control [swan]

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I can't Love
I could swear that U were sent down from above 
I'll run from myself n blame it on the drugs 
I can't save myself but maybe Ur the 1
Whatt the fxckkkk
Glorious, just the way that 1 day we'll return2 dust
Can't pay4 my sins I think I will b judged
I need U 2hold me when the Rapture comes
Just this once
I see fractals when I'm sober 
I'm so tranquil moving slower
Reached the end tell me it's over
Reached the end this is my closure 
Reached the end tell me It's over
Do it again w/ U closer

neutral ending [prod. fumiko + figgie]

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im not happy, that i fear
i cant even shed a tear
everything is so unclear
but are you happy that im here

been going through it the whole year
i think i’ll change the atmosphere
think i just wanna disappear 
no longer wanna persevere 

i even cant get to you
i cant even get to me
i dont know what to do
im just looking for whats true
i need something new to see
but right now i dont have a clue

i cant get to you
just tell me 
what did i do

just tell me what is true
so many things i cant undo
and i cant act now its no use

many things i cant let go
I cant i cant let it go
i cant i cant take a joke
going fast lets take it slow
not the same person i was so long ago
lets part ways so we can grow
thought you saw me but you dont

really feels like all my options are exhausted
at this point im wishing on a comet
i just tore my heart out and i put it in a locket
one with this environment im nothing but a product

falling☆・*。[morecalcium]

@moth_ra @zzile
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message in a bottle washed ashore
i can no longer hide
and i never felt this way before
worlds were meant to collide
i envy the way the eagles soar
still, i’m a butterfly
and i can no longer feel the floor
meet again at the sky 

sky x2 

bby im like i cant hide
neither can i jus disguise how i feel tn
shit jus feel too right
had tht 38 by my side
tweaked nd left tht bitch inside
jumped out uppin pipe
couldnt duck tn

seraph thts my kin
last of nephilim
i am neteru
just watch me ascend
imma menace bae
i commit my sins
im reborn again
im reborn again

✩✩✩at the sky w/ mothra++ [prod. zzile]

@l0v3_d3m0n

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(SERAPH)
take you towards
the sublime 
you cant escape 
what’s prophesized 

feel the essence
the design  
chant the oath and 
seal the bind (x2)

(DEMON)
you can't see the things i see
you walk around a fantasy
i cant find my sanity
can i bring you back to reality?

im drifting through the melody
losing my humanity
no, i cant see 
i cant breathe
cut from the society
i see my insanity
they say you need therapy
i see demons in front of me

(SERAPH)
i'll indulge in fantasy
i can't change my destiny
it's all fated, i just need you to find me

told me last night in a dream
to wear my heart on my sleeve
cultivated by the secrets that bind me

i might suffocate
in my thoughts
but i will wait

i might isolate 
that's the cost
to navigate

i cant deviate
from the course
i'll always stay

i cant change my fate
felt the force
i felt the weight

⁑⁑⁑SUBLIME w/ demon [prod. milord]

Alchemy
And I’ll Wait Because Im
Needing You
I Need You to Let Me-

Find Me
Just
Find Me
Just
(Just Find Me)

Need You to Let Me Be Your Muse
Maybe You Can Be Mine Too
I Like Everything You Do
And Now Im Needing You

I’ll Mix the Potion
But Dont Sip
I Am Just an Alchemist
Wont Numb Myself
From the Anguish
Ima Masochist

Say That, but I Always Want More, Still
Its You That I Adore, Still
Just Tell Me That Im Pure, Still
Is It Worth It to Endure,
Still?

