Name: 01 CTRL ALT DLT by SERA
Duration: 3 min 30 s
Description: FIRST FULL LENGTH LP COLORBLIND BY YO FAV INDY ROKKERS

fuck this is what im listening while im being depressed because i tried to talk to her but she doesnt even want to communicate.

pathetic

dry the river - demons cover feat. chloe

Peace in Solus

messy jane

And I wish that I could get out of this rut Im in but as soon as it stops it starts again 


well Im almost 21 and this really isn't fun all I really wanted was for someone to carry me along


I think we live such boring lives we go to work it makes us wanna die we go to school trying to not cry lots of things make me wonder why 

Im almost 21 and all my friends hate everyone 

BUT If you really hated them would you be stuck in the position your in ?




the only way you get what you want is by asking for what you need

and no one really does that until they're filled with greed! 

I probably could've helped myself, could have told somebody 
 but I didn't want to give off the impression of immaturity 


Because everything is scattered on my floor I don't really want to be a broken person anymore!!!

P.S F.Y.I 
this is a demo
(I recorded this without much practice in the early morning time after a restless night)

What happens when the fun is done?

split betwixt patrick and i !

download: 
https://themostbeautifulimages.bandcamp.com/album/split-with-tea

https://teatea.bandcamp.com/album/split-with-the-most-beautiful-images-created-to-be-destroyed

chameleon boy -  tea

i used part of the words from "elevator music" and i'll probably change that before i get the final version. yaga.

i haven’t felt the same these days
been a while since i’ve felt this way
filled with procrastination, failing classes
lost my job
been exactly a year
three hundred sixty five days of 
getting to know myself
and i am confident that i haven’t 
even scratched the surface

i wish sleep was optional
i wish waking up was optional
i wish everything i don't want could be optional

cuz now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams

yeah i told you i loved you
but it went out of fashion
and when said that i hated you
i finally felt some real passion
it’s kind of funny to me that i
would bitch and cry
when things didn’t go my way
but that’s a pattern that i broke
opened my eyes and i awoke

i don’t wish we never happened
because if we never happened
then i wouldn’t be the person i am now

but now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams
now you’re part of past me
a time when i felt unclean
every day you fucking killed me
that’s the person who i used to be

charlie sheen

charlie sheen (demo)

FIRST FULL LENGTH LP COLORBLIND BY YO FAV INDY ROKKERS

01  CTRL ALT DLT

sorry for this awkward 1 ladies haha

Lyrics:
 I guess I’ve done what I’ve already wanted to do, so now my life's set
I'm just surprised that a personality so dry can get so many girls wet
Having being inside a few people was a very anticlimactic experience 
At the end, when she’d climaxed, I whip out my dick and just jerk it

Merged with, firm tits at the end of my finale
Then the end comes and I cum, slowly, sadly   

And to any person who’s next to have me
I’m sorry, in advanced, that it had to end so badly

I mean, I guess I’m good at the dominating bit
I’ll pull your hair while you’re bent over and the back is where I’ll hit
But behind all that shit, when I let the flow die with my hips
Would you be fine listening to music high when we sign off with the sex

Could I get deep with my emotions as I was inside you moments ago?
Would it be wrong for me to get sappy when it appeared I had a giant ego? 

Man… I don’t know. 
I wanna turn lustfulness into compassion the moment we take off our clothes so

If I were to hoe around, I mean, I’d at least want some fun
Not a stress relief, not a dress routine, but something special I share with someone

I don’t mean to get sentimental 
Even if I can’t find the one, I’ll still be willing to give out free samples

I'm gonna be honest, sometimes I can't though
I shoot so much out at times I run out of ammo

I guess I just really want a best friend.
One who can make me laugh as well as consider my emotions.

Because like, I’m a fragile human, 
with art by my side, life is something that I'm alright with doing.

Trying to look for other remedies instead of growing a dependency 
 I helplessly, heavily, endlessly, recklessly, relentlessly have tendencies to seek chemistry 

And when others mention me
I automatically seek opportunity to see if there's any room for intimacy 

When the room is being taken up by the elephant 
So I act as if I don't give a fuck, and I'm back in my element 

But that's irrelevant, 
i think that's all I wanted to say unless there's something else I'm not mentionin

So I'll just try to drift my mind away from this topic
Hi, I'm Vaughn, I hook up with people, get into something until one of us fucking drops it
Man- Fuck it I'm gonna stop this

lofi

Sad Sexy Time

Stressed out tendencies 
Tend to be a friend of me
Especially when im trying 
To get to sleep 

As i lay my head to bed 
I think of all the things you said and 
Realize im afraid of what i see 

Counting all those 123s
i lie and see all the sheep 
Im afraid of tidal waves
And the way you say my name 

The way i’d like to see it is 
Youre just a bad trip 
But when i close my eyes 
Its you who’s here by my side 

Stressed out tendencies 
Tend to be a friend of me 
Even though its not what i need 

What I need is company 
A hand to hold, a place to eat 
I now know it may be a reach 

Counting all those 123s
i lie and see all the sheep 
Im afraid of tidal waves
And the way you say my name 

The way i’d like to see it is 
Youre just a bad trip 
But when i close my eyes 
Its you who’s here by my side

But heres the thing with you and me 
I wont get overwhelmed it seems 
Im done with it,  youre kicked out after 3 

So i count all those 123s 
So i count all those 123s 

Counting all those 123s
i lie and see all the sheep 
Im afraid of tidal waves
And the way yous say my name 

The way i’d like to see it is 
Youre just a bad trip 
and when i close my eyes 
Youre finally absent from my side

123s (demo)

And I've been running out of patience
my poems aren't as clever anymore
people say they're all too honest
but honesty is all I can afford
And maybe loss is not a bad thing
cause maybe I can write these songs again
or maybe now it's just a past time
maybe I should treat it like a friend
a friend I won't see again


cause I don't
wanna
die
But truly i don't 
wanna
be a-
live
I wish that i could vanish
in my
sheets
and turn into the
puddles
on your
street
Cause i don't
wanna
die
but truly i don't
wanna
be a-
live
I wish that i could vanish
in my
sheets
and turn into the
 ground
beneath
your feet


cause I've been losing all my knowledge
sometimes I forget who I am
And I'm in the mirror
but I don't recognize that man
my mom wanted a daughter
but she'd think it was absurd
cause as much as I feel different
family won't accept those words
they won't love me if I'm hurt


but I just
wanna
change
and everybody tells me
 it's a 
phase
I don't
feel right
as my
self
with my failing
mental
health
and I just
wanna
change
but everybody tells me
it's a
phase
and I don't
feel right
as my 
self
my body is a hell

Atlas - My Body Is A Hell

Indie rock band thats gonna rock ya mofo socks off and make you wanna die

01 CTRL ALT DLT

SERA

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