I'm in a frame...
Not in time.
Not in time...
Something in between...
Something in between...

I am a concept...
I can feel...
The heavy pulse...
The pulse of my existence.

I can't trust anything...
Because it turns...
Because it holds...
And keeps falling...

Where am I?...
I was in a place once,
That I knew,
That I fit,
That I act.

And I became
Not something,
But the part...
Part of something.

And I stayed...
Because it had to...
And I had to...
Because it stayed...

There was...
No before...
No after...
Only between...

(I'm in between)

Cubed

prouddd

Rottening

I'll never speak again
I'll never see the end
I hate the way I am
I've watched while my demons danced

There's no one to hold my hand
And no one to warm my bed
There's no one to cure my head
And I'll drown inside my dread

Please
Get a hold of me
I'm not what you think
I'm lost out at sea

Stuck for weeks
Inside of my dreams
But maybe they're nightmares
I don't know what to think

So carry on with me
And maybe I'll see
That I can be more
Than what I believe 

I'll walk like the thief
Silent and discreet
While nobody notices
The things that I bleed

Tired Of This

from upcoming album 'alien & connected'.
Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
- Mixed/Mastered w/ CH!O
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Lyrics:

Let watch the eagles in the park again
I watch you smile
and in your scent i swim
but men will say
'those eagles don't exist you know'
but we saw them swoop
and take us in their wings
as the sun rays - argued with the bodies of its bathers 
we just flew.
me and you.
me and you.

you give me memories of my thirst for the new
memories of first smells 
first love
first bloom
you give me memories of my thirst for the new
memories of first smells 
first love
first bloom

we used to see them swoop
i wanna watch drift over me and you again
x8
(you give me memories of my thirst for the new)

i wanna figure myself out in you as the world dies around us and nothing feels brand new x2
no nothing feels brand new
nothing feels brand new
like that time before me and you

VIDEO / STREAM

Eagles in the Park

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
mixed/master w/ ch!o
art by sepha.
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Might Escape

Keep Living the Life You Taught Me

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://soundcloud.com/prodeza

Lyrics

Fuck on yo bitch, you ain't know shit
SLOTHBOI so sad but he ain't damn bitch
I been on the binge, I drank all the fix
Lorazepam up in my system n shit

I hit all the licks, I'm still broke as shit
Spending my money liquor and bricks
Crucifix me while I'm upside down bitch
Fire my nation my allies gun hit

Bitch
I ain’t got nothing to say to you
Why you been talking like I’m bouta play a fool naw
Fuck on me once and I’ll make a truce
Twice and bet its gun be clear that you finna lose yaw

I do not function
Proper you dumb shit
Feeling like windows crashin on boot

Linux the system
Sudo restrictions
Admin gun break the whole fucking root

Crumbling, crumbling down
The life you builts a fucking joke

What what what, spit down and cave in your face
Cuck cuck cuck, get the fuck out and learn your place

I see the walls starting to open up
Eyes staring back loosing yeah I’m touch
Sorry it’s my fault for losing contact
Coming at me when I get my life back

So fuck me for being the better person this time
Fuck me for being the person you’re never were

Fuck on yo bitch, you ain't know shit
SLOTHBOI so sad but he ain't damn bitch
I been on the binge, I drank all the fix
Lorazepam up in my system n shit

I hit all the licks, I'm still broke as shit
Spending my money liquor and bricks
Crucifix me while I'm upside down bitch
Fire my nation my allies gun hit

Stabbings in the gut make you squeal like the pig that you fucking were,
Downing a couple of pills seeing faces staring straight through
I never thought it would turn out this way, no it wasn’t planned
Self-destruction is so pretty when it’s all you have left
I watch the best of me die the drugs left out all the rest

⚜ spotify / apple ⚜

Virus w/ Rivilin (prod. eza)

all i see is your face

2Desire

lost with the crew in a new way
new town new face, every day a different place
cus im just a ghost that doesn’t seem to get it
burning with anxiety my best friends are drug addicts

so I pull up out the car and my visions all blurred yeah
so many emotions fluttering from my head that I just
try to keep on track don’t give a fuck about the clout
your not a spitting image of her yeah your way more perfect yeah I don’t deserve that

cus you want to push up on me make me feel more than nothing
put a smile right on my face I never thought id be
dragged out of a place that was worse than hell I don’t understand it
I thought I was always a burden but you say that im worth it 
  
crushing down my opportunities, I don’t wanna be
someone that is tossed aside when you get used to me
so I stay under the covers I don’t want to leave my bed
my anxieties got the worst of me he says he wants me dead

so won’t you come home
you said you never really fitted in anyway
its when the loves gone
can you look me in the face and always say that you feel the same

so won’t you come home
you said you never really fitted in anyway
its when the loves gone
can you look me in the face and say that you’ll love me anyway

I see the footprints rise in the snow
you see the ice in my eyes yeah they glow
were both wallflowers yeah were far from perfect
living on the edge ye ye you got me nervous

cus im sinking sinking sink down
im spinning spinning all around
when I try to lift my face and 
look you in the eyes you just

send a sweet smile right back at me
filling my chest with agony

Delicate

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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Eagles in the Park

SEPHA.

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