I Know Its All Fleeting
A Temporary Feeling
Still, I’ll You See in My Dreams
And Ill Fixate
On the Meaning

￫༒W☆$⊶33$+55&$11☆!%0 ✣⊶ᏗᏝፈᏂᏋᎷᎥᏕᏖ  🟢🔵🔺

I’m made of Blue
Reflecting Light
 Cuz You’re the Moon
 and I’m a Tide

✣⊶ᏒᏋᎦᏝᏋፈᏖᎥᏁᎶ༒𐌋𐌉Ᏽ𐋅𐌕🟢🔵🔺

All or nothing
I’ll make it mean something
Opened the gates, they’re flooding
I can’t stop fucking running
I can’t stop indulging
I need it to be numbing
Cuz right now I feel everything and I want to feel nothing
I’ll fly way too close to the sun
I did it, it’s already done
All or nothing, either it’s over or it is hasn’t begun
“I can’t go on, will I live to see 21?”
On and on and on again
Which destination is the end?
And maybe I will get it then, when I decide to live again
I don’t want to live again
But I’ll make it mean something
It just has to mean something
I’ll just make it mean something

໓ēŞtiຖคti໐ຖ

make it align, make it divine
again, yearn for the summertime
clockwork, intelligent design
show me what is beautiful, effortless, sublime

i know when i feel the colors inside of me, i’ll be fine
i need you to see me, i never wanted to hide

walked into the club wearing fake designer shoes
got different color molly rocks dissolving in my juice
sang my heart out to bladee in the karaoke booth
i danced the night away, you know i stay in my groove

i love to feel that way, for days, bulletproof
i like trends, im not immune…f#ck it i might cop some trues
then i’ll flex these money moves like i got something to prove
all this social media got me tying up a noose
that’s the truth

want to feel the colors one more time
just want to feel everything align

✣❅✧Invincible Summer✧❅✣ [Prod. Faketalency]

ego deaths and rituals ft LVC

prod me & @l0v3_d3m0n

you thought
you thought could lie to me
i can
i can feel your agony
you watched as my soul was dragged away
you knew
you knew I would be okay

i’ll be okay
can you feel my agony?
push you away
(feel my agony, baby)
i had an epiphany
(an epiphany, maybe)
been in my head lately
but i wont let you save me
baby

.｡*ﾟ+.*seraphim x demon - epiphany

Prod me

i saw the stars inside me fade to black
felt the darkness turn into a flash
hope the scars on me forever last
heart-shaped boxes that i filled with glass 

 tipped it over, had to let it fall
saw my shadow there on the cave wall
broken glass, its scattered on the floor
i’m not afraid of it anymore

im a heretic, i dont stand a chance
it gets hectic left in my own hands
im a jester, dont you understand?
here forever in this world to dance

cant you stay here with me?
fill in the space between the fragments
it wasn’t fair to me 
had to make friends with the detachment

ֆȶǟʀ ʄʀǟɢʍɛռȶֆ ☆

you said I could have you forever 
(forevermore)
you said that im yours

ETHICAL HEDONISM

i dont know what i seek 
yea i dont give a fuck
off the addys imma tweak
i’ll keep on doing drugs
just to get me through the week
im so tweaked out that im stuck
i dont even fuckin eat

i gotta switch it up now cuz im bored
thats why i dont care bout an image anymore (thats right)
and i dont know who i am at the core (thats fine)
i still love this life

because i surround myself with creativity
and i could never doubt myself and my ability
and my man slut me out, yea he treat me like nobility
and because i allow myself to live life differently

i dont know what i seek
and why do i give a fuck if im supposedly complete?
and why do i give a fuck that i exist to be perceived?
that im human and i bleed?
and im breathing
and im Me
and i need it

i know my personal gnosis is verified
i pretend im a poet every time i write
and when im at my lowest i romanticize it til im high

til im high again
til im high again
til im high again
til im high again

SEEKER NATURE

i cant detach from myself when i need to reflect
I just detach from myself when i need to connect
i blurred out the memories that i cant recollect
i blurred out the lines of what is morally correct

morally correct
morally correct
i like what's ambiguous and i like what's direct
yea i love my shadow, she a pretty silhouette
we just dance together and we sing in a duet

im pursuing pleasure
i said i'll be good, but know im a little jester
do it for the art, you know im a storyteller
memory collector
i'll be here forever, baby

my sense of reality is tearing at the seams
i cant tell you what it means, it's an overarching theme
i think i'd do just about anything for my peace
lets get an airbnb, and we'll talk about our dreams

