🔥 we all need to follow our own path. We need to do what’s best for us.

nu album otw..

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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lyrics -

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together 
On

i wanna spend the end of my days in a 
'Leaving Las Vegas' style haze as I
Burn my possessions and i tap that - 
Romance that needed no 'chit-chat'

We can turn under smoke
of the lights as we're broke
and i'll bin all my clothes
and my jewellery - pawn broked

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together
On

Everything now feels like it's gonna kill us
So fuck it we'll just deal in realness
Like the way your skin feels in this stillness
as we let the sunset breeze distill us

I get a body transfer in dreaming
When i'm only putting myself in feeling
Now the lights are hitting her in all the right places 
But she's unaware of the beauty in her paces

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong 
together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong
together on

TOXIC TOGETHER

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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lyrics -

I want you
I want you as far away as you can get from me No one
Gets in
And that’s the way I like it
You won’t land on my planet again
Leave now please
I hate you
I want you as far away as you can get from me When I open up like that
I can’t go through
Shallow water
And try and swim again
You
You used me
When we leave this rock
We leave the same
We leave with love
Built from pain and that’s ok I don’t need anyone
I’ll get over myself you baby
It’s not that serious
Doing what was said when you’re down on your knees Silly me
But I hate me
I want me as far away as I can get from me No one makes me like this
Except my brain
When it doesn’t rest
I need to press reset and
Breathe in peace

ALL PLATFORMS

this planet again

produced by grayskies

runaway with me today...

my past self has been erased
better off without a trace
brand new mask over the face
i stray away, from feeling hate

to find a purpose
baby, i been feeling worthless
lets go off, escape this burden
stay with me, my heart is burning

runaway with me today

been so lost and out of mind
its so haunting i cant stand to find
you living in a place
at times like this lets
up and split, alright

lets be off and disappear 
runaway with me my dear
(x2)

runaway with me today 

plz and thanks :)

11/26/23

"RUN." p. grayskies

AI DEATH MACHINE

STREAM EVERYWHERE

LUNG LIQUOR

FEVERWRAITH.

LYRICS:

With eyes wide shut did you expect much
A kid 16 stolen car burnt clutch
30 of the limit, yeah losing traction to the sludge
My car goes up the boundary yeah that's the first time that I lost touch

In my brain or something it's still a stain on my name
Try to reach out to someone but all that's left pain
Are we truly on our own in this life
You bring a kid out who can't walk and put his neck to the scythe and you

Ask how he's doing, does he have a job yet
You’re always locked in your room, yeah are you upset
It's not like you would even understand if I explained
A father's expression is numb when you just bring shame
 
I had a conversation with the devil in the undertow
No matter how hard you work you will still someone that you loathe
Yeah I know I will be always someone that I just hate
At least I can admit so I put up with the weight

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

A life tied to the noose yeah always bad news
Do I stay do I go, yeah I never can choose
Making friends with the pills it's the same
See another psych who has to see a paper note to know my name

Give too much empathy, you'll be tread on
If I'm not careful I'll end up gone
Can't stand up for myself when I tell them I just need a break
Keep on pushing on my mental state I'll end up in a shallow grave

And I’ll sink, sink into somewhere I don't know
See my life down here and I'll say please go
I don't want to know about something that I will never be
There's a heavy weight on my chest and I think I've met defeat, alone

Feel the hate peel the skin, just a heretic within
Or at least your god would say
What's the problem yeah what's wrong thought I made this one strong
Chuck him down to the side, see what's messed up inside

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

All I Bring Is Shame

LYRICS:

You know I can't be someone that you depend on
Cus you know when you hit me up I will not answer
The consequences of separation are never easy
And when you’re all alone you hit me up, say that you need me

But I'm sick of that, I don't wanna be used to the grave
Panic attacks hit the stage open up I'm in a state
Dont wanna talk about feelings why can't I be left alone
I'm not coping, I’m not good, I didn't think that it would show

Yeah cus, I didn't want to be someone that you depend on
I didn't want to be the one that didn't answer
You said "Hold your tongue cus I don't want to hear you ever speak,
You just stay inside, haven't had a reply in a week."

"I hope you suffer in the bed that you have made for yourself
Are you happy all alone, in this hell are you content?"
"Yeah I don't care about you, I guess this is goodbye,
Cus I still don't understand the reasons why you wanna die."

Cus I hate you, when you break me, you choose
It was always us two back then I was confused
It's always when I see you falter I slip up to
I see that you are amused by the fact I need you

You know I couldn't help you when you just suffered
You know I couldn't be something that you wanted
Always getting up at me like I made a mistake
Push us back and then we break, constant fighting, say we’re fake

You wanna reprimand me for times when I didn't understand
Don't want to explain it to me so you give me the backhand
You say that I'm selfish for trying to be someone that just cares
But you run away, ignore me then just give me a blank stare

So what the fuck is up with it, I get it yeah you hate
Everyone who doesn't understand the pain that you create
You say you wanna tear them down in hopes that they never exist
I guess we all just have opinions and to you they don't mean shit

I see, "You suffer in the bed that you made for yourself
Are you happy, all alone in this hell are you content?"
"Yeah you know I care about you, I guess this is goodbye
And I still don't understand the reasons why you wanna die."

