing you
tally scores
of the chores
of ur day
to rid away
all the clouds
that carry all ur desires and gods

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

works ends
it sucked
now its night time
ur a night guy
work for breaks guy
have a pint guy
hide ur thoughts guy
and appear
all smiles
to live the day
its first world problems
at a table
while third world devastation
through a screen
far away
makes u stressed at yourself
thinking why am i taking this for granted sink another one in on a bread line
not a death line
just a casual small wage alienation with information overload to keep you always envy dreaming

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u 
so let it go
x2

its weekend 
wake up
make upf
or all the lost
hours spent on time for someone else
indulge
go big
everything's yours
to give 
til it goes back to the grind again
and u check ur
ur wasitline
ur frownline
ur health and ur bank account
and think why did i do that thing fuck it
its another day
probably do it again
try to break the pattern before it goes in circles

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in a

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

so many things (that could kill u)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Social -
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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no u never (gave into them)

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Lyrics:

always learning lessons how to live
always learning how to die right
all i know is i'm blessed to know u
always blessed to see the sky

tell me how do u know you're good
when u never embraced the bad
how do u know what's right to do 
when you've never let yourself go mad

well I think its aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all
x2

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

always learning individuality
thinking it's real like originality
when everythings in rewind and repeat
but sometimes it will still be packing heat 
yeh
it's on the preach of the screen i pray
i conform to it every day
conformity's the new alternative
I love to be irrelevant and say
well i think it's aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

STREAM + NEW MERCH

be no one

IDLEGLANCE XMAS SPECIAL 2021
Watch the AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/5I6D3Lv7VQQ
Featuring @sepha-joey @rivilin and @tsunamiij 🎅
Prod. by Rivilin

Lyrics:

[SEPHA.]:

SO TIME GOES QUICKLY
AND WE LOVE REPEATING
A MOMENT TO SHARE
ALL THAT WE NEVER SHARE

SO FOOL ME AND FILL ME UP
WITH CHEER AND GRACE
I’M READY FOR
ANYTHING ELSE BUT
THIS MASS HYSTERIA
THIS NEGATIVE PLACE
I’M READY TO REPLACE
THE NOISE THIS YEAR

FOOL ME AND FILL ME UP
WITH CHEER AND GRACE
I’M READY FOR
ANYTHING ELSE BUT
THIS MASS HYSTERIA
THIS NEGATIVE PLACE
I’M READY TO REPLACE
THE NOISE THIS YEAR

[RIVILIN]:

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

IT’S THIS EMPTINESS YOU FEEL
WHEN YOU’VE FINALLY REACHED YOUR HOME
YEAH LIKE NO ONE RECOGNIZES YOU
YEAH WHAT HAVE YOU BECOME
I KNOW IT’S BEEN A FEW YEARS
BUT TELL ME WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG
THEY’RE THE ONES WHO SEPARATED A FAMILY
THEY WANT ME GONE.

SO WATCH THE FROST BUILD UP ON MY FINGERTIPS
NOW THAT I’M LOOKING IN FROM THE OUTSIDE
TRY TO RECONNECT WITH A FAMILY
THAT DOESN’T UNDERSTAND WHY I’M TRAPPED AT THE BEDSIDE
CHRONIC FATIGUE TRIES TO TALK TO ME
AND EXPLAINS THE REASONS WHY I’M ALWAYS DENIED
CUS YOU’RE NEVER THERE AND YOU NEVER WILL BE
THAT’S THE ANSWER WHY THEY WON’T ACCEPT ME

[TSUNAMI J.]:

I AM HEALING FROM THE YEARS
OF MY CONSTANT BEATING FEARS
I KEEP SEARCHING DISAPPEAR
MAN THERE’S NOTHING FOR ME HERE
I’M JUST CLEARING THROUGH MY MIRRORS
I BE HURTING THROUGH THE CHEERS
I BE FAILING TO APPEAR
MAN I’M FROZEN WITH THE AIR
I KEEP THINKING WAS IT FAIR
WAS IT PROMISED OR A PLAN?
EVERYBODY WANTS A STAN
BUT COULD NEVER HOLD A FAN
I SEE BLINKING WHEN I STARE
THERE’S A PROBLEM WITH ME MAN
I SEE DEATH UPON DEMAND
EVEN WHEN I HAVE A BAND

I KNOW
I JUST FOUND MY
FUCKING SORROW
OF TOMORROW
AND SO HERE’S TO
ANOTHER YEAR
FULL OF FAKE TEARS
CRYSTAL WHITE FEARS

[RIVILIN]:

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

Snow Blindness

Sepha. x Rivilin x Tsunami J. - SNOW BLINDNESS

Flight Mode

you only love me when the lights out

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

You know my life’s a mess 
I wanna feel your chest 
Come give me one last breath girl 
Keep going til the end 
Remember what I said? 
Do you, do you? 

