overstimulation brain porridge

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Don't Be Scared

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Lyrics:

always learning lessons how to live
always learning how to die right
all i know is i'm blessed to know u
always blessed to see the sky

tell me how do u know you're good
when u never embraced the bad
how do u know what's right to do 
when you've never let yourself go mad

well I think its aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all
x2

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

always learning individuality
thinking it's real like originality
when everythings in rewind and repeat
but sometimes it will still be packing heat 
yeh
it's on the preach of the screen i pray
i conform to it every day
conformity's the new alternative
I love to be irrelevant and say
well i think it's aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

STREAM + NEW MERCH

be no one

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Lyrics:

no i don't wanna think about you anymore
since i keep spending nights alone on a bathroom floor
sweet grain u satisfy u make me whole somehow
sweet grain u satisfy 
but u destroy 
u terrorise 
u plow

no i don't wanna play when ur my guiding force
spending days after with stomach pains and a throat so hoarse
sweet pain u multiply when ur over for one night
sweet pain your gone 
then you return with extra flight
sweet pain u multiply when ur over for one night

medicate
the problems within
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
x2

no i don't wanna play around u anywhere
since i keep spending nights alone on a bathroom floor
sweet santa yeh u sleigh
fulfil my innocence somehow
white nights u satisfy
but u destroy and yeh u plow

no i don't wanna play when ur my guiding force
spending days after with new fake friends
and a voice of mine i don't endorse
i don't endorse
i don't endorse
i don't endorse
sweet pain u multiply x4
multiply

medicate
the problems within
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
x2

sweet grain

twitchy mf

feat. Razegod (https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96) - big love <3
prod. sepha
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Lyrics:

oh i don't care if u only focus
on one thing
above all other things about me

i don't care if u only focus
on one thing
above all other things about me
x2
it doesn't matter
no one recognises
anything above the first glimpse from their eyes
til u prove any nuance between their lines
everything else is always a suprise
i wanna
let them all down

people here make me act so extra tere strial
well the devils always talk and look 
so damn an ge li cal
be my outcast 
be incredible
fuck a crowd 
they make conflict hysterical
run away x5

Razegod:
i don't see whats obvious
to you to me
i'm quite blind
to reality
that might be sure
between you and me
i don't see what your looking at
(me doubt)
i feel what you spit about
and i don't mean to look this way
but u made me feel so ashamed
cut hate and fear i felt insane
like it was all on me
was i to blame?

sepha-
people here make me act so extra tere strial
well the devils always talk and look 
so damn an ge li cal
be my outcast 
be incredible
fuck a crowd 
they make conflict hysterical
run away x5

razegod - 
don't see me 
you don't see me

sepha -
(run away)

i don't see what your looking at
(me doubt)
i feel what you spit about

sepha & raze -
run away

act so e.t (feat. Razegod)

Lyrics:
every hour
every path or clue
dunno where i'm going now 
it's every hour 
every hour
every path or clue
Failure got me looking elsewhere
It’s in your grasp
Focus on the good now
Not the hollow promises
The fakes that brought you down

Why must the pain outweigh the pleasure
The good love writes the past
The numbness weeks can measure
The best feelings went too fast 
The best feelings went too fast and so I grew
and so I grew
I grew 
Just like you
Just like you
Just like you

In the absence of noise I will find a place to
Lay my head with you
Lay my head with you x3

Roll your head up like a map
And hide it in the furthest corner
Hollow trees keep reaching further
Nothing disturbs the branches murmurs
And nothing makes the roots doubt earth but
Our clocks catch up like the sun

In the absence of noise I will find a place to
Lay my head with you
Lay my head with you x3

(stimuli) every hour

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Let You Go (eventually) [prod. baltogvcci]