Cus I hate you, when you break me, you choose
It was always us two back then I was confused
It's always when I see you falter I slip up to
I see that you are amused by the fact I need you

Cautious

unreleased part 2 to my song 'away from me' 
written/produced/performed by Sepha.
mixed / mastered w/ @idleglance
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their problems (away from me 2)

Year of the Hermit - ALBUM APRIL

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Raze

Lately V9 - Master Guitar Mix Balance

LATELY

Produced By. Erlax
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

You just gotta face it
If I stay here imma break shit
You ain’t fucking with no basic
Throw it, imma chase it
She treats me like a dog
I love her that’s my fault
Need to love her from afar
Fuck around and crash my car

Mercy on my body
IDHANB on the jeans
Fuck around and pop a shotty
I realized everything ain’t what it seem

I’m screaming come and stop me
I’m screaming kamikaze
I swing at paparazzi
So, fuck you and your posse

Pour the salt up into my wounds and let me burn
To a crisp, I admit it’s probably what i deserve

Kill me fast
Make it hurt
Hotboxing up in the hearse
Found a gun inside her purse
Blow my brains out clear my nerves

It always stings when i’m thinking about it
I’ve climbed every mountain
To stop myself drowning

Stop the nonsense, bring it back
Hate my mind it’s fucking wack
Everything seems fucking black
That’s why I can’t fucking slack

I’ve always kept it on the inside
I would never trust a soul, it never felt right
I wasted time
Walking through the valley with my limbs tied
I’ve waited for someone to come recover me
What do you see?

Drowning in my head
I need some therapy
I could never live up to what they all want me to be
Promise the world
But it’s something I cannot guarantee
Picking off the scabs on my bloody knees

I got some problems in my brain
Got em all scared of me
You ain’t shit compared to me
Problem kid, bad parenting
Fuck you and your heritage
Want war? I ain’t scared of it
Sad as hell like your marriage is
All these rappers embarrassing
MOB cant bear the bitch
FOV of when i’m staring in
PIT till the I die
Elevated when I fly

Pour the salt up into my wounds and let me burn
To a crisp, I admit it’s probably what i deserve

Kill me fast
Make it hurt
Hotboxing up in the hearse
Found a gun inside her purse
Blow my brains out clear my nerves

It always stings when i’m thinking about it
I’ve climbed every mountain
To stop myself drowning

Stop the nonsense, bring it back
Hate my mind it’s fucking wack
Everything seems fucking black
That’s why I can’t fucking slack

Spotify

THERAPY w/ NAMES NOT ANDY & acheveil

https://soundcloud.com/xorochii
prod soprettyanxiety

Knock Knock

[Music Video ↓]

$LOTHBOI x Xorochi - Knock Knock

Every minute that we waste away
It is a life beneath us
The moment we couldn't lose
I've been waiting for the times we had,
While I'm reminiscing
Don't tear my heart apart

The sooner we only love and hesitate
Retaking the fall to know the full embrace
Running to save me with the novocaine
I can't stay (yeah)

One of us still need your Touch,
I'd be lost Alone
Embers of the roaring sun
Beautiful divine
Long night of real rage
You ran and I stayed for nothing
Can we leave scars alone

Atleast the worst has all died down
Exhausted from my dread
Hoping I can swim
But I might drown
The worst is yet to come

But I don't wanna seal my fate no
Evil tried to take my faith away
I need to be saved by grace, i've been so lost without you
Can't do this on my own
Who do you think you are?
(you'll never win)
Trying to kill my heart 

The sooner we only love and hesitate
Retaking the fall to know the full embrace
Running to save me with the novocaine
I can't stay (yeah)

One of us still need your Touch,
I'd be lost Alone
Embers of the roaring sun
Beautiful divine
Long night of real rage
You ran and I stayed for nothing
Can we leave scars alone

Novocaine ft. Luke Mara (prod. KRSTW)

prod. Ocin

(Vielleicht, vielleicht 
Ahhh 
(x3) 
Vielleicht, vielleicht 
Ist es besser wenn es so bleibt…) 

Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht 
Ist es besser wenn es so bleibt 
Baby you’re right I lied tonight 
This feeling took away all the light 

I got too much in my head 
Got me feeling kind of dead 
I don’t understand, baby how could they forget? 
I don’t see the end 
Now I’m feeling so depressed 
Can you feel the bash when you’re wandering through the trash? 

Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht 
Ist es besser wenn es so bleibt 
I gotta be nice, be nice, be nice 
Es ist besser wenn du’s nicht weißt 

Stars, they will fall 
Then realign 
Stars I adore 
ahhh 

Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht 
All I ever hear in the fire 
Be nice, be nice, be nice 
This time 

Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht 
Ist es besser wenn es so bleibt 
I gotta be nice, be nice, be nice 
Es ist besser wenn du’s nicht weißt

VIELLEICHT

prod. ocin

Years pass by 
Don’t waste your life 
Thinking bout what you can’t have 
Years pass by 
And we still fight 
This feeling’s overwhelming 

Tell me, am I gonna make things right? 
Am I gonna break through time 
I know baby that’s just life 
I don’t wanna cry at night 
I’m not gonna lose this fight 
Get rid of the parasite 
Beware of the final bite 
Time to rewrite 

Girl I’m so scared of all this racing 
But I don’t wanna slow down 
Slow down 
Will you repair me it’s so scary 
Living life in a ghost town 
Ohhh, ohh, oh 

Tell me, am I gonna make things right? 
Am I gonna break through time 
I know baby that’s just life 
I don’t wanna cry at night 
I’m not gonna lose this fight 
Get rid of the parasite 
Beware of the final bite 
Time to rewrite

parasite

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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xx

their problems (away from me 2)

SEPHA.

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