Life I - Gestation (Old LMMS track)

The_Crucible (Abandoned for Now)

Far Traveler Act II Mk.3-2 (Drum Test)

Chthonic Empyrean Test (Fun 10)

I feel like this is never gonna stop being a work in progress... but that's ok cause I really like working on it :).

This song is very personal to me and so it's hard for me to work on it consistently. I went through 6 years of chronic pain that stopped 3 years ago and only recently found out just how traumatized I am from childhood experiences that I won't delve into here. More recently, I started seriously questioning my identity. Who I am, who I Want to be, what made me the way I am, and trying to find the source of my internal anger and put a stop to it. My songs are usually about rocks and gems I collect, but almost all of them delve into my personal life in one way or another.

This song is the most important to me. It's a message to myself. To remember what came before and make sure that those pains never repeat. That it was ok to be angry at what hurt me, but that its time to move on.

Golden Fields In A Dogtooth World Mk.4-5 (Check Description)

angy mood from trauma so big loud music :<

Beginning is a little messed up from me trying to wrangle the second half into something even remotely close to what my trauma feels like.

Chthonic Empyrean Mk.1 - 7

the worst day of my life turned into music (CPR mk.1-1 i guess)

Halifax_dark_mk.2-9.mp3

Destroyed Blue Agate

Discord: me_hooman

Album still in progress

I’ve never done any of this before Ahhhhhhhhh




AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Earthen Dreamer

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