Find me alone 
Writing songs on my own 
I won’t pick up the phone tonight 
You wanna find my love again 
I don’t know where it went 
But I know it will never fade 

I love the look on your cute face 
When I’m sorry and you hate 
Me for being such a fool 
Still love me until the end girl 
I can’t live here in my head 
It takes control when I’m in bed 
Take my heart and soul instead 
Still love you until the end girl 

Baby I just wanna be enough 
Cause my heart it beats for you, and it will never stop 
I can’t help you baby I’m in a rush 
Insomnia sucks 
ya 

Find me alone 
You know I cannot pick my phone up tonight 
You wanna, wanna find my love again 
Still writing all my songs on my own, alone 
(x2)

alone

PRODUCED BY sketchmyname

Lyrics:

I thought of this earth, the way I see it it's getting much worse.
I wasn't really ever assured of it, walk through the night and I know what my purpose is,

I hope that you know the same, I'm with the stars and I'm playing this game, 

one out of billion trillions, focused on making my millions,
my emotions I'm not feeling em.





Float in the cosmos, and I've got no one to follow.

I'm lost in everything I know,and it feels like my center is hollow.



The sky is for boys, the clouds are for men, 
High on the planes, I soar through the mist,
lost in my thoughts, I hope this is it.
leaving my past, i focus within.



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2 



I know this isn't the place, no one wanna see my face
All of the people they try to come tell me that I gotta change, 

But I know that I'm not the same.

You don't wanna come and start us, everyone wanna depart us,
I know that everyone not us, I know I've gotta do what I gotta.



I've gained back my faith, now I'm losing my touch,
This is a feeling I cant get enough,
Now I'm 50 stories up high in the skies, see rainy days all up in the clouds

Look at my view, I'm lost in my mind, 
Shibuya block while I smoke out my lungs,
Now I'm dosing right off with my bro on my right,
Now it's the night-time, so I know I might, 



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2

tøkyø. (prod. sketchmyname)

Letters Unsent (Prod. Caustyk)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @ch!o <3
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
_______________
Lyrics:

i can never sleep
screamin at the ceiling and i'm tearing at the sheets
all of my anxieties are running up to me
their frantic energy is overwhelming me
and i cant calm it down
the space i breathe
is also the prison where my mind can never keep
positive in lines of thought
it ties up endless seams
keep asking why til numbness consumes 
the feeling free

where nothing ever feels like anything anymore (x2)

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the

i could never dream
dreaming is believing
then you're loosing everything
all of the naivety 
will lead you to worse things
find the strength to love the now
the comfort is the key
but i can't calm it 
down
the space i breathe 
is also now the prison 
where the learning hinders me
stay a little dumb and
stay a little meek
everything you learn and more
are keys but they're locks where 

nothing ever feels like anything anymore (x2)

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the
(x2)

bridge //

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the
(x2)

(backing vocals -
all this
human
bondage
bondage)

ALL OTHER PLATFORMS

human bondage

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

wheel snaps head turns whiplash vision black
you know im doing fine, so fake I always lied
suicide on my mind won’t live to 35
am I even alive, no emotion I can’t cry

don’t feel a thing now that the nerves are gone
anxiety it spawns, feel the chills right in my spine
ash skin it burns the mental scars they hurt
you can’t kill what isn’t alive anymore

check my phone just to see you hit me up
yeah I cut you off for a reason yeah just check the dms
it always felt like you were suffocating next to me
we change give up

it’s so sad to see that you went to rehab
im glad your back but your still half-alive man
I always drive past the places that we use to love
two best friends never talk again man

cus it’s a shame that it ended up this way yeah
always hitting me up for some extra money
Like even if I gave it to you what’s the point
you just spend on drugs just to get fucked up again

hollowed cheeks not doing well i can see that
all the track marks on your arms yeah I feel that
cus I always split myself for you
like why do I put myself through this