Tsunami J. & $ober - Midnight Lights

only kindness(demo)

meant 2 be

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Do you wanna die baby do you wanna live?
The truth is far away are you ready for a trip?
Havent been the same no i can feel it in my bones 
i wont ever be the same i know this heart is made of stones
baby tell me do you really wanna die?
when i close my eyes i wake up feelin like good bye
follow down the fcking spiral now im falling from the sky
and its hard for me to love i hope you know i really try
i still havent been the same i see the trauma in the past
and its hard to catch a moment you know time is moving fast
it wont ever be the same now
i feel the pain i gotta fight now
ive been trapped for many years no i cant stop now
i know a memory like poison and its always coming back
gotta disconnect myself i need a mind to fix my head
they go crazy for som numbers yall som bitches we stay underground
all this pain inside my chest and you can hear it in my fcking sound
leave my body now i go alone
i dont want to mention how i feel they want me fcking gone 
i was only sixteen when i woke up just to fall apart
they playin games i wont ever play my fcking part

DOWN THE SPIRAL (prod. Desantano)

(Verse 1)
Black platform boots, stomping through the night
Goth girl survivor, under neon light
Blood red lips, thick fat hips swaying slow
Tight pretty lips, whispering what I know
Nazi flags and leather straps, binding me tight
I was your prisoner, lost in the fight
(Pre-Chorus)
Kat boy, your femboy, wrists smeared in red
I'd love to give you a kiss, pull you from the dead
Covering your hips over my lips, taste the divine
You squirted all over my chest, made me yours in time
(Chorus)
In peace I rest, blessed you are to be
Laid all spread across me, wild and free
I'll eat you alive, breathe life in your heart
Keep you beating when the numbness starts
Tears bleed over me, I wrap you in my arms
But every morning, you sound the alarms
Just wanted to be your little kitten, your pet
But no, you leave me wrecked
(Verse 2)
Used for the years, tantric control I mastered
Wasted on you, till dawn we're shattered
Come back the next day, cycle never ends
Why couldn't you try, why can't we mend?
All I wanted was love, didn't care what you believe
Who you run with, just you and me
(Pre-Chorus)
I didn't care forever, but you wanted small amounts
Delivered like a drug, in fleeting counts
Blood stains and tears, hips and lips collide
Prisoner no more, but the pain won't subside
(Chorus)
In peace I rest, blessed you are to be
Laid all spread across me, wild and free
I'll eat you alive, breathe life in your heart
Keep you beating when the numbness starts
Tears bleed over me, I wrap you in my arms
But every morning, you sound the alarms
Just wanted to be your little kitten, your pet
But no, you leave me wrecked
(Bridge)
Numbness bleeds, tears start to cry
Wrap you up, but you say goodbye
Small amounts, delivered cold
Forever wanted, but never sold
Goth girl, survivor, in black and red
I'll keep the fire, even if I'm dead
(Outro - Fading Chorus)
In peace I rest... blessed you are...
Eat you alive... keep you alive...
But no... no... your little kitten no more...




Black Platform Prisoner

only us 2

SAME WITH YOU IS OUT
[Mixed and Mastered by Kyle Williams]

PHANTASMAGORIA 2021

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LYRICS:

Rooftop, surrounded by a thousand winds 
You sang a song as if you had to sing it for the last time 
Despite your own own doubts and old fears
You sang so loud, it brought attention of the others 
Whatever makes it easier to breathe 
No difference how apart, you’re gonna find me 
What is it that you’ve done?  
What is it that you choose? 
What if it never ends, still if you want it to 
Why it’s the only way? 
Please tell me, walk me through 
Otherwise I don’t care 
Seems like same with you 

Since we have torn ourselves away in million pieces 
Still free falling 
What comes next still seems beneath us 
It’s been a venture of a lifetime, can you feel it? 
Ain’t no warning 
Tables turning, all be witness 
Since we have torn ourselves away in million pieces 
Still free falling 
What comes next still seems beneath us 
It’s been a venture of a lifetime, can you feel it? 
Ain’t no warning 
Tables turning, all be witness 

Still free falling

Same With You

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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xx

twitchy mf

SEPHA.

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