MEMORY COLLECTOR

yea yea im a fucking hypocrite
yea but im not having fun unless my lyrics contradict 
yea yea i want diamonds on my wrist
and they said i'd be a star ever since i was a kid
yea yea im so fucking over this 
because everything's so boring to me lately, i'll admit
yea yea you know imma flip the script
i think i'll do what the fuck i want as long as i exist

DIAMONDS ON ME

i felt something greater than myself and i still yearn for it (4x)

i felt something greater than myself
im screaming into a well
i drew a dot then circled around it like its a carousel

youre the sun, thats why i melt
youre the monad, im a cell
youre the light in me i felt
by the altar, there i knelt

you
you
you
I cant contain it, i need to lose myself in
you
you
you
id write you a million love sonnets to tell you the truth

(for you and me, for you and me )

im nothing, im archetypal
see-through me, I’m invisible
triple 3
metaphysical
I prefer to be physical
so i cant kill my ego, i need to be egotistical (yea)
i could never be a nihilist but im cynical (yea)

even when im at my highest im hysterical
and i need what is sanctified and i need what’s heretical
and i need to be saved but i fell in love with the yearning
and i cant fade away, because for you, my heart is burning

I felt something greater than myself and i still yearn for it (2x)

RELIGIOUS IMAGERY

i dont know what i seek
i dont know how to speak
so i cant say my name
seraphim sanctity

i dont know who to be
but somehow i can see
that everything i need is right in front of me

its going down down down down down
put on my outfit, spin around round round round round
turn up the music, like it loud loud loud loud loud
and i could never ever drown drown drown drown drown 
 
suffering is beautiful
and im the unstoppable force to what is immovable
its nothing unusual
my free will is provable 
i love to live cuz im a masochist and im delusional
it's how i make it doable

i dont know what i seek
i dont know how to speak
so i cant say my name
seraphim sanctity

but im on a winning streak
and you know imma party party party 
imma party like a freak

it's a party everyday
i celebrate life, i could not throw it away  
i promise in the end that we'll all be okay
cuz  in the end we'll be so happy that we stayed

LOVE IS THE HIGHEST

vox+prod by me


LYRICS:

oh baby, i gave you my heart
so would you come with me? let's go dancing in the dark
and it gets lonely when we're apart
i need to be with you, take me wherever you are 

wherever you are
i'll give you my heart 

we'll dance the night away
i need your arms around me and your hands all on my waist
yea i need you around me, baby, i need you to stay
cuz when youre not around me all my colors fade to grey

WHEREVER YOU ARE

LYRICS

i need it right now
i won't be stuck here forever
i'll find a way out 

i cant be without
cant be without you forever
find me in the crowd

find me in the crowd
find me in the crowd
la la la la
i will turn it around
 
i'll turn it all around
i'll turn it all around
i'll paint the walls
i'll burn it to the ground

i need it right now
i won't be stuck here forever
i'll find a way out 

i cant be without
cant be without you forever
find me in the crowd

tell me what's forever
(tell me what's forever)
i need it more than ever
(i need it)
i need it right now

find me in the crowd MP3✰♫✰𓇻[prod. omar duro]

♡̩͙♡̩̩̥͙♱ ♱𝗝𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗦𝗘𝗘𝗞𝗘𝗥 ⋆Fₒᵣₑᵥₑᵣ ⋆ ♡̩̥̩ ❤️‍🩹💿❣️🧩🧬🃏🃏🃏

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তততততसेराफिम शुद्धता☆.｡.:*☆○o+
♥️🌀🃏+Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ+♻️🌟🚃⚜️⚜️⚜️

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