Yeah so what is it like to wake up and not feel like your not in your own skin
well homie let me tell you something 
it feels like im a prisoner in my skull
so won’t you just break it open and just let me be free

well mental health doesn’t work like that
did you really think the drugs would put your life on track
like what did you fucking expect of me
I had to cut you off and just leave you know it killed a part of me

cus every day I regret not coming back, yeah 
Cus Every day it hurts to see your face like that
so lifeless eyes dull it’s like someone just took your soul
we both know it was the girl we both fell in love with

she was feeding drugs to make us break, I took chances and escaped
look at you compared to me, im back on track with my own dreams
cus my hands were tied when my car flipped
rearrange my mind just to find out you weren’t even a friend

It's a shame

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ https://soundcloud.com/drunkgirlmusic <3
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
VK - https://vk.com/sephaofficial
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Lyrics -

those doubts
I run them out
X2

Its those doubts
those doubts in ur mind still rise
u take ur time
drive u wild with hate away from growth in sight
u run them out
 legs tiger pounce in every stride
Thought that the powers above never towered high

But the powers above never brought me down 
Made the forces in my step
On shallow grounds 
X2

No man knows
Where the power is
Whose mouth speaks it
Who repeats it
Who imitates it
Then concretes it
Who imitates it then concretes it

Those demagogues
Them that seek it
Them that breathe it
Them that repeat it
Then concrete it
Them that repeat it then concrete it
Oh

Oh
Bring the colours out of you
Well I’ve been sleeping
in dark rooms
x2

Im so down
Wont let the powers above mess me more somehow 
Wont let the pride in my chest
Arch down to a bow 
Wont let the voices from the crowd
Become to loud 
Wont let the faceless noise
Bring heartless anger out

No man knows
Where the power is
Whose mouth speaks it
Who repeats it
Who imitates it
Then concretes it
Who imitates it then concretes it

No punch knows
Where the force is
Whose fist beats it
Whose neck seats it
Who recieves it
Then repeats it
Who imitates it then recieves it

Bring the colours out of you
I’ve been sleeping
In dark rooms

Bring me the colours out of you
Well I’ve been sleeping
in dark rooms
x3

Away from the others ive been waiting to
See u in colour ive been waiting to
See u in colours ive been waiting to
See u in colours ive been waiting to

Show me the power of u
of you
you
x4

demagogue

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ chio (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133) <3
MUSIC VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAna5DzQTg
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics -

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
how i knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
but i was clownin clownin clownin
but i was clownin clownin clownin

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x2

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

lost clown in the over growth
the mud banks slippin down liquor slopes
and on the buzz i reached the tall heights
but my arm span sunk and lost focus on my sight

please no more bad news
they said they can't take it
disgrace parades
collapse brigades
please no more bad news
they said they can't take it

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x4
in a better time

i threw those devices away
and deleted the self i made
for the maniac
who couldn't live
the day to day

played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts

spotify

better time

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
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Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q 
Apple music - https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG -  https://www.instagram.com/sepha.a
Twitter - https://www.twitter.com/_SEPHA
VK - https://vk.com/sephaofficial
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Lyrics: 
i'm spending every day
goin insane
talkin to screens
voices in the walls they squeeze me

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

welcome to the era of mass death
unemployment
oligarks
and isolated enjoyment
natures collapse
with self accountability the central employment
not the systemic poisons 
and our daily routines
given more to screens
their reality illusive yet intrusive
click bait dreams
happy days where desires
are figured out for me
let my pores perspire
formulations for my needs
oh...
and a couple of crowds 
are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

well you might feel so corny when you put love first
cos lovin doesn't talk inside the echo church
every roll i'm on they follow in every angry word
daily saving different targets 
manifest my thirst

opinions 
i'm surrounded 
might be catered to til the grave
arteries clogged but still enabled 
on many boards of the same face
see the one's you disagree with 
silenced and called fascistic
no one can expose their ignorance
when they're not platformed with real statistics
oh...
and the crowds are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

so gimme your hate
your hate speech
hate speech so i can speak freely 
no one gets shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb
when you hear them out loud

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

them that preach

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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xx

demagogue

SEPHA.

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